2008 年 2 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

Pressure & Pleasure

Someone would give him/herself plenty of pressure for the sake of pleasure in the future.
I saw one doing so, and she looks fine under such act.
That's good, I think, and I tried imitating the way she did.
Er.. Freak, what I got was just simply pressure..
One of my friends told me that "It is in fact great to gain pressure, in order to get things done, but it just doesn't work on you.."
Listening to his words, I got confused much..
So annoying. Oops, I am talking about myself. I am complaining, you are right.
Sign.

Btw, I just feel my written English is quite.. simple and straight forward. No complication could be seen from it.
Not to mention my spoken one. It is just a bullshit.
What should be done to get the situtation better? I wanna figure the myth behind good English out.

Btw again, the book "Freakonomics" was just simply interesting.    =]
Although I can't understand it through.. I just like it indeed. Great.

2008 年 2 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

I don't deserve it..

Well.. Just feel really bored with holidays.. Such a long spare period..
I wanna have something to process.. of course some which I'm interested in.
Being able to devote to something or someone is a blessing indeed.. But I just find that I cannot do so most time.
Whatever.. I am making troubles to myself, perhaps. I am really good at it. I know.

Please let me know if you will have things to do..
I am not interested in having books and books and books during holidays..
Sorry.. I should not complain again.. but I just feel very bad now..
Oh dear.. I am so suck..  

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2008 年 2 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

鼠年年初一

祝：
大學生/大專生們GPA個個過3.5~
AL/CE生科科有A有B~
股民(eg. ac)股運亨通~
有意搵工者(eg. ac)覓得理想工作~
=]

想著自己的好些事。
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我需要一位「生活指導員」的說~
我太不懂做人了.. orz
好好地做人實在不容易呢= =

2008 年 2 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

年三十

是日年三十，本Xanga休市一天。
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另外：
 

2008 年 2 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

Uncertainty ahead

Er.. It is really a trick.
On the last Wed., I lost $1,000 for saling 56,000 stocks with a really low price..
And I checked the price this afternoon. It rasied, and the price was even higher than my expectatio.
If I knew this, I wouldn't not have sold it soooo early, with that low price.
The word "if" is an absolute trick to humans.. Especially those making their profits by chances..
Somehow, I hate "if" much.    =]

And I would like to think about the reasons behind my loss.. I want to avoid it from happening again, if it is possible.
My focuses now are those inexpensive stocks on the market.
I understand that it is actually a high risk for me to trade in such way.. Well.. I need money, you have to know.
I need plans. I need more.    =]

Btw, I submitted my application form for the singing contest..
I will have "好久不見" on the stage at that day.. In fact I am just going to attend. I don't think I can win the game=.=
Well. just let it be.    =]

陳冠希的故事很有趣。
不知何解，這玩意會成為各大報連日的頭版。世上還有其他更值得關注的事在發生的。
更有趣的是，調查這案件竟然要動用到泰國國際刑警……不就是一件「不誠意使用電腦」的普通刑事案件嗎？哪需要把人家的國際刑警搬出來？
還有，為什麼不找「祖國」的解放軍？人家的國際刑警會特別聰明嗎？還是人家的國際刑警比解放軍們更關心香港，知道有此「驚天大案」後便馬上自動請纓給予授助？
照這種趨勢看來，說不定十年，不，五年後，藝人甲不見了一隻貓時，香港警方就要勞動CIA及FBI聯手調查及找尋失貓－－對，可能是拉登在策劃著的。
*http://hk.news.yahoo.com/080204/60/2oflp.html

2008 年 2 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

Investing or speculating?

I traded once more just in the morning and got all stocks sold right in the minute before 4:00..
Er.. Just like my 1st trial, I earned only about $50..
What a shame.. I tried earning more than $1,000 twice..
How did I make those successes.. =[
*I lost once and paid almost $1,000 as the learning fee.. So hurt!! >.<

By the way, in fact, it sounds ridiculous indeed. An AD studnet who has almost no experience and knowledge to the stock market could draw money, from the pool, into his saving account, while there are always some experienced investors fail to do the same, even lose their savings, partially or entirely.
And it is the market.. so as life~
*Just after the IT lesson, my lecturer tried discussing stocks with me.. But he failed to do so as we are not doing the same.. What he bought was a blue-chip~ XDDD
  The reason why I was asked was that I was discovered to check the stock price during lectures.. =.="
  Well.. That was not such bad actually. At least he didn't blame me for this (He didn't blame me actually).. And I was told that the situation in PolyU (or what he mentioned was HKCC? I forgot it.) are worse than I can imagine.. 
  I'm soooooo obedient~

Er.. Somehow this entry is not related to the title much.. Just forget it for a while.. = ="

Really, after those trials I had in these days, my thought of "Knowledge is power to earn" strengthened.
But that I am just too stupid..
No matter how bad or what a shithead I am, it is always my obligation to perform better and better!!
GoGoGoGo!!

2008 年 2 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

1st on duty day in Jockey Club

A 4hrs day, while I just worked for 30 minutes.. Most of the time was spent on revising and learning from watching how others do their works.
It was fine. At least I didn't find too much difficulties when operating the tel betting machine.. Just got a little bit nervous when answering calls and orders. After all, these were not training recordings, but real cases.
I received such a call: A man with a light and fast tone, ordering a bet of $600.
But I didn't get the number at the frist time, so I asked for his pardon as the instruction stated in the training handbook.
"..." He shuted for a while, and enguired about the account balance right after the silence.
"$6XX, sir." I answered.
"Yup. That is. Fine, I quiz betting!" Just after his words, he cut the dial..
..This is the real scene of the society.. We are no longer little flowers..
orz

The only disatisfaction was the working hours.. Toooooooo short!!
I want & need money!!!
Therefore, one more trial tmr!! Regardless it will be a gain in capital or a loss!!
Never forget who I am!!
And why I am doing so.. Although it definely sounds stupid..

2008 年 2 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

Time to buy..

Let's see what I bought today..
3 new clothes
2 new ties
1 new bell
All these totally cost $1,117
..
Suddenly I feel guilty much.. What a waste.. orz

Wanna have a haircut~
But no matter how my hair is cut, its owner is still a shithead.

2008 年 2 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

Should I keep going?

Just after the accident on Wed., I haev no guts to do that again..
Well.. I know it is not really serious to lose again.. but I just don't want it happens again.
Please.. What should I do.. =[
Btw, I missed a chance again. If I didn't miss it, I wouldn't have such entry.
Perhaps.

I don't like you.

The IIC this morning talked about personality.
Miss said two words, and I was stabbed.

2008 年 1 月 31 日 星期四 【晴】

Days and days...

What to say.. I have got really nothing to say..
Just.. Days process like a machine.. Just as stiff as a operation manual.
Boooooooooooooooooooooring~ -0-
Perhaps it is just I am not working hard.. I'm so lazy.. orz
*When I am bored with days, I just recall how funny and interesting days are, with the presence of the 2 girls.
  Funny, one of them just didn't go to school even though she had paid.. The other has gone.
  I miss the later one much, Although she is not beautiful.

I received a heavy lesson.. A really heavy one..
OMG.. Stupidity is a sin of death..
NVM!! Do learn from it!!
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Fxxking Jockey Club.. It offers me only 4hrs jobs per week.. ||orz
I'm just an unlucky star..
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