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2006 年 12 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

今日收左工去牛棚行左陣先返屯門,搞到遲左去迪利屋企。

今日出席既有迪利、阿豬、Jessie、Joe、Mavis、麗遲、我,仲有勁遲黎既Pizza。
幾年冇去過,佢屋企同以前差唔多,只係越黎越多野玩。
重點玩意有太鼓城同騎馬機,結果某D姊妹玩到傻左。

聖誕臨近,全晚最重要既環節當然係交換禮物。
阿豬一改作風就出事,因為佢送出既實在係「太大份」啦~

臨尾大家玩非洲話事啤+True or Dare,唔用腦單玩運氣既遊戲我多數都輸既,當然好快就灌到求饒。
本來貓左都唔緊要,最弊我係從來唔會貓,只會「湯」,所以我一定唔會死頂。
我認我唔飲得,所以唔好挑戰我酒量,我只會以最核突既方式回應--整污糟人地屋企就唔好啦。

聽過姊妹們既自爆,雖然答案都係意料之內,但我都係覺得自己好乖,係咁多。

>>December 25, 2006 at 2:34:28 PM GMT+8


2006 年 12 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

今日無聊地在維基搜查歷年的3月28日(我的生日)有甚麼大事發生,無意中見到維吉尼亞.吳爾芙(Virginia Woolf)這個名字。就在六十五年前的當天,這位英國著名女作家在家附近投河自盡。

在她留給丈夫的遺書中,有這麼一段讀後教人黯然的自我剖白:


I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer.


我很少涉獵英國文學,真正看一本英語原文的小說更是力不從心,所以對吳爾芙的認識並不深入。然而,以上這段文字,竟能打破語言文化與認知的阻隔而觸動了我。

對於這位被譽為女性主義先驅,但患有抑鬱症的女作家死前的一番剖白,外人縱能想到甚麼繼續生存的理由,甚至反駁,此時卻甚麼話也說不出來了。對於當事人自身的感覺,旁人無論如何關懷,也是無用的--無人能真正感受到當事人的絕望與痛苦。即使很想勸慰對方,說甚麼「活著總有好事」的話,但話到唇邊時,卻只能感到自己的虛偽。

這是維基裡關於維吉尼亞.吳爾芙的概述,是一個不俗的入門級評介:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virginia_Woolf

>>December 17, 2006 at 12:38:26 PM GMT+8


2006 年 12 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

連續兩日都入港大同Gary影相,累係累,不過一場老友都冇計啦。
琴晚一齊食飯傾偈,今日四圍去影相,其實都好有趣。

人一生中可以有好多朋友,但真係彼此間能有寶貴共同回憶既朋友其實唔多。
所以,幾忙幾累都好,唔好太輕易放手。




>>December 11, 2006 at 12:03:03 PM GMT+8


2006 年 12 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

雖然每個人對「家」的觀念都有所不同,但無論如何,對人來說,「家」始終是很重要的。

「回家真好」,這大概是人心中最大的安慰。

>>December 8, 2006 at 11:41:35 AM GMT+8


2006 年 12 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

最近重看《同一屋簷下》,十多年前的劇集,現在看來還是好看的。
最有趣的是,若非看過cast,實在認不出那個飾演三船愛子的茄厘啡就是出爐影后中谷美紀。

>>December 4, 2006 at 9:57:10 AM GMT+8


2006 年 11 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

晚晚睡眠不足,終於熬不住病倒了。
整天都是睡啊睡,真正抱病在家的日子並不好受。



偶爾幻想一下,在荒原上策馬奔馳的感覺--嚮往過著牛仔的生活。

>>November 28, 2006 at 12:32:35 PM GMT+8


2006 年 11 月 1 日 星期三 【晴】

換髮型,染色,其實為咩呢?
人並唔會因為外表改變而令智慧有所增長。
或者,求既係多一分自信啦……

哇~域你好俗氣呀!

>>November 2, 2006 at 4:42:47 PM GMT+8


2006 年 10 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

傳統的學習方式,對我來說實在是太吃力,本人專注力實在太差了!

學英文之路實在太遙遠,幾時才能到達能跟外國人流利對話的程度……

>>October 19, 2006 at 2:21:44 PM GMT+8


2006 年 10 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

我不得不承認,一直以來,都在想著如何走捷徑。

朋友又要飛了,今次要去一年。
希望他回來時,我會變得更好吧,哪怕只是一點點。

>>October 17, 2006 at 4:15:20 PM GMT+8


2006 年 10 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

最近似乎有點改變,好像沒以前般懶。
或許,我真的進步了少許--不一定要有熱心才能提起精神。

>>October 5, 2006 at 11:52:50 AM GMT+8


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