2005 年 1 月 22 日 星期六 【晴】

唉, 病左.....
不過病得幾個鐘
而家冇事 lu~~~

代價係咩都冇做過
好明顯上個禮拜我係得個講字

>>January 23, 2005 at 11:38:15 AM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

呢兩日勁撞到人 wor

昨晚跟 Jason 在又一城商量在 where 吃晚飯時給 Tiffany 看到
吃完飯在 glacier 的 audience seats 遇到 Noel 同 Siena
聽聞 Siena 受到 電話性 disturb........超恐怖

今日就撞到
徐旭和, BKit, 陳X南, 李家偉, 王x輝
仲有上次同 Jason 去聯合買衫其中一個 sales

走過 page one, 有好多書想買呀

真係唔可以再諗佢!!!!!!!
要順其自然呀

打呢篇日記唔知點解覺得係好 hae 咁打出黎
可能我真係 hae 緊

saturday night, never wanna fight~~~~~
(懶係有 rhymes 咁, 仲要個 meaning 好廢)

>>January 22, 2005 at 3:10:56 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

i think i should find somethin' to do after writing diaries and reading others' diary
otherwise i will keep on thinking college is nearly over
and thinking who are the people i can keep contact
and what should I do to make people keep contact with me
and how happy we were
and how stupid am I cause I always let time go and never make good use of it
and.................

KTC is really a good school, only 1.5 year, but lots of precious memory

three years later, i should have the same feeling as now
may be more emotional.......the end of university

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something is really disappointed


有 D 人諗野會好有深度
有 D 人諗野會好膚淺
有 D 人諗野唔係有深度但又唔係膚淺 (或者一時有深度, 一時好膚淺), 中庸得黎又有 D 奇怪

我應該係第三隻
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the judgement is pretty fair ger............

you really did something wrong and made a serious mistake

u gotta be tough as you always did
and I'm sure people who know you will not discriminate you or look down at you
cause they know u're such hardworking and have really high standard when u are working
they all know you well and know your character
they'll all trust you, I'm sure
it's not a long period, may be quite boring
just think of the joyful moment we shared and time will just fly

>>January 22, 2005 at 8:35:41 AM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

可能隨住時間過去, 過去兩日都冇咩諗 D 煩野
反正都冇 solution, 問題依然存在, 停止諗都係好ger

just watched siu kwai's web album, 有以下發現
1. 我個眼袋永遠都係咁大
2. 唔知係咪我騎呢, 因而佔左唔少篇幅
3. 有一幅我覺得影得我同 kwai 好襯
4. 我個側面超樣衰, bottom part of 嘴唇激突

5.
though there are only photos of a few days
but they remind me the happy moements we spent together in the last one and a half year
the photos, duuno why, are really touching, siu kwai must have cursed them.......
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the great moment with manlok in lessons

also the boys at the front rows, though 我不在你們最熟的一群
u guys are really good person and funny ( 從你地個樣係睇唔出0既 )
really loves to have lessons with you guys

the DBSKTC boys, really enjoy the dinners we had

the T-bag guyz, always laugh when we are together

and the SU, we once worked overnight, though is tough but the time we worked together is memorable

the great teachers in KTC

等等等等
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同學們都在派紀念冊
已完成了三張, 還有不少呢
每一個人都要寫上不同的東西, 著實不易呢
不過我會很用心的去寫
因爲我知道當我派紀念冊的時候我也想別人寫一些心底話, 有意思的句子
同樣地, 我也會盡力去寫出我對你們的感覺
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really gotta thx mic, for caring me so much
you are the first who give me a letter to express your feelings to me
i should learn this from you, to express my feeling
may be i should write letters too
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容祖兒 煙霞

遊遍了 Lisa　前路的風景
蓋著了 Tina　蒙閉的雙眼
未明白拈上你是何代價
彼此亦另有他

神秘的 Freda　誰認清真假
你別要用我受不住的鼻音跟我說話
令我的心軟化
證實我真心想有火花

>>January 21, 2005 at 4:42:05 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

sometimes things are not under controlled

love 與 黑暗係 1 比 1
希望有日我會重返 full of love lar

school nearly comes to an end
people seems gettin' emotional

我想我個腦諗多 D 開心野


我的面具是會自自然然在人面前變厚了
it's a great problem

gotta take action, really

>>January 19, 2005 at 3:37:04 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

仲以為邊個會特登同我講 sorry,
原來係有人玩野.......

一個名為 urgh 既人兄既 sorry 搞到我好認真咁回應左一大段.....
俾知道真相既人睇到一定會勁滴汗同幾千萬個爆笑
所以我一放學就將0個段野毀屍滅跡.........
不過留左個 word file, 等自己睇既時候笑0下...........

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these days, feel better, but at the same time, luck is not with me

late at school, and forgot to go the dentist today, really sucks
sometimes really hate myself for always forgetting things
this is already the 3rd/4th time I forgot to go to the dentist lar
actually 唔係唔記得, 係記錯
都唔明望主個日子然後記入腦, 硬係會記錯日子架 wor
明明記得係一月十八日, 但係又唔知點解會記左星期三架 wor.........

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yesterday watched Alexander with my Dad
to me, it's ok lar, i think it's the most 大型 gay 佬 film

the most enjoyable time is with my Dad
have dinner with him in 和民
冇理會過佢既銀包, 餐飯又飽又好味
兩父子撐檯腳, 雖然冇咩交流, 亦冇講 D 咩心底話
不過都己經 feel 倒有 D warm, 好耐冇試過 feel 到做仔0個種感覺
this feeling has a little bit help on curing me mentally

talk about his job in the past
以前冇影印機真係好慘架, 咩都用手抄
所以以前有 D 岡位叫 書法員 something like that

really need to spend more time with my family

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nip / tuck and six feet under, 變左 must watch lu~~~
stephen king's mini series, a bit disappointed

配左 eyeglasses, a simple and safe one
got a haircut, 都算變左 style ga lar....
唔知 D 人對我既 new eye glasses and my hair 有咩意見呢?????

obviously I'm a bit lazy in writing this diary
sometimes really dun wanna type chinese, feel extremely sleepy
even I know it's much mroe clear and easy to understand

finally it comes
pls guide her to get over this

>>January 19, 2005 at 8:15:40 AM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】

sick and tired.........


算吧 lar...................


gotta concentrate and stop thinking of the sad things which keep on blowing in my mind recently

>>January 17, 2005 at 3:19:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】

endless searchin'

hope that I'll not last till the end of life........
I'm so pathetic otherwise





盧之誼, 你試0下下個weekend 唔温書吖!!!!!!!!
黎緊 既 weekdays, 真係要努力 D 追番蝕左既時間

近來唔知點解唔想再十點幾先食飯
搞到比起以前早左個零鐘0係學校番屋企
即係每日蝕左個零鐘.........


addicted to Natasha Bedingfield
i think her music is better than Pink ga wor
but her voice sometimes really like Pink ger
unwritten 真係聽極都唔厭 !

>>January 16, 2005 at 4:44:30 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

近來常常在發明星夢
幻想自己站在台上唱著派台歌.....................

真的有點衝動在AL後學唱歌.................
真的有衝動參加新秀......................
真的有衝動因爲想入娛樂圈而入 broadcast journalism........................

不過夢, 發太大了吧



放假, 係最蝕既

>>January 16, 2005 at 2:08:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 1 月 13 日 星期四 【晴】

很疲倦的一個禮拜
今天終於完成了那份 section E, 戰績很好了

明天很冷呢, 我鍾意
8度番學, 一定好爽呢

跟據人氣度, 每日有 15-20 個人會看我的日記
真想知道他們是誰呢

今晚, 又玩番 online game.......................
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有些事情, 似難以復再
但我不想放棄, 只是..............

有些 situation 是在好轉中
有些在原地踏步

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近來的心情不大好, 有時會很無言, 有時亦很難嬉皮笑臉的跟別人說話
看來要重新感受更多的人情冷暖才能令自己開懷一點

很可笑, 煩的層次是愈來愈高的

煩的東西, 不是你不去想它, 它便會消失
根本滿腦子都會是煩的東西在迴旋流動著.......

有一晚, 聽到姑姐說自己是 潛意識極度悲觀主義者
那個名堂, 非常 suit 我

記得玩九型人格的時候
我認爲一張印著 有警覺性, 多疑.... 的卡很 suit 我
其實我只是在某些事情上多疑
有些事情, 我認爲我的警覺性有點走火入魔, 令到我太過容易起疑心了......
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辦公室政治, 真的很黑暗

終於發覺報紙上的報道, 可能會由於資料不足或是提高銷量或其他原因
只會描述事情的某一面
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對於關心我的人, 多謝
通常跟別人在一起的時候, 其實我的心情也沒有怎麼樣
只是偶然間或是獨處的時候, 才會有點煩
但若在課堂上問我煩什麼, 我真的不想提, 只想留心聽書
下一次請在 lunch / 放學 後問我吧

有時候, 真的不想把煩的東西告訴會 跟我一起煩/因爲我煩而煩 的人

>>January 13, 2005 at 5:03:04 PM GMT+8