2003 年 9 月 20 日 星期六 【晴】

唉～　又攪掂一場喇～　做到隻dying dog咁！好累呀～　不過好開心可以同一班弟兄姊妹為神做野，累就係幾累，不過值得架！您地幾時先信主啊～晚上８點先返來吃飯，好過昨日吧～　呀，有些唔開心呀，今朝同媽媽講唔到電話，我都未起身～　

今晚煮飯時好有感觸，好掛住我的家．．．
在澳門時我有三個家架　－　自己屋企，樂團，補習社．
三個唔同的地方，我日日出街都帶三秋鎖匙～　一日三餐加睡覺返屋企．放左學，晚上唔想返屋企，就返補習社．星期六日練琴返樂團．留意一下家＆屋企．．．

FAMILY – Ｆather Ａnd Ｍother Ｉ Ｌove Ｙou

到了現在我知道我的家在天上～　不過現在都有教會，我男朋友仔那裡同我租的一間小小room．嘩，都有三個落‘leg’點，哈哈．

好累呀．．．
星期日晚上，Linda仔到了十一點幾都唔打比我～同佢傾計都空多吉小了吧～好煩呀d free call時間～　發覺我最豪的用錢錢是在打電話～　



>>September 23, 2003 at 5:24:23 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

媽媽十點幾電我，我仲係教會排緊話劇．．．攪好曬返屋企煮飯，十一點９先吃晚飯咋～　好開心唔係自己一個！



>>September 23, 2003 at 5:22:38 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

我唔小心delete左Linda個電話呀～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

Mid Semester 2出左成績：兩個Ａ，兩個Ｂ同一個Ｃ．好鬼開心呀～仲好快告訴了比Linda知．我同佢講．．．我話過我學業唔會使您disappointed！仲有，我都唔敢．．．She wondered if she has given me kinda a lot of stress～　都唔係吧～　學業唔好，點向大家交代呀，點去玩呀，點去拍拖，點去為神做野呢～　



>>September 23, 2003 at 5:21:48 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

靜修了的昨日，學到唔小野～　係呀，感謝我的男朋友仔啦，足足一個月．．．我都在同一個問題上煩呀煩呀．佢叫我唔好想咁多．又係ｗｏ，想了又想，也得不出任何結果來．今朝都幾開心呀～　聽到佢把聲．哈哈！

唔，今日真係今個學期的最後一日了．阿Grieve sir生日呀～　唔知Mathematics唔合格成點呢．Exam前想要的成績：４Ａ１Ｅ，我估會有２個Ａ，２個Ｂ同１個Ｆ！



>>September 19, 2003 at 12:42:34 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

我早上９點幾入門口時收到Mak記的信，佢叻仔左，寫左５pages！
我就成個早上回信比佢，寫下寫下去左睡覺呢．

下午三點幾．．．
死喇～　今日使唔使上piano呀！？
無啦啦先想起我未開始放term break！！！！！！！！！！！！
萬一個音樂先生今朝一直等我上堂．．．我明天一定比佢罵到半死～
撞鬼了~ 無理由因為咁明天走佢堂卦．．．Linda講過咁會冇左個基督徒的見證！
嗚嗚～～

記得月頭顛顛地在超市買左澳元＄３２．９野，好久冇飲milk了，因為飲曬，
又因為早上比我攪到冇時間吃早餐，仲有一般的糧食都冇曬了～　noodles仲有一個吧．哈哈，唔知可唔可以涯到月底唔去買糧食呢～不過星期六排戲，會返屋企吃晚飯，個個星期六又consume我好多好多energy，都係去買返d野，入返ｄ貨吧～　

大約四點幾去左超市～　想起一位弟兄，朱仔．．．佢上星期搬左入North Melbourne，佢狂問我這區哪裡可以買野，地方等等．當時我排緊戲架，所以好分心啊～不過佢問我好多問題我都好辛苦先嘔到個ａｎｓｗｅｒ比佢．大概我都唔係好記ｄ街頭巷尾的名字吧．哈哈．

係啦，我買左rice crackers呀，古古日：‘中國人冇ｄ飯氣落肚唔得架～！’
當我再想像古古佢把聲，就覺得好攪野．不過我一定唔認自己係中國人，呵呵．．．
係啦，好似上次朋友仔請完我吃飯後我都冇吃過飯了．最少都有一個多星期～　Rice crackers可以replace飯飯卦．．．

唔，仲買左支olive oil，Linda之order來的～　煮飯係可以唔用油架，why not? & what’s wrong wo~?　出街吃飯胃痛囉．．．



>>September 19, 2003 at 12:44:16 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

嘩～　放term break，唔好卦～　同上次一樣，未正式放假都悶到嘔了～　後日要返學取成績．今日我收到積奇封信呀，佢好似幾開心．個手提的monitor無啦啦閃下閃下，我唔記得開返佢把聲～　Nicholas的來電，冇接聽到，佢多數ask我去飲咖啡～　後來再閃，係Kitty呀，今次我吃緊晚餐，想攪惦口裡的東西先聽，點知吃完時，佢收左線了．玩咩．．．我一心想今個星期底靜修一下．Suppose阿Linda叫我考完試去找佢，不過我話想自己quiet down一下～

>>September 19, 2003 at 12:39:50 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

I have been looking up into my tiny mirror every now and then, thinking what Linda had commented… You eyes don’t shine as bright as they usually do…



Early morning…‘So what’s all the fuzz about!?’ cried Mrs Earle

I wonder how many times have I offend my Music Teacher…



My friend asked me how I am with the coming of my vacation, kinda boring with lots of FUZZ really~ Should have to restore my relationship with God, and my fellows and even intending to break a relationship too~ Well~ this morning I went for my viola exam and the teacher yelled at me not taking music next year… And since we have been working hard like mad in music this year, she doesn’t understand WHY…

I wanted to do music for YSO, I am jealous that Tim goes to HK and Si Man goes to USA for music ~~ I want too….dad bans. I wanted to do IT for Penny, I am interested in the global student program…my church fellows ban. I wanted to apply for Theology too, Linda disagreed. No reason at all, just be a bit curious with Religion~ I have signed in for Arts, my music teacher asked me to do music as well…Major in English and minor in IT, not bad… Linda was so please, coz I could help her in translating stuff and the church is becoming all networked~ And so do I wanting to go for Multimedia, but the campus seemed so far away. What about doing Design, so I could go along with U.Y. ?

Which course am I doing…for myself?

At the moment, I am actually concerned with many many stuff around~ and she reminded me of my priority…STUDY~ she doesn’t want to train me at the moment, for I shall me a lot free in my university life. Training goes by that time.



>>September 17, 2003 at 12:51:58 AM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 15 日 星期一 【陰】

9月１５日　晚
Julian教數學好好好勁呀！　
哈，定係好SMART呢？
Linda 話基督徒好　ＳＭＡＲＴ　架～～
呵呵～

好開心見到我個好好朋友仔昨日冇吸煙～
叻仔！　我知係好辛苦，不過您要努力呀！
唔，您成晚打機都係想轉移您的精神吧～
‘使’喇～　我反而．．．

９月１６日
天氣好寒冷啊，又下雨啦，
我溫到十二點幾～　去睡覺

過了成粒幾鍾，
吾曰：我想回家呀．．．
哪裡有heater．．．

放了學，
個天暗暗的，同我心情一樣～　
我快站立不了，好辛苦～　
吾曰：我想返去呀，這裡不是我的家．
想回去好好休息，回到天國，主哪裡．


>>September 16, 2003 at 10:56:39 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 14 日 星期日 【晴】

對不起．．．to Linda & u.y. ～　

我知道最後我都會去返主到，不過是何時呢，我不知，可能好快，可能有排．．．　Linda 好sensitive 地知我有事．．．佢話當我作決定時，唔好因為聽佢話去作．．．
佢知我有事，佢也知我好聽佢話．．．佢講一聲好過其他人講十聲．．．
問題係我不是為她活的．．．主呀～　


>>September 15, 2003 at 10:51:00 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 13 日 星期六 【晴】

早晨～　大大話話都睡了十二個小時，大概太累了．星期五晚出左去玩，心情唔太好，又睡得唔好，昨日又攪左成日．黎緊星期一，二，三都仲有試要考．有兩科係音樂practical，開唔到夜車，不過反正我唔可以開吧，等 Linda 罵我咩～！哈哈，所以起身不久便努力練琴．收到弟兄Derek的ＳＭＳ，我推左佢下午約我聊天，好似有事卦～　不過自己未溫好書呀，我知我成日都好似好多野做，但其實都有唔小的空閒時間．．．但我唔想無啦啦入個appointment落我個schedule到囉，因為多左野煩，我都想放多一點時間比我同主．對不起呀～　自己自私！

成日只有練琴～　隻手好累呀～　




>>September 15, 2003 at 10:50:25 PM GMT+8