2004 年 3 月 11 日 星期四 【暴雨】

IF YOU HAVE TIME...CAN YOU GIVE ME A CALL?

EMILY'S NOT FEELING WELL....

DON'T WANT TO GO TO CHURCH, NOR GO FOR MOVIE...
FAITH HAS GONE, HOPE HAS GONE TOO, JOY HAS GONE ALSO?
... CHARITY AND PEACE...WHERE ARE THEY?

>>March 12, 2004 at 3:36:53 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

10am to 2pm today is my first day experiencing this horrible time table~
Having a break now, what ya doing my pals?

I have bought with me a gospel music CD to school~ hehe, sure this little break & God refreshed my energy. I still have another round to go, 4pm to 7pm later!

I have been reading a book called 'Life track', not really a book, but is a material for quiet time
published by the church. It's a 40 days commitment, I am on the 3rd day by now...

It says...loving God shall leave all the things to God, no matter what, the entire life, love affairs, studies, furture...

FUTURE...it's the future that striked me this morning! Many asked me what I will be doing after uni.
I have an idea previously... ANY WORK that WON'T RELATE TO MUSIC! Ya, a street cleaner, an OL, doesn't matter how low the position is, but just, not something about music, please!

It's not that I believe the fact that MUSIC won't make any money, butI... "Don't use your instrument
to be a money making tool! " I have forgotten when this concept has sticked into my mind, I think it appeared when I was still young, perhaps a couple years ago.

It was 2003 Christmas, that I went busking with my great friend. Day one, day two, day two and a half...We are both fed up!!!
Our music died... it's the money that forced us to continue busking...my the mood has gone.

To be honest, I am not KEEN in music, I just have the interest and passion. And more to that,
having the uni offer, is God's grace! I have given up to play in the orchestra on Saturdays,
a sad thing for me, but God has reseved and compensated more and more music ensembles later.
Helping out at church, uni...

LEAVE IT TO GOD...I realized that I have grapped MUSIC to myself... for enjoyment and pleasure.
But I have neglected God, who blessed me with the talent, the enthusaism and every opportunities!

I have no idea yet what I will be doing in the future, but I am sure, I am going to thanks God with
music...

>>March 15, 2004 at 1:15:33 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

I don't want to go home yet~ I am listening to 'Stream of Praise' :-)

Want a big of quietness...

>>March 9, 2004 at 8:38:59 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

FREEDOOM...

What is it?

>>March 5, 2004 at 12:32:22 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

Annie replied to me, Edna replied to me, May and Kitty replied to me and Linda too~
They all felt how happy I am ~ WOO, how great it is to tell everybody that I am enjoying so much!

Yes and how great are you Lord, giving me all these graces! I wish next time when I have braveness
to share God's message, there would be the same responding from my buddies!

>>March 4, 2004 at 6:00:53 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

A month ago was my birthday~ and 10 days later would be my spiritual birthday too~

Hhehe, I was sharing out my background to my temporary counsellor yesterday~
I remmebered, and recalled, least but not last, I recalled my memory...
I remembered how I rejected my friend in going out for a drink at night~
I just wanted to stay at home with mum, and for mum too... FOR HER?

I never consider my family as a family, you know that 'F' ather 'A' nd ' M' other ' 'I 'l' ove 'y' ou...|
But I seldom find love there... It is a HOUSE...an emptied family...

Sorry for May, Wendy, and guys who asked me out when I was in Macau,
but I have not agree to~

>>March 4, 2004 at 2:48:01 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 2 日 星期二 【晴】

The lesson for today has cancelled again! And won't be 'ON' 'til the end of the semester, woo~
thanks God, I could have a day off now! Next week, I will be volunteering to work in a restuarant
on campus~ my pay - a free lunch~ Well~ I need to survive~ so need to work >.<

After attending the prayer community, I returned home and went fast asleep by 9pm, and just awaken
around 2am~ Well, must be so tired myself~

>>March 4, 2004 at 2:43:48 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

Warm and present~

'Cold Mountain'....in North Califonia...

I was still wondering if there is a place called Cold Mountain after coming out of the cinema. Thanks God! I was off from uni around 2pm, I've quite a lot of time to do my own stuff.

Cleaning and shopping. I though I won't be able to make my sandwhich lunch for a few days, coz I am finishing my class by 6:30, all the bakeries will be closed~ but no ya~ I can buy it today!

Hehe, I have made the Silent mode at first during the movie, but then made my mind to switch my mobile OFF!

off IS off !!! Haha, and while I have my dinner, 3 calls came in, I have answered 2 but the 3rd one, left it unanswered, they are spoiling my evening >.< ~~~

>>March 15, 2004 at 1:16:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 1 日 星期一 【酷熱】

M O V I E N I G H T

After relaxing on Sunday, I have another half day off tonight, thanks God!!
Tonight will be watching 'Cold Mountain'~ $5 ticket, yeah!
Actually the lesson for today goes fom 10 - 2pm, and 4-7pm,
but then the rehearsal at 4pm has been cancelled~

>>March 2, 2004 at 3:05:46 AM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 29 日 星期日 【晴】

Tonight there should be a new essay written by F. H. W. Emily! 'First Day at School'!

Haha, last night I was so happy to finish up and finalizing my untidy room by 11pm. Read the bible and head off to sleep. Yup, be at bed by12am and wake at 7:30, that's my aim for these 3 days! However, while lying in bed, hours passed and passed, I am still awake...

Later I realized that.... today is 'my first day at university!!!!' Sure I understand why I am still staring onto the ceiling!

>>March 1, 2004 at 3:52:31 AM GMT+8