2007 年 11 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

Embarrassed>///<

It was really embarrassing...
I have a bad habit to knock things when sitting actually... I made it again yesterday when having lecture.
What I was knocking was supposed to be a chair leg, but I felt I was knocking a "moving chair leg".
It shouldn't move.
Then I looked at the position where I knocking.
...I saw my fingers knock a girl's shoe=.=

One of my girl classmates touched my hip yesterday><!
And I couldn't do anything to stop her... Poor me T^T

Mgt presentation will be held on the next Friday~
And the fxxking PTH oral test will be held again on the next Monday... It sucks.

My Math lecturer was defeated by me today! XDDDDDD
But not in the aspect of Maths... =.=

It is really interesting to get other's attention.
And it is more easy to voice after becoming the focus!
Funny.

2007 年 11 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

I go mad!!! ><

Alibaba raised from $13.5 to about $39 each share today...
I could buy no shares... |||orz

I have no mood to write today=.=
Chat with me if you want to know more.

2007 年 11 月 5 日 星期一 【晴】

Functionalists believe that everything existing in the soceity has it reasons to be existing, no matter what those reasons are.
This is always true to me, especially after having the PTH lesson this morning. I can't believe it more.
I swallowed my anger and smiled to the classsmate who is good at PTH much, while she was laughing at me!
Also I didn't tear my paper and slap my lecturer! I controled myself!
PTH course is really an excellent tool to train one's EQ!
=(
*Good news: my PTH oral test is delayed to next Monday. I hope it will be facilitating... =(

Hanging around with pretty is extremely a pleasure for me.
It was just that I am too ugly to hang with her. =(

是日劇場：《美女與青蛙》"Beauty and the Frog"
話說有一天，美女認識了一隻青蛙，之後更和青蛙做了朋友。
美女和青蛙有時會一起吃飯、一起去玩、一起聊天，總之朋友之間會做的事，美女和青蛙大都會做。
只是每當美女提及鄰國的王子的俊美、富裕、溫柔和大方時，青蛙都會暗自把自己跟王子比較。雖然牠沒有必要這樣做。
牠沒找到自己有什麼地方比王子優勝，除了愚笨和醜陋之外。
哦！還有自卑！這應該是青蛙可以跟王子爭一席之長短的地方。
可惜這青蛙不身處童話之中。即使有公主來吻牠，牠也不會變王子，然後回到牠原來的城堡之中－－牠沒有一個當國王的父王。
再說，青蛙變王子這玩意完全違反了物理學和生物學的定律，請不要妄想會成真。
青蛙永遠是青蛙，最理想的出路也許是跑去當一窩暖暖的田雞粥。
話時話，青蛙可以取締到田雞的位置嗎？當心會被一句「貨不對辦」打回頭。

又或者，青蛙應該做點其他事情去變成一隻青蛙國王，再請來人類的醫生去幫自己變成人類－－牠想是個王子，是「他」不是「牠」。

=(

2007 年 11 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

So fast, second last day of a week

Time passes fast especially when you are busy in the whole week. It is now Thrusady while I feel like yesterday was Monday.
What I can recall from my memory is just the experiecne of going to libraries... = ="

Let's see what will I have to do in the next week:
1. Psy. test
2. PTH test again
3. Psy. outline
Fight for a high GPA!!!

Btw, I passed  through PolyU this evening, since I accompanied my cute Stef. to get her stuff in TST.
I got no fear anymore.
!!!
*Why didn't I see any pretty girls...*

2007 年 10 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

Still, keep going.

What the shame is that for me to complain!?
I have just been doing tasks a little bit heavier for 2 days!
Why complaining and telling others my "bitter"?
Don't I think I was just attracting attention from others!?
I am not such impotent, I believe.
Ability is gold in my brain which needs to be mined!
I must have such gold in my brain! The tofu-like organ in my head is not tofu!

*I find that we have more separated.*
*I don't like that. *

2007 年 10 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

It's Halloween...

But I have to stay and home and get my homework done...
I just want to try playing outside... I am not satisfied with sitting here.
Nothing starts unless it starts being tried.

I got 39/40 in my frist Maths. assignment.
It seems high, but it is a shame actually. =0=
One of my classmates got the same marks, while she wrote much less than me.
I lost.

The front camera of my cell phone got some problems...
I just thought that it was a kind of special effect! ><
That means I bought a substandard good but I just discovered that ... T^T
So troublesome...

Feeling really exhausted, I still have lots of works waiting for me.
I want encouragement. -w-

2007 年 10 月 30 日 星期二 【晴】

Adopt me

Does anyone have the intention to adopt me?
Although I know I am just an ugly and stupid creature, living for wasting foods and resources...
No one would like to have a rubbish in his/her room, right?
|||orz

One of my female classmates is real pretty when you see her face in a certain angle.
At that angle only, regretfully.

I want a headgear with a pair of bear ears~
To match my identity as a koala~ XDDD

Never give up till death!

I got it! I like this series of books much! XDDDDD

Although it is a borrowed one.
More important is that it demonstrated the dark side of doing businesses...
=0=

*Wanna be loved, although it is almost impossible.*
*I am too bad.*
*I am not handsome nor rich, not clever nor intelligent.*
*I can just do things that others can also do, with failures.*
*Sometimes I think perhaps it is my sin to live.*
*Rubbish should be thrown, no matter what the rubbish is.*
*After all, I am just an organic being.*
*It is really sad to learn that you are just a piece of rubbish, isn't it?*
*I hate myself.*

*Am I such bad?*
*Am I over the top?*
*Am I left?*
*Any answer?*

2007 年 10 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】

Dead frustrated

My frist test, the fucking PTH, ended with a fail.
And it was also the frist time I said "他媽的" to a teacher. I was so angry and disappointed that I lost my control.
Towards this bloody thing, frankly, what I can do is just keep practicing and putting time and effort into it.
Although it showed no improvement... I don't know what else can be done. Of course, I am refering to any other effective methods that I can apply.
Many of my classmates got more than 80 marks... Two of them got even 100! Full mark!!!
I once tried asking one of my classmate, who is good at PTH, for some skills or technics to handle PTH.
She said, "I don't know... It is just very simple to me..."
Inherence dominates, especially in the aspect of language, isn't it?

Why are you you still studying then!?
I wanna give up!!
It is extremely unfair!!!

However, if I do so, I definitly lose.

2007 年 10 月 28 日 星期日 【晴】

I don't like Sundays much, really.

It is Sunday aagin, which doesn't favour me much in a week.
Undoubtfully, Sunday is a good day for us to put our works aside.
But I don't like spending spare time alone. It is boring.
After all, humans live together.

I heard a story yesterday night, which told me how a handsome, literate, nice, rich and romantic guy celebrated his girl-friend's brithday.
Don't get shocked. That kind of perfect male does exist.
Flowers, hand-made cake, cards, good-looking customes, all these made the day perfect.
It was such a wonderful celebration. No wonder that my friend telling me this got fascinated with him much.
How would this story be if the main character is not the handsome, literate, nice, rich and romantic guy. How about a boy who is common in look, not very good at writing and speaking, sometimes rude, not rich and not really romantic?
Life is unfair, isn't it?

*Money cannot buy everything, but it can buy many things that creates everything.*
*It is just a matter of time.*

Dear 康爺,
點解個公仔唔靚仔...
點解我係小花... XD

2007 年 10 月 27 日 星期六 【晴】

HKU

It is HKU's information day today...
I went there with my daer 小流. I can't love her more.

Actually I don't really have to get there for information.
After all, JUPAS is no more my game.
So I was just getting some wanted information for my friend...
Btw, Public Administration somehow sounded interesting... even better than Psychology= ="

My dream University

This photo will be far better if there is no trees in front of the building...
Btw, would you know if I don't tell you it is HKU?

The me drawn by 小流~ XD

So cute! XD

However, I got two regrets.
1. I didn't got many folders from different departmants.
2. I didn't visit the department of Anatomy.
sosad
I still get a chance in fact... This information day will keep running tomorrow...
But I will never go alone=.=!
*If you want, I can go there with you tmr.

I can't understand my mum. She is unreasonable sometimes.
Few days ago, my computer was out of order and I would have to hand in an assignment in the next day, therefore I borrowed a laptop from one of my relatives.
She went mad. She said it was a shame for me to borrow a laptop.
I just couldn't understand what was going on! And she showed me only angry face.
She ordered me to take it back to its owners as soon as possible, but they weren't at home when I took it back to them yesterday night. She was extremely unsatisfied.
More than that, my mum shouted at me and questioned me why I didn't send the laptop back in the morning.
I was shocked. I just couldn't understand why she was so resistent to that laptop. Does that relate to its owners?
Well, I sent that back by five o'clock finally. When I went back to home, she was still angry and strongly believed that I had done something wrong.
Is that my fault again?

*If she doesn't have a boy-friend, I think I will probably take action.*
*Well, regretfully, she got one.*
*But I can just say I like her much.*
*That is not love, I know.*
*Than what is love?*