today i go to school, Kenny( the boy in office)
question me closely what happened these days...
i didnt tell him the right answer, just nod my head.
but now he knows i break up with chris. he asked me for few days ago...
he noticed that since i 've been sad?
i know i looked very sad and tired in these days.
yea, depressed girl.
erm,...i got back the grammar result, B- , 81 marks, it's average.
i am going to have 2 tests and 1 exam next week, tough.
i tried to change my info of icq today, got a lot of errors.
"衷心的祝福著我們在一起經歷主,見證主.
3th 11.03 - we broke .Although i am sad, still can enjoy my life.
We're not asked to pretend the problems dont exist
but to rejoice even in the midst of them.
I'm not waiting anyone, but do my own work everyday.
Fate will bring us there it's still up to us to make it happen.
I just hope we make right decision in time.
Turn Left Turn Right"
no lessons tomorrow but substitute on Fri .
ai....too bad.
the phone rings always, it piss me off... i dont like to hear that ring sound !
so disgusting~ it rings at least 3 times in every hour!
have to take a long rest, and afresh my depressed heart.
erm,...dont want any boys now, just leave me alone please....
>>November 3, 2003 at 11:50:54 AM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】
i am so sad....but my friends treat me so well...
thanks to god...
i want to cry,...who can share the tears for me,huh?
nice dreams....
i just hope that no more wrongs...
Castor, I just want to remind you that whenthe thing that is not really good for you, GOD never give that to you! So you need to wait for the thing that is the best for you!
Don't be so hurry to date with someone!
I can sure that you can find your true love when you patient enough to ait for it
You know, I don't think it is good for you to date with someone now, everyone think so!
And you still like a CHILD in love
Don't tell me you still love each other please, when you are dating,the pressure is not the reason why you are going to borke up
I just want to know, last timeyou and Junming.......I have remind you too! But you didn't listen to me, and after that you regret about that,now you must think about that!
You are not stupid, but you are not smart enough!
Maybe you didn't love him, that is what I thinking about
That's all what my good friend told me...
Queenie...i dont know it's good or not for me to get your points...
>>November 2, 2003 at 4:35:45 PM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】
i go church today,
be a teacher to teach some little kids, they're so cute...i was very happy~!
such as a kindagarden treacher.
but, sometimes, i miss him,...erm,...i know it's not good for me to do so...
i dont know, i 'll concentrate on my work again soon...just take a leave to rest.
after this, i will just concentrate on my work, i hope.
anyway,...yesterday i checked my e-mail box,i just thought shouldnt i touch his
account anymore?i just think about it for a long time...
access, but dont touch anything, didnt kick inside for any mails...
erm,...today, just now, after i check my box, i try to access his account again, but cant anymore.
now i know,...i am really not his girlfriend already.
i know i am not waiting, but i do know i cant accept another guys...but the reasons!
i know i still love him, so cant accept them, but i dont need to care about that, right?
the reason is i still love him, but i really really really dont need to care about this lready.
i'm free, not his girl already...
but just i cant ! why? why i cant??? huh? ai....
may god bless him everyday...
and also pray for me and my friends family..
>>November 2, 2003 at 12:36:06 PM GMT+8
2003 年 11 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】
chris....和我分開了.
fate brings you together, but it 's still up to you to make it happen
we're not asked to pretend that problems dont exist but to rejoice even in the midst of them.
我感謝主讓我們一起,分開,最終我都是充滿信心.
至於怎樣做,...就是....看大家了.
像是turn left turn right 那般.
我們最終都會遇見的.
但是如果其中一方真的放棄了,那...結果就是悲哀了.
分開不是絕望,但離開主就是.
we must be faithful in god.
這件事讓我知道了我們都是在不停的make choices...
但是主是公義的,信實的.祂給了我們有自由,同時我們必須為自己所做的決定而負責.
sometimes when im off, i'd like to cry.. some girls would become bitchy when they're tired
of work. but for me, after a long day, i'd want to cry....
i wasnt feeling well today. i didnt wanna go to work but i think i shouldnt report sick.
i went to work.... exhausting body, exhausting mind. not a good combination.
during the past few days of duty, i usually met crazy pax that either with pax who had lots
of requests, or bad crews, or complete full house, or weird pax who hit my breast with his
head, or family that letting their children messing around on the plane... not long ago,
a woman with her child ran down to the rear of the aircraft to look right before take off.
we already pushed back and done all the taxiing. we the crews were all strapped in.
it was freaking serious. they walked pass me. i was shock. i shouted at them, please
take any seat and fasten seat belt. she was still wondering and trying to explain.
i stopped her, told her, NO. PLEASE TAKE ANY NEAREST SEATS WITH UR CHILD,
AND FASTEN SEAT BELT IMMEDIATELY, WE ARE GOING TO TAKE OFF - NOW.
she then put her child on the seat. i told her please fasten seat belt, please be quick.
as she just fastened the seat belt for her daughter, the plane really took off. what the fuck??
i felt bad to talk loud to her, and i bet i looked fucking serious at that time.
they were lucky to get the seats, it wasnt completely full that flight. if they werent seated,
they would definitely fall on the floor. and that's not good...
then yesterday... during descending, before the command for us the crews to sit down..
the 6 years old girl ran down the aisle, i ran up to stop her. she was looking for her dad.
i asked her where her dad was? as i remember, there were no kids sitting near my area.
she and her mom were at the bulkhead row. her dad was at the last row. and her mom
let her child running on the plane alone???? after we have asked all the pax to return to
their seat, seat belt fastened, and after the public announcement and the cabin check????!!!
and we had more than one time of turbulence during the flight. how could they not to
realise the danger? i literally ran up to stop the child, and i lift her up, held her and walked very
quick to get her back to her mom. i was really serious. i mean, it's safety issue that i cant
ignore. i told her mom that, please make sure your kid would be in her seat and the seat
belt must be fastened, since we are descending. and look outside, we are really that close
to landing. u can already see the land very clearly. my senior purser saw me.
somehow the job is very tiring... coz... u really never know what would happen inflight.
services are complicated for such short flight, and the pax are freaking crazy, sometimes
freaking rude. crews are mad at the company, and have long face or bad attitude sometimes.
i did the pre-flight check very seriously, so i usually am not the fastest one to finish.
i did my services accordingly, so i m usually not the fastest one as well. it's not like i dont
want to be quick, it's just the fact that i'm following company's standard all the time.
i m not skipping things, and i m not as fast as the seniors. and somehow i'd feel bad coz
its like the others might need to do more coz i m slower. but it's not supposed to be like that.
we shouldnt be like that. but KA's flights are all short haul basically. but we have full services.
what the fuck is wrong??
today, after the announcement of ''30 mins before landing'' and ''cabin crews, please prepare
the cabin for landing" we were still doing our collection. complete full house, 270 meal trays?
some pax are still trying to have their ice-cream or trying to line up for the lavatory.
it's fucking crazy. it really is. and i felt so stupid today, i really did. i kept hoping today would
be finished soon.
my body is exhausting, my mind is exhausting.
tomorrow i'll have the bangalore flight with Joyce. she swapped in this flight to fly with me.
thanks her a lot for that. i was surprised. but the chief purser is also very famous...
just like today... my chief purser today was very famous as well.. crazy..... really crazy..
i wanna cry.. and i miss him a lot... i m looking forward to my annual leave..
not only coz i want my holiday or vacation. i want to see him. i really do want to see him.
>>June 30, 2013 at 6:53:27 PM GMT+8
1970 年 1 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】
:'(
sometimes when im off, i'd like to cry.. some girls would become bitchy when they're tired
of work. but for me, after a long day, i'd want to cry....
i wasnt feeling well today. i didnt wanna go to work but i think i shouldnt report sick.
i went to work.... exhausting body, exhausting mind. not a good combination.
during the past few days of duty, i usually met crazy pax that either with pax who had lots
of requests, or bad crews, or complete full house, or weird pax who hit my breast with his
head, or family that letting their children messing around on the plane... not long ago,
a woman with her child ran down to the rear of the aircraft to look right before take off.
we already pushed back and done all the taxiing. we the crews were all strapped in.
it was freaking serious. they walked pass me. i was shock. i shouted at them, please
take any seat and fasten seat belt. she was still wondering and trying to explain.
i stopped her, told her, NO. PLEASE TAKE ANY NEAREST SEATS WITH UR CHILD,
AND FASTEN SEAT BELT IMMEDIATELY, WE ARE GOING TO TAKE OFF - NOW.
she then put her child on the seat. i told her please fasten seat belt, please be quick.
as she just fastened the seat belt for her daughter, the plane really took off. what the fuck??
i felt bad to talk loud to her, and i bet i looked fucking serious at that time.
they were lucky to get the seats, it wasnt completely full that flight. if they werent seated,
they would definitely fall on the floor. and that's not good...
then yesterday... during descending, before the command for us the crews to sit down..
the 6 years old girl ran down the aisle, i ran up to stop her. she was looking for her dad.
i asked her where her dad was? as i remember, there were no kids sitting near my area.
she and her mom were at the bulkhead row. her dad was at the last row. and her mom
let her child running on the plane alone???? after we have asked all the pax to return to
their seat, seat belt fastened, and after the public announcement and the cabin check????!!!
and we had more than one time of turbulence during the flight. how could they not to
realise the danger? i literally ran up to stop the child, and i lift her up, held her and walked very
quick to get her back to her mom. i was really serious. i mean, it's safety issue that i cant
ignore. i told her mom that, please make sure your kid would be in her seat and the seat
belt must be fastened, since we are descending. and look outside, we are really that close
to landing. u can already see the land very clearly. my senior purser saw me.
somehow the job is very tiring... coz... u really never know what would happen inflight.
services are complicated for such short flight, and the pax are freaking crazy, sometimes
freaking rude. crews are mad at the company, and have long face or bad attitude sometimes.
i did the pre-flight check very seriously, so i usually am not the fastest one to finish.
i did my services accordingly, so i m usually not the fastest one as well. it's not like i dont
want to be quick, it's just the fact that i'm following company's standard all the time.
i m not skipping things, and i m not as fast as the seniors. and somehow i'd feel bad coz
its like the others might need to do more coz i m slower. but it's not supposed to be like that.
we shouldnt be like that. but KA's flights are all short haul basically. but we have full services.
what the fuck is wrong??
today, after the announcement of ''30 mins before landing'' and ''cabin crews, please prepare
the cabin for landing" we were still doing our collection. complete full house, 270 meal trays?
some pax are still trying to have their ice-cream or trying to line up for the lavatory.
it's fucking crazy. it really is. and i felt so stupid today, i really did. i kept hoping today would
be finished soon.
my body is exhausting, my mind is exhausting.
tomorrow i'll have the bangalore flight with Joyce. she swapped in this flight to fly with me.
thanks her a lot for that. i was surprised. but the chief purser is also very famous...
just like today... my chief purser today was very famous as well.. crazy..... really crazy..
i wanna cry.. and i miss him a lot... i m looking forward to my annual leave..
not only coz i want my holiday or vacation. i want to see him. i really do want to see him.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
today i go to school, Kenny( the boy in office)
i am so sad....but my friends treat me so well...
i go church today,
Someone who know