2004 年 7 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

edmund has just left the lovely city HK

hope he'll come back again soon and organized a 5C dinner again

many people will go to u in sept
hope they will study well and be a successful person

looking forward to the trip with MKC friends and Heep Woh classmates
long time no see lar !


the word FRIENDSHIP/RELATIONSHIP is all over my head these days

mum, you are a very strong woman
the strongest i have ever met
everything is planned, everything need to be perfect
I admire so much


but if you are not that strong, you'll be more likeable

uncountable grammatical mistakes


whatever

>>July 21, 2004 at 5:43:18 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

good trip today

just let it be

forgot to mention the dinner with previous 5C classmates is great and memorable
i'll try my best to remember every moment in the dinner

people always said I always "whatever"
this may cause a lot of troubles to the others
but i think it's good to me

these days i wish i know football again
so that i will have closer relationship with the guys
sometimes i feel dunno football just like a stranger among them, or may be it's my own problem..

after thinking and thinking, i feel i should not be bothered by this anymore
friendship fades away with time, the relationships deserved to be keep in touch, will be keep in touch
the other relationships: though i always think of these relationships, i'm not brave enough to act, to try to express my care to them, so....may be just let them go

i should focus on the work i need to do

studying in KTC seems to be a good choice, life is harder, but much happier
tried a lot of things
and dunno why seems many people know me even we're not in the same class
most important, found myself to be important to some people
this help me a little bit to figure out why I'm still alive

the only bad thing i can think of now is my study
terrible
if i use the same standard as some people do, which is rank 10/90 is satisfactory
then my 3 AL subjects 13x/140, 7x/90, 2x/28 should all be disasters and no method to be improved
just hope I'll be able to get my predicted grade in my English AL exam
and with some luck just like in CE to help me to get one C and one D in the other two subjects..
that's enough to me, seems so easy to many schoolmates
to me, i know i have a chance, but believe me, it's not as easy as you think

i promise i will stop playing online game









as soon as possible
hope that i'll be fed up with mystina online
sometimes i'm just like an idiot
choose a bad quality online game to play so that i'll stop playing soon
that is to make myself waste time on a bad quality online game


what a serious diary
still no mood to write a funny one
and don't want to use Chinese

many gramatical mistakes
if my mother read this, she will scold me
i dun care, others and me both understand, that's enough

really wanna improved my relationship with my mum and my brother
but dunno want to do
is kinda weird to suddenly say something good, or to express my love to them
just like dunno how to face my previous schoolmates
really hope my family will say something like "u are important to me" to me
and the others also
to make me know life is meaningful

but who will do this when people in the world are more cool than before
and people are becoming unable to express thier love to the others
i'm sure my family members dunno how to response if I suddenly say to them "i love you all so much"
and if I really do so, when I tell the others what I've done, they may consider me as a freak

i don't mind to be a freak, but I'm just not brave enough to be a freak

and i don't mind people keep on saying good words to me, the more you say, the more i received...
cause i'm a freak

keep on typing without thinking
result in this long and unorganised diary, which include words from the bottom of my heart
reflect part of the real me which lies underneath the superficial side of me

I read it once, found some part of it is really hard to understand


hm.....whatever

>>July 20, 2004 at 5:21:42 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

finally my computer is fixed

and the diary server is up

and i can start writing diary again

but now don't have the mood to write a interesting or meaningful diary

thinking of many things
friendship, study, relationship with my family members, future......

many things need to be done

the hole seems to be partly covered, but long way to be fully covered

i think one step forward, causes the hole to be bigger

is it true? I don't know

i just know I'm nervous and a bit scared

and may be even feel guilty

>>July 19, 2004 at 4:50:09 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

my bot is down

fai di ho fan lar

>>July 7, 2004 at 5:38:24 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

caligiuri is son of a bitch

i just wonder why I'm not brave enough to say the above sentence to her even I hate her so much

>>June 29, 2004 at 12:28:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】

if i have a mp3 player, a discman, and a cd-rom drive
it will be much better
and i don't need to ask tons of people for help

thx for those who had helped me

>>June 28, 2004 at 1:06:44 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】

dun know why
i'm having a great chance to be promoted
it should be a great great (lack of adjectives) news
but lives these days are just frustrating

may be i need to get some hae

>>June 28, 2004 at 12:03:41 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】

潮女私房菜
a great film, is exactly the type of film i like most
little bit of black humour, little bit of crazyness, 一個愛登士家庭, 不同人的古怪性格, 反以貌取人既鋪排, little bit of 温情, a normal but touched ending
it got many factors of one of my ideal films
even better than gosford park

it would be even better if the film can make me laugh more


today go sing k to choose the song for the joint school singing contest
but did not reach to a decision cause we keep on singing other songs

and still have no clue how can i find the song i need for the talent show
SHE will kill me

a bit fed up with the "finding the source" thing

>>June 27, 2004 at 9:19:47 AM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

完全體會先苦後甜

我二年級有個花名, 叫大嘴怪
而家真係名副其實既大嘴怪

名爲矯形實爲整容既手術第一part開始左

牙痛
食唔到野 or 唔識食野
大嘴力口核突左


個result 一定要張我變靚仔呀
如果唔係我真係會自殺


呢個 summer 有勁多好online game
不過大部份都偏偏0係暑假尾推出
我呢段時間比較少野做卻冇game 玩

幸福online, 飛天歷險, flyff, magnobli, 炎龍騎士團online .......等都好期待

算lar, 玩住天外online先lar


梅小惠而家0係TV, 勁肥

南牶媽媽: ok wor
不過如果周杰倫唱南拳媽媽 d 歌可能會仲好聽

唔識講野既 example:
1. 我覺得個brace 阻住晒我唱歌時把口
2. 恭喜你左

地鐵奇遇

去到票務處, 掛緊隊, 諗住拎張八達通出泥增值
一打開銀包, 見到張學生證, 見到上面個樣勁核突
就拎張學生證出泥同同行既Jason講d類似上面張相勁核突同我而家個大嘴勁核突既野
講完之後, 我冇收番張學生證

跟住到我增值
我勁就手咁俾張學生證個地鐵職員
個地鐵職員亦勁自然反應咁張我張學生證放0係0個個唔知點稱呼類似scanne既野上面, 諗住幫我増值
跟住大家都0係到等部電腦回應

跟住.....
Jason 叫: 你做咩野呀
同一時間, 個地鐵職員勁gag咁話: 我以爲係新款八達通 tim

跟住我先識換番張八達通

回程途中諗番起件事, 就會微笑
跟住有人斜視, 實係暗刻話我白痴仔

>>June 25, 2004 at 6:07:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】

after 7 hours of working
and trying uncountable vocal removing programs
still, none of them has acceptable quality

mad mad mad mad MAD

An English song karaoke version is so hard to find

last hope: HMV


recently I found my EQ has decreased, need to change it back

which flavour of jelly has the worst taste?
榴槤? 干貝? 定係蠔屎?

i bet is curry..

>>June 24, 2004 at 2:08:13 PM GMT+8