2004 年 12 月 12 日 星期日 【晴】

明天放學思覺失調
有 D 肴底.....

>>December 13, 2004 at 11:23:41 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 11 日 星期六 【晴】

星期五晚加星期六晚總共訓左25句鐘
同再之前０個五晚總和差唔多........

actually there are tons of things wanna write
but lazy + lots of things not yet done, including the source of my sing con song, revision(s)......

so 都係唔 type lar, 總之呢幾日係幾 happy

>>December 12, 2004 at 11:21:57 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

我真的認為能夠把自己的感情, 真的
完全表現在別人面前
是很勇敢的表現
而我認爲在別人面前誠實地表現自己的心情
九成機會比隱瞞好
而我，應是一個頗爲冇膽的人
可能是等待別人的拯救
亦可能是自己要好好掌握每一個機會


總覺得有些人真的只是完全跟隨生活模式
而沒有去認真思索發生在自己身上的事情
其實這樣不是什麼嚴重錯誤
但總覺得是不妥當

當然，思索得太多，也是不好


發現自己的缺點，有時候
不喜歡那人所作的決定時
我會跟我身邊的人說，卻不對那人說

寧願接受那人所作的決定也不把自己的意見提出
但其實提出的意見那人卻可能會接受．．．．．怪

怪


唔知我今晚又可以訓幾耐呢?

>>December 9, 2004 at 3:56:54 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

dun know if u'll read my diary
but anyway, cheer up, dun cry anymore lar

發現很難一大班人一起傾心事
只有兩三個人在一起時才是傾心事的時候　

有些人，會有很多事想對他說，但總不會開口講
因爲害怕得到既反應係 "做咩無 lar lar 講埋 D 咁既野 "
別人傷心的時候，很想加以安慰，但從來唔敢開口
但唔知點解好怕開口問別人發生什麼事的時候，他／她的反應是 "我唔想講"
這顯得我很廢


I think REDS 參加 group sing will really give a strange performance
but I think the process will be really funny

>>December 7, 2004 at 4:19:52 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

miss that chance
hope that I knew it before so that I can support you guys
anyway, you guys rocks
and cheer up (廢話)

today went to mongkok 睇０下有咩想買
睇唔中最需要０既褲, 但睇得中最唔需要既 jacket
在波鞋街，睇中既又係 new balance．．．．
我似乎係對brown colour 情有獨鍾，硬是覺得只有 brown colour suit 我
白色shirt suit 唔 suit 我呢?????


唔知我聽日可以做到幾多野呢???
有不祥預感

>>December 4, 2004 at 4:50:23 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】

sometimes dun know why my brother can be so 忟 when he's talking with my mother
when my mother asked him something, his first response can be already not in a good mood

that's not the right attitude...................................but in some extent only
cause sometimes my mothers' words are really fai and annoying
anyway, he still should be a bit patient mar....(actually i think myself is not much better than him)

watched BJ with my parents this morning

Sometimes I wonder why my parents will get married
i'm with them for 3 hours and i think they argue for different things hundreds of times
and each arguement last from 1X seconds to 1X minutes.....
and I'm sure this is not the so-called way to improve the relationship of a marriage

today morning is a little bit 忟
cause woke up late and my father just keep on telling me to leave as soon as possible

I do think I'm not bad at time-controlling and I'm sure there is some time left but he just keep on disturbing
and whenever I'm 催ed by others, I'll be really 催ed and can't calm down cause the words from the
催er is really annoying
that makes me forget my jacket when I leave and I'm freezed when watching BJ

for god sake thx to my father, we arrived the cinema 14 minutes earlier
and I just hate waitin' there doing nothin'

and it's good to watch movie with only my father or only my mother but not both together
they just talkin' so loudly before the movie is shown, though it's nothing wrong morally but I just dun like it, again, that's annoying

and since my mother has one step in 郎豪坊, she started commenting on many things, loudly
I think her comments are true but again, I just don't like she speaks too loud.....
and I'm not a good son, cause when my mother is talking loudly, I keep a distance from her

anyway, the movie is not as good as the first BJ
but dun agree with the critics, it is still worth to watch ga wor
and really dunno why, I'm easily touched when watchin' love movies/drama recently

>>December 4, 2004 at 10:40:22 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】

something doesn't sound right
dunno if the others are talking about me in his/her diaries
anyway, what I want to say is
I valued my friendship with any of you very much
but, I'm just not good at express my feelings
I dunno why but sometimes I'm just not brave enough to say it out
and I think i'm a rather calm/boring person
and also the kinda person which doesn't speak much (speechless)
it's so easy for me to listen to all of you but sometimes not easy for me to say a word

anyway, I have tried/will try to 埋堆 more recently and speak more :)

and I'm not in a depression
recently my mood is quite good
may be discovered that I still have some hope in my AL

Miss match 完完全全變左 must watch lar....., miss 左一集就會好失落.....
其實只係睇 Kate and Micheal 攬０下錫０下, 就唔知點解會好滿足架
Love is a rollercoaster

just watched 鐵證懸案
background music 係 eternal flame
首歌個原先版本己經幾廿年前，之後有好多唔同版本
到而家聽都唔覺得娘，仲好鬼 sweet tim (雖然 D lyrics 係老土左 D)

有人話我呢輪可愛／騎呢左 wor, 其實我又唔係好覺
可能近來笑多左掛, 同埋對住有 D 人就唔知點解會係咁搞 cheap gags
好似 "你條 tie 好大舊 wor......................同個鼻好襯....."

發現自己可能有少少 fed up with tennis
因爲我而家好開心聽朝唔洗打 "佢"
又唔洗訓晏覺, 同浪費左成日冇做過野
同埋又可以有成日温書

needa start reading the 費曼

>>December 3, 2004 at 5:27:27 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】

在學校的 unix centre
有很多事要做


真係唔知咩原因
D test and quizzes 豪豪地會較容易滿足的成績
尢其係 Physics, 唔知係咪上堂留心加日日追既原故呢?
都唔明點解上學年讀到死0下死0下都係唔合格

究竟 ar 唔 apply principal nomination 好呢?
以我既profile, 真係覺得自己厚面皮
同埋好驚 interview 俾人問到口啞啞
希望 D interview 係 hae 既 lar

yesterday watched mindhunter
個故事有 D 似大逃殺
有 D 位都幾驚嚇, feel 倒就黎有核突死亡場面我仲會"um"住對耳仔 tim

before watched movie
have dinner at 金滿庭 with my parents
the food is quite good
食小籠包0個陣真係好似打仗咁
勁驚塊皮穿....要好小心好小心,
因為塊皮勁薄,稍為用力不當就會穿....
呀媽真係勁肉緊, 隻包一穿就0係到叫 " 哎呀哎呀鴉鴉, 哎呀鴉__________....." (可能誇張左 D )
最後戰績 5 隻穿左 3 隻

>>November 30, 2004 at 12:43:37 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 27 日 星期六 【晴】

一早去自修室既計劃失敗左
不過唔一早去唔代表唔會去或唔做功課
我就唔信我 3 點前唔開始做野

dunno why,
but suddenly the world seems to be full of love

>>November 28, 2004 at 5:27:02 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 26 日 星期五 【晴】

secret angel 完左
Angel 應該榮登"最好angel獎" (呢個獎個名好廢)
anyway, thx a lot!!!!!!!!

yesterday had dinner with the DBSKTCian
talk about friendship
有 D 野係唔夾就唔夾，冇得解

today tennis, 發現近來的 tennis skill 真係退步左
點解會咁架

this weekend's task
English composition
Hypothesis testing
Electron
English section C
最好可以完成 3 of the above lar
不過我諗最多都係 finish 2 tasks 架 lar..

唔知我幾時先會開始認真咁對待 D tests and quizzes 呢?
答案： 永遠都唔會

點解近來的日記都唔係咁長呢???
因爲我冇咩野諗lor

>>November 27, 2004 at 3:25:26 PM GMT+8