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2006 年 10 月 3 日 星期二 【晴】 woke up @ 10 : 40 ~ Ken promised to call me @ 9 ga >..< Today was a rainny day, no mood >..< start study while playing webcam w/ him, I showed him some pic I've took be4, he said that I was 「清純」 >..< hahah ~ fine ! I was not 「清純」now......
he's so quite n look @ me when I was studying.....3 : 00 I hurried him to go do bed.....I turnned off the cam . I though he was asleep but he called me @ 3 : 30 >..<" we had covered some serious issues, eg seek for work, future life ect. finally he hung up @ 3 : 40 ..... Had "lunch" ~ mum prepared Cheese + mushroom + ham pasta....^^ 之前跳水整親條腰,依家又好似有 d d 痛痛地 ~ 係我自己「營」住定係唔覺意整親呢 ? 唔知點解,我的情緒總是咁易受人影響 ! 唔得 ! 我要專心 d ~ focus on what will BENEFIT 自己.....
>>October 5, 2006 at 1:40:49 AM GMT+8 2006 年 10 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】
>>October 5, 2006 at 1:35:31 AM GMT+8 2006 年 10 月 1 日 星期日 【晴】 11 : 10 ~ Eng tutorial. My teacher, Joanne, is a nice gal ~ we talked a lot again >..< not really focusing on Grammar stuff, but that's fine ! 11: 40 had Eng lessons, did a journal @ the very beginning of the class, then had the grammar test. I guess I did fine. The socre was released very fast, 2 : 30 n I got my grade back, 85 % ~ not bad but I should be able to do better ! 1 : 00 called Ken, my phone card was gone used up >..< needa buy a new one..... Went to First Markham to buy long-d phone card. before that, an incident happened n made me & Ken had a little hard time. He asked his bro to come to school n drive me to First Markham, but my fds come ( I was talking on phone so I've missed my fd's sms n I didn't know they were coming to pick me up) When my fds arrived I jumped on their car, this was where the whole thing began. I SHOULDNT get on the car @ that moment or I should had called Ken right away. I phoned his bro telling him no need to come but I dun know why, may be I didn't make it clear enough n he finally did come to school.....then he called me & I said I was already gone. I was so sorry abt this....I always couldn't handle things properly.....I really hate myself ! so fucking useless...... Had 羊腩麵 for lunch ~ thx Annie for buying me drink ! 維他奶 was damn expensive in Canada >..< 3 : 00 went back school ~ had Marketing lessons.....not in mood...still thinking abt Ken....so sorry for that. Tho he pretend to be nth n said nvm....but I deeply felt so bad. Got 98 % in the Marketing test 2, not bad.....hope I can keep it up ! class ended @ 4 : 30 ~ but mum arrived @ 5 : 15 ~ while I was waiting here outside my school, there were bugs everywhere .......Gross !
Traffic jam in High Way 7 ~
The sun was so damn bright !
>>October 3, 2006 at 3:28:45 AM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】
Woke up @ 10 : 25 by Ken's call, then I kept sleeping until 11: 50 cox he called again. I had some breakfast then chatted w/ him 4 awhile. Ken asked his friend, Peter, to give me a ride & a hair cut when he go to Canada. Ken also stressed that no speeding cox I was so damn afraid of dangerous driving. 「你 cut lane 要打燈,仲要睇清楚無車先 cut 過去,唔好無喇喇 cut 嚇親我女朋友 ar ! 」when he knew that I gotta do gardening, he told his fd「以我同你既交情,唔係幫佢剪草都唔得ar ?」~ 我覺得 Ken 真係好錫我,唔係普通果隻 ^^好多野佢都幫我諗埋,我真係無諗過佢會對我咁好 ! 1 : 55 had lunch ~ then went out to the front yard to remove 野草......很累 >...< 好彩太陽唔係好晒 ! 整整下的時候,有隻 bumble bee 飛埋黎細佬到.......佢企定定唔敢郁,隻野好耐都唔肯飛走,咁我行埋去,隻野就飛落我度,我細佬就走開左........但隻野勁癡住我,我不斷咁尖叫,最後都係逃跑左 ( 雖然我知道唔應該跑 ) Ken 一路同我傾住電話,我 d 尖叫聲令佢差不多聾左 @@ 我戴左手套不過都係起左水泡,仲要穿埋添 >..< 好痛好痛好痛....痛到想喊 ! 整左接近 1 個 hour 就番屋企 ~
Bought a new bike in Canadian tire ! 16" I guess ~ it was $ 199 plus tax.....near $ 1600 HKD ! crazy......it reminded me how I got hurt when I rode bicycle @ 5. Got a halmet ( blue ) & protection pads for knees n albowls. The bike was 2 big n couldn't fit into the trunk , tho back seats were already laid down. After "fighting" w/ the bike for 10 mins, 2 guys who were sitting in the car @ the parking lot went over n helped us ~ the trunk door couldn't close well but we used strings to tie it tight......hopefully , the door won't go up & down during the ride. Went to 好景, a chinese owned supermarket for fresh fruit ! then drove back home. Gave a little try on the bike w/in the area I lived. Felt good, but my hands were pain due to this morning's garden work, so I didn't enjoy much while riding on the bike. Ken 會因為一 d 好小的事而唔開心 ~ 但我明白 ge ! 相隔兩地,對好多野係敏感 d ge....我會小心做好自己,唔想佢亂諗野。 >>October 1, 2006 at 10:54:56 PM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 29 日 星期五 【晴】
10 : 30 醒左 ~ 等 Ken 電話。係張床等到 11 點終於起身,沖個涼 11 : 45 分出門口。先先去左 Canadian Tire 果度睇 d gardening 既野,想買雪剷但睇唔 arm ~ 因為 1 係就太重 ( 未擺 snow 已經咁重....) ,一係就太短 >.< 揀左盞燈 for dinning room ~ 之後去 Loblaws ~ 唔知係唔夠訓定係隻 con 整住對眼,總之個人就躁躁地。無咩心機行 supermarket.....見到 Ralf lauran 的 bath towel 有減價 ( 係門口 display ) 點知入到去搵極都搵唔到 ; 問果度 d staff 佢地又帶唔到我搵 ! 激死人 ! 呢個時候 Ken 打俾我 ~ 佢呢排心情都好似麻麻呢 ! >..< 佢成日都擔心我會俾其他人溝左去 ~ 唉 ! 邊有咁易呢 ?! 我唔識 tum 人 ~ 唉......講極佢好似無咩用咁 ..... 去左屋企附近的粥家莊食野 ~ 3 個人 $ 14 ! 呢度 d 野真係貴 ~ GST + PST 仲要加一 ! 傻嫁 ! 勁炆囉 ! 我隻鞋 stick 左 chewing gum 搞到架車入面張 carpet dirty 左 ! 整左好耐都整唔 lug ~ 仲同媽咪嗌大交 ! 呢排成 x 日都同媽咪嘈,愈嘈愈勁.....我有好幾次真係想爆晒粗,好彩我都仲叫做控制到自己...... >>October 1, 2006 at 3:47:25 PM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 28 日 星期四 【晴】 chatted w/ Ken yesterday night for a long time ~ 好滿足 ! 有少少 breakthrough ~ 平時用開眼線筆 ge 我今日用水整濕少少眼線掃 ~ 沾黑色的眼影當眼線用.......還需要多加練習 le !
媽咪 drove me school 的時候 took ge ^^ 好鬼死晒 ar >..<
11 : 10 回校上 tutorial ~ 我要補英文呢 ! 因為實在 preform 得太差了 ! 而且改善英文是我在 Canada 讀書的其中 1 個 main reason ~ teacher 好後生,我估佢得 24 歲左右 ~ 少少 gothic 打扮,都幾靚女 ^^ 佢 go thr 左我 d essay ,話我 d grammar 唔算太差,係 vocab 差 dd 同埋 aritical 用得唔恰當。其實我覺得自己 grammar 好差嫁 ! 都唔知點解佢覺得我無問題 >...< 佢問我黎左加拿大幾耐,我答佢 1 個月 ~ 佢唔信囉 ! 我問佢點先可以寫到有 transition 的essay ~ 佢話 : 都係靠 reading >...<唉......我都知 ! 但我真是很討厭 read english books..... 仆街喇....講講下,過晒鐘上堂。我見到佢隻 watch strike 正 12 : 00 ! but 我 1 st class 4 today 應該係 11 : 40 上 business ~ 仲要係 test 添 ! 我拿拿聲執野走,仆左上去上堂。入到 classroom d 人已經走左 d.....個個都用好奇怪的眼光望住我 >.< 瘀爆 ! ! 我同個 prof 解釋,佢唔信;叫我落去問個 tutor 囉張 notes 2 prove .....拿拿聲奔落去,囉張 notes ~好彩佢最後都俾我 take 個 test ! 佢 arrange 我去佢的 office 做,做完之後即刻對。22 / 25 ~ 姐係 88 % 都唔錯喇 ! 睇黎我呢個 sem 的GPA 雖然 keep 唔到 4.0但都應該唔太差呱 ?! 個 prof 又同我傾下計咁,問我係邊度黎,我答佢我係 hk 黎 ge ~ 佢問我黎左幾耐,我話 : 1 個月囉 ~ 佢又唔信囉 ! 都唔知點解 d 人成日都唔信我只係黎左 1 個月 ~ mug 我適應得好好咩 ? 我又唔覺 law >...< 之後又問左我 d 野,知道左我係 CBC...... 咁早放人無咩地方好去,去左 computer lab 坐 ; 同 steven & annie 睇 criss angel 的 movie clip posted in Youtube....其中有幾個 demonstration 嚇到我震晒 ! 之後又睇左 scary movie 3 入面其中 1 段好好笑的部份 ~ 笑到我bill眼水,melt 左條下眼線 >..< 去 Marketing ~ 1 : 30 入到去坐低做完 1 個 4 pages 的 test 就走得 lu* 臨走前俾 prof check 我的功課 ! 哈哈 ! 要留個好印象嘛 ^^ steven 車我同 annie 去 commerce gate 果度打機 ~ 行過 parking lot 的時候有個咸濕啊伯 gup 住我囉 ! 慶到我爆粗鬧佢.......當時我係同緊 Ken 傾 tel ......@@ 呢度 d 機無 hk 咁好 .....有 d old & 少款式 ~ but 都玩得幾開心 ge * 玩左找錯處,serve food & 打鼓 game...... thx Steven 車我番屋企 ~ 我一番到屋企就打俾 Ken ~ 佢今日好似有 d 唔開心咁;問左幾次都無講點解。開左 cam 玩但佢好似無咩心情咁......我知道有 d 野。最後,我終於知道點解......因為一個佢識的人,同 1 個住埋 1 齊有 10 yrs 的另一半 broken up 左,講分手果個埋怨對方搵唔到錢,無安全感......其實我一向對感情都無信心,無論另一半點錫我,對我幾好,promise 我 d 咩野都好喇,人始終會變。我唔想結婚,因為結左婚都可以離婚,咁有咩意思呢 ? Ken 話就話睇到化晒,但始終都因為咁而令佢今日 not in mood.....臨收線之前講左 d 低能野俾佢聽.....終於識得笑 ! 5 : 00 催佢訓覺.....
落 downstair 食 " lunch " ~ 寫信俾 Nana & Maggie ! ^^ after dinner, I watched TV -- CSI ! but I fell asleep on the sofa....I was too tired ! cox yesterday night studying till 2 : 30....woke up @ 9: 30 ~ got myself a cup of hot coffee ! feel better ! it was damn cool outside, only 4 degrees I guessed>.< finally, my mum turned on the heat in the central temperature system......
這個是我曾經花了很多個晚上的作品。雖然一點也不能登上大雅之堂,用的是十分粗疏的手法,但已是所有我識的以及我能力範圍以內可以自學的東西。我知道這個醜陋的板面很快就會被換掉;少少的心痛當然有吧!但想到會換一個更好的,因為他的事業開始有更好的發展,這是值得高慶的!今時今日,我的身份早已變了,女朋友變為朋友。我有懷疑過當初他有沒有愛過我,緊張過我。但這一切也不重要,答案對我也沒意義。只想他的理想可以成真。縱使我知道他不會看我的日記,但謹在此衷心祝他的演講成功!向目標踏進一大步! wearing sunglasses doesn't mean to be " cool " just becox the sunshine is 2 bright !
>>September 30, 2006 at 6:40:04 AM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】 Watched a long episode yesterday night @ channel 31 ~ started @ 10 ~ 11 : 30 abt Criss Angel ! This guy amazed me a lot !! I just coudn't describe how impressed I was. I kept thinking of him thru out the whole night till now ~
He's not handsome but he really stayed in my mind ! check this out if you wanna know more abt him http://crissangel.com/indexFlash.html
I've found out sth today ^^ Bubble tea is 珍珠奶茶 ! also, learnt sth new today ~ 10/9c means 10 in the eastern side of Canada, n 9 @ the other side of Canda ! This is a very common expression in the TV programmes, but I just knew it ! >>September 29, 2006 at 3:04:19 AM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 26 日 星期二 【晴】 10 : 30 ~ ken called me n woke me up.....chatted 4 an hour, played cam ^^ then had breakfast ......after that, I pealed the skin of potatos for mum to prepare mushed potatos for lunch ~ took a shower then left home. My dad's old schoolmate drove us to visit piano stores, we were looking for a 2nd hand piano ~ but the prices were beyond our expections, so we left w/o buying anything. Any one in Toronto has 2nd hand piano for sale? I prefer a piano w/ 10 ~ 15 years, no any specific model looking for, made in local is preferable(for instant, I would like Yamaha made in Canada instead of Japan), price expected will be within CAD$1000 ~ 2500 depends on the brand n condition. had lunch after I went back home @ 2 ~ called Ken, he was sleeping but he woke up n play cam w/ me ^^ so sweet ! My dad called my cell n interupeted the conversation, he said the home tel wasn't working.....then I asked my mum what did she do to the line in the basement, she said she unplugged it ! She though the line is for charging the phone ! how stupid she was ! I yelled @ her w/ kinda "heavy tone" ........I really had a bad temper.....Ken heard this n was so surprised how rude I was.....yeah..that's da real me. My mum broke into my room n asked me to search for 2nd hand piano via the Internet......sigh ! she thought that I was a "superwoman" who can do anything 4 her in the Internet. Come on, the Internet is a powerful tool but it doesn't mean that we can do everything on it, even we can, could it be done prefectly? I dun think purchasing a piano thur the web is a good idea............ I continue had some quarrel w/ my mum cox she asked me never close my room door unless I gotta change or sleep, otherwise, I have to keep it open for the rest of the time ! this is so rediculous ! I have privacy ! but I dun wanna argue w/ her @ that moment cox I was talking w/ my darling on phone. But I really had a bad temper....... Ken comforted me n I really wanna cry......我覺得呢幾日佢唔同左。佢對我仲好過以前,關心多左我。尋日我沖緊涼,佢打黎;咁我熜左水離開個 bath tub 聽電話;我話我其實都沖完嫁喇~可以講住先,但佢話陣間再打黎。他是怕我著涼吧?!無論呢個係我的幻想定係佢真係好細心喇~我會同自己講係後者!佢又講多左d presonal 的野俾我聽 ~ 好高興佢慢慢信任我,把我看得愈來愈重要,愈來愈 close ! 佢今日話俾我知,有時我講野好「un」耳....其實好多時我都係無心的;一方面係因為「言者無心聽者有意」喇~另一方面係我不懂得人情世故,把口快過個腦,呢樣野真係要改善下呢!唔單單係為左 Ken ~ 亦都係希望我身邊每一個朋友都同我相處得開心,更加唔希望因為呢樣野而影響我將來出黎做野的際遇 ~
>>September 29, 2006 at 3:02:42 AM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】 今天遇到一件很值得寫下的事。我放學回家後,有位陌生人外籍人士,手上拿著一個銀包,走上前問道 " hi ~ do you know this lady "? He showed me a driving liescence. 我回答說 " this lady looks familiar to me ". " Does she live neighbour? " He ased, 我不肯定...我跟他說明我只來了一個月。就在這時候,鄰家走出了一位老婦,我們走上前問 " do you know this lady ? " she said sth but we couldn't understand cox she was not speaking in Eng.....then we didn't know what to do n we tried repeating the same thing, then we finally figured out that she said " daugher, ma ma " then the man gave her the purse n left. How's wonderful ! the old lady kept saying " Thank you " n wave to that kind guy. 雖然我唔知道這位好心人的名字,但我還是想在此向他表示我的 respect ~! 不知道世上還有多少像他一樣的好心人呢 ? 試問我自己能不能做到路不拾遺 ? 不特止 ! 還要 drive 老遠去送回主人.......丁點不問報酬 ! 這個世上有很壞的壞人,也有你意想不到的好人 ! Continue the good feelings from yesterday night, tho I was suffering from the lack of sleep n having little bit bad temper...... Ken thought me was unhappy......but I really like the way he speaks to me 我愛剎他寵溺的聲音 but that not always, just sometimes..... >>September 29, 2006 at 3:03:31 AM GMT+8 2006 年 9 月 24 日 星期日 【晴】
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