When I was still in F.7, I went to study room with a girl regularly. Don't think too much, we were just studying together. She once have to left early, while I was not there.
When I came back, what I could see were an empty seat and a piece of memorandum. The words on the sheet were actually simple and common, but motivated me much. But I lost it with my old schedule... The memorandum had been stuck into the shell of my calculator, but was removed for some reasons. After all, I lost it. It has gone.
I failed to reach at least 90 in my QA test! I failed to get at least an A- in my personal statement! I fail everything that I am expected to handle well! OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!
The study break will start on the next Wednesday... and I don't tell my parents yet. If I tell them, I bet, they will say the program that I am studying is a cheat, and you (me) are so stupid that you failed the AL exam, and you are just wasting time and money, bahbahbahbahbah... Eldery always like talking about the past and resisting their point of view, I konw. Go back to the study break. The predicted reaction actually means I have to pretend as still having school... = ="
I am hungry, but I don't wanna eat. What I want are a couch instead and a person listening to me... the person better be a lady, thanks.
The reason for being jealous is just simple: I don't, also can't, have what I wanna have.
Just after the "FG in HK", I was said to be loving money much. I admire, but what I love is not money, but those brought by money. Money is just rubbish without values.
Btw, I just spent $6.1 for travelling to school today, thanks to the combination of KCR and MTR. If I get Admiralty by bus, I will have to spend $8.9... so expensive!
Mgt presentation again... which was supposed to replace the failed one. Just after presenting, my lecturer gave our group a short comment, a very simple and clear one, "too bad." =(
Besides, I attended a stupid and boring "talk" in this afternoon. I should have told my teacher that I was not feeling well. The feeling will be totally different if the visit did allowed us having a simple walk in 哥連臣角懲教所, rather than just giving an introduction to their work. I fell asleep twice= ="
More than that, I brought the lastest MAXIM, which is the original version from UK! ... After reading 2 pages of it, I realize that I should subscribe 18 monthly issues, in order to get exposed to English~ XDDDDD *Btw, how to subscribe magazines overseas? And how can I contact the magazine??
>>December 3, 2007 at 10:20:36 PM GMT+8
2007 年 11 月 27 日 星期二 【晴】
Eng. presentation
I'm going to have that on the coming Wednesday... but I still have no ideas about what should be presented= =" Btw, I went to school and saw how my classmates present this morning. ...I felt relaxed after seeing their performance. I hope I will be better than them...
72/100, this is what I got in the mosy recent PTH test~ It is just becauce of the easiness of the paper... orz
U!U!U!U! ><!
Nothing else~ =.=''
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Btw, I wanna give this online much coz it is too unstable and I can't always login.
But... it doesn't make me feel good...
Therefore, I will have it less frequently... Sorry much! ><"
>>November 27, 2007 at 1:50:50 AM GMT+8
2007 年 11 月 24 日 星期六 【晴】
M for me :P
I promised one of my net friend to show her my photo... and it is the photo here~ XD ...I never deny my ugliness... yes, I look bad and fat, really. ><
We got a great sentence from our musclar guy!! During our Psy. tutorial lecture, he was asked to ask a question. He said, "...點解長頸鹿條頸咁X長ge??" No one could avoid himself or herself from bursting out laughing at that moment, I believe. XDDDDDDD
Tomorrow, I am going to take my QA test. God bless me!! ><"
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Shall We Talk
詞:林夕 唱:陳奕迅
明月光 為何又照地堂 寧願在公園躲藏 不想喝湯 任由目光 留在漫畫一角 為何望母親一眼就如罰留堂
孩童只盼望歡樂 大人只知道寄望 為何都不大懂得努力體恤對方 大門外有蟋蟀 迴響卻如同幻覺 Shall we talk Shall we talk 就當重新手拖手去上學堂
I believe that I suit your thin arm much, although it is not a really expensive item.
How to love a person whom I don't love at all? I just don't want to cheat myself. Nothing can be worse than pretending to love a person whom you hate, right?
Tidying my wallet, I discovered a nearly faded tickle, which recalled me my memory of my frist time to watch a moive with a girl. Then I kept it into the big cup, which was given by another girl.
Getting no reward while paying much effort makes me feel really bad. Well, perhaps it is just due to my stupidity again. But I really really don't want to have my management presentation failed... T^T
Maybe... I grasped, more or less, the method of doing case analysis. Thanks to my lecturer's shouting...
我不會唱歌, by李克勤
原曲: La Campanella - Franz Liszt 作曲: Edmond Tsang 填詞: 黃偉文 編曲: Edmond Tsang
For a human being, there is not just growing, but also developing. Development is an increase in complication, which comes with physcial growing of an organism. Well, I just discovered that I had developed very little. Environment shapes a person much, it is true that.
I lose, as well as I lags my peers.
=(
秋冬必備!滾! *Copied from andrew
>>November 17, 2007 at 10:58:48 PM GMT+8
2007 年 11 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】
My poor SE w660i...
It got repaired~ XD Luckily its maintenance keeps valid within a year... Its front camera is okay now~
*I can hardly move my sight out of sexy baby... ><"*
>>November 17, 2007 at 10:56:55 PM GMT+8
2007 年 11 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】
Haircut
I was just believing I couldn't be more ugly, but I was proved wrong after having my haircut. I curse every blind "haircutter" in this world!!! >< They never use their brain to think how they should cut!!! ><
I realize how the received $100 can be well uesd now: to buy a cap.
>>November 12, 2007 at 2:32:11 AM GMT+8
2007 年 11 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】
Why University?
Why must I work so hard for a place in University? Just for becoming an employee in the future? Or am I seeking something that I doesn't know? What will be after the graduation, if I can have it? What am I doing now?
Somehow, I feel that I am quite nervous and get stuck with something. It is just like a strong sudden pulse, being so silent when coming and so powerful when acting.
For the Associate Degree which I am studying, only 66 credits, out of 72, will be counted for the approval of graduation. Does that mean I can now give up PTH?
Being given a $100 banknote as by brithday gift yesterday, I had no intention to spend it. I found nothing worth buying. Everything seemed to be too expensive. And there are always something cannot be bought by money directly.
Hanging around a book store, I saw two students buying CE Papers. They showed excited features, which was a strong contrast with my long face when looking at those papers. ...
I met the second girl telling me "Love myself" on the Internet~! XDDDD
*I am not what I am but what I think others think I am.* *But I don't know how others think.*
*I need a psychoanalyst.* *Or a girl friend can take the role instead, although it goes against my conscience for some reasons.*