2005 年 9 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： NuL
電郵： [email protected]
說： 想睇你日記的...
但我真係無時間...
又要趕出門口了...
bye bye

missz you.

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我明白你番工冇時間睇～就算係成年都唔睇我日記，我都唔會介意啵！！番到黎ｈｋ的時候，希望你真係做到你想做既野。
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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： how's it going>?
i like yr new bg cox i'm in there ma~~~

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第１日番學，勁累勁眼訓＞．＜
我覺得個背景花左ｄ，搞到睇ｄ字好辛苦‥‥‥但我又想ｍｉｘ晒咁多個ｆｄ既相啵．．．

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大名： bb
電郵： [email protected]
說： how much is ur coloured contact lense?i want to buy soon in hongkong but wna know the price.and wat colour do u always use?is grey better?i want to wear one that will make my eyes look brighten and bigger....give some suggestion becuz i never tried wearing before ^^ thx ^^

one more question....how did u enter the model line?who introduced u to?

schs reopenin for u ~~~add oil
^^ forget abt the bad things and jus do ur best.

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我買果隻ｃｏｌｏｒ　ｃｏｎｓ　＄１２０　１　對。如果１次過買３對就每對＄１００。ｆｏｒ　２　ｗｅｅｋｓ。牌子唔記得左．．．．我係ｍｋ買既。
如果想對眼紊落去大ｄ，可以戴黑ｃｏｎｓ（依家新興ｇｅ）但我未試過～只係聽人講過。
ｃｏｌｏｒ　ｃｏｎｓ有好多色，但比較多人戴又接受到既係

紫　藍　啡　灰　綠

ｂｌｕｅ　ｃｏｎｓ：







啡　ｃｏｎｓ：





ｇｒｅｙ　ｃｏｎｓ：











ｐｕｒｐｌｅ　ｃｏｎｓ：





１隻藍１隻灰



（我好辛苦先搵到張舊相～因為我今年都冇戴過紫ｃｏｎｓ）

係閃光燈之外，顏色會有唔同。唔用閃光燈影相，隻色冇咁現冇咁覺眼；用閃光燈就１定好顯眼。另外，都要睇你對眼本來係咩野色。我戴紫色ｃｏｎｓ係最唔顯眼ｇｅ＊

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大名： kiki*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 聽你咁講既話你d牙都唔係太唔靚姐...你就咁cool左2年...cool既時候你會唔會唔去影相or唔開口笑多既???我就知道好多人都介意俾人知佢地cool牙..不竟個一d線都唔係好睇....我去見doctor既時候佢係話我cool 2年half...自己真係唔係太想....因為我同你一樣又係要mook牙..又係2隻不過下排就唔駛mook...我好僧mook囉>.<

我又係2隻門牙唔靚囉....
其實我都好好奇mook 牙cool既時候...會唔會真係好好好開心and好緊張...????

成2年half要我去換一d靚番既牙..都唔知點好囉我而家...

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係嫁～我ｄ牙真係唔靚，所以先需要ｃｏｏｌ。我果陣時都會盡量少ｄ笑，始終唔係咁靚。不過依家出左ｄ新野（其實早幾年都有，只不過我冇揀黎用，ｃｏｘ貴）就係透明既鋼線，咁就冇咁明顯ｌａ～ｂｕｔ好貴囉（幾多錢就唔記得＞．＜）
ｍｏｏｋ的時候有ｄ緊張嫁～尤其係我好怕痛．．．但為左美觀都冇計嫁！！愈早ｃｏｏｌ愈好ａｒ！你係有心想ｃｏｏｌ的話就趁早ｌａ～＊ＢＴＷ，你照左ｘ－ｒａｙ未嫁？要照ｘ－ｒａｙ睇下牙床的位ａｎｄ　ｄ　牙既生長方向先可以決定點ｃｏｏｌ嫁！
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Ｎａｎａ送左ＲＭＫ既假眼睫毛俾我丫！哈哈～我未試過用丫‥‥唔知點用嫁呢？



回望一年前的自己，無論外表和心境都改變了很多。

從相片中我找回遺失了的記憶。











唉‥‥‥有點心灰。點解我身邊識既ｍｏｄｅｌ，已經咁出名？

可以行大ｓｈｏｗ，又有咁多ｊｏｂ接．．．自己總係１潭死水。

無論我幾努力都好，我總係冇進步。。‧‧

開學喇！屋企人要我成績有ｐｒｏｇｒｅｓｓ先俾我繼續接ｊｏｂ。

所以我要努力，我希望ｂｉｏ　ｋｅｅｐ到全級頭５名內，

家權要有７５以上。




ｔｏ所有關心我的人：

好對唔住，我知道我近來脾氣變得好古怪

我成日都忍唔住就鬧人，又或者因為少少事而好敏感。

希望你地明白我所面對的壓力，我衝口而出的說話，唔好擺係心度。


>>September 1, 2005 at 9:47:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： kiki
電郵： [email protected]
說： ee..原來你之後係箍左牙既???我貪得意按去最後個頁見到先知..
你本身D牙好唔齊既??
丫...係唔係好痛咖?..我又係因為前面既門牙唔齊所以想去整牙...但係又好怕痛同唔靚囉整個時...
你係私家整OR政府既?
你D牙而家又真係好靚好齊..好事mo你丫>.<""

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其實我依家ｄ牙都唔齊嫁～因為２年前，我只係ｃｏｏｌ左上面果排牙，下面冇ｃｏｏｌ到。點解我唔ｃｏｏｌ晒上下２排呢？！因為我個咀太細，要每排牙ｍｏｏｋ　２隻先ｃｏｏｌ到。我ｃｏｏｌ上面已經ｍｏｏｋ左２隻牙～假如ｃｏｏｌ埋下面就要ｍｏｏｋ多２隻。我唔想ｄ　牙好地地要ｍｏｏｋ左＞．＜
痛就緊有嫁喇～先先係ｍｏｏｋ牙的時候，佢打麻醉針果野好ｘ痛；之後就係每個月番去診所果度ａｄｕｊｓｔ鋼線的鬆緊都會痛幾日～同埋有時ｄ鋼線會整親條利。
我本身係２隻門牙向外，門牙隔離果２隻牙ｌｕｐ入去～所以顯得門牙更加突。勁似兔仔＞．＜但我唔覺得可愛．．．．所以咪ｃｏｏｌ牙囉。
我係去私人牙醫果度整～如果我冇記錯的話，淨係ｃｏｏｌ上／下排就１萬２千；上下都ｃｏｏｌ晒就２萬。
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大名： Earl
電郵： [email protected]
說： 妳都幾型！d 相又幾靚咁！
但係妳個個p/w 係唔係！唔係個個改o左！妳可唔可以send個p/w俾！得閒add我個msn哦！！傾o下計！
係咁！

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謝謝讚賞～我個相簿有ｂｕｇ，你就算入ａｒｍ　ｐｗ佢都會話你錯。你ｒｅｆｒｅｓｈ１次就得嫁喇～又或者再ｃｏｐｙ番我相簿條ｌｉｎｋ，咁就得嫁喇！我依家唔多用ｍｓｎ嫁喇～想私底下傾可以ｅｍａｉｌ我。
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要準備開學用既野ｌｕ＊．．．我擔心的並唔係自己未買齊書ｏｒ　ｗｈａｔ　ｅｖｅｒ　ｅｌｓｅ．．．我擔心既係．．．唉。

Shopping list

1) 裝運動衫褲和鞋的大袋

2) 銀包

3) 眼鏡

平時用開果隻ｂｏｄｙ　ｓｈｏｐ既ｗｈｉｔｅｍｕｓｋ香水就黎用晒喇～

買番用１隻味定係試下其他呢？



>>September 1, 2005 at 2:23:31 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 30 日 星期二 【晴】

係屋企食完飯就沖個涼～出左佐敦搵Ｎａｎａ。佢帶我去學友書店果度買書～＊嘩！勁多人排隊＞．＜Ｎａｎａ話晏少少可能冇咁多人，所以我就拉左佢陪我去九記食糖水。

Ｎａｎａ尋日出左部新電話～ｓｏｎｙ　ｅｒｉｃｓｉｏｎ最新橙色果部～！ｓｏ　ｄａｍｎ　ｒｉｃｈ＠我初初見Ｓｉｍｏｎ出左，見過部機覺得幾靚～依家Ｎａｎａ又有．．．但我又唔想同佢地撞。我自己都有少少想換機，但ｔｒａｄｅ　ｉｎ　既價錢又好低啵～諗緊換唔換好．．．．

食完糖水行番番去都係１樣咁多人囉‥‥‥無奈。Ｎａｎａ陪我排左好耐隊．．．好多書都係新版，買唔到舊書。有得買舊書ｇｅ，果度又冇貨。最後買左４本書就走左ｌｕ～Ｎａｎａ　ｓｈｏｗ　ｍｅ　ｗｈｅｒｅ　有７號巴士搭～我１去到就有車ｌａ啵～好ｌｕｃｋｙ！

玩緊ｐｃ的時候，ｄａｄ無喇喇同我講：喂，你睇上面有隻小強啵。呢隻小強係我見過入面最大既１隻．．．．嚇到我．．．．即刻跑左入房。

今日有２個喜訊：：：

１）我廋左～之前１１６ｌｂｓ～依家１１２ｌｂｓ

２）我最快呢個星期有番工人用喇！！



>>August 31, 2005 at 9:59:16 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】

大名： SONIC
電郵： [email protected]
說： 估唔到你的工作這麼辛苦
一日去成5 個地方映~~
加油!!!

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成日轉地方，又要係ｄ又窄又ｄｉｒｔｙ既地方　ｇｅｔ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ～真係幾辛苦！但好彩有車，由１個地方去另１個地方唔洗拎住成大袋野４圍行去搭ｂｕｓ～已經算係不幸中的大幸！！
ｐｓ你係唔係ａｋ既「華麗獸ｓｏｎｉｃ」？
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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： late already ho 慘..整到自己好心急...仲有你又要係咁轉地方...辛苦死你 -___-

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咁遲到係我自己唔ａｒｍ在先既～好彩係我ｗｏｒｋ緊的時候，個ｃｌｉｅｎｔ都冇再提我遲到呢件事。轉地方之餘仲要轉衫＞．＜真係幾辛苦．．～＊不過我知道，今日呢份工番係ｅａｓｙ，因為仲有ｄ更加難做既ｍｏｄｅｌｉｎｇ～只係我未夠班接果類ｊｏｂ姐

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今日本來應該６：３０起身，點知我按熜左ａｌａｒｍ之後，竟然訓番＞．＜我到７點９先知醒～＊第１句就即刻話：「ｐｋ喇！」即刻跳落床，洗個面，刷埋牙就仆過去化妝。救命ａｒ＊～我ｄ眼睫毛係度同我作對，夾極都唔ｈｉｌｌ。我已經用姿生堂既睫毛夾（好多人都話呢隻好用）但點解都係唔ｈｉｌｌ嫁？！唔ｈｉｌｌ都算喇～仲要夾到東歪西倒咁～有ｄ就向左，有ｄ就向右．．．我知道，愈心急就愈化得唔好，但真係ｒｕｎｎｉｎｇ　ｏｕｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｉｍｅ嘛！！

好彩尋晚我已經１早執好晒今日要用既野姐～如果唔係點算？！要帶成４～５套衫加２對鞋！你都咪話唔重‥‥‥搞掂晒之後就搭ｔａｘｉ去觀塘。去到的時候已經９點鐘（佢ｃａｌｌ　ｔｉｍｅ係８：３０）我知道自己遲到左咁多好過份，所以１入到去我即刻成隻死狗咁＞．＜ｓａｙ　ｓｏｒｒｙ～＊俾人話左２句．．．真係好好彩！！做ｍｏｄｅｌ最緊要係準時，就算係其實野做得幾好都好喇～唔準時搵鬼同你合作咩？！我真係好想殺死自己！！明明訓之前提左自己無論如果都唔可以遲到，我竟然會訓番！我真係原諒唔到自己～

Ａｌｖｉｎ車晒成隊ｔｅａｍ去西貢。佢架車幾令嫁～好多野都改過晒～油門ａｎｄ　ｂｒｅａｋ果個腳踏又改左，ｃｈａｉｒｓ又改左係ｒａｃｉｎｇ　ｃａｒ果種。１０點３９分去到西貢，搵左１個佈置得好靚既家居做背景。係果度換左套好舒服既衫～＊係ｔｏｉｌｅｔ換蚜的時候，我發現隻手臂好痛。原來ｌｕｇ左塊皮，但我唔知幾時ａｎｄ點樣整損啵。我想貼膠布，但因為要影相，唯有就住唔好掂到ｌａ＊我我今日既ｐａｒｔｎｅｒ係Ａｌｖｉｎ。佢初初表情真係有ｄ硬（其實我都係）‥‥‥我地扮睇相ａｎｄ揀相．．．又扮自拍。１１點的時候出左ｂａｌｃｏｎｌｙ果度，攝影師捉住我隻手擺ｐｏｓｔ的時候，ａｒｍ　ａｒｍ　掂到我個傷口，痛到我嗌左出黎＞．＜露台果度．．．嘩！熱到？！他媽的熱‥‥個妝不斷咁溶．．．．之後老闆問我：「你用邊隻化妝品牌嫁？」我話：「ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ囉～＊」之後佢話：「你試下ａｒｍａｎｉ丫！」我心諗，鬼唔知ａｒｍａｎｉ好咩．．．我冇錢咋呃＞．＜你俾多ｄ　ｊｏｂ我做我咩有錢買囉‥‥‥

之後就上車去灣仔。架車無喇喇冷氣壞左啵～ｏｈ．．．．勁辛苦。去到灣仔入左匯展果度影左幾張，之後又出ｏｕｔｄｏｏｒ影～又係熱到想死～仲要跳來跳去咁＞．＜仲要有勁多自由行係度閃來閃去，阻ｑ住晒我地影相。無喇喇有條友拎住鬼咁大部錄影機（好似人地電視台用果種）對住我，唔知佢想點？！ｄ風係咁吹，佢地仲要我企ｄ好高ｇｅ地方（離地大概２米）～條裙不斷咁俾風吹起，我唯有ｇｕｍ實囉＞．＜但對手又要擺ｐｏｓｅ．．．真係好尷尬。影左幾個好「危險」既ｓｈｏｔ之後就轉地方影ｌａ。

去左附近的「三里屯」果度影～＊入左１間餐廳果度食野順手取景。係ｒｅｓｔａｕｒａｎｔ果度借ｔｏｉｌｅｔ換３，補妝。坐底唔夠半粒鐘就落勁大雨＞．＜真係好好彩ａｒ！！如果佢早ｄ落的話，我地就唔使影外景ｌｕ＊ｄ野都幾好食，仲有西瓜做ｄｅｓｓｅｒｔ～

下１站係柴灣～上左Ａ＆Ｊ　ｏｆｆｉｃｅ果度影～我之前咁多個ｓｈｏｔ攝影師都要求我要笑得好燦爛（換句話講，姐係傻笑）但ｏｆｆｉｃｅ　ｓｈｏｔ就要正經ｄ斯文ｄ～哈哈！好大轉變！！

影完晒ｌｕ＊終於可以坐低抖下～＊佢地再補番影幾張淨係得ｐｒｏｄｕｃｔ既相～最後將ｄ相入落ｌａｐｔｏｐ果度ｐｒｅｖｉｅｗ！！辛苦左１日既成果終於有得睇喇～＊唔知點解影到我好肥＞．＜其實我唔想笑得咁誇張，但係攝影師要求，無辦法喇！！我１笑得好勁的時候，對眼就會瞇埋晒，眼袋又勁，塊面ｄ肉又會突左出黎搞到望落去好肥咁‥‥‥

７點半Ａｌｖｉｎ係上環ｄｒｏｐ低我，我自己搭ＭＴＲ番旺角同Ｗｉｌｓｏｎ食飯。我真係好累，所以同佢冇咩野講。大久保ｄ野唔好食ｇｅ＞．＜下次唔去ｌａ！Ｗｉｌｓｏｎ送左頂帽俾我～＊哈哈！黑色暗花～靚ａｒ！佢自己都有１頂！！我送左條有香水既頭巾俾佢～係我既香水味黎嫁！之後就行番屋企ｌｕ＊







>>August 30, 2005 at 6:31:14 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

１１點係新世紀同屋企人（媽咪果邊既人）飲茶。之後我自己１個去左又１城囉Ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ既積分禮品。

２個唔同世界既人，會有什麼化學作用？

>>August 30, 2005 at 1:15:22 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 27 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： HO
電郵： [email protected]
說： Just find your website from google.
Nice job !Nice to meet you. Send me a e-mail if you can be friends. Cheers

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[email protected]
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大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 老實講...件婚沙唔簡單唔隆重唔靚....如果唔+ effect影都唔靚 你係washrm個張唔靚..
就角度同+左effect靚好多

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嗯～＊我都覺得我自己影同人地幫我影係好唔同！！～
係呢！你有冇諗過將來結婚著咩野類既婚紗？
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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 呢''chup'' wedding 相係咪你最中e?

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其實每輯相我都有１，２張鐘意ｇｅ＊呢輯婚紗相同我平時影開既風格好唔同～所以我都覺得幾特別！！
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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： replied yr letter la~~~
u look younger+cuter in yr wedding photos bor~~~

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ｙｏｕｎｄｅｒ？！係？
哈哈～＊唔知幾時先收到你既回信呢？！好心急ａｒ～＊
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大名： SMALLWIND
電郵： [email protected]
說： pretty and professional photos ...take more for us to appreciate......

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ｔｈｘ！你係攝影師？！
我並唔係ｐｒｏｆｅｓｓｉｏｎａｌ　ｍｏｄｅｌ～影到呢個水準我都自己都幾開心嫁喇！
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大名： LOK
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我睇完你d相之後知道你好高,好有model格,而且你對腳又長又瘦,好靚呀,影多d就好啦!!

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哈哈！我１７３ｃｍ高姐～唔算好高ｇｅ～
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大名： 阿一
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我睇左你日記小小～我諗你一定係一個想成功証明俾自己既人喇～

我唔知道你講既ａｋ係咩事啦～
如果你真係想要成功～就要忍受他人唔可以忍受既人～成功有條件～如果唔係人人都可以啦～

係我眼中人係唔可信既～因為大多都係壞既～你想成功第一件事就最好唔好亂去信你身邊既人～

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嗯！你講得好ａｒｍ！要成功，要比其他人叻，就係要做到１ｄ人地做唔到既事。如果我比其他人堅強，比其他人更能夠克服心魔，咁我就會早人地１步成功。
經過咁多事，我仲點會咁易信人呢？！除左屋企人ａｎｄ識左好多年既朋友我會比較信任ｄ之外，其他人我都唔會信！
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大名： ksky
電郵： [email protected]
說： 好耐之前見過你d相
而家睇其他新相..
靚女左wor

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女大１８變嘛€＊哈哈！以前就真係．．．恐怖ｌａｗ～連我自己都唔想承認果個係我‥‥
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大名： 無名無姓~??
電郵： [email protected]
說： 過去的事怕什麼～人只需要面對自己～不知怎的～很想支持一下你～

努力去面對吧～什麼人會沒有錯～

你還好～還有面對的機會～很多人早以沒有這機會了～

好好想一下～你還可以流淚～可以流淚代表你還活著～死人什麼都做不了～

你做的根本算不上什麼～
好好的為自己活下去～

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我面對唔到自己，因為我原諒唔到自己。我知道，係人都有錯。有錯就應該去改，但我肯改唔代表人地肯接受番我。我覺得好洩氣，因為好似無論我點做都好，人地都總係唔肯原諒我。
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大名： 峰仔
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我睇到你d相之後我覺得你都幾靚丫~而且我覺得都無咩野架~
不如我地做個朋友啦~
你add我icq丫~201602294

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ｓｏｒｒｙ！我唔想再係網上識朋友喇～假如有特別事想私底下同我講，可以ｓｅｎｄ　ｅｍａｉｌ俾我 [email protected]
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大名： 王大明
電郵： [email protected]
說： when i c ur bikini photo
i was crazy about it,ur body shape is so good,we can make friends through the internet.

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SORRY I dun wanna meet any net fds
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大名： pui
電郵： [email protected]
說： Is your trip nice ?
take care yourself

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not that good..... 放心喇～我會照顧自己嫁喇！！你都係ａｒ！你知你身體差嫁喇～就開學喇！唔好俾自己病ａｒ！
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大名： brad
電郵： [email protected]
說： 比你 icq 我得唔得呀 ?~?~

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唔好意思丫！我唔想俾ｉｃｑ　ｏｒ　ｍｓｎ人。有事可以ｅｍａｉｌ我
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大名： T
電郵： [email protected]
說：
我想問下d低胸扮走光係咪你黎啊???有人話係啊..如果係..點解你要咁影啊???好似博d咩咁><破壞左你係我心中ge形象啊..我唔希望真係你黎..
同埋..我想同你做朋友啊...

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我唔知道你講緊的係唔係我。我有影過ｄ相俾人話我故意走光，但其實只係少少由高影落去姐。對我黎講，走光的定義係見到私人部位先算囉～＊見到ｂｒａ我覺得唔算得係ｄ咩野。我冇諗過要出位又或者要成名。
如果想交個朋友，你可以ｓｅｎｄ　ｅｍａｉｌ俾我～
[email protected]
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大名： 細cIn
電郵： [email protected]
說： 唔知點解,我總係覺得有一個xanga扮緊你
請快些回覆

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有人扮我？！邊個咁無聊ａｒ？ｓｅｎｄ條ｌｉｎｋ黎ｃｃ～唔該晒！
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大名： Rick
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我可唔可以add你icq and msn呀?
別冇它意,只係傾計

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ｓｏｒｒｙ我唔想再識ｎｅｔ　ｆｄ。真係有ｄ咩野特別事要ｎｏｔｉｃｆｙ我可以ｓｅｎｄ　ｅｍａｉｌ俾我～＊ｔｈｘ！
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大名： NuL
電郵： [email protected]
說： 去完旅行未 ?
有冇買手信比我呢 ? XD
你肯定掛住玩...
唔記得我啦 ~

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我緊係記得你喇＞．＜有預你果份！！只係‥‥ｓｉｎａｇｐｏｒｅ果度真係冇咩野好買＞．＜得ｄ勁「行」既野。。‧‧
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大名： zach
電郵： [email protected]
說： ur songs are sounded charming!!!
I enjoy.

I dun know y so many people attack you on the web.
Just be yourself.
May God bless U.


No matter what they tell u
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach u
What u believe it's true
No matter what they call u
However they attack
No matter where they take u
U'll find ur own way back

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我把聲好雞仔聲！１ｄ都唔好聽。。‧‧
人生在世，無可能唔在意人地的眼光。除非呢個世界死剩我１個，如果唔係我都要顧及人地既感受。我都想可以好似你所講咁樣咁ｆｒｅｅ，凡事都順從自己的心意而行。但咁樣係冇可能既事．．．．ｂｕｔ　ａｎｙｗａｙ，謝謝你既支持！

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大名： curiosity
電郵： [email protected]
說： "Kiss of Devil" is a logo of some kind of perfume?

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哈哈！唔係ａｒ＊只係我自己係中２的時候自己改俾自己既網名。
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大名： markshermanc
電郵： [email protected]
說： nice to meet u ar may i have ur email address or icq number for chat please ^^

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[email protected]。我唔多用ｉｃｑ，所以唔俾你喇～＊
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大名： Maman
電郵： [email protected]
說： 妳好，我都係showhappy 用家，我想問，點解妳個backgound 可以用自己o既相同埋可以貼相o既，係唔係要比錢先可以咁做ar???(因為我係free user)

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唔需要錢嫁！！ｂａｃｋｇｒｏｕｎｄ我係響「選項」＞「基本設定」果度打ｃｏｄｅ～
貼相都係打ｃｏｄｅ，係每篇日記果度打ｃｏｄｅ。只要你將張相ｕｐｌｏａｄ左～ｅｘｔｒａｃｔ條ｌｉｎｋ～之後打＜ｉｍｇ　ｓｒｃ＝”網址”＞咁就得嫁喇！當然喇～所有全形字要轉半形。
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大名： Gaza
電郵： [email protected]
說： my name is gary, i just found your web site on my e-mail, and i 've seen it,
i just wondering why some of your ex-boy friend can write down some stuff like this,
is kind of insulting, but just leave it, you'll be fine, keep going, you still have a lot of stuff to do
, don't give up, do something awesome and show them you are useful!!

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Thanks for you support! I will strive thought this predicament.
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大名： Keith Loo
電郵： [email protected]
說： 妳好, 我叫Keith, 4年前培正畢業了。
好偶然見到妳個diary, 睇到妳既遭遇。d 相好靚。
我覺得有信心係好既, 有目標都係好既。過去左就算啦, 希望妳可以做到自己既目標, 我覺得係仲有機會既。
我的icq number 係303851, 有機會做個朋友啦, bye

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你好丫。原來你４年前畢業（你指中５　ｏｒ　中７畢業）？計落計落，姐係我果陣時應該係中１囉？！我應該見過你嫁啵～＊
其實我覺得自己並唔係有信心．．．真正有信心既人係唔會因為人地講２句就動搖。ａｎｙｗａｙ，謝謝你既支持！
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大名： 龍少俠
電郵： [email protected]
說： HiHi!妳唔使理班無聊人o家,亦無需要同咁多人交待,自己開心,男友(Wilson)又開心就夠啦,係咪?但係問題就係點解香港咁叉多無聊人同但能仔? Anyway, take care and good luck, ^_^

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話就話我冇責任ａｎｄ必要向人地交待我既私事，但我始終唔想人地誤會。而且佢地對我既誤會直接影響到我既生活，我冇辦法唔去面對。
網上世界，有好多人將自己既快樂建築係人地既痛苦上面．．．
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大名： 安陶士
電郵： [email protected]
說： 網主妳o既相簿之前似乎出o左
o的事故，我俾個建議妳，不如
考慮用yahoo相簿，因為可以set
不公開，公開同埋淨係妳想o既
人先公開，都幾好用，而且又係
免費。

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嗯～＊係ａｒ！！我知道。ｌｏｇｉｎ左之後佢會話你ｐｗ錯，但係明明係ａｒｍ嫁啵～只要你ｒｅｆｒｅｓｈ１次就冇事嫁喇！
我之前用過ｙａｈｏｏ，但冇再用。原因有２個。１～佢會將ｄ相既解像度降低，如果我係ｙａｈｏｏ果度ｄｌ番ｄ相的話，質素差過本來勁多。２～ｙａｈｏｏ都成日ｄｏｗｎ　ｓｅｒｖｅｒ，而且又有ｓｔｏｒａｇｅ　ｓｐａｃｅ　ｌｉｍｉｔ。所以我ｐｒｅｆｅｒ我依家用緊果個～＊我用緊果個都有得揀公開唔公開既功能嫁！
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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： miss u ar cindy
i've posted yr letter last week la, but dunno when u will receive it...

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點解你會寄左去Ｑｕｅｅｎｉｅ果度嫁？！你冇我ａｄｄｒｅｓｓ咩？！哈哈～唔緊要喇～我見到佢，我會問佢囉嫁喇！！
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大名： 安陶士
電郵： [email protected]
說： 真係羨慕妳o地有一班好朋友，
我更覺得自己孤單....

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朋友係自己搵番黎ｇｅ＊就算身邊幾多「朋友」都好喇～如果當中冇任何１個係完全了解自己既，其實亦都唔係真係你想像得咁開心～＊如果覺得自己孤單有２個方法，１係就學習點樣去欣賞和享受孤單的感覺；１係就改變自己去搵朋友。我２個方法都試過～＊而我最後係先學習點樣去享受孤單，然之後先去搵朋友。我唔想因為自己冇朋友就要將自己「賤賣」，降低自己，令自己好似好冇性格咁樣去迎合人地，為左爭取多ｄ朋友。呢ｄ只係我既個人意見姐～你覺得我講得唔ａｒｍ可以唔理！
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大名： 不克
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你d 相真係好靚。

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你指婚紗果輯？！多謝讚賞！！攝影師勁姐～哈哈～
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大名： NuL
電郵： [email protected]
說： i still love you. will you come back to me?

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我已經有男朋友了。就算冇男朋友都好喇～我好明白自己對你的感覺，並唔係愛，只係１種倚賴。你需要既女朋友，亦都唔會係我。
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好野！！係海運果度買左１樣我想買好耐既野～就係Ｓｈｉｓｅｉｄｏ既睫毛夾！







>>August 31, 2005 at 3:03:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 26 日 星期五 【晴】

原本今日要出ｊｏｂ嫁～但改左時間，２９號。

４點去左又１城ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ果度學化妝。媽咪就去做手部謢理～哈哈！我成日係ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ果度買夠＄５００咁佢就會送個ｈａｎｄ　ｔｒｅａｔｍｅｎｔ俾我。我次次都送俾媽咪用，因為我跟本都唔需要，況且媽咪平時做野咁辛苦，要好好咁俾佢保養下佢對手！！

之後我就同Ｗｉｌｓｏｎ去左影貼紙相．．．．係ｍｋ兆萬果度影。今次我地好瘋狂咁畫野，因為唔限時嫁！！我同佢企左勁耐係度畫野～對腳勁累！

番屋企ｆｏｒ　ｄｉｎｎｅｒ！媽咪煮左紐西蘭牛扒俾我食～勁好食～

>>August 28, 2005 at 1:48:10 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 25 日 星期四 【晴】

早餐仲差過尋日。今日有粥，炒麵ａｎｄ　ｅｇｇ＞．＜我都唔知食咩野好！！我好討厭食粥，但係冇得揀既情況下，食左１碗粥水。我咁大個女未試過折墜到咁ｌａｗ～好委屈。食左１隻ｅｇｇ～＊ｄ炒麵簡直冇可能入口．．．．

又係做早操的時候。今次要揹住你的ｐａｒｔｎｅｒ（用ｄ好奇怪的方法，首先背對背咁企，之後俾人揹起果個要舉高雙手，揹人果個就要曲腳坐低直至對方的ｐａｔｐａｔ係自己腰的位置，捉住對方手腕。之後揹人果個慢慢伸直對腳，咁就會揹起對方喇）點知我１伸直隻腳，就唔夠力，成個坐左落地＞．＜好彩ｅ琳冇跌親姐，如果唔係我都唔知點用Ｋａｓｈ交待。我就擦損左少少手肘ａｎｄ尾龍骨好痛囉。之後我ｔｒｙ多次，終於成功ｌａ～！

練歌練歌ａｎｄ練歌．．．．．學埋最後１首要學既歌～＊！！

１２點食野～食完野就影團體相。終於出ｃａｍｐ喇～＊！太開心了！！

等左好耐先有小巴。我地４０幾人要分批等小巴。我同ｅ琳係果後１批上車～嘩！！晒到我同ｅ琳死死下～好彩有帶遮！！

去到火車站，係入閘的時候，ｅ琳俾人截住左。原來條友話ｅ琳用優惠ｔｉｃｋｅｔ觸犯左法律ｗｏｒ～＊咁我咪撐ｅ琳話我地唔知道原來學生搭火車係冇半價囉。因為平時搭地鐵有半價嫁嘛！！好彩條友信ｅ琳咋，如果唔係就要俾＄５００　ｆｏｒ　ｐｅｎａｌｉｔｙ嫁喇！！

同Ｗｉｌｓｏｎ去左ｓｔｒａｗｂｅｒｒｙ　ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ果度食ｔｅａ～唔錯！！佢病左．．．希望佢快ｄ好番喇！

>>August 30, 2005 at 1:19:38 PM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 24 日 星期三 【晴】

今朝俾班小妹妹１早就嘈醒左～冇覺好訓＞．＜成日都好冇精神！

ｄ早餐．．．．有麥皮，腸仔，麵包。我食左半碗麥皮（平時我係屋企都唔會食麥皮！因為我唔多鐘意食～只係因為真係冇野食我先格硬迫自己食半碗）同埋２條腸仔＞．＜你估夠唔夠飽ａｒ拿？！

食完野就做早操～ＷＴＦ！！無ｘ聊～＊唉．．．．算數喇！費事炆。

練歌練歌．．．不停地練歌．．．我勁眼訓。１眼訓就飲水，希望可以令個人醒下！！

好辛苦咁挨到１２點有野食。嘩！ｄ送同尋晚果ｄ好似冇咩分別咁～到底佢係唔係將尋晚食剩果ｄ野整番熱就算嫁？！真係恐怖＞．＜見到都冇晒胃口ｌａ＊

繼續練歌練歌．．．．把聲開始辛苦。

６點食ｄｉｎｎｅｒ。救命！今日既ｄｉｎｎｅｒ同今日既ｌｕｎｃｈ　ａｎｄ尋晚既ｄｉｎｎｅｒ都冇咩分別囉‥‥‥想點ａｒ？！有ｔｅａｃｈｅｒ既ｈｕｓｂａｎｄ好好人，買左好多梨分俾我地～梨係可以開聲嫁！！幾好食ａｒ＊ｔｈｘ！！

又繼續練歌‥‥‥俾人叫左起身唱ｓｏｌｏ～睇下ａｒｍ邊首歌做ｓｏｌｏ！！有少少驚～但我覺得自己長大左，進步左。比起３年前我所有份參與既果套「疾風高飛」，我無疑係淡定左好多。冇以前咁扭扭擰擰。我記得我以前，人地ｒｅｑｕｅｓｔ我唱ｓｏｌｏ，我死都要有伴奏。依家叫我清唱都冇咩所謂～但始終都係有ｄ驚ａｎｄ手震。呢樣野需要改善ｌｅ！！每次ｓｏｌｏ都總係發揮唔到自己應有的水準＞．＜唉！

今晚換左房，唔再同ｍｉｓｓ訓～換左間１２人房，同班中４訓。呢間房既環境仲差過尋晚果間ｌａｗ！勁多ｉｎｓｅｃｔｓ～我沖涼的時候，有隻黑色識飛既野，大概５蚊錢再大少少既野不斷係我頭頂飛來飛去。搞到我１路沖１路驚，我對眼１直望實果隻野，佢飛去邊我就望去邊。

ｅ琳張床有ａｎｔｓ添！！嚇死我喇～都唔明點解佢仲夠膽訓。我張床雖然冇ａｎｔｓ，但我總係覺得其實係有ｇｅ＊只係我仲未發現到姐～＊救命ａｒ！我好想快ｄ脫離呢個咁既鬼地方～

食完尋日ｗｉｎ番黎果個ｃｕｐ　ｎｏｏｄｌｅｓ就訓ｌｕ＊～平時屋企人唔俾我食杯麵嫁！因為呢ｄ野好冇益～因為我１年都食唔到１次既關係，加上ｃａｍｐ既膳食又咁差，我覺得杯麵真係好好食ｌｅ！！

>>August 28, 2005 at 1:43:42 AM GMT+8

2005 年 8 月 23 日 星期二 【晴】

約左ｅ琳１點３係旺角火車站等，結果我係遲左５ｍｉｎｓ既＞．＜ｓｏｒｒｙ！！

２點去到粉嶺～入ｃａｍｐ。地點係浸會園。果度ｄ設施好到「不得了」我１入去就俾蚊咬＞．＜ｅ琳都係。我地已經噴左ｏｆｆ既蚊怕水ｂｕｔ都俾蚊咬‥‥‥無奈！

好快手咁分左房之後就各自「霸床位」。我地同ｍｉｓｓ同間房ａｒ～之後就開始地獄式的ｍｕｓｉｃａｌ　訓練～＊

玩遊戲的時候憑住我「放膽」既演出ｗｉｎ左個杯麵番黎＊～哈哈！！

６點鐘食飯。ｄ野同我３年前黎的時候，１樣咁難食！我求其食左幾條菜ａｎｄ飲左碗湯就算。

繼續練歌．．．．．開始有ｄ眼訓。有首歌我真係幾鐘意，我覺得好似唱緊自己既經歷出黎咁樣～＊好有共嗚！

１０點鐘終於可以收工ｌｕ＊番房沖涼訓覺。床張係有陣味ｇｅ＊我勁唔想訓落去ｌａｗ。。‧‧２點幾先訓，因為要等個頭乾，我又唔想吹頭啵。。‧‧點知５點幾的時候，隔離房班中４既小妹妹係度大叫，之後又係度傾計，有講有笑咁，勁嘈。搞到我地成間房，包括ｍｉｓｓ都差不多全部醒晒＞．＜之後我就訓唔番ｌｕ＊

>>August 28, 2005 at 1:37:04 AM GMT+8