2003 年 7 月 31 日 星期四 【晴】

I started to wonder if there's a gap between me and my friends...

Yesterday I was at Kate's home having dinner and movie 'til 1 or 2am.
Kate's brother sent me home. He stayed in my room 'til 4am.
We have a long chat~ haha, haven't have been chatting like this for a long time!
I now started to realize how my unhappy past years can be a blessing for others :) ~
You know my story, don't you? That dramatic one...
Starting Form 2 onward...and the story seems never ends

Oh well, I asked him to leave before I really faint. Ya...though I have not drink any beer tonight,
I can smell that awkward ordur from him...terrible! I felt like I want to vomit!

I skipped my piano practise time at 8am this morning, I hope he's not skipping school too~
As he assumed that he would... My body seems so weak but my legs just kept walking to school.
I need some more sleep~ and coffee :)




>>August 1, 2003 at 12:16:35 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 30 日 星期三 【晴】

我行返屋企時，估吓有冇信．想到積奇仔好似寫左信比我，都等左咁奈，都唔知佢條友仔有冇寄架！哈哈.今日有信呀，係麥記寄比我的，好鬼開心！＾．＾使唔使介紹一下這個在我日記仔到出現的新人物呢？

唉，不過，有時自言自語，真係好想死呀～　都冇乜人回應我　＞＿＜　～～～

昨日阿Kate電我，今晚會上佢屋企吃火鍋！終於唔使吃 boiled vegetables & eggs & carrot！感謝主！仲有涼tea飲！


>>August 1, 2003 at 12:03:37 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】

為了神，為了一堆栽培緊我的人，為了自己，我有成堆書要睇～　
一日睇小小，其實一點兒也不辛苦，但．．．（一些借口）～　

我第９堂去了咖啡店，買了一隻杯，下次用這隻杯子買咖啡會有discount．雖然我一個月去一次Gloria Jeans,但Alice仔話長遠投資值得～　坐了好奈，睇書書．


>>August 1, 2003 at 12:02:58 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 28 日 星期一 【雨】

真係好想快些攪惦個三人行呀．．．

黃昏同Alice仔行ChinaTown的supermarket，今日一心去睇下‘年糕’幾錢，Linda 囉，asked me to cook it for meals.
但我見到有三合一Nescafe呀！！！澳元＄6.9/30packs，唔知澳門幾錢呢！好想飲咖啡呀！！！


>>August 1, 2003 at 12:01:38 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】

數學功課未做曬！下午的英文堂我睡了！
唔記得有電腦功課！經濟測驗未溫好！

死架！！！好激氣呀，又有些唔開心，
因為自己攪到‘咁’～
演出完了的確有返正常的生活，
不過我仲未恢復元氣呀！

上完電腦好想去買咖啡飲，出到黎見到阿John，
佢經濟好惦架～
佢拉左我去library溫測驗．大概他不想自己一個人卦．

都好多謝佢啦，使我可以溫習，
又可以問佢野．仲有唔使洗錢買咖啡．


>>July 30, 2003 at 12:11:36 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 26 日 星期六 【陰】

感謝主呀！一早起來沖洗了便做靈修．今日早餐係家姐寄比我的oat 和 carrot一條．唔想出街呀，又冇曬糧食．．．唉～　

Linda打左個電話比我呀，傾左二十分鍾，好開心呀．佢個＜生命栽培＞的課程上完了後，我昨日開始了第二個課程．佢打黎主要係叫我做好學校的成績．．．有些擔心我會放好多時間研究主耶穌的事．第二個課程是師姐Fitzer教的，個課程的requirement都幾tough架！

Linda話現在最緊要係讀好書，有好成績，入到自己喜歡的faculty．因為到了大學，時間flexible好多，佢地到時再好好栽培我成聖徒．其實到了這一時，我仲未決定好讀咩～　


>>July 28, 2003 at 1:49:11 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 25 日 星期五 【雨】

今日阿餅同我講佢要離開我們，我喊了！係有聲的喊呀．．．組長問我點解喊，我都唔知點回答佢．因為我都唔太清楚．不過有聲的喊對我不是好事．平時喊都唔會有聲，有聲的時候會係我好‘傷’的時候．．．大概係這個副組長走了，我又小了一個好實在的支持．一個又一個的‘前輩’放開了我的手．．．

感謝主～　如果唔係，餅乾弟兄唔會去幫PatPat手，就唔會離開我們這一組了．唔係佢今日同我講佢走，都未必會激發到我去喊吧．忍左好奈似的，不過總是喊唔出．有好多好辛苦的事在我這時的生命出出入入～　但因為有主耶穌，我天天都有好多快樂的來源吧．別擔心我．．．


>>July 28, 2003 at 1:47:06 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 24 日 星期四 【雨】

音樂會完左，我們到了意大利街吃晚餐．行左好多條街先去到，又下雨～～當我開始吃野時，Alice仔問我點解祈咁奈禱．唔．．．由開場到中場，完場，我都求主保守我們，但當成場演出完了，我們好開心，大家大叫大唱，我反而冇第一時間去感謝主！

Penny同Alice仔，仲有我影了照片，哈哈～～　做了一晚美女～～　呵呵！ 屋企人來不了澳洲睇這個演出，但在場有我的弟兄姊妹，我都好開心了．


>>July 28, 2003 at 1:45:05 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

Au $12 Does it worth to see a concert and a musical act?
We have been facing difficulties to sell the tickets anyway >.<

Woo, so tired! I have been wondering what to eat tonight,
don't want to buy, but since I have been in and out of the city,
dancing, singing, playing, concerntrating and missing you guys,
I need some extra lots of energy anyway!

I have no intention to cook, no time probably~~
When I went to the common room for lunch,
Ivan told me that he had no appetite this afternoon,
he offered his lunch box to me - CURRY CHIRCKEN RICE!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks God~~~ So my original lunch (bread & apple) will be reserved for tonight,
Not good to eat a lot before the concert ma~~

I am wearing the dancing stuff, like the swimming suit~~~
Can't expose my tummy~~



>>July 25, 2003 at 5:46:05 AM GMT+8

2003 年 7 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】

Sorry my Lord~~ this morning was lazy~~ and escaping from my piano lesson.
I wake at 7 and didn't know that after my shower, it's already 7:30!
I have my piano lesson at 8am, but still enjoy my breakfast anyway.
Maths HW haven't finish, not having enough sleep...
Oh well, still have to go on.
I was out at 8:06, phoned my teacher...
I though she was in good mood and didn't scold me,
I though I will say that I am not feeling well,
but I told her that I overslept.
She's fine with me anyway~~ haha
I still have my lesson - 3 minutes~~ yeah~~~

She feels that we need a break - for sure,
everyone's so tired after coming from the dancing stuff!


I hope I am not falling over...

>>July 24, 2003 at 12:35:49 AM GMT+8