It is my last day of the long long vacation... And I will be back to school tmr, although it is an Associated Degree... Orz Hope that I can make it in my Sem1. It must be harsh, but I have expected that. Smash the rock ahead and be proud of myself... Please let it be... ><
I think I will make my entries more brief or just write it when I am free... Not only my wish to get the highest GPA I can, but also it seems that my Xanga isn't always read=.= That's all~
O Lord! Make me the channel of Your peace, Where there is hatred let me bring Your love; Where there is injury, Your pardon, Lord; And where there's doubt, true faith is You.
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope; Where there is darkness, only light; And where there's sadness, ever joy.
O Lord, grant that I may never seek, So much to be consoled as to console, To be understood as to understand; To be loved as to love with all my soul.
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned, On giving to all men that we receive; And in dying that we're born to eternal life.
It floated onto my mind suddenly... A really old one... And I got this correct version from the Internet... the one in my mind was: "Oh much of things that I will never see, So much to be concerned as to concern, To be understood as to understand; To be loved as to love you from my soul." Still a nice one, isn't it? *I still keep part of the melody in my mind~ XD
睇了《每當變幻時》…… I learned a lesson: Powerless man cannot stop unwanted things from happening... also keep wanted things... Power...
What is the uses of God?
You pray, he won't give, he helps instead. That is it.
And sometimes he helps although you didn't pray. God loves his sons and daughters. :)
>>September 7, 2007 at 11:24:00 PM GMT+8
2007 年 9 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】
Smile for good things
Making friends is not really difficult! I got a new friend in HPCC yesterday! Her name is Ruby and she is a student of pre-HD... Nice to be your friend~
Perhaps the schedule isn't the best one to me... But I will beat it up with my effort! I am ready for fighting against my poor destiny! Let me just create a shinning one for me, in the name of ac!!!
Having the orientation program yesterday, I knew who my classmates will be in this year. One of them impressed me much. She is a huge girl... I believe she is heavier than me, while I am already 80kg... And there was a woman (she looked like to be 21 to 22 years old... ) behaving so arrogant... Also, I saw a boy who liked doing wrong thing in the wrong moment... just like me... Anyway, work hard in this yesr! =)
>>September 6, 2007 at 11:26:01 PM GMT+8
2007 年 9 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】
Schedule for Sem1
Time scale
Mon
Tue
Wed
Thu
Fri
0830-0950
PTH
1000-1120
English III
English III
Sociology
QA I
1130-1250
PTH
QA I
Management
1300-1420
Management
Psy
1430-1550
Management
Psy
Sociology
1600-1720
Psy
Sociology
*Management = Fundamentals of Management in Organizations *Sociology = Introduction to Sociology *Psy = Introduction to Psychology *QA I = Quantitative Analysis I *English III = General Englsih III *PTH = Putonghua **Sociology, from 10:00 to 11:00 Management, from 11:30 to 12:30 Psy, from 13:30 to 14:30
God... why there is no day off... And why must I have Putonghua in Sem1... Orz...
>>September 6, 2007 at 12:04:35 AM GMT+8
2007 年 9 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】
...
What can you feel from the picture? Perhaps you can get what my feel is from it...
I can't bear it anymore. It is really obvious that I have been repressing myself much. If I just let it go, I will go crazy later on; if I release myself, then I will go crazy immediately. Am I really like a pressure cooker?
>>September 4, 2007 at 11:00:06 PM GMT+8
2007 年 9 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】
"Good" morning
Woke up quite early this morning, I switched on my PC, and read my subscriptions. Two sentences from one of my friends stabbed me much: "想做番哂中六中七因為想考好AL而唔敢做的事" "明天即將是成為大學生的第一日..."
There is another story. I chatted with my friend, Crocodile, via MSN. I said, "唉... 咁就冇得入大學啦..." "唔係丫, 入o左啦~" He answered. "下? 鬼有!?" I questioned. "咪入o左副學士low~ 都係大學生丫~" He gave me this sentence. If I could, I wanted to slap him heavily. He is a Yr3 (or that 4?) student of IEd.
「唔好將想讀好書同做研究的學生同副學士混為一談」, by 邱成桐 I remember this sentence much. But where did that come from? I forgot.
Going back to the friend whoes words "stabbed" me, I think the reason why I feel that is I am jealous of her much... T^T Associated degree... The crux causing these unhappinesses is the word starting with "Ass". Why can't me have the same words, the same excitement and the same expectation as her... I know that complaints are meaningless and I must act to get... Well, but it is really frustrated... Where is God? I long for God's help... Be frank, I am not satistied with the state now. Work to change! The bet is my path and life afterwards! It's useless to wait for the uncertain help!
"入副學士即係入大學", wtf.
Dear 康爺,
加油呀~
唔好好似我咁... orz
>>September 3, 2007 at 10:55:35 PM GMT+8
2007 年 9 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】
Most of my friends will start their new school year tmr... I long for my new school life much... although it is just an AD... orz Of course the reason is that it will be a year with girls I will be able to learn what I like, rather than just following the syllabus. Anyway, beat it up!
My targets: 1. Get a bachelor degree offer from HKU in this academic year. 2. Get English improved 3. Girl friend(s) :P
I heared that in the 仙跡岩 we went last night... While they were chatting, I heared this song whom was playing there... Quite nice.
My dad doesn't like me to have dinner outside. "There are the same at home! Why don't you go after having dinner at home!?" He complained. I just didn't want to argue with him. Chinese family culture is somehow posion to the development of children. One of the poisons is "adding their concepts to children with no reasons, interpertations and explaination". No matter if those concepts still hold true for the society he lives in. *"have dinner at home rather than outside" is actually not sth wrong to me.
A sudden question: Are you gay? A real shocking one. I have never expected that I will be asked with this question.
New school year!
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