2005 年 3 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

真係勁憎唔想訓既時候就眼訓,
仲要係我一眼訓都己經即刻走去訓,
但訓既時候又訓唔著架 wor.....
我諗我都係訓得太多架喇
爲左唔再浪費時間, 我在此發誓今後要訓少 D.......
如果訓唔到就唔再逼自己訓落去............如果得既話

考完 mock 到而家都冇温過書, 所以今日一定要博殺
向有能中產人士邁進 ????

>>March 7, 2005 at 9:49:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】

do me a favour, stop that fxxking haeing, pls

>>March 6, 2005 at 6:48:11 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

six feet under 完左 lu~~~
有 D 失落
有 D 位唔知點解想喊........

我諗我係睇得中產戲太多
完全係沉迷想做一個 metrosexual......
不過以我既條件, 似乎係好難
考得好個 AL 先算 lar

一個 semi-charmed life, 其實好好架喇 wor..

limit 時間 tends to 0, distance from 死 tends to 0.......

anyway, 要加油, 雖然係得個講字, 不過我真係有少少努力架喇

>>March 6, 2005 at 2:17:42 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 4 日 星期五 【晴】

yesterday night watched 左 hide and seek
依舊咁鍾意 Dakota Fanning
唔太鍾意 Robert De Niro
個 idea 本身 OK ( 其實同鬼眼有 d 似 )
但有 D 位就唔太鍾意
唔鍾意佢交代 Robert De Niro 點解精神分裂交代得太清楚
硬係有一 D 畫蛇添足, 故弄玄虛既感覺
好似個編劇 0係到對住 D 觀眾講 " 我係握左你喇." 咁

overall 套戲 OK, 有 D 位真係幾令人心寒

watched Hitch today
Will Smith 好可愛
依舊咁鍾意睇愛情喜劇, 唔知點解會好容易感動, 但反而睇愛情慘劇又唔會 wor......
套戲真係 quite good lar ( 某程度上可能係因爲 love comedy 所以我覺得係 good )
有 ok 抵死既笑位 (不過 D 笑位唔夠 constantine 搞野), 有冧人既微笑位

係有一段唔太鍾意, 就係 Will Smith 回故過去既一段, 跨張左 D
同埋又係用 D 愛情冇principle 既0個 D 橋, 同 how to lose a guy in 10 days 差唔多


今日我呀爸同我呀媽去睇戲套中竟然.................拖手仔, 唔知點解, 有 D 想嘔......
其實冇咩問題, 不過可能好耐冇見過 D 咁既舉動
同埋一諗起佢地又會成日有火, 但忽然間又咁温馨
仲要有少少好似初戀 ( 或者好細個 )咁拖住隻手 fing 來 fing 去, 一望到, 真係有 D 想嘔
不過, 係件好事黎 ger.....

Mr. Tung 下台, 呵呵.....D 議員.................
之前又咁鍾意佢下台喇, 而家佢下台喇, 又開始講番少少好話........知驚 lu~~~
唔知長毛0係 Mr. Tung 下台之後有咩做呢????

不過曾司長上台, 唔知點解覺得唔會特別好,
不好點都好過 Mr. tung 做落去 lar, 起碼强勢番 D lar....



我考完 mock 冇温過書, 好明顯係唔知個死字點寫.......

>>March 5, 2005 at 3:41:27 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 3 日 星期四 【晴】

好似大約一個月前我同我姑姐講過以下既一句話
"我覺得呢個家係有愛, 但有好多牆阻隔住."

跟住我姑姐尋日同我講
"你都話有好多牆 lar, 咁你就要打破佢喇."

0下.......又談何容易呢???
朋友既情況比家庭好, 但朋友都未搞得掂 lar, 又何況家庭呢????


今日我同呀爸既對話:
"你諗住考完 AL 學唱歌 ? "
"係呀 "
"你諗住做歌手咩? "
"我只係想學0下姐"
"跟邊個學呀? "
"唔知住 wor..."
"杜麗莎? "
"你俾錢呀???"
"好貴架咩???冇所謂 lar, 有得做星爸 wor, 你係咪諗住做到好似 twin匙 咁先??? "

做星爸?????你講真定講假呀........
我仲以爲你係0個 D 唔似會讚成我做歌手0個隻 tim......
真係又要重新評估0下你喇.....

呢一輪睇 American Idol 既時候都有成日幻想企0係個台上面0個個 係我.....

不過算 lar, 都唔方會成事架喇
At least 而家唔應該諗 lar


Hey, Welcome back !!!!

>>March 4, 2005 at 1:07:53 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】

今日由於時間配合得唔係咁好, 補習之前一個人0係淘大聞逛
0係冒險樂園入面, 見到一個十零歲既女仔插住張會員卡玩推幤機,
唔知點解有少少覺得可悲
呢 D 另類賭博係應該盡量禁止


Really hard to know what is on your mind, or may be u have try to show it out already,
but I'm the one who cant sense it...
I'll try to be more considerate next time.......
and may be what's on my mind is also hard to sense too.........
masks right?

may be some of you think i'm cool,
but I dun think I am, i'm actually too emotional ( provided i'm alone???? ), too much emotions


today's Eng oral

is bad,
Ads make youth smoke 真係幾難好 fluent 咁 pronounce
不過斷估都唔會難讀到讀左
Ads make youth smooth 掛............
我而家自己諗番都0係到傻笑
0個陣時我諗都忍得幾辛苦

>>March 3, 2005 at 2:52:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】

one interesting phenomenon

I think people are really care about each other
many people care about me, I care about others
and at the same time, many people care about you too

but, it's so hard for people to express their care
it's just weeeeeeeeeeird some times


We should all take a step forward,
but is there any method to make this easier????

>>March 2, 2005 at 2:06:51 PM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】

搞唔掂個 background, 所以都係放棄 lu~~~~

又話唔俾個 mock control, 而家就真係俾佢 control 到懵左喇

Applied, finally cannot finish the target before 4:00am
but nearly achieve the target at 5:45am...
跟住上 bed 訓唔著,
隻眼勁辛苦.....


Applied, 如無意外應該係唯一一科合格
唔計 numerical method 温得一日, 應該算係咁掛......

究竟我 AL 應該點温好呢
最多勁人考既 applied 回報率最高, 但係高分又唔代表好 grade 架 wor
有 D 人墊底既 pure maths 回報率勁低, 但低分又唔代表差 grade 架 wor
而多勁人既 applied, 我個 ranking 又似乎係 relatively 最高 wor ( 其實都係低架喇 )
我 AL 係咪應該照樣攻 applied 呢 ????


今年 D american idol 有 D 真係幾 OK wor,
尤其是係 D 男 既, 有番 D 星味喇

nip / tuck 又係 OK 愈來愈好睇
係擺到明揾 D 現今美國社會 被 consider 荒唐 ( 呢個形容詞好似用得唔係好arm)
既社會現象做劇情
我就係鍾意睇呢 D 喇

>>March 2, 2005 at 1:54:08 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

topics i have to finish tonight

vector short qu
polar coordinate short qu
dynamic short qu
scan through impact, projectile and shm and numerical method
hypothesis testing, probability density funtion

probability of finish before 4:00
0.5% .................................................

>>March 1, 2005 at 2:11:13 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

sorry
I cant help at this moment, really
may be I dun care these days, or dun willing to, or I'm just stubborn
thx for da patience anyway

At this moment, I just wanna focus on my studies
dun wanna think or talk about anything
dun wanna make others worry about me, dun want to make myself worry about different things
this may make myself more cool, irresponsible
but this also make myself happier, and ya may be I'm selfish

this should not affect how I treat others cause people in the world are acting superficially
anyway thx for ya patience which................I seem not deserved

adapting
the beautiful but partly fake world

if people tends to look at the bright side and ignore the dark side, is it a good think or not??
hmm, if u can really do this, I think it should be a good think, right???
sometimes you just too concentrate and making youself ignore the darkness
or may be you just act by following your guts which makes you even cannot see the darkness
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it's just a matter of helping my grandma to take a bath
why bother to discuss for the whole dinner and also losing a bit of ya temper????
just try to make others happy, this is what most of the people is doing and
this is what people should do huh?????
at least try not / you must not make others unhappy
this seems to be one of the rules when you are with others..............
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applied maths, I just hope I can rank 22th
though it's hard to think 3 persons who ranked below me
anyway, this is the mock, not AL

dunno why, I have confidence that my AL will not be BEEEE
though at this stage that is the most accuate projected grade.........
but I just dun believe in it
may be because I have the God of Luck with me in CE
I think I'm over-confident this time
haha, I usually lack of confidence on things which I should be confident
this time, it seems that I have too much confidence..............

>>March 1, 2005 at 1:11:57 PM GMT+8