2004 年 10 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

LATE for teaching swimming this morning, shit~~~~~~my life is really harsh......I think I soon cant manage..After teaching, my boss suggests me to have more smile next time...haha, u know...I am like that...especially when I am on fire....(late + tired)...so I must be a bit "Cho"

I go Starbucks alone afterward. Have a pie and pink lemonade. The most important is that I sit in the sofa.....so so so so so nice~~~~~then I start to prepare the LS lesson.....I wanna wait REnnie to go Sandy Bay together, but finally cant make it as she learns piano at 3:00.....so late......Btw, I first time to take the ferry to Central and then take red minibus to go HKU alone...so successful....thanks Joe to teach me (even though he scares me will get lost in Central). You know, the feeling is so good when u are not in hurry....relax and no time boundary......Of course, I want to go AIG asap to see Ada's last match. Then I went to campus to take schoolbus...WAHHHHHHHHHH...campus is full of people...damn it.....crazy......people give me bag and ask me whether I want to study history or not....crazy......u know....I already graduated..haha.......btw,,,damn happy in it as that means my looking is still young.

Arrive Sandy Bay finally...it is pity that cant see Ada's and Joe's 50 free. Btw, I know Ada swims 29'77 in free, 32'02 in Fly while Joe swims 26'40 in 50 free, 58' in 100 free. Ada is SO SO SO SO SO GANG~~~~~~~~~~~Crazy...if she can swim HKPSCAA....we must WIN! she is crazy gang ar~~~~~~~
Joe...I see him to swim in 200free...it is so obviously he is "hea" swim.....he still pretend to be tired after swimming..tell me that he is so tired....i immediately say "Please dont tell lie"....we laugh together......I think he is not very satisfy about 50 free....hope he can swim faster in next Sat..Our gal free relay team WINS~~~~~~ PK IS SO SO SO SO SO GANG~~~~~~~~she is mad...especially in relay....Gummo thinks she can swim 27' in relay. Heidi bought a nice chocolate cake~~~~~~VERY VeRY NICE.....We got fun time with Heidi, Ann, ADa, Rennie, Zita and Maggie......Maggie is so so so dirty...I cant imagine a gal like this,,,,sigh.....little kids......

We have bbq afterward. Before bbq, Rennie, Daniel, Joe and me go to Sai Wan to buy something...I dont know why JOe insist to buy so many sausages....haha...We dont want to see Teresa but she finally comes..sigh....Joe and I immediately stick together and use our back to block her...sigh.....so so so so fan.....It is nice that Ching Kai Ip is here too..long time didnt have bbq with him.....sorry that Joe and I go out for buying sth and leave you lei....We got a FUN time in bbq~~~~~~All of us are waiting for next week's K......not competition.......as we all know we will lose......but doesnt matter..if we have fun....even we lose....so what?! i especially take an off to come to see the competition lei~~~~~hope to get fun...Thanks for professional bbq-er = Priscillia to bbq so many food for me and joe. joe is also very nice....bbq a lot to me....Rennie .....very lazy.....dont bbq....but can eat a lot~~~~~~

Back home with a tired body...icq w/ priscillia, joe and Gummo...Gummo said some words that make me a bit confused and annoyed.....frankly, I cant find any problem in this event. And even something really happen....so what?! nobody can stop it.... Lets see~~~~~
Btw, Gummo: Rennie is a good gal....hehe...
Ada: PROUD OF YOU ARRRRRRRR
Joe: Bear.....Bear.......Bear........for Rennie, Daniel and me.......

>>October 20, 2004 at 2:22:11 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

Morning --> teach swimming in Flora Ho with Joe...he didnt late today la....
We ate in Mcdonalds...haha.....after my strong request...as Rebecca doesnt have any good lunch today...he laughs at me....always....always says that I am "Pak Chi"...damn it! I force him to buy "East Touch" for me to read...haha.....Riccian + LHT in the magazine~just a little part of Wei Lun.

Then he has to be helper of IHP, u know, he is a sports scholar, must need to do la. I accompany with him to campus then I meet Ms Au and Chris, they call me to be helper wor....damn it...i help 10 mins...then sure "snake" la....I gave the photos to joe then leave campus. btw, campus is full of people today ...Open Day ma...

I go to Redhill to teach, finally that Mrs. Leung's kids dont come..they are sick wor.....
really doesnt matter for me...because I still be paid! When I am waiting the shuttle, joe calls me and tells me he finished his helper task and having tea (SHOW OFF TO ME!) but he is so wonder why I can listen to his call...haha....then I have CHANCE TO SHOW OFF TO HIM!!!!! Get $$$ but no need to work!

Then I go to Shatin with MTR...Joe calls me again during MTR....this time...i nearly forget to change Line again!!!!!but lucky...i found it! He asks me about the qualification of coach...Interhall stuff again......sigh....St. Johns vs. Wei Lun....sigh.....Relay argument....damn it...

Coach seems got sth with me and joe la......of course, about that insurance issue la.....sigh.....dont wanna see this case.....but it finally happened

>>October 17, 2004 at 2:17:07 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

Today have farewell with our Department Head, TP Wong. He is a nice guy that soon retire ...and go to Sydney...damn poor....Connie and I are the examiner of OA Test 1....we share a lot of experience.....especially those PC are hang~~~~~~DAMN IT..the techician in Rm 230 is having holidays now...so...damn it for me...btw, everything is smooth.

In afternoon,,,,have my first departmental meeting...all people in my department are elder than me...they always call me as "little sister"...as i am really far more younger than them. I just like having the meeting wtih those lecturers....so old they are....After having meeting, coach is waiting for me.....Teresa again...I dont wanna see her, sigh...insurance again and again....i am trying to ignore her. I call joe during the car, he asks me what's going on.....but I didnt say anything, but he can guess it totally..sigh....

Joe is very late for training as he goes to Bonham Road to get the pic we took in Sealion gala...some "Pak Chi" pics..haha...After training, he found that my face is damn red...he asks me is it because the hard training...haha..of course = NO la...just because I got make up yesterday for work, but he cant recognize that. (Thanks for Ho Chun praise my make up and dressing)~

After training, Daniel drives me to go Kowloon to teach swimming, damn tired during teaching....u know.tired.....after that, originally need to meet Vivian....but I cancel finally,,,because of tiredness...
Then I call Lun, he is so nice to accompay with me to have dinner...even he had it and he is so so so tired...He is very patient to wait me, accompany with me to have dinner and back home...even we sleep at the bus...sorry that I got so many calls..

Joe: Our insurance issue is solved by Vivian...
You: Luv arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

>>October 17, 2004 at 2:05:56 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 14 日 星期四 【晴】

today I got mad duirng morning...about that LAB 1 ......EXCEL....
wanna cry in the library........really wanna quit the job in one second......
u know..i am idiot in IT....how come I teach IT.......shit........
btw, lucky that Fiona teach me in 5 mins before 1:30........
so so so so thanks to her.........

u know...at that moment.......i am icqing with joe......very depressed....he is recovering me....and teach me how to blow water during lesson........but after 5mins.....Fiona teach me.....I immediately phone Joe to tell him I just like got MARK 6...and he always says some "cold words" ...e.g. "I think I got mark 6 is far more happy than knowing Excel law..." he is like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!always like this!!!!!!!!!this attitude......
btw, he said he will employ me if he won MARK 6..haha.....U know.. i am damn happy when i know that function~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Joe: I will send the files to u and let u to see what i am going to teach during lesson.

Today..Excel class is ok...btw, it is far behind the schedules already......as most kids are late to come to the lessons.....because all the afternoon classes are late.....damn it...u know..i am hurry in going sandy bay after teaching......i keep going to push those students...in class......haha.....
then i rush to the staff room...unlucky.......so many kids come to find me.........diu.........no method.......finally late for going Sandy Bay...... u know...Joe is quite patient for my lateness....i dont wanna see him to cold to die in water.....

AFter teaching those kids.....Ada and joe accompany with me to swim...even i know Joe is damn cold at that moment....he is so kind.....he said he can swim under 26' in 50 free....i trust him from my observation....when he swim 25...can under 12'....i think he can make it....he is damn happy when he know he swim 50 free + 100 free in HKPSCAA....he told me several times....i can see his eyes are shiny again.....haha....like the first time Rennie and me discussed about him.....nice eyes..........

We didnt see a long time la.................WHEN CAN WE MEET?

soon reach end of Oct........sigh....i am getting older..........

>>October 14, 2004 at 10:48:55 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 12 日 星期二 【晴】

today need to go NYC to buy diving clothes + swimcaps + Kickboard....

I wait 2 hours in office......wait JOE TO finsih his interhall softball match.....
cant imagine he didnt wash his hair......so so so oily......
crazy........

we met Teresa again........joe......u know what i want to say.........sigh.......
btw.......we have dinner at 10:15......crazy......we are starving...........I can see Joe's eyes are suddenly shiny after he eat the first mouth of rice......haha.....like a small kid........sometimes....we are also like the small kids..but joe always says that I am idiot in most of the areas, e.g. road recongization, travel, etc....
sigh.....i am idiot........yes......i am......
he said if he were the student in IVE...he must play me to die during the lessons........damn it.........
we are so so tired in NYC......btw, joe is so gentleman to pick my heavy bags....he always do that for me...he ask me about my ring on my left hand...he asked is that my 定情信物....haha......

>>October 14, 2004 at 10:51:21 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】

After swimimng trainig, coach, Yeung King Hang, Chi, Joe and me went to site visit for South Island School....

Site visit is not important...the most important is that I am the first time to pass the cyberport!!!!!!!!!
IT IS DAMN PRETTY...........I really would like to go there to watch movie or have dinner..........
so so so so pretty........joe promised to watch movie with me + all the U-teammates.....
how about if we go there after HKPSCAA.......
btw, i am scare that i will sleep during movie....haha.........

>>October 14, 2004 at 10:34:26 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

SEALION SWIMMING GALA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A damn tired day~~~~~~~~~

most of my kids are the first time to participate in swimming gala...some are too nervous.......
It just like a mess when we arrive the pool.......damn it......next year...(if still have chance...we will go earlier)......CRAZY ......SO SO SO SO MANY PEOPLE.......

Joe and I are responsible for taking care of my kids...HK SEALION.....so so so tired.....lucky...joe really help me a lot...otherwise....i will become mad......mad.......and mad........those kids in Shatin are also very helpful......especially in RELAY...they are so smart and i think they are rather smarter than the kids in HK side......they really trained a lot.....not physically but mentally in the pool...

Finally...most kids got the medals...i am very satisfied with their results...kids...add oil in coming years.....
all of you are just like my kids.....joe and I are ur dad and mum.....haha....our kid is Chan Ho Yee.......she is so so so cute........5 years old......soft voice.......no "door teeth".....btw,...joe always says nobody will trust Chan is my kid..as she is so pretty........sigh.......
JOE: I know why she is so pretty...as her dad is so handsome......alright?

AFter the competition, we went to that banquet......joe, me and Yan Ka Lee like roasted pig...the faces are damn red.....Yan is the most serious case....for me....also very painful on my face...joe.....got a invisible sunglass....haha........three of us are crazy.....it is lucky that I dont need to have dinner with Tsang Chun Yan......same table......otherwise...i will die......Finally, joe and me are arranged to sit at the back...only we 2 to have dinner.....as we dont know anybody in our table......those kids in Shatin is so cute...especially Choi Yau Tung...he requests me to give my gift to him...haha...what a cute kid...he is a very nice kid! IT is lucky that Joe accompany with me...otherwise....i will be bored to die........

Ms Ho and coach argue in the pool again.........sigh..................
Coach said I like a soldier who has been shooted during the way to go home.......
yes.....i am......so so so so tired............

>>October 14, 2004 at 10:31:17 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

Interhall heat today....
After teaching swimming with Joe, (HE GOT 45 MINS LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I really really angry with him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we went to Sandy Bay together again...like last Sat..I really really like the interhall competitions...u know...people are so so so hot and most people got lots of spirit suddenly...especially the cheers....

I was a starter again.......again....and again.......
It is lucky that ada is still here to accompany with me,,,,,also joe....u know...i am an old girl already........(not old BOY!)....really want to participate in the competition.....to tell myself that i still have ability to swim...went to Shatin again after competition...teach again...swimming.....u know, tmr is Sealion Swimming Gala...most kids are nervous.

After teaching...back to hall....we have re-union! Unfortunately they didnt wait for me...and all people eat all hotpot......what i have to do is to have dinner with coach...then go to hall....btw....after i back.....so so so so warm.....u know..LHT is a place that I live for 3 years!!!!!!!!! the feeling is just like go home! my sweet sweet home...so miss the days I live in hall..The ONLY LADY HALL!!!!!!!! ALL are gossip LADIES!!!!!!!!! so so so free to live in hall....Btw, tonight's focus is Small Peg...she is so "charm"...just like forum that the topic is her! haha...btw, out pool is the most important event of our floor...especially for her...her love journey is written on the whiteboard in pantry.......haha.....1.8 weeks...Mr. K.....with sex with him.....cry for him......what a wonderful journey in Germany......i think i never will have a bf who is black in my whole life...Small Peg...u got so much GUTS~~~~~~~really wanna ask .....what kind of feeling when having sex with black......

CHAT CHAT CHAT...a long long time....it is so nice that Kammy lent her bed for me to sleep.....she is a nice nice nice gal~~~~~I love u ar KAmmy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Btw...not sleep long......as chat so late........hope joe will wake me up tmr morning.....otherwise ......he will response for leading the HK Sealion to go competiiton.....i will keep on sleeping on the bed.......haha
he will be mad on me!!!!!!!! :P

So so so so so so tired these days.....................................help me plz..................

>>October 14, 2004 at 10:19:04 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

好耐好耐冇寫日記..你就知我呢排有幾唔得閒。
起身返工教水返屋企 = 我呢排既schedule~ 我見阿教練仲多過見我阿爸阿媽。

今日先去教恆恆同峰峰，佢兩個好想學driving，但個泳池實在太淺啦，之後我叫佢地跟我去sandy bay，佢兩個又左左右右咁，算! 唔埋佢地。

join埋rennie之後，我地去左sandy bay，teresa著yellow bikin again...so so so sexy.....
今日係d小朋友比賽前最後既練習，佢地好似有d緊張。哈哈...joe lee遲到呀~~~好彩今次冇d好細既小朋友，otherwise， i will kill him。

教完水，就去老程屋企。好耐冇見過d poly teammates la...ok fun啦。
係我去緊既途中(in mtr)，發生左一件事。
當我在大約天后站附近，joe lee打電話俾我，問我去到邊到，之後chat左一陣，chat 下chat下，我發現自己唔記得轉去將軍澳線，去左太古。 DLS......joe 係個電話到笑到爆廠.....佢話我患有陸氏綜合症，唉.....之後終於講電話講到出左閘，因為佢話驚我唔識出閘，仲叫我即刻打電話俾老程，如果唔係我會係閘口喊wor.....頂.....上左老程屋企之後，我即刻打電話俾佢，話俾佢聽我到左，哈哈。跟住佢同我講佢得自己一個食飯，叫我去數碼港陪佢，之後去睇戲，chi seen....老程都話早知係咁，一早叫佢一齊黎。但最後佢都冇去睇戲.....佢話save money wor....之後我地chat到成2:30.....chat a lot....佢個roommate係到被人visit緊...我聽到一d對話啦。

quite tired......missing u........

>>October 5, 2004 at 6:10:48 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】

從來都未試過個咁大決定，一直做人都冇乜主見，人話乜就乜，通常我都會做d大路野，好少會做d人地be shocked既野。

今次好多人都好shocked，因為大部份人都知我鍾意讀書，但我今次竟然為左做野而放棄讀書，你就知我下左勁大決心。(as I believe, I still have a better choice!)

So large change in the last week, Monday -- i was a student, Thursday-- I am a TA already.......
Really cant adapt the change in the first 2 days, especially my boss always find me to go to X-rays my Lungs! I dont know why he just commend on my dress code...but Honglu taught me a lots...thanks him lei...especially in my first day when I was super pissed off....he is really a kind man, he listens patiently and tells me what should I do and how can I look in different perspectives..thanks for listening my damn wordings....it is so pity that he got argument with HH (his gf) these days. Hope he get well soon (mentally).

I start to adapt my life in teaching...preparing lessons and teaching the students...I still keep my coaching and doing some administrative stuff...I feel damn tired these days...I get thinner and thinner...really hope soon finish Sealion Swimming Gala...3/10..then everything would be better.....

Thanks for many many people these days......(people's ranking is in random)
God: Please listen to my pray.......I know you are here.
My brother, dad and mum: thank you so much for allowing me to make this decision and take care of me...
You: You are always in my top. Sorry that I dont have time to accompany with you. Even though sometimes you are damn suck......you should know what I mean.......but I really really appreciate to ur super patient with me..I really found God doing sth between you and me....buy me the "ice skin" mooncake ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are Alien! I am Predator.
Ada: Thanks so much for calling me every night and support my choice~
Rennie: Nice to chat last night even though we were damn tired! We are the working gang now...not jobless gang and lazy gang~~~~We quit those gangs already!
Honglu:Thank you in every aspects...from my deep heart.....
Jojo: Thank you too......hope you find job soon....HDBC is the best!!!!!!!!!!!
Hiu Ying: it is so pity that we cant be classmates anymore.....but really thanks for supporting me.
9: hehe.....nice to chat in phone with u........look forward to re-union~
Sum Chai: thanks for teaching me IT.......remember....every Sunday have tutorial lei~~~~~~~~
Heidi: Thank you for talking with me lei....your advices are always positive~
Siu Keung + CC: Thank you too......listen to my call....

Thank you for all.....Friends are so important in my life....

PS. I got damn BIG COLD....must be infected by JOE LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE from Sat.......Fever Fever Fever.....

Li Ling: hope you will perform well in interview on Monday......
really hope you can study further....

>>September 25, 2004 at 7:47:46 AM GMT+8