School @ 11: 40 ~ just a little bit late for English class....dun know why I have no mood to do the assignment given on class tho I know it carried 5 % of dialy marks....
Had a chocolate bar for lunch ~ 1 : 30 had the most boring class " How to be a successful student in college "
luckly I've got 2 fds to chi-chat n played w/...we did sth that only primary students do -- " passing paper " ^^ haha
the borning class ended 30 mins early n 3 of us planned to have a short walk but finally we just gave that up
cox I have Maths lessons on 3: 30 ~dun wanna skip class ( @ this point !! haha ~ )
Maths lessons were boring.....the professor taught us how to deal w/ the mid-rate ( exchange one kind of money to another )
I really couldn't help to fall alseep....>..<
Made a low b GIF myself....
>>September 15, 2006 at 5:34:12 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 12 日 星期二 【晴】
I love Wednesdays !
no school today ~ woke up very late ....cox last night ( or I should say, this morning ) I slept @ 4 am !
Ken called me @ 4 : 30 am but I didn't chat much ~ when I woke up this morning, I called him & talked quite a long time. I was crying becox he said sth that I dun wanna face.....well, I should be realistic that he might leave me.These's no guarnetee....every married couples can seperate ! anyways, I know that I should never easily say " game over " to anybody. " Game over " is as serious as " I love you " unless you've thought very carefully that you really feel so, dun say them out.
Dell has shipped the destop today ~ a new fridge & stove were also arrived ^^ I helped to move the things in da old fridge to the new one.
Dad bought us take-out lunch @ 3 sth ~ I had salmon rice.
Then we started to carry the hard-wood desk n metal frame of my bro's desk to upstairs. It needed 4 ppl to carry it ! We worked out the frame first w/ the help of dad.
A ppl came n set up the security system in my house, thus my dad & mum had to go downstairs n see what they have to know....leaving me n my bro behind keep going on the process of setting up the desk. We built the drawers n attached it on the frame, then we tried our very best to put the damn heavy wooden table top on the frame. WOW ~ DONE !
Had dinner @ 一番 , a japanese restaurant in 富食街.....had some rolls n dinner set !
I love this soft-shell crab roll ^^
Went home n clean up the mess ....many rubbish......
>>September 14, 2006 at 6:43:08 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】
Woke up damn early this morning w/ Ken's morning call ~ thx for calling me....I was waken up by my the alarm set @ 6 in my cell phone, but I just turn it off n went back to sleep while holding my phone. He called me @ 6: 06 ^^ took bath, just do a little make up on my eyes & wear eyeglasses to school ~ the weather here is getting very dry, can't wear cons everyday >.<
Spend some time in da computer lab, checking emails & did a few maths questions.....
Maths lessons start @ 8 : 55 ~ but I arrived @ school @ 8 cox my mum wanna "practice dirving" She had a terrible turning & my dad asked me & my bro keep totally quiet whenever my mum is driving....cox dun wanna distract her.
Business lessons @ 11: 40 ~ dun know why ~ I always feel these 2 lessons gone so quick ! may be the professor is quite 風趣 ^^
Dad picked me up & had lunch @ 粥家莊....mum then had driving lesson & dad drove me home. We waited @ home for IKEA to deliever goods ~ finally, we got many new things !
1) sofa ( family room )
2) comfort chair w/ stool ( family room )
3) adjustable light stand ( family room )
4) working desk ( my room )
5) working desk ( my bro room )
My dressing table, dinning table & TV stand from other store were also shipped ~
7 sth, 雅佳淨水 staff came n fixed the leaking pipe......
Had dinner @ 粵色生香, this was the 2nd time we went there. The food was creative & in fusion style ~ quite full ^^
Went home n started setting up all the new things ~ we first fixed the comfort chair ( 好似搖搖椅 ) then we did the sofa. We had to move the marble table in order to get sofe placed in where it should be, then moved the TV stand in the proper place 2. Lastly, we set up the light n out family room was DONE ! We had a nice place to watch TV ^^ This was the first time I really feel that this was my HOME ~
I was so damn tired n sat down on the new comfort chair to have a rest, then prepare fruit for my family ~ that was the most I can do >..<
Bro had class tomorrow so he slept early, mum was tired 2, n she went to bed. Leaving me n my dad to carry the damn heavy desk ( hard wook table top ) n metal frame from ground floor to 2nd floor......it was so big n very difficult to move. We started putting all the pieces together @ 12: 30 n we managed to finish it @ 2 am......my wrist, my back, my hands....really hurt....so pain !!
then I took a bath...for 1 hour ! cox I was covered w/ dust n my hands had screaches all over >..< n also chipped nails !!
I slept @ 4 .....but my back was really pain that I couldn't sleep well.....
>>September 14, 2006 at 6:43:35 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 10 日 星期日 【晴】
woke up @ 8 sth ~ had breakfast ~ Advocado & milk ! great !
took bath then called Ken, make up then went to school.
I had classes on 11: 40 but my dad was late so I was late 2 >..< but I didn't ask him to be rush as I knew there's no pt to 催佢快 d....我唔鐘意俾人催我的感覺，所以我亦都唔會催人。
Eng class was fine ~ Met a Koren gal named Jo.
then 2 lessons free , I planned to buy the book I need for the coming lessons but when I got to the counter, I found out that my credit card was declined !!
shit ! I've already reached the limit ! so I had to phone my dad n asked him to pay. waited until 2 : 15 they came n gave me $ 300 cash ~
Got the book for marketing.....read it @ the computer lab...it was so borning that I almost felt alseep >.<
went to Marketing class @ 3 : 20 the prefessor for this course arrived so damn early ! can't take a lap be4 class >..< it was kinda borning .....anyways, class dismissed 20 mins earlier.
dad should pick me up @ school around 5 : 05 but as my parents were both shopping @ IKEA ~ they asked me to wait....
they said that I have to wait for 1 hour in da phone, but turns out, I got on the car when it was 7:15. My eyes were damn tired .....
dun wanna say a word when I was in da car, I knew it has been a tough day for my parents n it's a long day for me 2....
dun wanna trigger out any aurguements.....
Dinner @ my dad's fd, Phlips house.....nice food cooked by his wife ~
>>September 14, 2006 at 3:25:58 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】
大名： TIN
電郵： [email protected] 說： halo~我好耐之前留過言俾你叫你笑多0的0個個呀~
睇到你依家都好似開心0左好多丫`^^
睇到你段片..真係估唔到你把聲係咁女仔咖..好意外呀~haha
actually, life in Canada really sucks.....I just try to smile n pretend that I am fine >..<
my vioce doesn't match my person, right? haha ~ most ppl said da same thing !! I also dun know why....
but I have different voice ga ^^ haha ~ I always play a little trick w/ that ^^
had Japanese food @ 金田川 ~ it was great !! Teppan lunch set ~
Then went to "Jing Gon" to seek for dinning table & sofa for family room. I got a dressing table there ~ $ 499 for the dressing table & $ 99 for the stool....things here are really expensive !! the dressing table will be delievered home on Tue / Wed !! cool ~ I finally have a table to put my make up instead of sitting on da floor n have no place to put my mirror ^^
Went home @ 2 cox ppl came here to set up the "softening water system" ~ have fresh water to drink ^^ also, dun have to use hard-water to bath !! it took so long for the installation >..<
7 sth went to Edmond, my dad's fd's bro ( the relationship is so complicated >.< ) house for dinner ~ had a bad time there cox his wife said sth I felt being insulted & offenced. I left da table & kept quite for the rest of the time being.
On da way back, I asked dad if I need to rent a locker. He then said that I dun need cox I have my mum drives me school everyday; then I said my books are heavy....but well, it's fine. I have never thought that I need a locker, I was just saying....chi-chatting, but he asked me to stop complaining...ok ! fine ! I didn't mean to complain anything at all.....I will keep quite, I hate speaking to my parents....I won't speak unless there is really a need.
I was so stressed n I cried....finally, da 1st time I cried after my arrival in Canada. The bathroom was da best place to hide myself & release all my stress...
mum said : Dad had paid a lot for your studies, you must work hard n dun let us down
mum said : you're a grown-up, you should do all this n that
mum said : take care of your bro
dad said : stop complaining
dad said : this is your own responsibility
my bf said : I dun like my gf always talk abt how sad & depressed she was
my fd said : you were born in Canada, you must preform well, dun worry ! I know you were a clever gal
ok ~ fine ! the whole world is asking me to shut up.....alright, I will shut up n be quite. I will just only express my feelings in Xanga, n that's all.
I've tried to cheer myself up, say possitive n good things to myself, appriciate what I've done & my achievements, praise myself....but I still felt so bad. Why the therory taught in book didn't work?
>>September 12, 2006 at 5:30:11 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】
Food that I've been eating these days
>>September 9, 2006 at 4:22:23 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】
Dad dropped my @ school 1.5 hours earily than when I should be, as he had to pick up our brand new car !!
Hell ! I can't believe that I am so lucky ! I discover that I've lost my student card this morning when I need that to buy books @ my school ~ I was panic ! I freaked out n called my mum to find it in my house, search in vain ! than I checked my school bag 3 times....still couldn't find it. I then sat down and call my bf.....then started to calm down, n though back when I last time saw n used my student card. I guessed I forget to remove the card after I used the photocopy mechine. I went back to the mechine n of cox, the card was disappeared. Having no choice, I went to the student card office n decieded to give it a last try. I asked the lady n luckily a staff got it and returned it to the office ! How lucky I was !
Today lessons were quite fun ^^ First 2 lessons were business ~ I've changed professor & this profeswor spoke more clearly ~ but still, I have difficulties on catching his words....
3rd & 4th lessons are Marketing, this course is taught by a female teacher ~ she's quite nice but a little bit borning as she sometimes treated us as kintergarden kids >.< Made a few fds in this class, I can regonise their faces but can't remember their names >.<
Got home n took a nap.....while some workers were running around my house to have things done ~ I have my deck painted ! but so unluckly that there was a sudden rain !!! SHIT !
Went out to "Chiu Chou Kuen" for dinner ~ my chinese tutor who taught me when I was 3 ~ 5 years old, went up @ out table in da restaurant & say hi to us ! She could even yell out my Chinese correctly !! she had really good memory !!! I can't regonize her at all....
Went to Wal-Mart & Dominions for paper, chocolate milk, walf, ham, snacks & water. When we were in Dominions, the lightenings caused power search .....the whole supermarket went black out for TWICE ! each time duration was abt 3 ~ 5 secs ! quite scary......
I did da vacume myself !! the entire 2nd floor & the family room & stairs as well ! so damn tired ! ~ I also prepare fruits for 'em.....I am so mizing HK as I have a domestic helper there. My hands are no longer beautiful lu >..< hate this !
My home is capable w/ terrible preformance network connection, which is provided by Rogers. I cannot upload big files @ home >.< Therefore, upload this video took a week ago. Anyways, just a short introduction ( a silly one ) of where I'm living.
Can u see what I am trying to capture?
>>September 12, 2006 at 5:26:34 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】
Called Vianne this morning ~ felt a bit better after chatting w/ her. She was studying aboard alone,
tho her sis was there, but it didn't make much difference. I was da lucky one, cox I have my mum living w/ me.
but still, I had a tough time in adaping to the brand new environment.
3rd day school, it seemed better than yesterday. Tho I was late for school again >..<
this was not my fault , my dad was the one who delay me.
First 2 classes are Eng ~ the teacher was a nice & pretty young lady !
She knew that all of us are not that good at Eng n she encouraged us to ask ~ did a journal n left class earlier.
3rd & 4th class was so borning...."Success Student in College" ....I have been falling alseep thr the lessons.....
5,6 th lessons ~ Maths, I guess this was the most enjoyable class. first of all, as I've received enough training on Maths when I was in HK,
2nd, there were 2 guys quite nice, sharing his book w/ me.
Having troubles in getting 2nd book......who can help me? nobody but myself.
Dad asked me 2 wait 45 mins >..< I went to the computer lab to spend my time.
>>September 9, 2006 at 4:37:00 AM GMT+8
2006 年 9 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】
Second day for school~ it was a mess !
my bro's lessons start @ 8 : 25 n he woke up late. luckily he was able to get to school on time.
then my dad drove back, made a few phone calls abt the insurance plan for his ( our ) car n made me late for school >.<
I supposed to have class @ 9 : 50. I arrived school @ 9 : 55, there were tones of ppl waiting for the lift......
the first 2 round I coudn't get into it, the 3rd round, I got into it but the lift couldn't go up! dun know what's da hell is goin' on ! I finally walked up 4 stairs !
I follow the timetable to da classroom where I should be there.
After the lesson started for 10 mins I discover that I was in da wrong class, cox students sitting in da classroom had already complete Marketing Year 1 >.<
They are all Year 2 students. I was so embrrassed......n left the classroom
then I went straight away to the regestration office to find out what's goin' on n I discovered that my timetable has changed !!
I've just checked w/ the same lady @ the regestration office yesterday after school ! n I even checked online last night !
In my lastest timetable, it showed that my first lesson on Wed started @ 8 n ended @ 9 : 45 ! which meant that I've already missed all class that I supposed to have for today !
Damn it !! I was so pizzed off but I knew that being angry won't help.
The lastest timetable was not convinence for me, so I went to 4th floor to talk w/ another lady.
It has been a long wait, I've been waiting for 1 hour for that silly arrangment. A chinese "da chim" ! I really wanna beat him off !
Finally I got my timetable changed so that I dun have to go to school early in da morning @ 8 ~ instead, my earliest class thr out the week is 8 : 55 on Tue.
Also, I've arranged my lessons so that I can have a day off !! Wed whole day off ! cool~
What I was a bit unhappy that I had to study a NO-CREDIT English course as my Eng standard does not meet the requiremnt ! I failed in da fucking assessment test !
this also meant that I have to be extra hard-working in next Sem ~ this sem I'll be doing ESC149 but for normally ppl they should be doing ESC 150 ( 1 credit )
so I have to postpone the ESC 150 to next semester.....that would be tough n I dun wanna lag behind...
Dad picked my up n had lunch @ pizza hut ~ quite good ! I think Pizza hut here is better than in HK
After picked up my bro, we went to downtown to have our OHIP ( ontario health insurance plan / programme ) done
but as we forget to bring the boarding pass & the residency provement , we returned w/o having it done!
Had dinner @ "Sheung Hai yi jar" ~ no mood to eat ! I was always da one who screw things up!
I hate studying.....I guess I am not really keen on studying at all.....I am just trying so hard to get a paper of certification.....
Feeling so bad as I couldn't understand what ppl are saying....really wanna kill myself
can't cry can't tell anybody how bad I feel. Everybody has their own concerns n problems. I dun wanna add stresses on my parents.
I still gotta take care of my younger bro....life sucks....
Even worse, dad had a little crash w/ sby in the Oil station ( not sure how to call those places )
luckily, not a serious / fatel. just a few screaches, but dad gonna pay to the company where he rent the car >.<
大名： yesman
電郵： [email protected] 說： u know what, my first lunch in toronto was in Mcdonald. Now i really love the coffee from Timhorton, we call 老tim
..e+ 識左好多朋友, 好開心..
u know what the only thing i have to complaint is TTC.. XDDD" how come they driving that slow.
講開那間十八番.. d 野上得超慢.. 已經俾我ban 左
有機會一齊出去找野食.. i know some of the steak house are petty good for steak and dessert
McDonald for sure if u are not familiarize w/ Canada. I enjoy having coffee & doughnut in Timhortons too, but the Capputino is a bit 2 sweet>.<
I am not taking TTC, most of the time mum/dad drives me n I am going to learn driving soon.
You like steak & dessert? I like dessert 2 but as I am already gaining too much, I am considering go on diet >.<
I guess there's must be chances that we both in da same city. You are always welcome to leave me email. ( [email protected])
I whould say, I really can't forget what I've been thr be4; they are painful exp, but also lessons for me.
As the fucking Rogers ( ISP ) provides very poor Internet connection I can't go online.
I am using other's computer & that's why I can't type Chinese.
Quick meal @ TinHortons ~ I quite like da Honey doughnut ( it's quite similar to HK's "Dan San")
First day school, I've arrived 15 mins early. I was da 2nd in da classroom.
I've business class from 1: 30 to 3:15, the professer kept using lotz of local things as examples, I have totally no idea what he was saying;
also, he has some kind of Australia accents, it made me even hard to understand, n not to mention he was speaking real fast.
I really wanna fell asleep but I kept my eyes open.
Then it was a 50 mins spear time as I have no lesson. Met a Chinese ( HK ) gal who have been living here since she was 12.
She told me lot n I think she's quite nice. We were trying to get 2nd-hand book as the book fee is damn expensive ! but search in vain
Had computer lesson @ 4:15 .....the professor looked even nervous than da students >.< n he spoke really soft .....
I hope I will do quite good in computer lessons cox it's online self-learning stuff ( the school charges every student $ 70 for a fucking PIN ! )crazy !!
Dad purchased a Toyota !! the basic model ~ CE ! it costs $ 21XX ~ after a long long way of price barganing.
Soon I will be driving this car ! n it's my favourite color ~ Ash grey ! ( actually I prefer shiny black but that model doesn't have this color )
School @ 11: 40 ~ just a little bit late for English class....dun know why I have no mood to do the assignment given on class tho I know it carried 5 % of dialy marks....
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