2005 年 6 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： bb
電郵： [email protected]
說： 網上曝光得太多，大既ｍｏｄｅｌ公司會因為咁樣而未必肯簽呢種ｍｏｄｅｌ------:> why?
then those ak models why still wna be models?do they get paid at all?
whts so nice abt taking pictures and getting critisized on net?

as for the bad thing that has happened to you.....
firstly i dont think what u did is very bad.u dn hv to feel bad abt it at all?
why were u wrong?i think one should do whatever one likes,shouldnt be controlled.
and the people who frequently drop by to leave u nasty msges,,,,
i understand them.becuz i used to keep on disturbing ppl online in their comment boxes.
its fun.but after a while they will grow tired so dont worry.
will u ever consider changing ur diary?so only a few ppl will know and no one can attack u,.

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Generally, Ak models dun get paid.
They probably enjoy to be famous and look pretty in pic than person in real.
Well, I just guess >..< not realy sure....and perhaps,
they do not aim to be a model, they just wanna be net models.
Things that I've done, cannot be redeemed.
That pic is spreaded all over the Internet and I dun know how many ppl have seen it already.
It makes me feel so ashame on myself.
Those ppl who leave negative messages cannot affect me much ! Don't worry!
You may say that I am far too stubborn,
but I dun want to change my diary in order to avoid ppl leave nasty messages.
I dun wanna be a wimpish ppl ! As what you have said "one should do whatever one likes",
I've done nothing wrong why I need to change my diary?
Anyway, thanks for you support!

LINK

Please take a look of the low right hand corner
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大名： 路人乙
電郵： [email protected]
說： 已回覆你的電郵.

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All right !
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大名： salvadore
電郵： [email protected]
說： 有架...我記得有d手提既都ok有用..果部野叫咩....超聲波驅蚊器...你試下買一部仔試下la..你出郊外既時候開左佢隨身袋就ok la...

ps:::部野唔係貴..幾十蚊有部..

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OH ! I know what you mean !
If I have time, I will shop for it!
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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： top model 我好中意brittany 牙! WAHAHAHA

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She's quite good, but she isn't the best one I think!
In this episode, I love Christina's body figure and Tatiana and of course, Naima's face!
I dislike Lluvy's eyes! I dun think they are pretty >.<
well, may be I am Chinese and I dun know how to apperciate different culture's BEAUTY!

What do you like about Brittany?
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大名： bb
電郵： [email protected]
說： ur english is actually not bad,but u make careful mistakes and u always translate it from chinese.if u dont mind and want to improve i can correct u sometimes.
by the way im ballerine^^ jus dont wna leave my email here.

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Wow ! I am so glad that you can be my English teacher!
I understand that I always make careless mistakes and many gramatical mistakes.
I dun like to study gramma and I hate spelling too!
I dun read English books. As a result, my English sucks!
My reading and writting skills in English can just reach Primary 6 >.<
What a shame!
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大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我鍾意ｎａｉｍａ～好型！

ｄ相相．．件衫唔靚．．下面一層野好唔得！！鞋唔靚～個頭好厚～係咪ｄ負ｘ子甩緊．？髮型唔靚

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Yup ! I agree ! She is very outstanding while she still have a very strong sence of woman !

I can't buy lady shoes, becox of my over size foot >.<
Therefore, I have very less choice and I can hardly find some shoes which match this outfit!
I've just got my hair cut 1 or 2 weeks ago and my stylist said that my hair is too fine and light.
If he trimed too much, my hair will " fly " and " hill 起 ",
in order to creat layers, I needed to wait my hair to grow longer.
What kind of hair style do you suggest?
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大名： maggie
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你d相相幾時映嫁？

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Those photos are taken on 12th of June! haha ! Long time ago!
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大名： Nick
電郵： [email protected]
說： 今次呢D火車上好左少少
我搵到新工啦, 下星期一開始唔洗再返夜晚果份...而家呢份工做印刷嫁, 總算係為designer呢條路有個開始啦=^_^=
妳呀, 飲咖啡唔舒服就飲少D啦, 講極都唔聽=.=
其實之前有D野想同妳傾, 但係見妳又唔想其他人搵妳, 而妳個搵妳既list入面又冇我bor, so算吧啦, 因為呢樹唔方便講的

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You can send me e-mail.
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大名： Sik
電郵： [email protected]
說： cheer up, no worries, be happy~

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I'm fine ! Dun worry!
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今日去做ｇｙｍ～上左１堂ｋｉｃｋ　ｂｏｘｉｎｇ＊ｅ琳唔係太鐘意～但我就覺得ｏｋａｙ好玩啵！！我都想ｋｅｅｐ住上ｃｏｕｒｓｅ～但好貴ａｒ＞．＜要考慮下參唔參加！

見番一個前男朋友，感覺‥‥‥好怪。好似好熟悉，好有安全感；另一方面又知道，過去左既始終係過去左。。‧‧我同佢本來諗住去旺角食味千拉麵ｇｅ＊但超多人囉＞．＜最後搭火車去左尖沙咀～北京道一號果度食日本野！！間野ｄ野唔算好貴ｇｅ＊２個人食左將近２百蚊野～偶爾一次都ｏｋ既！

佢送我搭車番屋企～係車果度我挨住佢膊頭訓！！佢係我咁多個ｅｘｂｆ入面，膊頭最好挨ｇｅ一個！！我好鐘意呢種感覺‥‥

我知道，佢同我散左之後，有過２個女朋友。其中一個一齊左２個月；另一個就１個月‥‥其餘時間佢都係ｓｉｎｇｌｅ既～＊我覺得係呢段時間入面，佢冇ｍｕｇ點變過。但佢好似俾以前細心左～＊亦都好似成熟左‥‥‥我鐘意ｇｅ其中一點係佢同我屋企人同埋朋友都可以打成一片～今日佢送我番屋企，我問佢：你諗唔諗住送到我屋企門口，見外我屋企人丫？之後佢話：下？！見下有咩所謂？我問：你唔驚佢地咩？我ｄ　ｅｘｂｆ成日都話，唔鐘意上我屋企，因為覺得我屋企人好似審犯咁審佢地～但佢答我話：下！我覺得冇咩野啵～＊同你ｄａｄ好似平時傾計咁咋嘛！ｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ？！我就係想要呢種人～＊

其實我有衝動想攬１攬佢～＊但我唔想自己俾情感控制住，我知道自己既感情來得快去得快～我唔想令對方有誤會。。。‧‧‧況且我仲未肯定，當初令到我同佢分開既原因，依家仲存唔存在。如果存在的話，咁就算大家現在係番埋１齊，最後都會好快散。



The blue one is mine !~ Dolphine's Dream ~ a bit alcohol ..but not strong at all !

>>July 1, 2005 at 10:58:09 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】



















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Today is casual day, that means I can wear jeans and sport shoes to work. Great !
I was raining whole afternoon >.< When I arrived to the office,
my shoes are soaked with water and the bottom halp of my pants are wet too......

I have bread for lunch, since I would like to save some money....
Moreover, I dun have any mood to eat....

I am going to have my FIRST GYM course tomorrow ! So excited !
I am going to work on my body! I would like to slim my wasit and strengthen my arms.
I HATE those " Bye-bye meat " >.<

I put on some make up after lunch in office's washroom. It took me half an hour >.<

The sun peek out at noon ! That's why my colleges all go out for lunch !

My stomatch starts to warning me that I should not skip lunch.
I know that this is a bad habbit, but I really dun have mood to eat at all....
I drink at least 2 cups of coffee a day, is that a bit too much?
My stomatch seems not happy w/ my diet....

Yesterday, I learnt a new word : Melancholy

>>June 24, 2005 at 8:03:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 23 日 星期四 【晴】

TO : 路人乙

我已經寄了電郵告訴你我刪除你留言的原因。請勿繼續留同類的留言，否則我會不斷刪除。

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大名： heibi
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我想問你．．你有冇睇american next top model？

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有丫！佢係我既生命！我唔睇唔得～＊ｍｉｓｓ左幾分鐘我都會好唔開心！ｍｉｓｓ左１集的話我會喊出黎＞．＜

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大名： salvadore
電郵： [email protected]
說： 甘你試下用d電子驅蚊機la....

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下？！但我係郊外啵～＊都可以咩？！

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大名： NuL
電郵： [email protected]
說： 邊個話我心軟架...
我要嬲既...我一家嬲到...
只不過我唔想嬲 ><"
她對我不義.... 理當我可以對她不仁...
但我偏偏不忍心對她不仁...
Depression....

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明白．．．．好好照顧自己！唔好俾自己既病情惡化！

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大名： Renee
電郵： [email protected]
說： ^^ KOD..
miss you a lot!

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聰明啵！知道我仲可以ｕｐｄａｔｅ日記！我ｓｅｎｄ左ｅｍａｉｌ俾你ｌａ＊～得閒睇下ｌａ！

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大名： Candy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 尖頭鞋果d真係好辛苦
我著親都會痴定野先,,哈哈
不過我都係間唔中著..

我之前係沙沙好似見有哩d野買
係比你痴左唔會括腳..
好平,,
我諗你可以試下..
如果日日係咁真係好辛苦

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嗯嗯！＊我第２次著果對死人高踭鞋的時候，已經癡左膠布嫁喇～但係都唔ｗｏｒｋ　ａｒ＊１樣有水ｐｏｋ！
我唔係ｏｎｌｙ踭位果度刮腳～仲有腳趾尾同埋腳趾公ａｒ＞．＜
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大名： Sik
電郵： [email protected]
說： 個好人係邊個?

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我先唔話你知～哈哈！
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大名： bb
電郵： [email protected]
說： how come u cant be a ak model ge?what did they say?

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佢地冇回應過我。我只係從攝影師口中知道有人提名過我，但係投票當中落敗。原因我唔知道。
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大名： Sik
電郵： [email protected]
說： 唔好咁唔開心啦~
人誰無錯?
唔洗理別人咁多~

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唔係個個都人都原諒我～＊況且我自己都原諒唔到自己‥‥‥成世都要活在惶恐之下．．．
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大名： Chau
電郵： [email protected]
說： 咁妳自己靜下啦
如果可以搵人傾下會開心的加
學妳話斎
唔好自己收收埋埋係心處呀
對自己唔好的
好啦
我都唔煩妳啦
下次有機會再留言啦
take care yourself

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謝謝你的體諒‥‥我會冇事的！
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大名： *_*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 唔好再比其他事影響你心情..
唔好因為心情壞而放棄你的dream!
showhappy=96316

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嗯～＊好多謝你支持我！！我唔會俾自己ｄｏｗｎ咁耐嫁喇～

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大名： Chau
電郵： [email protected]
說： 好啦
快的冇事呀
的狗狗等緊妳加

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我會嫁喇！我諗最易令我真心咁笑出黎～＊係對住狗狗ｇｅ時候！

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大名： bb
電郵： [email protected]
說： then go and ask the ak staff to let u try out ah!!

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其實我都有諗過咁做。但諗深一層，我就放棄左咁做喇！點解呢？！因為我既目標並唔係要做ａｋｍｏｄｅｌ～做到咁又點？代表ｄ咩野？代表我既努力得到人地既認同？我唔需要ａｋ人對我既認同，況且我都唔想做ｎｅｔ模！因為係網上曝光得太多，大既ｍｏｄｅｌ公司會因為咁樣而未必肯簽呢種ｍｏｄｅｌ＊我希望做到行ｃａｔｗａｌｋ同埋係ｄ高級ｄ既ｍａｇａｚｉｎｅ影到硬照，又或者拍廣告，而並唔係做一個影會既ｍｏｄｅｌ＊或者你覺得應該ｓｔｅｐ　ｂｙ　ｓｔｅｐ～但我唔希望做壞左自己個名。
ａｋ　ｍｏｄｅｌ其實係代表佢地會被ａｋ既一班攝影師影相～然之後會ｐｏｓｔ相同埋同ａｋ既ｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｃｈａｔ！！我依家已經好幸運地，有ａｋ既攝影師幫我影相！所以有冇個名涵跟本唔重要～哈哈！！有時我都會係度諗，到底呢番話係唔係為左自己安慰自己ｏｒ我個心真係咁呢？吃不到的葡萄是酸的？唉！我都唔知道ａｒ＊～
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今日ｅ琳，ｑｕｅｅｎｉｅ，ｍａｇｇｉｅ，ｐｕｉｐｕｉ＊４個好朋友特意黎左中環陪我食ｌｕｎｃｈ～＊好開心ａｒ＊佢地尋日先出ｃａｍｐ，咁累都黎搵我！而且又咁遠水路ｌｅ＊今日又落雨啵～真係辛苦晒佢地喇！！

佢地講番畢業營既野俾我聽～嘩！聽左唔夠幾句我已經唔想去ｌａ＊又要淋雨，環境又差，對我黎講實在太辛苦太悶ｌａ＊佢地講得冇錯，假如我真係去的話，我１入去就會嘈住要即刻出ｃａｍｐ！哈哈！！

>>June 24, 2005 at 8:02:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 22 日 星期三 【晴】

２種舊病同時復發‥‥‥天啊！我唔想理喇！！還掂又唔係致命ｇｅ＊‥‥

仲有，呢排我唔希望有任何人打黎俾我，除非係以下我所ｌｉｓｔ既人之外，所有人只可以係日記留言又或者ｓｅｎｄ　ｓｍｓ俾我。對唔住！我近來真係想一個人靜下！

所有女仔ｆｄ + 間 + AnThony + Chris+ Ryan + NuL + Reeve

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以下內容轉貼自事主網上日記
http://diary.showhappy.net/?id=13601

我的貓兒肥仔慘死了......
被對面屋的人捉了後,(監生打死),還要把他從26樓扔下了2樓平台.....
警察說沒有證據.......,不能起訴。
請各位認識小玲的朋友,為肥貓祝福,為他唸一句:\"喃無阿彌陀佛\",
祝他早登極樂。謝謝!
也替小玲誠心咒罵對面屋那些沒人性的禽獸,望他們早嘗因果報應!

15/6/2005晚,晚上約十時半,肥仔趁媽媽開了閘門掉垃圾衝了過對面屋,
沒料到肥仔跑得那麼快的我,嚇呆了一下才追著他出門口,
只看到肥仔的後腿和尾巴一進了對面屋,我伸手頂著門,對面屋已立即關門,
我,大哥,媽媽慌忙拍門,請求他們開門放回肥仔,其他鄰居聽到嘈吵聲也開門來看....

才不過幾秒鐘,屋內嘈雜的聲音突然沒有了,我的心猛然地扯了一下(肥仔那刻應該已被打死了),
我們懇求著對方開門,拍了好幾分鐘,木門開了,看不見肥仔,但他們仍遲遲說找不到鎖匙開閘,
到門開了之後,他們有人晦氣地說,肥仔被他掉下街了,我以為他們只是把肥仔打傷了,
收起了他來嚇我們,我和哥哥就邊在他們屋中尋找肥仔的"�影,邊懇求他們還我貓兒。

對面屋夫婦兩人擺\出高興的樣子說不知道肥仔在那兒,
而他們兩個十七,八歲的女兒則一臉驚惶緊張,沉默不語,慌忙抱起自己的兩隻貓兒收到房中。
他們只說:\"你即管找吧!我們不知道他(肥仔)躲在那兒,也許\驚慌過度,跌了落街lu~
或許\躲在某處吧...哈哈!\"

尋找了約十分鐘,我們找得慌了,我開始相信他們的話,走到他們那個沒有窗花的窗口(右邊),
伸了約半個身看下平台.....就在這時,我看到了一個黑色一團的東西,
我緊張得大叫哥:\"哥,我看到了....樓下好像...真的是...\"
哥也衝過來跟我同看,就在這時,深知我視貓兒為我命根的那女主人(嚴太),
見我緊張得伸了半個身子出窗外探頭,
她就扯著我說:\"你小心點!不要跟著跳下去!\"
然後就立即指著另一邊的窗花(左邊),看也沒看就說:\"你看,這盆花也折了....
對,但九成從這裏掉了下去,你找到啦~\"

我驚慌得不知所惜的和爸爸衝到二樓察看,而大哥和媽媽則仍繼續在對面屋搜尋肥仔,
我在二樓大堂的位置看不到平台,就衝到 217 的單位詢問有否見到一隻貓兒在平台,
應門的女孩說沒有,我就跑到 216 那單位再次查問,結果一樣,就在此時,
217 單位的女孩就大叫著:\"小姐,小姐,你快來,...快來,我好像看到一些東西...
你的貓兒是什麼顏色?黑色....的嗎?\"
我傷心得無法應答,太突然了!!那女孩已說:\"你快點到管理處取鎖匙,從後樓梯那閘口進去,
我這裡開不到的!\"

我發瘋似的走到地下向管理員取匙,但他給了支錯誤的給我,我和爸開了那鎖幾分鐘,
震抖的手緊扼著匙,弄致流血,都開不到,我再著爸爸去再拿鎖匙,我繼續嘗試,
我慌透了,不停拍打鎖頭,
在閘口前不停喊叫\"貓,貓,你在不在,應我呀,開門呀,開門呀,有沒有人可以幫我?\"

爸取來的匙也是錯誤的,我再衝到管理員那兒,求他把所有匙給我,
性命悠關,他見我那青白的樣子,全都給我了,當我成功\開閘時,
已沒了廿多分鐘,我爬上那平台....一路叫,一路小心看著,行了一段路都看不到肥仔,
我心想:\"該是我看錯,不是的,那不是肥仔....\",
但我仍繼續前行....直至那角落,肥仔...他像平日睡了的姿態,
靜靜的躲在那兒動也不動的被雨水淋著.....我摸了他兩下,發不出聲來,
我慢慢抱起著他,小心觀察他,一抱起......他軟軟的,全身的骨也碎開了,
沒了支撐的睡在我懷中.......除了滿身沙石和濕透的毛,他還是暖暖的......

他那精靈的眼睛,被衝力弄至變成一大一少,兩眼空洞洞的..
整個嘴也爆開了,舌頭扭曲,耳朵滿是血紅的鮮血,那一刻,我嗚咽著,我發不到聲去喚他,
到爸走了過來,我才可以激動地大叫\"貓..貓...貓呀,返黎呀,應我呀,肥仔,肥仔.....\"
住在 2 樓的住客,全都走到窗前圍觀.....
我不想肥仔繼續的淋雨,跌跌碰碰的和爸走回後梯來......我抱著肥仔,
不停的嚎哭.....試著合蓋\他的眼睛,但他死得太慘了,眼睛一點也合不埋。

爸就致電通知哥,肥仔找到了.......找到他的屍體了,這刻我才驚覺,
我沒留意肥仔的呼吸,但什麼都沒有,絲毫的氣息也沒有...心跳也沒有了...
他好安靜...像平日被我抱著睡的姿態一樣,....心很痛,快窒息似的...

如此同時,大哥和媽媽在對面屋理論著,為什麼不開門?
為什麼會看不到肥仔?肥仔和你的貓兒打架的話,沒理由只淨下你的貓兒!
為什麼起初說是掉下去的,現在說是肥仔自己跳下去?
從少到大,肥仔最怕高從不敢走近窗台....
(我養了他近十年,他還差十一天就十歲生日了...我還在計劃怎和他興祝.....
怎知他還是過不了十歲........)

肥仔驚慌時,只會縮在一團,不會亂竄,根本沒可能跳到那麼多雜物遮擋著,
而且狹小的窗口.......
當哥說要報警的時候,對方就說願意賠一千元了事,也說對不起,
哥堅持報警,就被他們推出屋外了,其他的鄰居都走了出來看發生什麼事。

之後,媽繼續理論,大哥拿著個紙箱走到2樓讓我安放肥仔的屍骸。
我們就在後梯等待警察到來....

十分鐘後,約十一時多,兩位警察向哥哥詢問是發經過,我們如實作答,
警察說,這很難處理,對方可以推說貓兒自己跳下,即使手上有傷,也可說是自己貓兒所傷...
但其後當他們一同回26樓向對方查問過後,兩位阿sir也認為扔下的機會很大,
但沒人證看到對方親手扔下,機會很微...要待沙展來到,再作定案。

表姐,姑媽,哥哥的女友和兩個朋友,知道我們家發生了事,也趕來幫忙....
照顧受驚及傷心的我們.....

在我們請求下,警方們抽了幾戶鄰查問,有沒有人看見事發經過,
此時,對面屋的男戶主(嚴先生)向我爸說了句:\"王生,對不起。\"就關門了,
而他上夜班的太太就出來乘電梯,對我爸說:\"不好意思。\"
如果沒有做過,那會道歉?

事後,沙展到來說:\"沒辦法,沒人證,你也不可能為一隻貓去控告一個人罷~
貓只可以說是一件財產,不是人........他自己闖進自人地方,人家有權不開門給你,
即使我們相信你們,也沒法啊!\"
我說:\"那有個小孩走進人家中,被扔出窗,沒有人証,也告不到他?\"
沙展:\"人又怎同呢?\"
我說:\"有何不同??都是一條生命啊!!更何況,他們親口承應了扔下貓兒呀!\"
沙展:\"是嗎,但只有你聽到,你又沒親眼看到,你收拾心情處理貓兒身後事好了...\",就這樣離開。

對方女兒在四年前曾被肥仔抓傷過,加上幾個月前,對方貓兒多次在我家門前撒尿,
媽媽每次也獨自清理,有次跟對戶主人提及時,對方揚言:\"你那隻貓兒都不是好東西,我一定會殺了他..\"
而且,對方曾多次企圖用木櫈襲擊肥仔,每次見到我們也不太友善.....

如果兇手承認扔下貓兒在那個窗,肥仔就不用被人打死後,
還要被扔落26層樓,淋了半小時的兩....這行為簡直令人髮,沒人性的!!
而兇手親口說了犯罪,警方也拿他沒法,那香港有王法嗎?

事後,家人和朋友都聯絡過愛護動物協會,防止虐畜會,房署,大廈管委員會,
希望找到援助,但回覆都是:\"沒有人親眼目擊,沒法喇~\"

打這篇事實,是為了讓更的人知道,香港亦有那樣惡怖殘忍的事,
想為肥仔取一個公道,想看到案發情況的鄰居可以出來指證,
大眾能夠伸出援手,讓肥仔可以安息。謝謝!

案發住址是青衣長安邨安江樓26x6室,如有看見,請出來幫忙做個證人

>>June 22, 2005 at 9:50:30 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

你地發唔發覺，你地鐘意既人都有著共同既特點呢？？當然唔係對方都１定係男／女ｌａ＊＞＜以我自己為例，我比較易對個鼻高既男仔有意思；性格上面，就係果ｄ對女仔急冷急熱果ｄ！我覺得自己真係犯賤囉～＊或者只有呢種人先可以俘虜到我既心呱？！我上述所提及既果種人，佢地既前女朋友１係就靚女ｍｏｄｅｌ，１係就校花‥‥我仲有咩可以講呢？我自問性格樣貌身材都輸俾人‥‥唉！我做咩要做ｄ明知無結果既野呢？？想見佢但又唔搵搵佢，我好怕聽到佢對我冷淡既聲線‥‥還是自欺欺人好了！！我腦入面最好只係記得我第１次見你的情景‥‥‥

我好明白，我唔會得到幸福。因為假便我遇到一個對我好好既男人，我偏偏唔鐘意佢！因為佢唔係我喜歡既類型；我喜歡既類型即使會對我好，最多都係１日，甚至係半日。假如２個人唔係相愛既，咁又點稱得上係幸福呢？！我發現，原來我從來未幸福過。假如真係要講，我最幸福的時候應該係我未懂性，我的父母對我疼愛有加的日子吧！！

近來情緒好像有些問題‥‥‥還是偷偷地食番藥。。‧‧雖然醫生叫我唔好食，但我唔理得咁多喇～！食左會安心ｄ！冇人可以ｃｏｍｆｏｒｔ到我～唯有ｒｅｌａｙ　ｏｎ　藥物ｌａ＊

好耐冇去ｒｙａｎ屋企，有ｄ　ｍｉｓｓ佢果隻狗狗ｒｕｂｙ添！！不過ｒｕｂｙ好衰嫁～成日都搞到我成身都係毛‥‥

今朝番工又遲到＊我好似日日番工都遲～但又唔算遲好多啵＞．＜次次都係遲１０ｍｉｎｓ以下（但就算係１秒鐘都算係遲到嫁嘛！＞＜）今日我為左可以行得快ｄ，我明明有遮都唔開～係ｄ人群之中穿來插去‥‥‥但都遲左８ｍｉｎｓ！！經過咁多日黎既折磨～我對腳已經傷痕纍纍～舊既傷未好，水泡仍在‥‥‥我實在忍耐唔到ｌａ＊唯有著１對好鬼死閃既波鞋番工～但個外型又唔係咁ｓｐｏｒｔｙ　ｇｅ＊

係中環ＭＴＲ站果度，見到一個好似我以前鐘意既人既背影，但我冇時間去搞清楚到底係唔係佢。唉～＊其實係佢又點，唔係佢又點？！我鐘意既只係佢外表，佢既人格？！佢對人地或者幾好，但佢對我跟本就有偏見！佢有口話我，但點解又唔肯諗下自己有冇做錯到？

番到公司個人就愈來愈病～＊頭又痛，對眼又痛‥‥如果聽日仲係咁就唔戴ｃｏｎｓ喇！日日都對住成大堆ｄａｔａ！想死人咩？！我個ｆｄ講得好ａｒｍ，假如你番工唔係為左錢，而你對你既工作又唔感興趣的話，真係冇動力去做落去‥‥‥我依家咪係囉！講真，假如為左錢的話我就唔會番呢份工ｌａ＊我番呢份工只係為左囉經驗同埋第時搵大學的時候有多樣野寫下咁樣！！但其實我心入面跟本就唔係想囉經驗，只係為左令我屋企人開心，等佢地知道我生生性性，所以我先番咋嘛＊但係咁樣做人真係好辛苦．．．．

>>September 23, 2005 at 1:14:56 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

我有太多太多的瘡疤‥‥太多太多唔開心既事‥‥‥點解當我平伏過來，忘記左１大半的時候，偏偏人有人提番起果ｄ事？？

今日番工的時候遇到一件好恐怖既事‥‥唔想多講。唉！

尋日係馬莎果度買左對平底鞋～＊諗住著得冇咁辛苦喇！點知‥‥我今日由我屋企行到去旺角地鐵站之前已經痛到行唔到。我已經盡量揀ｄ個鞋頭冇咁窄既鞋～但無計！我對腳太闊喇！由細到大我都唔肯著ｄ迫少少ｇｅ鞋～所以我對腳係可以好自由地生長＞＜我腳趾公同腳趾尾之間的距離好闊嫁！咪話尖頭鞋ａｒ＊連普通鞋～甚至係波鞋我都覺得窄嫁！１般既女裝鞋我跟本著唔到～得個痛字＞＜

ｌｕｎｃｈ　ｔｉｍｅ有個好人俾左幾塊膠布俾我～＊貼住之後叫做好少少咁ｌａ＊＞＜ｂｕｔ其實都係好痛‥‥

係中環見到名模琪琪真人！真人原來唔係好高咋！咁當然高過我ｌａ＊樣就睇得唔係太清楚～因為佢行得好快～而且好大風～佢ｄ頭髮遮左大半塊面‥‥‥個樣唔算靚，有ｄ殘～但又唔係真人同上鏡差好遠ｇｅ＊



尋日係ｈａｒｂｏｕｒ　ｃｉｔｙ果度既香氛專櫃囉左上面果隻香水既香水紙～呢隻野係ｆｏｒ男仔既～我好鐘意～聞住黎訓會易ｄ訓著！！點知‥‥今日番到屋企的時候，張香水紙俾媽咪掉左！激死我喇！

>>June 21, 2005 at 12:41:38 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 19 日 星期日 【晴】

很多人說，那些在缺乏父母親的愛的小孩，長大後極需要別人的愛。因此那些人特別投入愛情，更需要無時無刻都要找個伴侶。但我的家庭已算是十分美滿的類型，為什麼我仍這麼倚賴愛情呢？為什麼我這麼渴望別人的愛？我常常告訴自己，沒有男朋友不是什麼的一回事，但心裡卻滿不是味兒。有沒有人可以回答我的問題呢？

>>June 19, 2005 at 1:20:19 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 18 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 1st 同4th 最好~
希望你continue to 努力la!

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我會努力嫁喇！
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大名： hello
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我係路過的攝影C,
看起來你很有潛質,
有function可以forward比我捧場.

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哈！你過獎了！ｐｏｔｅｎｔｉａｌ？我看不到自己有＞．＜
攝影活動分為私影和影會。影會方面要收費，私影多數是３至５個攝影師朋友。若有影會活動，我會事先在日記公開。你有興趣可以跟有關主辦人接洽。
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大名： Candy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 今次影得幾好,,幾靚
睇黎你真係好容易比蚊吠,,下次記住噴蚊怕,,哈哈
你公司真係好大,,你係SUMMER JOB定點架??我公司得幾丁友,,,著咩都得,,,xd
我著39,,,咁你通常係邊買鞋架??

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謝謝！呢輯相有ｄ咩野需要改善？
我已經有ｓｐｒａｙ蚊怕水～但唔ｗｏｒｋ咋！！ｄ蚊都超樣咬我ｇｅ＞＜
我係ｓｕｍｍｅｒ　ｊｏｂ～但係ｆｕｌｌ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｇｅ＊你就好喇～著咩都得～方便好多！又舒服～＊
你就好喇～正常女仔腳既ｓｉｚｅ！我好少去買鞋嫁！多數買波鞋～係ｓｐｏｒｔｓ　ｓｔｏｒｅ！我好少買ｄ　ｌａｄｙ既鞋嫁！
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大名： kk
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我女黎架..不過好鐘意睇model
你知唔知其實好多外國model黎香港?因為香港好pay嘛..佢地成日拿住自己本相簿周圍去既...

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係ａｒ＊而且依家外國ｍｏｄｅｌ黎到香港搵食好吃香！你見好多ｍａｇａｚｉｎｅ都起用外國ｍｏｄｅｌ～點解你咁鐘意睇ｍｏｄｅｌ既？你對呢個ｉｎｄｕｓｔｒｙ有興趣？
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大名： ballerine
電郵： [email protected]
說： i dont mean to be offensive but ur header should be " kiss of devil will disappear in this world forever" instead of "on this world forever".jus wna remin d u.^^
anyway ur lookin sweet in these pictures.add oil ^^

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Oh ! I've made a very terrbile mistake >.< See ?! My English sucks !
Anything I should imporve in those photos?
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大名： cIn*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 其實我都幾鐘意你今次既相丫
我覺得自然過上次,
同埋我鐘意你著d比較少女既衫
咁樣影到你好靚...
可能我英文唔好啦>"<
我想睇另外果個model相ar,
我想近睇下佢皮膚係咪真係咁靚=]

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你覺得之前果ｄ係造作既ｃｏｏｌ～而今次係自然既笑？？我諗大部份人都覺得我笑ａｎｄ著ｄ　ｙｏｕｎｇ　ｄ既３好睇ｄ～但我到ｅ＋都未改變到自己既眼光。但我會ｔｒｙ！嘿嘿！今次影既相都係１個ｔｒｙ黎喇～＊
唔緊要～我既英文都唔好！嘿嘿！另１個ｍｏｄｅｌ既相我會遲ｄ　ｐｏｓｔ　幾幅上黎。
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大名： Nick
電郵： [email protected]
說： 唉...我做完呢份工都要去做facial呢, 如果唔係D皮膚唔夠滑嫁啦>.<
我記得2年前我生日, YEN同我去淺水灣, 佢著住bikini, 竟然有男仔問叫佢一齊玩, 當時激死我>.<

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訓覺係最能夠令皮膚變靚既靈藥！訓多ｄ喇～＊
哈哈！我咁大個女都未試過著ｂｉｋｉｎｉ～＊＞．＜
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大名： 森紫色
電郵： [email protected]
說： 返工係辛苦ga啦...
你要努力啊, 經過左工作o既時期, 你會發覺讀書個時係最好o既日子

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我依家已經體驗到ｌａ＊番學真係舒服過番工好多～＊

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大名： cIn*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你面形真係幾似鐘嘉欣>V<
一樣咁靚
不過隻眼唔似

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我都覺自己笑的時候係有少少似鍾嘉欣既面形！！但我覺得佢面形唔靚啵～＊因為面豬登太闊ｌａ＊唉～＊所以我都好唔鐘意自己既面形＞．．＜
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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： looks like 鍾嘉欣咪幾好

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我唔鐘意佢！所以我唔希望自己似佢＞＜唉～＊我唔鐘意ｓｗｅｅｔ果類！我覺得鍾嘉欣係ｓｗｅｅｔ果ｄ～我比較鐘意ｄ個樣邪邪地～ｃｏｏｌ　ｄ既ａｒｔｉｓｔｓ！ａｎｙｗａｙ＊呢ｄ都係個人喜好姐～
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大名： salvadore
電郵： [email protected]
說： 蚊怕水我覺得一出汗就會失效..你可以試下用蚊怕膏丫...我試過..效力長過蚊怕水好多..但係你咁易比蚊咬...可以試下揉小小蚊怕膏係件衫入面...效果都ok架~

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但係蚊怕膏好ｌｕｐ＊＞．＜而且好難聞ｌｅ＊我１向有噴香水ｇｅ＊２隻味混合左之後＞．＜想嘔．．．．．
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大名： ballerine
電郵： [email protected]
說： i think u hv improved a lot.the first batch of pictures...i mean the first time of ur modelling pic,u didnt look too appealing.ur smile was kinda fake.but now u look very natural and pretty.i like the cool pictures u took at the mall.u got the potential.^^ add oil.do u get paid modelling?

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haha ^^ my smiles are stil very fake now >.< moreover, my poses are too boring and dull. Sigh ! I must improve in all aspect !
I got paid in some modeling while some didn't. If it is private photo shooting, then I probably won't get paid; if I am shot by a group of photo society member, then I usually get paid ( but of cox, not much ! )
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大名： Nick
電郵： [email protected]
說： 唉...鬼唔想訓多D咩, 無論而家呢份工, 定一話做design, 都係夜晚先做到野嫁麻, 算吧啦, 就當挑戰下自己既天生麗質啦, 至少唔洗再俾人話我似女仔>.<

著下bikini啦, YEN當年究話未著過啦, 點知著完之後就鐘意左=^_^=

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哈哈！你只係太廋～皮膚白～頭髮長左ｄ先會似女仔姐～就算係皮膚唔太滑但１樣咁白～都會似女仔嫁！
唉＊有錢先買ｂｉｋｉｂｉ　ｌａ＊況且我著ｇｅ機會咁少～唔值得買＞．＜
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１個對我好重要既ｆｄ唔開心～唉！其實冇人幫到佢～因為佢份人太心軟ｌａ＊１個願打１個願挨～旁人仲可以幫到ｄ咩野？！

另外，我知道我知道有排都未想定性。我知道我自己唔係唔可以定性～只係我唔「想」！！你明白未？我同你無可能嫁～唔好妄想可以改變我！否則連朋友都做唔成！

>>June 19, 2005 at 1:12:39 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】





鍾嘉欣



余詩曼

成日都俾人話我似鍾嘉欣～又或者似余詩曼＞．＜唔制ａｒ！我２個都唔想似ａｒ！

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1.向新朋友介紹女友時，請摟著她的腰，而不是站在一旁用手指點

呢樣我又唔係真係咁介意ｇｅ～

2.在街上遇見美女凝視時間不超過5秒，並迅速指出那位美女與她相比較的美中不足。

哈哈！如果做到的話都唔錯啵！

3.如果她做錯了事，心情已經很難過，請主動承擔起你應該甚至不應該承擔的責任。

咁又冇咁ｇｅ需要ｇｅ＞＜

4.聽女友話的男人才會有出息，所以，你要乖乖聽她的話。

Ｎｏ！我絕對唔要我男朋友咁樣！

5.她可以欺負你，但你絕對不可以欺負她，因為她雖然欺負你,但是每次有什麼好東西 ,她第一個想到的就是你!

咁當然喇～我ｂｆ１定唔可以蝦我！

6.要是她朝你哭,你要不厭其煩地哄她,直到她破涕為笑！

嗯～＊我都好想我ｂｆ做到～但我有時都幾難ｔｕｍ番！哈哈～睇下佢有冇本事ｌａ＊

7.把她的照片帖到錢包，手機...一切經常看到的地方。

ａｍ～又唔需要度度都有我既相～但１定唔可以有其他女仔既相！

8.離開她絕對不超過十天以上。

哈！就算對方做到我都未必做得到ｌａ＊因為我又唔係成日可以見到ｂｆ

9.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表現得比平時更疼愛她和緊張她的樣子。

嗯嗯！老實講～我都想拎我ｂｆ出黎晒下命ｇｅ＊！嘿嘿～我想人地知道我係１個幸福既女人～我要人地羨慕我！

10.大男人不等於霸道。

嗯！１００％　ａｇｒｅｅ＊

11.溫柔不等於沒主見。

我１定要我ｂｆ有主見～＊冇主見就唔該死埋１邊ｌａ～唔溫柔的話，唔使指意我會為佢好

12.瀟灑不等於沒交代。

對呢個ｐｏｉｎｔ冇咩意見！

13.不要老是在我問她“去那裡比較好”吃什麼”等等的時候說"隨便"，這不等於是你在遷就她，只表示你沒有心思搭理她。

嗯！我覺得假如對方係了解我既，跟本就唔需要問我想去邊度～又或者食ｄ咩野～因為對方應該知道我既習性，知道我既喜惡！

14.要經常對她說"我愛你"，否則她會假設你不愛她。

咁我又唔會啵～＊

15.永遠不要在公眾場合對她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。

嗯！如果唔係我會好心痛～＊

16.她做錯事情的時候教訓她不要緊，最重要的是在那之後要哄她。

１００％　ａｇｒｅｅ＊１定要ｔｕｍ番我～我都明白自己成日做錯野又或者做左ｄ傷到對方既野，教訓我唔緊要，但唔可以唔ｔｕｍ我！同埋教訓還教訓，唔准出盡全力毫不留情地教訓我！

17.發脾氣時不要不理她，不要給時間她讓她冷靜，其實她完全不需要時間冷靜

呢句其實都講得幾ａｒｍ！我發脾氣～唔開心的時候～我好需要１個人係我身邊。只要靜靜咁坐係度，又或者攬住我～引導我喊左出黎～我自然會舒服好多。但唔需要不斷講野，因為我好討厭ｄ成日講野既人。尤其係響我發緊脾氣的時候，任何聲音都會令我情緒更加失控！

18.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色輕友。

陪朋友唔緊要，但唔可以要求我都一定要當對方既朋友係我既朋友～

19.她看動畫片，你不但不准笑話她，還要跟她一起看。

我好少同男朋友睇戲～係呢方面冇咩經驗＞．＜

20.在她想你時，爭分奪秒地擠出時間與她約會。

盡量抽時間囉～ｉｆ真係唔得的話都唔緊要ｇｅ＊我又唔會野蠻到咁！

21.看她的眼神無比專注。

ｙｅｓ＊因為我好討厭人地當我無到！

22.說話的語氣情深意長。

係ａｒ＊要用身體ａｎｄ語氣表達出黎～＊到底有幾愛我～＊我唔需要聽「我愛你」３個字～我需要的係１ｄ好細微但我又深深感受到既愛～

23.能做到客觀的得看到其他優秀的女孩，但主觀認為她才是最好的。

嗯～＊呢樣倒番轉黎講的話我就做唔到ｌａ＊姐係我如果見到ｄ比我ｂｆ好既男仔～無論主觀ｏｒ客觀我都會覺得對方好ｄ！

24.有女孩和你說話，你要拉著她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁邊，那麼請你跟她們保持距離。

我又唔會介意咁多啵～＊

25.過馬路的時候牽著她的手。

ａｍ～攬住我條腰都得ｇｅ＊

26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起的每分鐘。

咁當然喇！尤其係我係１個大忙人～平時屋企人又唔俾我出街～我難得出街陪ｂｆ的話，佢１定要好好珍惜短短既時間ｌａ＊所以我好ｈａｔｅ　ｄ　ｂｆ　叫左我出黎又冇特別節目安排啵！ｗａｓｔｅ我時間＊

27.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一個問候的電話。

２日１個都得ｇｅ＊

28.要常常唱情歌給她聽。

哈哈～咁好多個ｅｘｂｆ都做到呢１點

29.兩個人都有發火的權利，但不能同一天,如果那一天她發火了，那你就不可以發火了。

嗯＊呢句講得好ａｒｍ～

30.女友生活中不順心，你要循循善誘、幫忙分析，提出建設性方案若干。

呢句係咁多句入面最重要的！我需要１個了解我既男人好似我ｄａｄ咁俾ｄ成熟既提議俾我！而唔係響度陪我１齊煩但又幫唔到我！如果連呢１點都做得到，咁我肯定會覺得有安全感！

31.要非常愛你的女友---她，堅決擁護女友的決定，服從女友的領導。

哈！我好少會領導男友～因為平時係日常生活中，我經常扮演領導者既角色，所以對住男友，我希望做番個柔弱既女仔！

32..留意其他女生不得超過5秒鐘，看同一女生累計不得超過5次

我唔會介意咁多～＊

33.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要無條件相信她。因為她也會同樣對你。

咁當然喇～＊但我初初同男朋友１齊的時候，係唔會１００％信佢。始終知人口面不知心，我寧願過度保謢自己都唔想俾自己受傷！

34.她穿了好看的衣服，你要衷心讚美。

如果我著得唔好睇～＊都唔可以即時話我知。可以係果日之後係傾電話的時候～扮到好唔刻意咁講２句～咁我就會明白！

35.嚴禁在女士（3歲-80歲）面前逗笑、耍貧

唔明呢句講咩野！

36.不抽煙。一經發現立即開除。

我係好討厭人地吸煙～＊但假如對方係食開煙的話，我都會俾１段寬限期俾佢ｇｅ＊

37.與女友吵架每次陳述不得超過3分鐘（含），音量不得超過20分貝（含）。

最緊要係講自己意見～而唔係１定要我接受佢既睇法ａｎｄ意見！

38.要加強鍛煉，強健身體,一口氣抱她上到五樓

我咁重？！點抱我上５樓ａｒ？但１定要識起碼１種ｓｐｏｒｔｓ囉～＊‘同埋唔可以廋媽媽咁＞．＜

39.在她心情遭透，蠻橫發脾氣的時候，抱抱她，而不是和她理論。

我好需要人地攬住我～＊最好就當我好似ｂｂ仔咁掃下我個頭ｏｒ背脊～咁樣我會易ｄ冷靜落黎～

40.希望不會出現手機沒電而她又沒有其他辦法聯繫到你的現象，如果能頻頻主動打電話告訴她“我想你了”並隨時彙報行蹤則更好。

ｎｏ！我唔要癡身既男仔～報告行蹤太煩ｌａ＊我唔多想知～正等如我都想有私人空間，我去見邊個ｆｄ都唔想話俾對方知１樣。

41.她身上有很多缺點，她已經夠苦惱了，請不必隨時向她提醒。

嗯！假如對方覺得我真係睇唔到自己某樣缺點，可以話我知，但講１次就夠了！

42.女友不講理是撒嬌而不是撒野。

哈～我覺得自己成日撒嬌嫁！＞＜

43.她所有的事情都好想跟你分享、雖然你不一定會明白但是希望你會裝做你在聽。

我１定要我男友明我講咩嫁！假如試過幾次佢都係唔明但扮聽的話，以後我就唔會再講我既野俾佢聽。普通朋友都可以做到唔明扮聽，但男友１定要明白我！

44.最重要的一點：要永遠認為女友是對的。因為，她是最愛你的。

咁人都有做錯事的時候，只要對方因為愛我而肯原諒我就夠了～＊

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今日下午特意請了Ｎｏ　Ｐａｙ　Ｌｅａｖｅ去愛謢動身協會果度聽ｔａｌｋ＊１個關於做義工領犬員（ｄｏｇ　ｗａｌｋｅｒ）既ｐｒｏｇｒａｍｍｅ！！我真係好想做嫁～雖然我唔肯定自己挨唔挨到苦‥‥‥

做ｄｏｇ　ｗａｌｋｅｒ要做３個ｓｔｅｐｓ：
ｓｔｅｐ　１：係ｋｅｎｎｅｌ果度做清潔ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　１２　ｈｏｕｒｓ
ｓｔｅｐ　２：上為期６星期既ｃｏｕｒｓｅ（每星期１～２堂）
ｓｔｅｐ　３：可以正式做ｄｏｇ　ｗａｌｋｅｒ喇！～
其實ｓｔｅｐ　２　同　３可以同時進行ｇｅ＊姐係ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｅａｎ　ｔｉｍｅ，你可以１路上ｃｏｕｒｓｅ　１路做ｄｏｇ　ｗａｌｋｅｒ～

我可以揀係何文田既愛謢動物中心果度做ｓｅｒｖｉｃｅ又或者灣仔總部～至於上ｃｏｕｒｓｅ同埋第１次ｗａｌｋ　ｄｏｇ就１定要係灣仔果面～好多義工都係ｓｔｅｐ　１果度挨唔住所以冇做！唉～＊清潔狗房真係好辛苦嫁！我都唔ｓｕｒｅ自己既ｐａｓｓｉｏｎ夠唔夠我ｏｖｅｒｃｏｍｅ　ｃｌｅａｎｉｎｇ既辛苦．．．．．死喇！我隻手實會變得ｒｏｕｇｈ　ｌａ＊我１定要戴手套～要戴ｄｏｕｂｌｅ！姐係入面戴對白色醫生用果ｄ，出面戴對洗碗用果ｄ！！費事掂到ｄ肥皂水！！～仲要搽ｈａｎｄ　ｃｒｅａｍ添丫！～

我有衝動想辭左呢份工去做義工～但當我１諗到呢份工係我姨姨介紹俾我，我就知道我唔可以咁快就ｇｉｖｅ　ｕｐ＞．＜ａｌｌ　ｒｉｇｈｔ！我會挨到七月中左右～等自己做夠１個月多ｄ先辭職！

後記：果日係愛謢動物協會果度見到有隻狗狗俾人領養～我暗暗為果隻狗仔而祝福。希望佢真係搵到１個鍚佢既好主人喇！

>>June 19, 2005 at 11:44:08 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 16 日 星期四 【晴】

今日繼續做碎紙工人～咁又犧牲左我１隻令令既手甲＞．＜隻手甲崩左１忽囉‥‥！ｏｈ！救唔番＞．＜

我唔係唔知道某人對我有好感，但我對佢冇好感。所以我只要扮唔知‥‥

>>June 17, 2005 at 8:02:02 PM GMT+8