2007 年 8 月 22 日 星期三 【晴】

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>>August 22, 2007 at 11:12:04 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 21 日 星期二 【晴】

Lack of concentration.

Something is going to happen.
Obviously that is not my stuff, and is definitely none of my business, but I still get myself bothered.
The uneasiness distracts me much. I can't cease to think about it.
Yes... when I was reading, I stopped frequently, because of that thing.
My mind is so worried about that...


>>August 21, 2007 at 6:08:28 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

What the great!

Staying at home for the whole day, ac spent some time on reading the book he bought yesterday.
Great spirits always have great words impressing ordinary men~
Their words and ideas, printed in the book, are really unique and strong.
Perhaps this is a matter of intelligence, sth that ac looks for.

2007 年 8 月 19 日 星期日 【晴】

Endless stupidity

Not being smart, clever and intelligent is a sin to me.
A sin, which is just like a beast, scratchs me and never releases its target.
I hate it, but I can do nothing.

I saw a book, and read part of it.
The action was a mistake to me. I shouldn't have read it.
How familiar the scene was...

It is just hard to be happy to hear the desired words at the undesired moment.
I even want to cry for the "happiness".

2007 年 8 月 18 日 星期六 【晴】

Peaceful days.
Frankly, days are going smoothly, with nothing really worth noting.
Mm... I made a tiramusi, which can be said as a sucessful trial, except the appearance.
That's all. I miss the days of busyness, since I would get something that tell me my existence.
This is the only thing that worth dropping down.

>>August 18, 2007 at 10:45:15 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

Got my card renewed, went to MK for the new glasses, and helped my brother to buy his textbooks.
These were what I did today.
So boring, and depressed me much.
This is not the style of life that I want. I need excitement. I need a person.
Just get changed. I am not going to disappoint myself anymore.
Wish I can make it...  

PS. I hate taking photos alone. I really look so dum!

2007 年 8 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

I don' t feel well, mentally.


奇怪得很，心中好像有些什麼在梗著。
怎樣也解釋不了是什麼回事，只是有點不舒服的感覺。
想有人打我一巴，是直憾到心底的一個巴掌，讓這種感覺被打散。
「A five-fingered print on my cheek, please.」

要學會不要有事沒事都找別人「傾訴」了……
只是這過程很像戒毒，實在不容易。
很像BB學行，不是做不到，是不想做。
已經十八有多了，竟然還在撒嬌呢……真不像話。

最近接觸到很多不熟悉的抽象概念，實在教人頭痛。
「百聞不如一見」是真的。有些事確實是體會過才會懂得更深一點。
不過可能會「深處仍見深」呢……

>>August 17, 2007 at 1:16:42 AM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 16 日 星期四 【晴】

Words really represent a man.
Mind your words, since your words build your image in other's minds.
As well as your behaviour.

>>August 16, 2007 at 10:44:07 PM GMT+8

2007 年 8 月 15 日 星期三 【晴】

It is so regretable that I can't understand the content of the song.

A person that should never exist in my dream talked to me last night, while I was sleeping..
I saw her once only, and I didn't get much impressed by her.
But why... ?

Getting ordered to do sth, I saw a girl looked like Gigi, the TA who graduated from the Dept. of Chinese Language, CUHK.
The girl I saw is a swimming coach. I was ordered to bring a kid to attend his swimming course, therefore I knew that.
She really looked like Gigi much.
Gigi leaved Tang King Po School last year, leaving with no signs...
Is she fine now? I really want to know... She is well-disposed to me much. 
Although she is not very beautiful.

安全套愛情

text + drawing｜勇先

大概不少人看到這個品牌，都會禁不住面紅耳赤，並驚奇一本健康若此的雜誌，竟然也會談及此話題──但既然政府宣傳片說：「你唔講，大把人爭住講」，在羊群心理驅使下，也決定「爭埋一份」。

安全套，真安全
早年社會大眾對安全套的品牌其實認知不多，甚至拒絕公開認識和接觸這類產品──過往更出現有市民因為羞於購買而偷安全套的新聞。近年社會的性觀念大為開放，即使多年輕的少年，也知道在「咩咩」時「梗要有一套」，大概這是政府推行性教育的功勞。

安全套的出現，是因為人們明白到性行為其實有相當的風險──無論是感染性病、意外懷孕，甚至遺下罪證，都是一種「危險」，所以才會有「安全」這概念。事實上安全套遠在公元前1220年在埃及已經出現，而功能跟現在的都是大同小異，都是為了保護男性免受感染。接近80年「老字號」的杜蕾絲﹙Durex﹚，其名稱也是強調Durability﹙耐用﹚ Reliability﹙可靠﹚ Excellence﹙冇得頂﹚，總之告訴消費者使用此產品，肯定安全，絕對不留「手尾」。

梗有一套？
對於政府的dom dom歌廣告，心水清的人定必明白，此舉並非「政府帶頭叫人咩咩」，而是世界已進入「發情期」，男女老幼傳媒主流文化全將「性」放大為壓倒一切的人權。即使社會道德無人講，但衛生醫療問題也不能不理，所以政府宣傳片叫人「梗有一套」，其實只是一種聊勝於無的性教育。

無可否認，我們已從思考「非婚姻的性行為有沒有問題」，演化為思考「如何安全地進行性行為」。安全套就是將性行為合理化的工具── 只要配戴安全套，你情我願，沒懷BB、沒有性病、沒留手尾，沒鬧到老師家長社工傳媒的耳中，這，就是「安全性行為」的真諦。

沒有「手尾跟」，就是安全套的價值核心。但偏偏愛情關係卻是一件「手尾長」的事，還有尊重承諾付出接納包容拖在後頭。滿足於「安全套愛情」的人，盲目得總認為你情我願、愛得轟烈，只要沒留下手尾，就是天經地義、無怨無悔。

有人或許無法想像沒有安全套的日子，因為丟下了安全套，這種你情我願的轟烈愛情，便淪為怕有BB怕搞大人家的肚子怕染到乙型肝炎怕感染性病要考慮是否打掉BB要思考是否要去「母親的抉擇」等煩惱。但怕有BB，你才會思考是否現在便想跟對方建立家庭關係；怕搞大人家的肚子，你才會衡量自己是否已準備好跟對方發展進深的關係；怕染性病，你才知道愛護自己的身體是重要的；想到要去「母親的抉擇」，你才會明白性關係，是一種嚴肅的關係，而不是興之所至。聽起來看似很老套，卻又包含了古往今來人類底蘊裡真正追尋的尊重和珍惜。

當然，不少人覺得這些「安全套」外的愛情過於沉重，於是寧願將安全套的功能放大──索性套住自己雙眼，繼續盲目迷信這種「安全套愛情」，才算是最妙不可言。

2007 年 8 月 14 日 星期二 【晴】

蠢一字不必然指智力低下，亦通用於「不適當時做不適當事者」。
I guess I understand what you told me last night... were you introducing me the MTV 「放榜」?

I want to buy a new mobile phone~
Sony Ericsson W660i, the red one.


It costs only $2,880... and that can be lowered if I trade-in my old phone.
But I have no reasons to buy... I don't think "appearance" can be a powerful point that convinces me= =
sb, who used that, said the camera is quite easy to get scratched, and the quality of the photos taken are not very high.
This discourages me much, although taking photos will not be the main task of my phone.
Please give me some ideas to convince me~ XD