Run to escape the strain... One day I will do that.
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>>December 30, 2007 at 10:22:42 PM GMT+8
2007 年 12 月 29 日 星期六 【晴】
失意
很失意，好像做什麼也沒氣力似的。 可是卻知道要溫習，身體拾起書本，在煲著。 活像個死屍。
今天在青協溫習。 那邊搞了個嘉年華，當中有個玩意是在撈金魚。 一個很恐怖的玩意。
回家時跟朋友聊了一會。 前路是灰暗的。
MSN上，也跟位朋友聊了一會。 她說幫到我的就只有「女朋友」這玩意了。 唉-.-
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Your Expression Number is 5
A total multi-tasker, you have a wide variety of talents. You're very versatile and able to change at a drop of a hat. A free spirit, you crave change and adventure. Clever and quick witted, you can convince anyone of anything. You can do anything you desire... though this sometimes gets you in trouble! Very popular, you're always thinking up new ways to entertain and amuse your friends. Your restless and impatient attitude means you don't stay with projects for long. You tend to be erratic and scattered - it's hard for you to focus. You often find yourself in a state of flux with constantly changing interests.
Please give me a full mark! ><" I dun wanna lag others! ><""""""""
I didn't feel well just after having revision today... therefore I slept for a while. When I was sleeping, I dreamed twice. The first one was that I saved a girl from a lustful entertainment company officer... then dunno why being beated up by a group of old men, and being incapable of fighting back. My body was heavy in that dream. =0= And the second dream was that I was with the girl and one of her friends. Shortly, I was really tired and slept in fornt of her.... Then she showed me my saked photos after my awakening in my dream.... =0="""""" What the!? = ="
Hope that I can outperform others tmr, also during the following exams and the term paper. Bless me.
Btw, I decided that I will apply 4 universities via Non-JUPAS... They will be HKU, CU, PolyU and CityU... Obviously, they are ordered according to my willingness to enter~ XD Please be kind to me... GOD... Don't diasppoint your son again and again PLEASE... I beg for your pity... TT^TT
When I was napping, I dreamed I was sleeping in my dream. In the dream in my dream, I saw my double walker with a mirror. Then the me in my dream woke up, while he got paralysed and couldn't move nor speak. It felt as if it is real. I was even asking myself if it is a dream. And I was awaked by an incoming phone call.
These two things resemble to each others much: hard to be acquired by some kinds of male. Exam and Christmas are coimg soon... HELP!!!!
As a college student, G should be for GPA. As a male, G should be for Girl friend... How about a male college student? What should G for? Can you see what role strain is now!? OMG
In today's QA extra lectures, there were only 8 students coming back... There was supposed to be more than 150 students=.= So good... =_="
Surprising, one of my classmates came from CityU EE... He was a Yr1 degree student! He gave up his course last year and attended this AD course. The reason behide is "I don't like that course.". Cool~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 麥太幼讀德育ABC
ac：「學前教育必備。」
>>December 15, 2007 at 1:06:57 AM GMT+8
2007 年 12 月 14 日 星期五 【晴】
"School day"
Yeah... and I had my "lectures" in my home... It is my frist time to pretend as having school during the study leave period... = ="
When I was working on my term paper in HK Central Library alone, I remembered how you were working on your Mgt homework, although you didn't hand in your work eventually. And it is going to be the last day of Sem1 tmr, but you are still holding my note that you borrowed from me... =.=" But it is not a matter anymore... Please be kind to it! ><"
When I was working on my term paper in HK Central Library alone, I remembered how you were working on your Mgt homework, although you didn't hand in your work eventually. And it is going to be the last day of Sem1 tmr, but you are still holding my note that you borrowed from me... =.=" But it is not a matter anymore... Please be kind to it! ><"
When I was a child, I once dreamed that my parents leaving me alone... And I was just crying after waking up = =" Perhaps it is what making me afraid of being isolated or separated from significant others much...
How do others perceive me? I really wanna know, especially those who are significant to me. Am I a joke to others? I do have a lowwwwww self-image indeed.
When I look at a mirror, I can always see a creature which I hate most. It doesn't worth living much.
I am weak. When I see the problem is getting worse in my eyes, I just can do nothing. Perhaps it is just because I understand the situtation will get even worse than before, if I act. Then what I can do is to sit still and see how it grows and how it grows against my wish. Things always go against my expectation. Can only seldom escape from the paradigm. But what I want... I know, I can never achieve. I am tired, again and again. I wanna get librated from this mental mess.
"Happiness is a piece of cake", it is what I thought.
I have no desire to eat in spite of my hunger. Just let it be.
Btw, my eyes seem like... losing focus? Sometimes I can just see a blur for a really short sudden, rather than a clear picture.
溫、瘟、run
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<br>也許可以叫