2006 年 10 月 23 日 星期一 【晴】

To my babe ~ Kenn ~

去唔去到旅行唔緊要 ~ 只要可以番黎 hk 同你開開心心就夠了 ! 唔需要成日去行街睇戲食飯 shopping ~ 但要成日見到你 !

Woke up so early today....10 am ~ the cough made me couldn't sleep well.....anyways, got up n took a shower ~ make up while I was chatting w/ Kenn via MSN webcam ~ I loved this technology so much ! it can save us so much money on long-distance calls !! I told him that I've found sth abt him on the internet, and he was so supurised that his job with a model was appeared on a newspaper, while his name was printed on also!

Went out to Costco w/ my mum.......it was so damn big, but crowded ( at least I haven't seen a place w/ so many ppl during weekdays...) I printed a photo there ~ so happy ! it costed $0.2 per ditital pic ( 1 hour ) ~ well...that's not expensive! I will send the photo to Kenn n give him a little surprise ~ haha !

Mum dropped me off @ school n she went back home. I went to see the computer teacher; asked him to complete the recommandation part of the bursary form then handed it in to the financial aid office.....I dun know if there's any chance for me to get a bursary....just give it a wild try ~ Finished the most terrible test, Excel ! I've done 3 practice tests be4 I did the real one.....n I only got 80 % ( the passing grade is 70 % ....) now I've only got 1 test for ICA ~ cool ~ I wanna have a peace of mind !

mum picked me @ 4 : 15 n headed to Costco again to pick up the digital photo and ddi some more shopping ~ We had a "exciting" ride in the parking lot....we were almost hit horizontally......anyways, we got home safely ~

Helped my mum to parpared salad for dinner ~ I "discovered" that I have skipped my lunch, but not on purpous.....I felt kinda hungry ~! wa ! it's merical ~ I seldom felt hungry.....

I was so naughty....I was coughing but I ate ice-cream + strawberry.....I shouldn't eat sth cold n sweet....>..<

Watch TV, then woke Kenn up ~ he's goin' to the mainland china .....we'll loss contact for some hours.....

同一套衫，不同的表情，很大分別

如果看著我不妨朦一點

2006 年 10 月 22 日 星期日 【晴】

大名： ca
電郵： [email protected]
說： i'm in vancouver bc ga ma :O so the channel i think will be different as well + i don't have tv at home !! 　:(
actually do you want cartoon?
simpson is one of the best cartoon ever...n everyone lovees it :0

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我的好朋友也是在ＢＣ呢！點解冇ＴＶ　ｇｅ？不過我都覺得要擁有一部ｔｖ　ａｎｄ　ｃａｂｌｅ　好貴＞．＜卡通唔係唔好～不過我就偏偏唔太鐘意Ｓｉｍｐｓｏｎ果把聲．．．我覺得好煩厭，我會聽到好頭痛．．．不過我ｄ朋友都話好睇，而且係學英文的ｇｏｏｄ　素材！

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alarm 準時10 點 sharp 響起 ~ called Ken 他和朋友剛吃完晚飯 ~ 10 : 23 他回家了，我爬起來開電腦，他說我剛睡醒的樣子很可愛 >.< 不是嘛 ?! 然後我又看看他的 new hair cut ~ 哈哈 ! 所謂的 new hair cut 其實只是剪短左少少.......佢交待左佢星期３會北上，佢驚死我會擔心搵佢唔到，已經安排好晒如果有咩事可以點樣搵到佢．．．佢好細心 le ! 佢買左 2 張 mark 6 ~ 希望中喇 ! 哈哈 ! 中左就即刻飛過黎搵我 ~ 係 hk 買間屋等我番黎同佢 1 齊住 ~ 送個 grand piano 俾我 ~ 1 年俾幾張機票我番黎 hk ......哈哈 ! 發夢 ! 11 : 23 他離開屋企去 join 班 fd 飲野 ~ 點知去左唱 k ~ 12 點幾打黎，佢係 k 房入面，唱左光良果首「第一次」俾我聽^^ 好開心.....開心死左 !

沖左個涼 ~ 番左學校囉份 form ~ 之後去睇 e 生。個 e 生都費 ge ~ 淨係開左支咳藥水俾我 .....頂佢個肺 ! waste my time ! 再去 first markem 問機票的價 ~CAD $ 1555   Air canada ~ open 1 年......已經係最平 >...<  um 要再搵搵有冇平 d ! Ken 4 點打俾我  ~ 弊喇 ! 佢又飲醉左喇 ! 擔心死我喇 ~ 我催我媽咪車我番屋企，之後一邊食米線做 " lunch " ~ 一邊叫佢「小心撞玻璃，小心樓梯」「囉 key 開門」「放底支水」~ Kenn 係街果度講「我好耐未試過咁鐘意一個女仔，咁錫佢」「如果你 hurt 我的話，我對女仔真係會產生嫌惡.....」佢係飲醉左先會同我講 d 咁肉麻 ge 野.......之後佢又話：「拿，你依家係唔係好擔心我呢？咁你記住喇，千祈唔好係加拿大飲醉酒丫，如果唔係我都會勁擔心你！」

之後佢一入到屋就嘔 >...< 佢好劈得嫁.....如果佢嘔成咁，我估佢都真係飲唔少@@ 嘔左 3 次 ~之後索性拎埋個 rubbish bin 入房。入到房繼續嘔.....佢叫我開番 cam 俾佢望住，但佢唔使 15 mins 就「昏迷」左 >..<  con 又未除，衫又未換，燈又未熜........

10 : 50 called him n woke him up ~* so that he could make a phone call to reception for a half-day sick leave.....

Drank hot chocolate while watching 妙手仁心 3 ~ but I finally realized I shouldn't drink it, cox it made me cough so badly.....

It's da 1st time that I deal w/ application for bursaries....hope it will successful, tho the chance is nearly a big flat zero.....anyways, I have complete the whold long n annoying application all by myself ! I am a grown up !

check out the video ~ the animals are cute !

2006 年 10 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

I like being alone

dun bother me

做過很多錯事

悔恨有用麼？

罪孽刻在骨子裡　在別人的心裡

永遠洗不掉

在一個討論區中，找到一篇一年多前的帖子；不知道為什麼有人會令到這篇「罵戰」浮上第一頁，只知道，過了這麼久，別人對我的印象還是．．．．．．到底我要做什麼才可以令人改觀呢？這個包袱已揹了很久，最主要的原因是我自己也不能原諒自己；他媽的大蠢才，為什麼少時候的我沒腦袋，竟幹出這回事？後悔一百次，一萬次也沒有用；「一失足成千古恨」這句說話雖然很老土，卻是無可置疑是殘酷現實的寫照。也許，我該學懂如何去面對一些不要緊的人對我的評價。這應該是最後一個令自己良心覺得好一點的方法。

Woke up @ 12 pm....Last night wrote letter to Maggie & Ken

until 3 : 30 am....then Ken called ...chatted w/ my love for 45 mins, slept abt 4 : 30...He had a bad day....I was so disappointed w/ the fact that I couldnt cheer him up....

running nose is.......fu*king annoying...hope the vitamine C helps

Gotto go seek 4 air ticket....I want the real cheap one, which is not direct-flight, but Ken is worried. He said I will get lost in the transit air port....

has been viewing abt how to get bursaries, thinking abt my study future.....my plans n goals.....can I graduate from this 3-yr programme of Marketing administration?

My way to.......where?

2006 年 10 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： ca
電郵： [email protected]
說： because it's canada!

they dou update duk fast jor ga la...the drama that played in hk this year canada next year jau wui play...
but before it takes way longer ..like few years sin catch dou hk d drama..

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嗯嗯～＊咁又係！係呢～除左３６台之外，有冇其他鬼佬戲好睇嫁？你睇開ｄ咩？

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大名： Purple
電郵： [email protected]
說： 張pic個女人用腳....食煙?

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哈哈！你說對了！

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 Early in da morning, looking out from my window ~

nth has been doen at all...thr out the whole long day...woke up @ 9 sth, called Ken...chat...chat...got his sms ! so sweet ! haha ^^

chat ...chat...chat.....until 4....then we slept together.....patient needs more sleep....my sore throat gets a bit better after sleeping whole day but I start to have running nose.....

mum did sth upset me again....I have told her MANY times that not to spread my "medical situation" to others, but she did da completely same thing again! I dun wanna get angry w/ her but I just couldn't control my temper.....Does she know what is privacy and respect? If this is da first time n she doesn't realise how strong I feel abt my "medical privacy" then fine, but this is not the first time, indeed, the same thing happen more than 5 times ! Previous 2 times, she made me cry in da public.......I know she is egar to get sby who can treat me ....but this is just not the right way to express her concern n love......

After dinner, me n my bro prepared some decoration for Halloween ! cool ~*

 It's fun to play with shadows ~

I've been blowsing different types of modeling pic, mainly editorial and commercial, fashion and moody kind of things....they really catch my eyes.....how I would like to have strong features like all hispanic and caucasian....straight tall nose, big n beautiful eyes, deep eyeholes, high cheek bone.....sigh ! I've gone crazy......

2006 年 10 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

今早起來喉嚨很痛呢 ~ 失聲了！由昨晚開始已是這樣子。Ken 叫我多喝暖水，但情況還是這麼壞呢 ! 喉嚨痛得像被火燒一樣。‧‧‧昨晚三時多上床，今早十時起來，還算可以吧 ! 吃過早餐後，洗白白，然後繼續溫 marketing ~ 我要努力呢 ! 很想在此特意向 Ken 說聲：「謝謝！」他很體諒我，知道我要溫書，所以沒有纏著我傾電話；好讓我全心全意完成 mid-term !

１：３０回校考 marketing mid-term ~ 天啊 ! 我已經盡了力，但還是沒有十足的把握。希望結果會不過不失吧 !

媽媽去了 first markham placa 配防風門 key ~ 希望唔會再發生同類事件。我只係吹一吹風就冷親氣管，真是沒用 ! 我很 fragile le....><

3 : 15 媽媽來校 pick up 我 ~ 到好景買送。我沒有跟她入超市，我留在車內撥了個電話給他。回家後立刻奔上房開 webcam ~ 跟他一起睡覺 ^^

睡了三個小時，但喉嚨還在痛。晚飯也沒有什麼心機吃‥‥‥考完 mid-term了，終於有機會看看「飯後電視」。現在竟在播「我的野蠻奶奶」和「妙手仁心3」 ^^

2006 年 10 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

ken called me @ 9 : 45 woke me up.......had advacodes +  milk for breakfast, took bath. suddenly stomach pain !! chatted w/ Ken again ~ he said he would buy me candies + hair products + headset !! a smaller headset so that I can sleep while I am wearing it ! so considerate !!

沒有心情上課 le* 11 : 40 ~ 1 : 25 的 eng class canceled ~ good ! 我 1 點 20 先番到學校 ~ SSC ( how to be a good student <- 就係呢科的名 la >.< ) test ! 我完全唔 x 知佢 up 乜 x ! 算喇~ 無溫書的結果咪係咁 law ! 頂 ! 如果 fail 左我真係會隊 lum 自己........

做左件好白癡的事～＊話說今日比平時早放，有 Steven 車我番屋企。點知番到屋企先記得自己無防風門 key ~ 因為防風門在星期一才安裝，只有兩條 key ~ 咁我嘗試係 landuary 的 side door 入去喇 ~ 我用大門條 key 去開，得左啵 ! 好開心咁推門點知 alarm 係咁響 ~ 嚇死我了 ! 但有橫閂，所以入唔到去熜 alarm ! 個人開始慌了，想哭........果一刻果 d alarm 聲好恐怖，我成個腦淨係聽到 alarm 聲，d 幻覺又開始出黎侵蝕我........好彩有 annie & steven 係度，我慢慢冷靜左，打俾媽咪，之後再打去 secutiry system 果間公司話係 faluse alarm ~ 無事了，但被媽咪鬧左一大餐。呢件事證明左我屋企好安全 ar ! haha !

為什麼我總是一個 trouble maker?

annie 行去 backyard 果度諗住可以搵到第 2 個方法入屋企 la ~ 之後隔離屋隻狗係度 bark ~ 佢就話 : 「隻狗會唔會跳過個 fence / 挖地道過黎你果邊嫁呢 ?」 haha~ so cute ! steven & annie 想陪我等到細佬番屋企，可以有 key 入屋； 但唔想佢地陪我等，加上 steven 趕住番工 ~ 所以我 push 佢地走。佢地係度的期間，1個住係對面的人行埋黎趁熱鬧，係度笑我.............我企係屋企門口吹風，really 好凍 le ~ 影左幾張相 ~ 沒事做的時候最看亂拍 ^^ 是那時心情的寫照 ~

豔麗的葉子也有頹唐的時候。

何時才會生機再現 ?

所有東西都能在我家門口找到，

但忙著的時候，從來不覺得他們的存在。

打俾 Ken，有佢安慰， feel better ~* 佢好擔心我，佢陪住我傾，直到細佬番黎。入到屋之後，佢唔俾我即刻用熱水浸手，因為會好傷的；佢叫我慢慢由室溫 raise 到暖水.......我沖左杯 hot chocolate 飲 ~ feel better ! 之後訓係張床果度定下驚先 ~ 佢陪我傾到 5 點先訓........辛苦baby 了 ! 聽日要早起身番工，得果 5 個鐘頭訓.......陰公豬 law >.<

今日咳得太多，喉嚨傷了.......痛痛痛痛 ! 哮喘 ar ~ 你唔好黎搵我 ar !

我嘗試令自己明白，當我好辛苦咁去尋找某樣東西，以為自己得到以後就會滿足就會快樂；又或者，當我以為可以 get rid of something，我會很自在。但其實這通通也是錯的！話雖如此，我真的真的很希望‥‥‥可以病好，可以做番個正常人．．．．．

can you find what's wrong w/ this pic?

2006 年 10 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】

星期三，放假 ^^

woke up @ 12 sth ~ cox yesterday slept @ 5......my dearest....said sth n kept me awake......this morning, he kept saying the same thing n I finally can't resist him.....( wat's goin' to happen next is secret ^^ )

Had lunch around 2 : 30 ~ then prepare pineapple for tonight fruit ! I remove the "head" n " bottom " of the pineapple, cut the skin; remove the " knots" w/ a "V cut" n shaped it like a screw ! then finally, cut them into small peices ~ ready 2 eat ! ( it's so sweet ! but unfortunately, I can't eat much.....)

我不是什麼千金大小姐呢 ~ 我什麼也不做不代表我不懂得做，只是不需要我做的時候我何苦自己搶來做呢 ?

 Freaking awsome pic found in MayHem.com !

What's wrong goin' w/ my head? I hate the fact that I am so damn usless !

I want a hug form my dearest babe !

PS waiting for my "mental food" to be brought from HK to Canada !

2006 年 10 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

copy from Grace's xanga!

1. 有一晚我地行經future shop (買電腦用品的shop), 因為太夜, 所以間野就close左la. 我個friend好想入去買野wor, 咁我地咪叫佢打爛玻璃入去law. 跟住佢話:「好! 我打爛左玻璃入去之後, 會攞住我想買gei野o係cashier等!」
   
2. 有一日我地幾個一齊做功課la, 咁為食gei我一囉囉左一塊來食la... 我個friend見我地細細啖咁食, 就話:「一啖100卡路里ar!」講完之後就一啖食左塊cookie.....""""0Kcookie.....""""
   
3. 又有一日我地幾個又一齊做功課wor, 跟住唔知講起d咩我個friend就想攞野throw at 我另一個friend wor, 咁我阻止佢, 叫佢throw at 佢自己la. 佢好口響咁話:「好ar!」但結果..... 佢都係throw左落我另一個friend度wor! 我問佢佢做咩唔throw at佢自己la, 佢就話, 'I did! I just missed!'  XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
   

尋晚溫 business 溫到 3 點幾 ~ 本身打算 skip 堂 ~ 但最後都係晨早番左去學校 ( 8 : 55 start lesson 我 9 : 20 先慢慢行入課室 ) 上 maths 悶到死.....但我應該係全班最高分果個呱 ?! 29 / 30......差一分先滿分 ! 很討厭自己呢 ! 點會囉唔到滿分嫁 !

有一個鐘 break ~ 上 online course.....好眼訓。係 computer lab 見到 annie + steven ~ 同 Ken 傾左陣電話......sorry ar * 呢排都無咩時間陪佢。11 : 35 佢打黎，我一邊去課室準備 business test ~ 一邊同佢傾，入到課室見個 prof 未黎就繼續傾 ^^

business 的 test 好長 le......唔知係我答得太 details 定係我寫得慢 la * 好多人走左我都未做完.....有 d 壓力.......33 條 MC + 7 揀 4 short questions + 1 個 case study ~ 希望尋晚的努力沒有白費 le !

straigh ahead 我就去考 computer ~ 我準備左 2 個 test 嫁 ~ 但係佢話個 powerpoint 有 bug 所以唔好考住....咁我 only take 左個 computer concept ~ 85 % ! 媽咪 2 點半先黎車我，但我 1 點半就做晒 test.....唯有繼續上 excel online course....好眼訓 le...做 practice 做到我釣晒魚........

今日終於記得交學費了 ~ 媽咪車我順手接埋細佬，因為今日好大雨又好凍；平時細佬自己行番屋企的～＊３點幾番到屋企第一件事就係打俾 ken ! 佢呢幾日心情都唔係幾好呢.....in fact, 我心情都唔見得好得去邊，但我唔知道自己唔開心 d 咩野........

番到屋企，開 webcam ~* 我已經習慣左俾 Ken 見到我無化妝 + 戴眼鏡的樣子........至少起碼讓我覺得他是愛我的 ( 否則都唔會接受到.....) 呢排我同佢都無咩心機傾計，我聽得出佢把聲好有野，但又估唔到係咩野.........佢話，佢有 2 個 fd 有感情煩惱，佢聽完之後都覺得有 d 煩惱....其實所有感情問題只有 2 個答案 ~ either 1 齊 or 唔 1齊 ~ isnt that simple enough? 佢都講得無錯 ge*佢係 1 個好識得唔讓自己受傷的人；雖然我都唔想俾自己受傷，但我多數都係明知道「痛」仲要拖住．．．遲遲唔肯放手的人。我估佢 d fd 同佢傾感情野.....呢個只係其中之一個原因令佢無心機........

另一個原因，係我食完飯的時候就知道喇。佢話我呢幾日把聲好唔開心，搞到佢都無心機同我傾計。嗯 ~ 或者係我太忙了，心情太糟了，沒有留意到我的心情係不知不覺間在語氣之中透露左。我 9 點幾叫佢起身番 trainning ~ 佢話我把聲開心番 wor ! 想 keep 住聽到我開心的果把聲.........我都知道，係人都想自己另一半開開心心嫁喇，但人有感情嫁嘛....特別係我.......下次唔開心的時候，唯有收埋得更加好。因為我知道 ken 係一個無耐性 tum 女朋友的人........

ken 覺得我仲細，依家先得 18 歲，未定性想試多幾個男朋友.......對於佢呢個 statment，我無 agree / disagree ~ 因為我唔清楚自己會點。不過我知道佢錫我 ge ^^ 識得體諒我要 mid-term ~ 尋日個傻豬食完飯，班 fd 係度傾緊計，佢想見我，就專登跑番屋企 online 玩 msn 開 webcam 我睇 ~ 我出門口番學佢先番去搵番 d 朋友 ^^

感情，總係有起有跌。係我未摸清楚自己的感覺的時候，還是給自己保留一點餘地。說得明白一點，就是：我喜歡他，我想跟他一起；但這種感覺會維持多久？你會變，我也會變，也許日後大家需要的東西不同了。結婚，不是一件簡單的事呢！除了最基本的元素－－愛，之外，還要考慮對方的屋企人，經濟條件，生活習慣‥‥‥我不會因著一時衝動去結婚。Ken ，我和你是同一類人，有什麼「風吹草動」就會退縮‥‥‥

2006 年 10 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

no mood at all....yesterday night, I finished bath n ready to sleep so early ~ it was 12 am sth, but I just couldn't sleep.... Ken called be4 I slept ...I told him I really minded what he said, he tried to make me feel better by giving me 2 kisses but it didn't help much, I felt the same.....I am the kind of ppl who won't shout @ u but keep damn slience when I am hurt......he asked me to blame him, but I won't.....Told him about my crazy dream, my dream to be a model.....I've tried so hard to ask myself to put the aside, cox it's never gonna happen. No the matter whether I put effort or not, it is the matter of " me ". My body didn't allow me to do so, my fu*king illness is holding me back. I am so tired to fight with this, hell know when I will recover..........20? 25? I just wanna have a chance to walk on the runway.....am I asking 2 much? Ken said that he will ask me to be his model when he is famous n prefore in hair show......thx 4 giving me a next-to-nothing hope....

finally slept @ 2 sth n woke up 7 sht......WTH......n my rib case hurts so bad; everytime I breath, it seems killing me......may be I was not sleeping in the right position or too tense......

be4 goin' to school, as I have woke up so early, I have a couple minutes spare time playing webcam w/ Ken. When he saw that I was wearing mini-skirt ( actually,no short at all, it covered half of my 大脾 ) ...anyways, he insisted me to change back into jeans ~ haha ! 男人唔好淨係識得話女人口不對心，其實男人都係十分之口不對心的動物呢 !緊張我咪出聲 law ~ 哈哈 ~ 又要扮到唔想管我咁 ! 不過呢 d 少事無咩所謂 la ~ 如果佢話以後唔俾我著我實同佢開拖嫁.....不過佢話番到 hk 的時候可以 ~ 咁算數 la ! 聽佢話 !

Got school @ 11 : 40 ~ just abt time to take the Eng grammar test.( got 90 % in it, last time was 85 % only ~ nice progress ! ) Did an in-class journal ~ then left around 12 : 45 ~ started taking online coure in the computer lab.....I really wanna finish ICA asap~ so that I dun have to worry that much n be able to focus on final exam......

Annie & Steven came n drove me to Time's square 南園 for lunch ~ on the way, I kept talking on phone w/ Ken, sorry that I've ignored them >..<

Back school @ 3 : 15 for Marketing lessons.....kinda borning....n Steven n Annie played w/ my hair >..< 有靜電 ar !

my school 奇景^^

相隔了半個地球

能感受到我的眼淚嗎 ?

我告訴自己，千萬不要做錯事；因為隔著半個地球，我想勉救亦會無力勉救。就像今次一樣，我是一個很難哄的女朋友，他已經技窮，想不出什麼辦法令我不記著他無心的幾句話。

他是對我說謊還是對你說謊？我不知道，也不想知。若是他說謊，那麼我是第三者；反之亦然。但誰是第三者已經不再重要吧！那已經是過去的事。我只知道，我和他是在２月２６號開始，那時候，我只知道我是他唯一的女朋友。但日子久了，我感受到有第三者的存在，我質問他；我哭了我離開了。事情就這樣結束。現在我和他完全沒有關係，我本來還把他看成是好朋友，但我受不了他，我分不清他那句說話是真，那句是假。這是我最後一次回應；我不是喜歡挑起事端的人。是非黑白，自在人心。

曾經傷過我的人，我不會被你再傷。我有權選擇不被傷害。

2006 年 10 月 14 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： salvadore
電郵： [email protected]
說： cindy~對於d不守禮既人你處理得好好丫 >"<...
近呢年我不停同自己講~要成熟成熟~但係自己仲係有唔成熟既時候..唉..我發現自己同你心理方面竟然出現左一段距離~XD
我出黎做野了~但係人生都無方向~對各行業都冇特別大既興趣~e家係為錢而工作~生活好苦惱+悶~
有冇咩好提議可以幫下我丫??

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傻喇～＊我其實都炆嫁，你估我係聖人咩？！
你之前唔係話讀中醫嫁嘛～又話上大陸．．．．依家發生咩事？無喇喇又唔讀書出黎做野ｇｅ？其實我都係嫁，我對所有野都好似無咩興趣咁；有興趣果ｄ又怕難又怕呢樣又怕果樣．．．但我知道，好多野唔到自己揀；迫到埋黎就要受！依家仲叫做細，過多幾年呢？父母無錢再養自己，到時「馬死落地行」。我本人覺得，做咩野工作都無所謂，甚至乎係旁門左道的都可以，只要你有咁既膽識＆腦筋去應付ｄ　ｃｏｐｓ就可以了～講到尾，咪又係為左錢？！我依家讀緊ｍａｒｋｅｔｉｎｇ，但好可能我第時出黎做野都唔係做番「本科」；如果你無咩資金的話，多數都係由底做起嫁喇～好難話有咩野捷徑嫁啵！你有的係時間和青春，早過ｄ大學生幾年出黎做野，經驗多少少；到時，到你２２歲～（姐係一般大學生畢業的年紀）你搵到既錢同一個剛剛出黎做野的大學生差不多，做到咁樣已經好好嫁喇！或者我太世俗喇，不過我覺得１個人的ｖａｌｕｅ好大程度上係ｂａｓｅｄ　ｏｎ佢搵到幾多錢．．．．講興趣？有錢先算ｌａ＊雖然咁樣諗到好灰咁，但事實的而且確係咁樣嘛！

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Ken 今日飲左酒 ~之後同我傾電話的時候，因為一 D 好小的事而嬲左我。本身媽咪叫我去 Highway 7 & Mc cowen 果度行街，因為 winter 就黎黎喇，但我無咩 winter 衫，不過我無晒心機，完全唔想出街見人，出街又要化妝 ~ 呢個係個 must ! 但我無心機......4 點幾，叫醒佢，迫佢除左 cons 先訓，但佢最後都係起唔到身 >..< 淨係爬起身熜左燈就算 ! 佢問我把聲點解好似好唔開心咁.....鬼咩 ? 俾你無喇喇嬲左我緊係唔開心喇 ~但我冇發佢脾氣．．．．．之後佢講左句 sorry ~ 我喊左出黎。不過算喇，佢唔會知道。

今日同尋日的「產出」都ok ~ 尋日溫晒 eng grammar & marketing 9.1 learning aid ~ 今日做埋 p.270 # 3 & 5 ! 溫左少少 business ( 星期 2 mid-term ) 起碼覺得對得住自己 ^^

Canada                                          hk

I have gained so much weight in Canada ~ My face is like a bread >..< I miss my high cheek bone & sharp chin !

When I was little ~ around 2 yrs ago...I guess....so pure haha !