2005 年 7 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： chau
電郵： [email protected]
說： 報告唔要啦??
定係靚女得擠??
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你ｔｙｐｅ俾我好唔好？！
ｐｓ關令唔令女咩野事？

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大名： Nick
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我既抑鬱程度係15, 比妳更甚>.<

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咁你覺得自己需唔需要睇ｅ生，ｏｒ你覺得自己ｈａｎｄｌｅ到？！
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大名： guest
電郵： [email protected]
說： How tall are u??

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１７３ｃｍ囉～＊
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大名： Nick
電郵： [email protected]
說： 睇醫生? 冇諗過bor, 我都唔知自己hand唔handle到, 順其自然啦, 大概唔會抑鬱到去死掛=.=

我覺得唔刻意去諗, 自己做好每一樣野就已經最好, 所以算吧啦

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咁又唔係咁講ａｒ＊你要知道，你拖得愈耐個病就愈難醫。抑鬱症既人大多數有自殺傾向，所以係死得去嫁！
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今朝１０點俾人打黎嘈醒左～長途電話＞．＜雖然我好眼訓，但我都叫自己提起精神聽佢講野。

今日成日個頭都好痛．．．．或者係因為唔夠訓呢？！我塊面又長了２粒暗瘡了＞．＜呢幾日太訓夜ｌａ＊已經失眠左個幾星期。救命！我唔想出街！所以今日死都唔肯跟屋企人出街食野～

近來好易無名火起。ｇｒａｎｄｍａ成日都ｕｍｕｍ沈沈，我聽到佢講野果刻會好炆！好想爆粗鬧佢叫佢收聲，但我ｇｕｍ住自己。過幾秒平伏左之後先答佢。媽咪就更加冇野好講‥‥唔想見到佢。細佬更而然之，成日都煩住我，我好討厭電視聲。我好聲好氣叫佢較細聲ｄ，佢多數都唔多彩我。仲要係度玩下排球ｏｒ沙灘波，總之ｋｅｅｐ　ｍａｋｉｎｇ　ｎｏｉｓｅ．．．．煩到我想跳樓。我個頭就不斷咁係度痛！！我好想鬧人好想發脾氣，但我對住屋企任何１個人都唔可以發脾氣。好辛苦．．．．有諗過ｐｉｃｋ　ｕｐ　ｂａｄ　ｈａｂｂｉｔ，但最後我都ｇｕｍ住左自己．．．．

我討厭看見別人接吻！



>>July 24, 2005 at 2:11:50 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

今日班小朋友好「可愛」～１見到我又係度大叫大嚷咁＞．＜教佢地寫ｐｏｅｍ，佢地當中有幾個人囉我做ｔｏｐｉｃ囉‥‥‥無奈。但都幾好笑ｇｅ＊

放學之後又ｓｔａｙ　ｂｅｈｉｎｄ傾ａｒｒａｎｇｅ　ｄ　咩野ｇａｍｅ俾人地玩。我要準備好多野ａｒ＞．＜錢真係唔易賺！！

本來想去ｐｏｓｔ　ｏｆｆｉｃｅ但係太晏ｌｕ＊所以打消左呢個念頭，直接番屋企。番到屋企都６點：ｕ＊

18歲以上

18歲以下

今日試左個關於抑鬱症既ｔｅｓｔ～ｒｅｓｕｌｔｓ係

你的得分是： 14

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是不是已持續一陣子都悶悶的 ?
覺得步伐、肩膀很沉重，
或是常常擔心很多事，很焦慮 ?
你的憂鬱程度已經頗高了，需要好好注意了。
趕快把自己的情況告訴學校的輔導老師或專業機構，
請他們給予協助，
求助不代表你不行，反而表示你聰明得善用資源呢 !





>>July 23, 2005 at 1:29:49 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： Car
電郵： [email protected]
說： Sorry ar~~
之前果message write錯左ar~
hai "你好高好瘦好靚ar~~~^^ "

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唔緊要！我都成日打錯字～＊

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大名： Car
電郵： [email protected]
說： 可唔可以影張你果cam張相出黎,
因為我可以認住果cam果樣去買,
唔洗間間問ar ma~
thx ar~~

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大名： 陌路人
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你好，我係路過架，見到咁多人留d咁衰既留言俾你，你都可以好有禮貌咁一一回應，你好得意呀~~

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人地對我無禮貌唔代表我要無禮貌咁回應佢地ｇｅ＊

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今日教完班細路之後就搭MTR去ｔｓｔ搵Ｒｙａｎ。

死人Ｒｙａｎ又遲到～好彩我都遲左少少姐＞．＜如果唔係等佢仲耐。真係俾佢講中左，今日落雨啵‥‥‥

去新港（ｓｉｌｖｅｒｃｏｒｄ）果度睇戲。睇老友狗狗丫！佢ｄ劇情好鬼死散ａｒ＞．＜但我都１樣睇到喊囉‥‥因為波子死左。我一向都對於ｄ狗狗既死會有好大既感觸。因為每當我諗到，假如有日我真係養狗，就要有心理準備我既愛犬終有一日我會親見睇住佢離開我。狗始終都比人短命，呢個係不可改變既事實！

睇完戲之後，我喊到花面貓咁‥‥死人Ｒｙａｎ係度笑我。哼！！我地行左好耐都決定唔到去邊度食野，行到我好累ａｒ＞．＜我忍唔住同佢講，叫佢快ｄ搵間野坐低食。最後去左金馬倫道既ｄｏｔ果度食。

食完野傾左陣計就走ｌｕ＊Ｒｙａｎ仲好ｇｅｎｔａｌｍｅｎｔ咁送我番屋企添～＊（其實佢原本冇諗住送嫁，只係我「迫」佢送～＊哈哈）

ｐｓ　日記係今日ｄｏｗｎ左～所以我星期５補番星期４既日記！



>>July 23, 2005 at 1:22:37 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

第１日正式上堂。ｄ學生既反應比上年果批好好多～＊今日都玩得幾開心。特別係睇佢地玩Ｂｉｇ　ＴＶ的時候，佢地真係帶俾我地１班先生無限既歡樂。佢地好努力咁用ｄ好ｌｕｃｋ　ｃｕｔ既英文～好有趣既動作去表達！我欣賞佢地既盡力．．．同埋創意！





>>July 23, 2005 at 1:29:23 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

大名： salvadore
電郵： [email protected]
說： YES MADAM!!SORRY MADOM!! @@"
唔好意思..上次留言語氣重左小小..不過真係有d睇唔過眼..><..點解你可以咁大方..雖然話d廢人講廢話..但係..唔出聲..清者自清既做法..仲可以行得通嗎?? 我成日覺得...人言可謂..你唔抗辯就好似默認左咁.. @@.. 係我既想法錯丫..定係....我既人生觀有問題?? 請指教 ><""

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我大方？！嘿嘿～都只係扮出黎嫁姐！假如我做唔到大方的話，咁我諗我係網上世界生存唔到ｌａ＊為左網上世界既人咁激心，我覺得真係唔抵囉。半年前，我或者真係ｌｅｔ　ｇｏ唔到，但依家慢慢變到冇咁介意了。我都知道人高可畏，但係試問，我１把口，可以澄清到幾多呢？我澄清得多都覺得好辛苦好累，我寧願人地照講，講１排就不了了之嫁喇。我死都係度要為自己澄清咪只會將件事愈搞愈大？

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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： i DID watch 'em ga...but sometimes all of 'em r words will be kinda dull

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Well, I understand ! I have tones of photos in my computer but I haven't resize them.
I am too lazy to upload them.
I whould like to appologise and I will finish upload them as soon as possible.
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大名： Pink
電郵： [email protected]
說： ak ga
希望妳記得我中文名係乜啦
我費事留個中文名起度 :)

我覺得妳呢排比之前冇左好多自信
驚神驚鬼慌失失咁
比起之前0既妳 , 態度上差左點點
好想妳變番之前咁樣 ^^

記得妳打話自己好後悔自己做過0既野
人係要不段向前望架嘛
後悔只會令自己錯失宜家0既時間
倒不如將後悔0既時間去休息 / 工作

好啦 ! 吾阻妳啦 ^~^

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我認得你係ａｋ　ｄ　字既顏色囉～＊哈哈！
其實我以前同依家１樣，都係冇自信。只係以前我會用盡方法去ｈｉｄｅ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ～唔想將自己ｗｅａｋ既１面俾人睇到。但我覺得咁樣做人真係好辛苦‥‥‥我明白處生係世上，好多野都身不由己。要成功就要學識戴假面具，但都要睇對住ｄ咩野人。對住ｄ無關重要既人，我覺得我無需要去ｐｌｅａｅｓ佢地去討好佢地，所以我會做番多ｄｄ自己，唔再用ｄ咁客氣既語氣同佢地講野。
嗯～你講得好ａｒｍ丫！！反省過後就唔需要再回望過去了～＊ｔｈｘ你呢番說話ａｒ！！

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大名： Car
電郵： [email protected]
說： halo ar~~
我有睇開你日記ga~~
我好高好瘦好靚ar~~~^^

我想問下你D cam 相咪灰色gam ge,你係咪用左紅外線補光功能ar?
我覺得影得好靚ar~~
我想問下你用邊隻牌子同型號ge cam ar??
大約幾$$ ga??
係where buy ga??

問左你gam多問題,希望你唔好mind la~~
thx~~^^

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係用左紅外線補光ａｒ＊你真係聰明～＊我用果隻叫做ｒｅａｌ　ｄｉｇｉｔａｌ　ｌｉｆｅ～大概係＄１３８（好似係）係旺角電腦中心果度買ｇｅ＊

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大名： rainy*
電郵： [email protected]
說： take care arrr :>

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ｒａｉｎｙ～你都有睇我日記嫁？！我唔知添＞．＜放心喇～！我冇事ｌｕ＊

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大名： jas
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我係ak睇左你着長裙d相..幾好睇wor..我想知你着左咩鞋

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唉＞．＜我跟本就冇鞋可以俾我襯‥‥我好努力去搵但都搵唔ａｒｍ。有時睇到有ａｒｍ，但好貴好貴。我之前都講過，我著４１／４２號鞋，女裝鞋根本好難有我既ｓｉｚｅ。只有歐洲貨先有，所以我好難著到鞋。我屋企得好少鞋嫁咋＞．＜我著番ｇｒａｄ　ｄｉｎ果對鞋咋～姐係ｇｒｅｙ　ｇｒｅｙ地果隻涼鞋，有２吋踭果對～

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大名： 路人甲
電郵： [email protected]
說： 都係無意之間發現左妳的網頁,好多野睇,好豐富,
但係就問....ak 係0係邊 ga?
同埋睇妳幾篇日記 (ramdom 咁睇 la),好似唔多正面野,不過妳都好係開朗的人,幾開心 ^_^

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嗯～＊你講得冇錯！我都覺得我大部份既日子都係唔開心多過開心～但我好ｅｎｊｏｙ咁既生活，或者你覺得我係自欺欺人又或者係扮野～我唔識解釋．．．總之我覺得我好鐘意咁ｇｅ生活。唔開心的時候會帶來１種快感，沒有人明白。因為你地係正常人。
ａｋ　係１個交朋友既網頁，好似高登咁樣。ｌｉｎｋ
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大名： chun
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你咁ge樣都有人用你d相呀!

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我所指的轉戴，果ｄ網上既人未必係冒認我。大部份人既人都係將我既相係我未經同意下貼去其他ｆｏｒｕｍ俾人討論。
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大名： rick
電郵： [email protected]
說： i think your background pic is very horrible....like a ghost...

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我就係想營造出呢種氣氛～哈哈！！

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大名： Cana-D-人
電郵： [email protected]
說： wei wei~~~
ur canadian too~?
how long hv u been to canada and where did u stay?
i bet u stayed for at least 3 yrs to get the citizenship~

but...how cum ur eng is not reali good ge?
haha...the grammer does not make sense though...work hard d la~!

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Yes ! I am Canadian too.
I was born in Canada so I am Canadian.
I've stayed in Canada, toronto, for 6 yrs.
My spoken English sounds a bit lke native speaker, but I can hardly spell or read.

I left Canada when I was 6. What do you expect a six-year-old kid to learn?
When I arrived at HK, my English level is a lot better than local students.
So I became too complacment. I did not learn gramma at all druing my primary school life.
Moreover, I hate reading English books.
Therefore, my spelling and gramma sucks !
I ashame of myself....>.<
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大名： 路人乙
電郵： [email protected]
說： 浮屍呀... 浮屍呀!
好樣衰呀...
快D 送佢去九龍殮房疊起佢啦.

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哈哈～＊好樣衰咁又點？！呢個世界１定有ｄ人係靚，有ｄ人係樣衰嫁喇。唔鐘意睇既你大可以唔黎睇～＊Nobody forces you to browse my diary!
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>>July 23, 2005 at 1:23:35 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

１０點幾起左身，１２點幾去左中環睇ｅ生。之後番學校～覺得有ｄ餓但我又唔想１個人食野啵＞．＜所以最後買左杯野１路行１路飲～經過麵包舖買左栗子包，拎番學校食。唔知點解，１路行１路飲野我都仲可以接受到，但１路行１路食我就真係接受唔到＞．＜真係好失儀ａｒ！！

番到學校，熱到溶左。就算我冇化妝我塊面都好ｌｕｐ。洗左個面之後見到個中一仔，佢個樣好迷茫。我主動走上前問佢，係唔係番ｉｎｄｕｃｔｉｏｎ　ｃａｍｐ，佢話係。我指俾佢睇宗教館係邊，但佢話佢要去教育中心果度交左錢先。咁我就ｌｅａｄ佢去。係去教育中心既路途上，又遇到１個工人帶住１個細路仔。佢地又好迷茫咁樣，我就問佢地要去邊，之後就指佢去。哈～今日做左人肉路牌添！不過幫到人都好開心ｇｅ＊

Ｍｒ　Ｌｅｅ　ｉｎｔｒｏｄｕｃｅ左呢個ｃａｍｐ既負責導師同埋１眾既ｂｉｇ　ｂｒｏｔｈｅｒｓ　ａｎｄ　ｂｉｔ　ｓｉｓｔｅｒｓ（姐係ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ　ｈｅｌｐｅｒｓ）～由星期３開始，我就逢星期１至５，每日２～４番學校幫手ｌａ！直至８月１號～＊

今次班小朋友都唔錯～起碼佢地既ｂｅｈａｖｉｏｕｒ好過前年同埋上年果ｄ。今年已經係我第３年幫手ｌｕ！我諗下個ｓｕｍｍｅｒ我應該冇機會幫手嫁喇～因為我要過加拿大。但其實一切都只係未知之數．．．我個心好想好想過加拿大，但係屋企人果方面‥‥媽咪都幾支持我，但ｄａｄ就認為我去加拿大係為左逃避係香港讀書既壓力同埋逃避屋企人既管制。老實講，呢ｄ都係ｆａｃｔｏｒｓ之１，但係唔係ｍａｉｎ　ｒｅａｓｏｎ。我依家係ｈｋ總係ｄｉｇ唔係心肝學英文，但我相信我過左去之後，唔多唔少都１定有進步，起碼進步得快過係ｈｋ。

４點鐘就放學～之後我同ｍｉｓｓ　ｃｈｅｕｎｇ　ｌｅｆｔ　ｂｅｈｉｎｄ，傾下黎緊呢２個禮拜點安排活動，要買ｄ咩之類。傾完就走～５點幾番到屋企。坐左陣．．．．６點幾媽咪就叫我出去幫佢買麵包做早餐。熱熱熱熱～熱到想死！

食完飯睇緊電視，同媽咪講番今日睇ｅ生，ｅ生點講。之後佢問我幾多錢～我話７６０。佢話：「唉～＊你知喇！醫療保險只係ｃｌａｉｍ到３００蚊～其他既要自己俾。依家細佬既醫藥費已經重嫁喇～唉‥‥‥」我聽完佢咁講之後，我覺得自己好冇用。算喇！以後我唔睇ｅ生喇～我淨係自己去藥房配藥算ｌａ＊‥‥其實我ｇｅ病，都唔算得上係病‥‥‥細佬先緊要。



>>July 23, 2005 at 1:24:22 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

今朝唔知凌晨幾多點，隻右腳突然抽筋，或者我呢排行得太多路又或者著得太多ｈｉｇｈ　ｈｉｌｌｓ喇～我ｇｕｍ住隻腳但都係咁抽‥‥‥想伸直隻腳都唔得‥‥‥我都唔記得左痛左幾耐。‧‧‧最後訓番。１０點起身的時候，隻腳陰陰痛，搞到我唔敢用力，費事又再抽筋。

１１點幾去左創紀之城果間好彩飲茶～好耐都未見過我表妹了，佢ａｒｍ　ａｒｍ係加拿大番黎。佢比以前肥左少少～其實我覺得我淨係ｃａｒｅ同我１齊住既屋企人，其他少見果ｄ真係冇咩感覺。

Dinner at Grappa's in Central.
It's a nice resturatant. Comfortable settings and nice lighting.
Rich taste of Italian food!



I am testing the waterproof function of my Clinique mascara and eyeshadow.
As I'm a lazy person, I just put eyeshadow on one eye >.<
so plx dun ask me why I make such terrible make up.

And the result is that the mascara is partly waterproof >.<
cox it doesn't melt at the beginning.
However, it melts after I take shower for 5 mins.....

>>July 27, 2005 at 2:02:59 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝８點起身～其實真係唔多願起，因為尋晚練對白練到３點幾‥‥‥救命！好眼訓！個咀又好乾咁啵＞．＜

１０點到學校＊嘩！剛剛好～無遲無早！開左聲之後，就到真正既器玉ｌａ＊由低ｆｏｒｍ開始試戲同埋歌。逐個逐個俾人叫入去見先生（總共有３個先生，１個導演，２個畢左業既師兄）等左好耐好耐，終於到我ｌａ＊３個先生初初決定唔到我唱邊隻歌好（因為有２首歌叫我地預備ｇｅ）最後唱１首唔係揀男女主角用既歌。其實我都預左自己做唔到女主角，因為我都冇咁既料去做‥‥‥做到大配角我都好開心嫁喇！好彩，佢都有俾我唱晒成首歌（有ｄ人唱到半路就俾人ｃｕｔ嫁喇）之後到試戲ｌａ＊我唔知點解，突然間好似冇晒ｄ緊張咁啵～我覺得自己都ａｃｔ得幾自然，語氣同眼神應該都ｏｋａｙ呱？！起碼比唱歌好ｌａ～

Ｋｅｎ帶左佢既仔仔黎（我估佢１歲大左右ｌａ＊）而Ｌｉｚ（前年疾風高飛既排舞ｍｉｓｓ）都有左７個月ｂｂ＞．＜嘩．．．真係事隔景遷。。‧‧只係２年幾冇見，就可以有咁大既轉變。

試完之後去左又１城睇ｄ野。順手入去ｐａｇｅ　ｏｎｅ睇下書‥‥‥唉～＊死喇！ｓｕｍｍｅｒ　ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔｓ係３份英文ｂｏｏｋ　ｒｅｐｏｒｔ！本英文書１定要ｏｖｅｒ　１２５　ｐａｇｅｓ．．．救命ａｒ！我好討厭睇英文書，因為我既英文ｒｅａｄｉｎｇ程度連中１都不如。我睇２０頁中文書，都未必睇到１頁英文書．．．唉～＊可想然知＞．＜我弊就弊在，我知道自己既問題所在但我偏偏就唔行出第１步～我都明白，呢ｄ野冇人幫到我，我１日唔ｄｉｇ起心肝，我１日都會原地踏步，甚至係退步！！我拎起英文書睇，１睇就覺得好眼訓．．．心情ｄｏｗｎ到無輪咁．．．．．．

最後行左去中文果ｄ　ｃｏｌｕｍｎ果度睇１ｄ講關於攝影既相。我想試下從攝影師既角度去學下點樣影人像，從而都知道自己做ｍｏｄｅｌ的時候要留意ｄ咩野。

２點半出到新之城搵ｊｏｄｙ同埋骨仔。ｊｏｄｙ去完Ｊａｐａｎ，有手信送俾我～＊嘿嘿！去左旺角１間要上樓ｇｅ茶餐廳食ｌｕｎｃｈ．．．．骨仔帶左個同我差不多高既女仔，佢叫做「小小」黎～食完野行左陣瓊華，我唔鐘意漫無目的咁樣行街，加上我又累，所以走先ｌｕ＊

我有朋友既朋友～有隻１歲大既金毛尋回犬，需要人地收養。講真，我真係真係好想好想囉佢番黎養。但實在有太多我諗到頭都爆都解決唔到既問題‥‥‥我唯有問下匡婷幫唔幫到我呢個忙。假如佢可以的話，咁樣我咪可以成日都借詞話去佢屋企溫書，實質就係睇狗狗？！ｇｏｏｄ　ｄｅａｌ＊這如意算盤會唔會打唔響呢？



>>July 23, 2005 at 1:31:26 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

我明明較左ａｌａｒｍ　７：１５嫁＞．＜點知我８：２４分先醒！弊喇弊喇！！Ｍａｇｇｉｅ　１０點鐘就入閘～我大開眼第１刻就諗起呢件事！我即刻拿拿臨～用左１０ｍｉｎｓ就出門口喇（平時最起碼４５ｍｉｎｓ）本來諗住洗頭嫁，但無時間，無計喇！刷完牙洗埋面，ｌｕｐ件３就出門口。

幸運之神竟然降臨係我身上面，我用左２ｍｉｎｓ去ｂｕｓ　ｓｔｏｐ！等左大概４ｍｉｎｓ就有１６號車～之後搭左大概１０ｍｉｎｓ到旺角街市諗住轉車～ｊｕｓｔ　ｇｅｔ　ｏｆｆ　１６號～後面就有架Ａ２１！ｙｅ＠ｈ！剛剛好！上左Ａ２１之後，我安心好多～＊因為我知道我１定趕得切。

由於我冇戴ｃｏｎｓ既關係，我去到機場完全睇唔到牌上面寫咩野＞．＜我１路同Ｎａｎａ傾ｔｅｌ，１路行～＊見到ｅ琳！咦？！原來ｅ琳係第１個到～我係第２個到！真係早ｌａ＊哈哈～（咁當然喇～主角Ｍａｇｇｉｅ係最好到果個）

見到Ｍａｇｇｉｅ同佢影左ｄ相～大家都唔算好傷感～仲有講有笑！佢屋企人竟然認得我仲記得我中文全名，真係犀利！

Ｍａｇｇｉｅ既朋友陸續黎到機場，大家都係例牌咁影相。到１０點ｌａ～有空姐帶Ｍａｇｇｉｅ入閘（因為佢未夠１８歲所以ａｉｒｌｉｎｅ果度安排左人去ｔａｋｅ　ｓｐｅｃｉａｌ　ｃａｒｅ　ｏｆ　ｈｅｒ～）但ｐｕｉ，ｓｉｍｏｎ，嘉偉，４，璋未到～打俾佢地，佢地話仲係ｂｕｓ上面＞．＜大家都好擔心佢地會趕唔切。。‧‧等左好耐好耐（或者我地太心急所以覺得好耐呱？！）終於見到佢地狂奔過黎。ｐｕｉ一黎到就攬住Ｍａｇｇｉｅ喊～因為佢真係好擔心會見唔到Ｍａｇｇｉｅ，送唔到佢機。

我地初頭個個都有講有笑，氣氛唔係幾傷感。但見到ｐｕｉ咁激動咁喊，Ｍａｇｇｉｅ既媽咪又喊，之後我地個個見到佢地喊都開始有少少忍唔住，我見到個個都眼濕濕咁樣。我係呢個ｍｏｍｅｎｔ都未有咩野ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ～但ｅ琳已經擰轉身，唔想望到佢地喊ｇｅ情景。最後，Ｍａｇｇｉｅ行到去閘口，同我地揮手。但佢揮完手之後仍然原封不動企係度，呢個時候我開始覺得鼻頭有點酸；見到Ｍａｇｇｉｅ喊住咁扮笑，我就真係忍唔住流左眼淚出黎。我擰轉身俾自己冷靜下，再擰番轉頭見到我身邊既人個個都係度喊的時候，我又忍唔住喊。匡婷喊得好誇張＞．＜要搵條毛巾出黎抹眼水‥‥‥最後我地目送Ｍａｇｇｉｅ入閘。佢入左閘之後，打電話黎同我地傾。期間，有幾個人又忍唔住喊了‥‥‥

佢地有ｄ人搭機鐵走～有ｄ就ｂｕｓ。本來我都想走，但我又好似有ｄｄ頭暈咁～或者因為我今朝冇食早餐呱？匡婷，Ｎａｎａ，ｓｉｍｏｎ怕我會暈低，而且大家又有時間，所以就係麥當勞果度食野。初初我同Ｎａｎａ　ｓｈａｒｅ　１份ｓｍｏｋｅ　ｓａｍｏｎ　ｓａｎｄｗｉｔｃｈ～之後我又口痕，ｏｒｄｅｒ左個ｓｕｎｄａｙ。之後到Ｎａｎａ口痕，佢想食麥樂雞又想食煙肉蛋漢堡，最後我ｏｒｄｅｒ左個麥樂雞餐～佢就ｏｒｄｅｒ左煙肉蛋漢堡餐。之後Ｓｉｍｏｎ施展佢高度既創意，炮製出好多款「新奇有趣」既醬汁出黎～又甜又咸＞．＜我竟然食得晒６件麥樂雞～我覺得好神奇！呢排肥左好多好多～唉‥‥‥

ｐｕｉｐｕｉ自己一個人係機場入面４圍行～心情好ｄ之後，ｊｏｉｎ埋我地。我感覺到ｐｕｉ慢慢改變緊，呢１段時間係佢既人生轉捩點。睇住佢長大，我都好開心。唔知佢係唔係突然間諗通左ｄ咩野，定係有咩野刺激呢？！

大家搭左成粒幾鐘既Ｅ２１出到旺角，ｓｉｍｏｎ係車上面訓左，我就同Ｎａｎａ同埋匡婷傾心事。傾左好多關於我感情既事～我亦都好坦白咁講左自己既野。我希望佢地唔會因為我所講既野，令到佢地歧視我ｌａ～＊佢地都好擔心我既病，其實呢個病真係好睇我自己想唔想自己好番。之後陪匡婷睇ｂａｃｋ　ｐａｃｋ，睇左幾間，終於搵到ａｒｍ心水既款ｌａ！但果間野既ｓａｌｅｓ好唔掂ｌａｗ‥‥我同Ｎａｎａ估佢係暑期工黎ｇｅ！匡婷好有趣咁揹住個袋走。

係旺角ｍｅｅｔ左Ｑｕｅｅｎｉｅ～大家１齊去雅蘭中心第２期１０樓果度買整ｃａｋｅ既用品。果度ｄ野ｒｅａｌｌｙ係平ｄ～ｇｏｏｄ！！下次我整ｃａｋｅ都要去果度ｂｕｙ＊我覺得整甜品係１樣好有情趣既事．．．．

ｔｈｅｎ我同Ｎａｎａ　２個人搭１號車去左ｔｓｔ～＊ｙｅ＠ｈ！我好鬼死終於行ｈａｒｂｏｕｒ　ｃｉｔｙ　同埋　Ｇａｔｅｗａｙ！因為果度好多ｈｉｇｈ　ｆａｓｈｉｏｎ～同埋有好多野都ａｒｍ我ｓｔｙｌｅ！我同Ｎａｎａ好ｃｒａｚｙ咁睇ｂｒａ～我自己本身好鐘意買ｂｒａ！雖然呢ｄ野係著係入面，但我覺得ｃｏｍｆｏｒｔ係好重要嫁！！果度間間ｂｒａ　ｓｈｏｐ我地都行晒～雖然最後都冇買到＞．．＜

ｐｏｌｏ有ｓａｌｅ～入到去覺得好多野都ａｒｍ自己。其實我真係唔識ｆａｓｈｉｏｎ！我比較鐘意ｓｔｉｃｋ　ｔｏ　Ａｍｅｒｉｃａｎ果度ｃａｓｕａｌ　ｆｅｅｌ＊簡單既１件貼身ｃｏｔｔｏｎ　ｔｅｅ～我已經覺得唔錯！我買左件半透明好薄身既白色ｔｅｅ，同埋白色既外套（費事媽咪成日話我唔著外套）～件ｔｅｅ就５０％　ｏｆｆ～外套就半價都唔使！！好開心ｌｅ＊其實我覺得做番自己係最舒服ｇｅ＊所以平時如果唔係要影相又或者接ｊｏｂ的話，我會著番呢ｄ大家成日都批評我著得唔好睇既３！！今日我帶好少錢出街，搞到要問Ｎａｎａ借住５０先＞．＜我１定會還嫁！Ｎａｎａ記住問我囉ａｒ＊～Ｎａｎａ行到好累好累，ｓｏｒｒｙ　ａｒ＊我下次唔會捉住你成日要你陪我行街嫁喇‥‥‥最多下次請食野補數！！

我好好好彩咁～１去到車站就上到７號車～Ｎａｎａ係佐敦落車～我就坐到去怡安閣呢個站先落。屋企冇人啵！好彩我今日奇跡地有帶ｋｅｙ姐～嘿嘿！





>>July 23, 2005 at 1:32:04 AM GMT+8

2005 年 7 月 14 日 星期四 【晴】

以為１２點要番學校練歌～點知原來係２點＞．＜搞到我神咁早起左身‥‥玩在陣電腦，又ｕｐｌｏａｄ左ｄ相。。‧‧近來冇咩心機整相。我望見相入面既自己，好厭！真係好厭！

番到去學左２首新歌同埋收左份稿～星期６就要唱呢２首歌同埋講對白！俾ａｒ　ｓｉｒ點名叫我企起身ｓｏｌｏ～＊好耐冇係咁多人（３０幾人）面前唱歌ｌａ＞．＜唔多唔少都有ｄ緊張‥‥‥仲手震添！！

番到屋企好累～好熱～做咩都冇心情！執左半張書檯，又冇心機執埋去＞．＜

聽日要送ｍａｇｇｉｅ機，早ｄ訓　ｌｕ＊



我幾鐘意呢個ｍａｌｅ　ｍｏｄｅｌ＊ｆｒｏｍ　Ｊａｍｃａｓｔ

>>July 16, 2005 at 1:27:56 AM GMT+8