2006 年 10 月 13 日 星期五 【晴】

尋晚凌晨4 點先訓 ~ 好開心可以同 Nana 傾 MSN ! 希望 A-level 唔會令你太 stressed out la ~"~

10 點 30 分 ~ Ken 打黎叫醒我 ~ 傾左陣 ^^ 他面紅 + 耳仔紅 ~ haha ! 傾到 12 點終於肯離開張床，食左早餐 ~ 之後 2 點又食 lunch >..< 好飽 !

Ken hup 著左，我 thr MSN 不斷咁叫佢唔好訓住先 la * 除 con 先訓.....但由 2 點叫到 4 點半都唔醒 >..< wear 住 cons 訓唔好嫁嘛 .......之後 5點幾又醒左，同我傾到 6 點幾 ~ during 佢訓著的時候，我就溫 Eng grammar .....很難呢 ! adverbial conjunction ? subordinating conjunction? helping verb ? participle phrase? 唉....我淨係識 subject, verb, object 咋 >.< 唔好俾 d 咁難 ge野我學 la !

搵到之前 Ivan 幫我化 tan look + smokey 的相 ~* 依家唔使化都好 tan~ haha

化妝真是需要時間去學，去練；還記得，２００４年的時候，我的化妝技巧差到。。‧‧大家有目共睹；依家雖然仲有好多地方可以改善，但相比起以前來說，已經進步了不少呢！

They look pretty !!

2006 年 10 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： 流浪魔術師
電郵： [email protected]
說： Baby…很高興你都還記得我…好可能不久我會來找你…我下年會考空中少爺了…希望來加拿大時你己經大個女啦…還記得我隻狗狗嘛？因為我跟女友分手後賣左了…最近發現牠去世了…不開心了一陣子…

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嗯嗯～＊我謹在此預祝你考試成功喇！你有信心嗎？？點解會想做空少ｇｅ？
我成日都叫人買或收養寵物的時候要三思呢，特別係同另一半一齊養的寵物，好多都會落得咁ｇｅ下場。我聽到都唔開心，不過．．．．唉～＊唔好有下次　ｌａ＊我都知你唔係有心唔要佢ｇｅ．．．
ｐｓ　唔好叫我做ｂａｂｙ喇，你叫番我做ｃｉｎｄｙ喇。唔費事人地有誤會喇，ｔｈｘ＊

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黑色星期五

had a really bad day.......一朝早，baby打黎叫我起身。沖左個涼落去食早餐 ~ 食完就換衫番學。個樣好殘呢 ~ 因為尋晚溫 business 溫到 3 點幾 >.< 去左 computer lab 上左陣 online course ~ 之後上 business，一開波就 test ! 好快有成績 ~ 15 /16 which is 94 % 都唔差 ge ! 尋晚的努力是值得的 !

寫信俾 maggie ~ 俾 d 紙介親手 >.< 加拿大呢度好大風，又 dry 我勁搽 cream 勁飲水都係好乾 @@ 好易介損手 !

早左 1 個鐘落堂 ~ 又去 computer lab 上 online course......我的努力好像有點嚇「姪」了 annie & steven >..<

一齊上 marketing ~ 今日個 prof 更年期 ....oh no! 上上下堂無喇喇隻 con 移位，係隻眼入面摺埋左 and 唔見左 >.< 整左好耐都整唔番出黎，入去 toilet 整，終於整左出黎。我 throw 左隻 con ( 因為係 1-day 的 ) 淨係左眼有 cons ~ 咁樣睇野好辛苦 !

落左堂 ~ annie & steven 去食野，我自己 insist 留係學校果度上 online course....唉 ~ 今日隻眼唔適服，個人呢排又殘到鬼咁，邊度都冇心機去。我想快快手手搞掂晒所有 ICA (電腦) 的 test ~ 到時到 sem 尾就唔使咁擔心嘛 ! 我唔係有心唔想同佢地一齊去食下野，玩下咁；但係真係想做左正經野先去玩．．．．同埋呢，加拿大呢度真係好ｘ悶．．．

 Annie 今日話我對自己要求好高，其實唔高嫁喇 ~ 相比起我中 1 ~ 中3的年代，我稱果段時間係自己的「黃金歲月」我睇怕都幾難可以番番去有以前果個 level 的鬥心 and 果團火 ! 希望我係未來的路，會有人生的 breakthrough ~ 到我死的時候，我最引以為榮的唔單單只係我中一至三的少少 achievement ! 講到尾，對自己要求高，都係希望可以搵到一份好工，過到豐足富裕的生活，嫁個好男人，最終的目的係令身邊的人羨慕我甚至以我為目標 / 假想敵。能夠成為人地的假想敵係我的榮幸 !

ps. Ken 講得 arm~做人太過有禮貌，真係會「人善被人欺」。我一片好心去提一個 ex ~ 唔想見到佢再唔開心，點知俾佢的現任女友十分之不友善咁對待。我話我自己「身家清白，你鐘意就起我底」唔係因為我覺得自己好重要，只係我知道你同佢剛剛復合，我唔想你又亂諗野；我唔解釋「第三者」係講緊邊個，係因為已經係過去的事，我唔肯定佢想唔想你知，所以我覺得事實唔應該由我把口講出黎，亦都費事有人覺得我係度離間緊你地兩個。我唔係怕左你而 offline，只係我 block 左佢的 a/c ~ 斷絕左以後同佢的 contact，等你可以 have a peace of mind。fine ~ 我唔係你邊個，唔需要受你氣。只係想講一句，雖然你細過我，但唔該你自己學下點樣尊重自己尊重別人；唔需要動輒就爆晒粗，係日記上面大大隻字去辱罵人。你相信「因果報應」嗎？為自己好好積點福吧！

誰是誰非？http://www.xanga.com/cindy_810

以下圖片有驚嚇成份，兒童不宜觀看。

自從黎左加拿大之後，­腳爭就不斷「爆拆」~ 我依家用 hand cream 搽腳 >< 希望可以好番 la ! 我­要滑滑的腳爭 ar !

2006 年 10 月 11 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： Miguel
電郵： [email protected]
說： Baby重記得我嘛！今晚突然想起你…好嘛？見你有新男友…祝你有個好開始呢！珍重

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很 surprise 你還記得我呢 ~嗯＊近來生活也算不錯吧．．．．唉＊永遠也沒法子能夠過理想的生活．．．．因為人是不會滿足嘛～
我和男朋友的感情尚算穩定吧～希望沒有什麼大問題．．．

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今朝學校有防火演習，不過果陣時未番學所以唔使 ^^

11 番到去 computer lab 整埋個 project 的 word credit page ( bibliorgraphy )

Eng class 玩遊戲 ~ 學 grammar....我 d grammar 還是很差呢 ! 有 chocolate 食 ~ 呢度 d prof 好鐘意無喇喇請野我地食 ! little treats ~

早左落堂去左 computer lab 整 cover  ~ thx Steven 4 helping me out ! 打左俾 Ken 2 次但都 divert 左去 vmail.....佢好少唔聽電話 ~ 唔知咩事呢 ? ( 事後知道原來佢累得濟訓左 >.<" )

1: 25 上 ssc ~ 個 teacher 好無聊，將個 test 安排係 @ the end of the class，我地迫住要聽書。個 test 得 15 條 MC 但差不多無一條我係知道佢想問咩野 ge >.<

去左 computer lab ，打左俾 KEN 傾左陣~今日有 d 唔開心 ge 野發生，令到佢個人都 down down 地.....人係有感情，有脾氣的.....雖然係咁，但佢都好體諒我，知道我有野要係學校做，所以收左線俾我靜靜地上 online course ~ 點知有個變態台灣叔叔想溝我 >.< 諗起都驚驚地 ! 以後有 strangers come up & wanna talk 2 me 我唔會應佢地 !!

Maths test ~ 今日好齊人 ar ! 哈哈 ! 平時邊有咁多人上堂 ?! 個 test 都 ok easy la* 有 10 題 ~ 用左 45 mins 去做 + double check ~ 我係第  2 個 left classroom 的 ~ 因為我一向都唔鐘意做第 1 個企起身走果個 >.< 我希望有 full marks la~無都要起碼 90 % !

放學的時候 ~ 大概 4 點半，highway 7 果度突然飄雪.....好壯觀呢 ! 番到去同佢玩 cam........Ken 教左我好多做人的道理.....sorry，係佢心情咁差的情況底下令佢擔心，我真是一個不合格的女朋友 >.<

baby，我知道你對自己要求高；但都無可以一步登天的！對自己有要求係好～我都好鐘意你上進的性格，但上進還上進，要俾ｄ空間自己喘息～其實，你已經比起好多唔諗未來的小朋友好嫁喇！咁當然咁，男人到左你的年紀，唔再係細路仔，要真係好認真咁去考慮將來的路要點樣行。我知道你想專心係事業上，我唯一可以做到的就係令係唔好咁擔心我．．．．等你可以全心全意 focus 係事業上面 w/o holding back yourself !

睇左某人的 xanga ~ 知道左佢呢幾日發生咩野事。我對佢已經無晒耐性了，佢唔開心想搵人傾就搵我，又話下左決心唔番番轉頭，因為知道失去的另一半其實唔 arm 自己；依家又做咁多野 tum 番人地。唉 ~ 我都無眼睇 ! 你話我係有偏見 ( 因為之前佢係第 3 者 ) 又或者咩野都好喇 ~ 總之我唔想再理你既野，第日唔開心的時候唔好搵我" sun "

夾起晒 d 頭髮總係好似怪怪的 >..<

2006 年 10 月 10 日 星期二 【晴】

大名： Eric
電郵： [email protected]
說： hi! 你好～ 偶然係 forum 睇倒你 diary 既 link~ 你 D 好靚呀! 唔知係唔係香港黎既呢? 係邊度影架? (我是個喜歡睇相和相片創作的人!) nice to meet u~

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我現在身在加拿大，近期的相片是在加拿大拍的。
請問介唔介意講你係邊個ｆｏｒｕｍ搵到我日記的ｌｉｎｋ？

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大名： ABC
電郵： [email protected]
說： 上面張相影到你好似言成旭.........

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話我似言承旭都唔係第一次嫁ｌａ＞．＜咁我不嬲都知自己個樣有ｄ角度似男仔～

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頭痛到爆 !

尋晚做 SSC 的 project 做到 5 點幾....終於嘔左個 report 俾佢。我 2 am 開始同 Ken 玩 cam ~ 佢今日太早起身，好累，所以就訓住咁睇我做 project ~ 一路做，做到 5 am ~ 本身打算睇晒 3 篇 articel 搵晒重點就算，到時叫醒 ar Ken；不過佢隻懶訓豬，叫唔醒～咁我又唔放心怕星期３做唔晒，最後都係寫埋個 report ! 差不多寫完的時候叫佢，佢係 cam 見到我個殘樣 ~ 話佢好心痛.....果下有 dd 想喊添 >.< 佢用 d 好惡的語氣叫我唔好再做 ~ 即刻上床訓覺。最後我寫晒 3 pages save 好就訓 ~ 我將個 laptop 擺係床邊，佢睇住我訓覺個樣 ^^ 雖然 wear 住個 headphone 唔可以轉來轉去咁訓，但係好開心.......好快就訓左.......

今朝 11 點幾起身 ~ 一起身就聽到 Ken 把聲 ~ 感覺真好呢 ! 哈哈 ! 我發覺完來我一點也不反訓，因為個 headphone 仲係原封不動咁係我個頭上面 ^^

係我未醒得晒的時候，講左我以前 d medical history 俾佢知......佢都體諒我，但佢唔想我 go 4 果隻藥 ( 我依家未 start to take 果隻藥，因為 side-effect 係 increase of opportunities of having liver cancer....)

我一邊食住媽咪住的 pasta，一邊同佢傾。我知道佢好想快 d 可以搵多 d 錢，咁又係 ge* 男人以事業為重嘛 ! 我以一個 client 的身份， discuss 到底 what's da most important thing for a hair stylist......結論係 :

1) 時間控制 ( time managment )

2) 個人形象 ( how to present yourself )

3) 溝通技巧 ( consultation skills )

技術係其中一樣，不過不是這麼重要。

好開心可以分擔到少少佢的 worries.....我希望佢感覺到我與他同在吧 !

之後大家傾下大家的性格 ~ 佢覺得我是一個「目中無人」但又「無自信」的女仔 ^^ 我鐘意的時候，我會好珍惜果樣野 ~ 我唔鐘意的時候，我放棄不特止，仲會好厭棄果樣野.....佢又講中左我好多心底話......原來佢咁了解我 ? 定係我容易被人了解 ?

又討論下鐘意咩野 colour 代表咩野性格.....成日著黑白色的人其實是沒有自信的，因為他們怕著其他顏色自己會襯唔起 ; 愛 purple 的人是注重感覺和浪漫主義者。Ken 話佢鐘意我著密頭 ge 鞋 wor......um....收到 ^^ 

因為我和他也是巨蟹座，所以性格也頗相似呢 ! 在愛情方面，我和他也是一樣，當幸福快樂的時候，不會計較付出和誰愛誰多一些；但當感情當中有問題發生，巨蟹座的我們就會開始思想是否應該繼續下去；若然要不斷付出但又不清楚對方的意向，巨蟹座是會放棄的。

我同佢 1 齊左 2 個月 ~我開始同佢的說話的語氣有點相似了 >.< ( 我把 2 個月紀念說成了 2 週年紀念 .....)

4 pm sth  ~ 我哄他去訓覺，而自己就繼續努力溫書....mid-term 了 >.<

好大風，好大雨，個天好暗，整日個人個頭都痛到死 >.< 浮下浮下咁，好似 arm arm 落左船的感覺。仲要出門口幫媽咪執番俾風吹走左的 grabbish bin >..< 唉......看來我快要病病了 ~ 求求個天俾我挨埋接下來的 mid-term 先病.....好嗎 ?

唔夠訓真係好辛苦 >..< 但好幸福 ~^^

2006 年 10 月 9 日 星期一 【晴】

大名： kiki
電郵： [email protected]
說： halo，我路過架..
你戴dior耳環果張相有d似abc..
仲有隻lip gloss隻色幾靚，咩牌子同咩色黎架?

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ｌｉｐ　ｇｌｏｓｓ係透明的～＊係Ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ　ｌｉｐ　ｂａｌｍ。如果無記錯應該係＄１１０～７ｍｌ

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大名： 路人丙
電郵： [email protected]

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early class @ 8 : 55 ~ after 3 days of hoildays, I am so so so damn lazy...dun wanna get up

Ken called me @ 7 : 30 to make sure I was awake. Had 2 pieces of bread w/ syrup&peanut butter !! n ham on top !

Went to school w/ my laptop ~ it's heavy......n the wireless adapter built in of my laptop is kinda weak >.< The reason why I took my laptop to school was becox I couldn't go to a site called ProQest which was related to my homework....so I must have it fixed. However, the technical assistant couldn't fix it also.....I was so disappointed....>.< which ment that I have to go to school when ever I wanna took the online courses ! sigh !

Spend the 1-hour break from 10 : 40 to 11:40 in the computer lab, having online lessons on Word. Thanks Steven for buying me a French Vanilla coffee from Tim Hortons ~

11 : 40 business class. The prof remembered my name ~ he also asked me how's goin' on w/ my Eng tutorials....um....I have been so busy these days, so didn't go to the tutorials class for 2 weeks>.< sigh ! why I am always messing up my thing? n not making good use of my time?

1 : 30 went to the computer test room, took the ICA test 2 on Word. got 85 % ( 70 % is the passing mark )

2 sth ~ went down to the computer lab again, this time I was focusing on the SSC project, which is due on 12 OCT >.< The " Research on tutorials "....I've spent nearly 4 hours on that......so tired >.< Steven & Annie came to join me @ 3 sth n we did the same thing together.....thanks Ken for keeping me awake when he called me, also, he was so understanding n didn't ask me to chat for long ~"~

Steven drove us to Hillquest mall . we planned to have KFC cox today is Tunnie Tuesday ( some sort of promotion ) but we couldn't find KFC in da huge damn Hillquest mall >..< we all hadn't have lunch yet n it was almost 7 pm ! We ended up in loblaws n buy sth to eat, but as my mum had prepared dinner @ 7 , so I didn't eat anything la......Bought chocolate biscuites in Loblaws ~ the left hand side is the previous one, the right hand side is the one I purchased today. I like the pervious one better, but I dun mean the new one isn't good.

Mum bought a hazelnut cheese cake in 大統華...it's a bit 2 sweet >.< we had a plentiful dinner tonight !

就快 mid-term 了 ~ 100 個 worries >.< this week n next week are mid-term week >.< 5 mid-terms coming up & 1 quiz & 1 project......

sometimes, I feel that I am an idiot...it seem that I am the only one who wanna keep close to my fds, but they actually dun wanna spend time on me......

2006 年 10 月 8 日 星期日 【晴】

大名： 藍雪糕
電郵： [email protected]
說： 睇泥你去到Canada生活都過得好happy bor^0^ 同d classmate熟左未呀??影多d校園相比我哋睇la~呀!我有個提意,不如養返隻大狗la~你咁like大狗,養狗真係好開心ga!我有隻yorkshire terrier己經養左9年lu~佢好醒目ga!識睇我同屋企人嘅眉頭眼額.
祝你學業進步la~(連自己都覺得好老土!haha^^but衷心ga!) byebye!!

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依家都係同番ｄ中國人熟少少～至於ｌｏｃａｌ呢．．．就無ａｒ＞．＜我冇係學校影相係唔想人地知道我讀邊間學校。以前就係因為太多網上的人知道我讀邊間中學，令到我有好多麻煩～所以．．．．唔好意思呢．．．唔可以影ｄ學校的相。但或者遲下可以影下上堂的時候我同
ｄ同學ｇｅ合照！
我好鐘意狗嫁～特別係大狗！係ｈｋ的時候我已經ｎａｇ我媽咪買狗狗俾我～就算唔係買，而係去領養都好！但係我媽咪好怕狗～佢話除非我自己搬出黎住先可以養；ａｌｓｏ，我大概３年後就會回港工作（照計劃的話）若我係加拿大買左隻狗，到時會好麻煩，要搞好多手續先可以將狗狗運番ｈｋ＊到時狗狗又辛苦～
對唷！狗狗是很聰明的動物～很窩心的！難怪主人會同狗仔建立到同人１樣咁深的感情！希望你隻狗狗健健康康ｌａ＊某程度上，我一直都無養狗其中一個原因係我接受唔到狗狗終有１日會離開我＞．＜

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Thanks giving day !

尋晚 7 點先訓 ~ 應該話係今朝 7 點至 arm >.< " 唉......唔知發生咩野事。不過，好難得有 long-weekend ~ 如果唔係我打死都唔會咁。11 點幾俾媽咪嘈醒 ~ 佢話去食拉麵 wor ! 去左富食街，係 parking lot 見到有 2 隻狗狗俾人困左係車度 ~ 好奇心驅使下行埋去影左相 ^^

食日本野 ~ not bad ! 埋單 $ 26 ~ 平均 $ 9  位.....其實都有 d 貴.....為起 ~HKD $ 60 一位啵 >.< 又唔係 d 咩野好特別 ge 野 ! 所以係 canada 我都好少出街食野 ~因為實在太貴了 !!

去 domainions ~ 點知 close 左 >.< 入油 ~ 84.9 都要照入 >.<

番屋企 ~ 4 點 lu 已經 ! 開始做 SSC 功課，點知因為 d 電腦野所以做唔到......晏 d 大概 6 點幾 ~ Ivan 黎左，幫我整電腦。最後都整唔到......同佢一齊聽 ipod.....傾下計 ~ 食下飯 ~ 咁又一日 ! 今日真係無做過野咁濟 >.<" the rest of the week 要努力 d la !

10 點叫醒 Ken 番工 ~ 係佢番工之前同佢玩左 30 mins cam....^^我是 1 個人肉鬧 " 鐘 " le~ haha!

2006 年 10 月 7 日 星期六 【晴】

尋晚好夜先訓 ~ 我估5 / 6 點呱 ?! 今朝 11 點醒左 ~ 食早餐 ~ 之後打俾 Ken ......快快手沖個涼趕住出門口睇 piano ! 落到去 East breffer clip ( 唔識串 ) 70 號果度睇 ~ 點知間野 close 左.....咁 arm 個 owner 有事行開左 >.< 我到的時候係 1 : 00 ~ 佢張 memo 話 2 : 30 先番 ! 打俾佢 ~ 佢問我想買咩野 ~ 我話想要 yahama U3 2nd hand ~ 20 年內。佢話上次我睇果 3 隻 U3 都賣晒 ! 傻嫁 ! 唯有等下個星期佢番貨先 law >..<

番屋企 ~ 食 d 野~ 打俾 Ken。哈哈 ! 我勁叻 ~ 我一聽就知佢落左街食野 ! 我叫佢番到屋企打俾我 ~ 佢同佢 flatmate 嘈......搞到佢個人好躁底.....之後同我玩 cam 的時候都無心機。無咩點講過野 ~ tum 佢 tum 到 5 點佢先肯訓......佢臨訓之前話 3 年後會請我去 aus 旅行 ! haha ~ 真的嗎 ? 聽住先 la *

本身今日 steven 話去睇戲 ~ but佢有事唔得閒，所以最後無去到。留係屋企做下數，唉....仲有好多野未做...其實都係唔好出去玩。。。‧‧

個人躁躁地，自己響度發自己脾氣，跟住就撞親隻腳 ~ 抵死 ! 明明過話唔再為左果個人而炆嫁嘛 ~ 應承過自己 ge 野又做唔到 !

依家我個 aunt 一家人暫時 stay係我 home 幾日~點知今晚無喇喇佢地又帶多左 1 個 3 唔識 7 的人黎 ! 話住係我屋企 1 晚 >..< 仲要係我 online take 緊 maths test 的時候走入我房同我吹水 ＠＠"

Ken 今日好忙 ~ 尋晚又夜訓 ~ 搞到剪親手 >.< 心痛死了 ! 不過佢多客都係 1 年好事黎 ge^^

2006 年 10 月 6 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： A. Bo *
電郵： [email protected]
說： Hmmm .. 其實要你咁樣逐隻字打出黎教我化都真係幾難 : (
我諗我都係正正經經上果 d 化妝品果 d course 好喇 : )
多謝你咁肯教我啊 cindy : )
丫 , 有冇邊間 d course 比較好嫁 ?
點樣先知佢有冇 course 呢 ?

我仲讀緊 Bio + Chem + CA + Math & Stat. 啊 ! 其實有就有既 ,
不過係呢間學校又無咩感情 , 我諗我都係唔去喇
去到咪又係係度鬥靚 d 人 -___-"

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依家有好多化妝ｃｏｕｒｓｅ　ｐｒｏｖｉｄｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｄ　化妝品公司～ｅｇ．　ｓｈｕ　ｕｍｍｅｒ／ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ／ｂｏｂｂｉ　ｂｒｏｗｎ．．．．仲有其他的，你可以係經過的時候留意下ｏｒ問一問。多數要你俾大概＄１５０～２５０做預約費，你上完堂之後可以用預約費買番果間公司ｇｅ野（唔肯定係唔係所有公司都係咁～但ｃｌｉｎｉｑｕｅ就１定係！因為我試過～）
嗯＊咁唔想去咪唔去ｌａｗ＊無咩所謂ｇｅ～ｇｒａｄ　ｄｉｎ真係影相ａｒ，玩下ａｒ～多過真正多謝ｄ　ｔｅａｃｈｅｒｓ＞．＜

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Woke up 9 : 45 this morning, took a bath n applyed some make up. Went to Bayview & Major Mac to have a talk w/ our potential piano teacher.
I asked questions abt how to get a diploma in piano. It's a long way to go, many exams have to be passed. The worst part is that I have to take theory.....
that's what I hate the most ! The world is so damn small, the teacher is my headmaster's elder bro !!! >...< He gave me a good offer ~ $ 60 CAD for 1 hour.....very very good deal !
cox in HK, if you wanna take diploma lessons, it might take you $600 ~ 800 or even more for 1 hour !
Anyways, tho the price was very attractive, I still wanna think twice be4 I make any decision ! Academic work was intensive enough and lotz of reading that I could hardly handle......but I know 事在人為 ! 有冇時間都係睇我自己點樣 arrange 姐.......

went to 美心 ( near my home ) had lunch ~ recorded a video for Ken. back home @ 2 pm n went online sent the video to him ^^ 尋晚我 install 左個 sony 的 webcam ~ 點知炒左我本身有的內置 webcam.....WTF !

sth out of my expectation happened ! a fd who have borrowed money form me a year ago, suddenly reach me in MSN n said that he wanna return money to me......well, 我已經唔記得左 la.....but 如果依家有番 $ 1000 的話，我估都夠我係加拿大挨多幾個月，起碼我可以食 lunch 嘛 >..<"

Ken 唔鐘意我去玩 ~ 尋日同佢提起我可能係人地屋企過夜 ( 成班人果隻 ~ not 孤男寡女 ) ，佢都嬲左我成日 >..< 唉 ! 男人就係咁嫁喇 ~ 表面就講到自己好大方，好通情達理，但最後都係會介意的 ! 真的不敢想像我唔係淨係講下咁簡單.....如果我真係做.....都唔知佢會點 ! anyways ，我知道 Ken 都係緊張我先唔想我玩到咁夜.....嗯 ~ 都係留番係 hk 的時候先玩耐 d 喇 ! 哈哈 ! 因為佢會睇住我嘛 ^^

夜晚去左一個住 shearphed 的 uncle 屋企食 thanks giving 餐 ~ 有火雞 ! 買左個 cake 去 ~ 唔好兩手空空嘛 ^^ 個 cake 甜左 d but d haezelnut 好好食 !

玩左隻 fox 好耐 ~* 初頭好驚嫁 ! 最後擺左上頸玩 ^^

Ken 話我塊面肥左好多.....um.....我都覺 >.<

2006 年 10 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

Thx Steven drove me to school & home ~ so nice ^^

我姨姨係 vancouver 落左黎 toronto ~ 住係我屋企幾日 >..<

Watch 獨家試愛.....cry and cry.......so wanna cry........一個人的心入面真的可以愛著兩個人嗎 ? 其實某程度上，如果可以擁有兩個，一個係老公 / 老婆 + 另一個可以 compansate 到自己的另一半不足之處，真係好好。但.....同時又好痛苦.........好記得，當我知道 ex ex bf 有第 2 個的時候係幾咁心痛。我寧願佢同我拍左一日拖就同我講分手，好過俾我發現到.......過去的痛，我忘記唔到。

過左黎加拿大之後，好似無左以前果種無喇喇 down 的感覺。但唔知點解，呢排又係咁。到底發生咩野事 ar  ? 有咩令到我咁擔心 ? baby.....好想快 d 見到你........仲有，好掛住 hk 的朋友.......

我真是一個反叛的人；以前電腦唔係房，因為父母擔心我靜雞雞玩電腦會玩到好夜，但依家我電腦係房，我好少玩到好夜，有時甚至成晚都唔開電腦；以前唔俾化妝番學，條裙短少少都俾人捉，依家無校規限制外表，但我唔係日日化妝番學，打扮更加係ｃａｓｕａｌ到唔ｃａｓｕａｌ．．．牛仔褲＋衛衣＋人字拖。。‧‧

誰人待我差　待我好？

今天說 很愛我 那明天呢?

沒有人能保證愛到永遠

縱使這兩個月來好像沒有什麼大波折，兩人相處也很快樂；我感覺到他關心我，我也知道他在我心目中佔了不少位置。話雖如此，誰能保證明天會怎樣呢？還記得以前，我說我很愛「他」，失戀的時候多麼的失落，但現在也不是正正常常地過活？

任誰說很愛我也好，我再也不會感動，再也不會相信美麗的謊言。

2006 年 10 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： Fd*
電郵： [email protected]
說： 淑女飲野時,手掙不應掂到OR放上張桌....

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Thanks for telling me ~ I will remember ga la !

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好唔好再學番琴呢 ? 我學琴....講真，不是為了興趣。只不過，是為了多一種技能好讓我能糊口而已。這是否侮辱了音樂呢 ? 音樂，是一種很高尚的東西，我這種人太世俗了，永遠也不能達到音樂最高的境界。

人生在世，有很多東西也不如意，有多少件事真的能順自己的意呢 ? 既然畢業後大概也要做一些自己不喜歡做的事，要為了生活看人面口，那麼教琴也不是一件太差的事。至少，時間方面會 flexible 一點，錢也不算少 ....現在要做的是完成 Grade 8 的 theory and 演奏級再教埋個教師牌......我是否有 play the piano 的天份呢 ?!

酒....已經成為了我生命的一部份。上了癮。。‧‧係加拿大呢度無得飲.....我 sware ! 我番到 hk 要大飲特飲 ! ^^