2005 年 2 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】

I seem having no skill out of studying.(I am not sure if this sentence is correct)
About computer, I didn't know much.
About fashion, I know nothing.
About othes, I really know nothing.
Suddenly, I am quite worried about myself.
Being a F.5 student, I will have to take a job immediately if I fail to get into F.6.
But who will hire me?
Did I think too much?
I am afraid of it.

I watched a friend's diary eailier today.
I feel jealous.
I also want sb to hug.
Not my family members, they wouldn't understand me, I can't explain my feeling to them.
But the friend has other to hug.
I do feel jealous.
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我看似沒任何學習以外的技能(我不肯定這句是不是對的)
關於電腦, 我不知道很多
關於服飾時裝的, 我什麼也不知道
關於其他的, 我當真一點也不知道
突然間我有點擔心自己
作為一個中五生, 我得馬上工作如果我不可以上中六的話
但那個會僱我?
我是不是想太多了?
我害怕

稍早我看了一個朋友的日記.
我感到妒忌
我也想有人可以抱
不是家人, 他們不會明白我, 我不可以向他們解釋我的感受
但那個朋友有別人可以抱
我實在感到妒忌

>>February 26, 2005 at 12:01:18 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 22 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】

Cold
＞～＜

"Crying out love in the center of word" seems to be worth to watch.
So insists that I should never watch it by my own self, and ask girl to watch it with me
But I am afraid that if I cry for the movie, the one who sit next to me must be surety scary by me.
I don't know why, when my lip touchs my tear, it will tumefy.
(I have not tried other's.)
I can't let other be scary by my bulging lip, it is too... goofy= =
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涷
＞～＜

"在世界的中心呼喚愛"看似很值得看.
So堅持我應該不要一個人去看, 且請女生陪我去看
但我怕如果我為了"世"而哭出來, 那個坐我旁邊的一定會被被我嚇到
我不知道為什麼, 當我的嘴唇碰到我的淚水, 它會腫起來
(我沒試過其他人的)
我不可以讓其他人被我腫起來的嘴唇嚇到的, 這太...白痴了= =
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Dear 非非:
非非此言差矣
妳應該問"查實你幾ＹＯＵＮＧ既呢＠＠？？ "
我點都細過妳啩... 我才16=,=

>>February 26, 2005 at 12:01:12 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 21 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

Today is the first day for me to be inside the school since the Chinese New Year Holidays, because it is the day for me to go back to TKP to study again

About the homework, I don't know how to due with it, I don't want to copy it=,=

I know I must be hard-working from now, But I can't do so.
I am too too too too lazy, and devils stay with me everywhere.

I lose a lot of signatures~~
too bad~~!!
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今天是我自新年假以來第一天身處學校, 因為我要回校上課

關於功課, 我不知道什樣處理, 我不想抄=.=

我知道我一定要由現在努力, 但我不可以做到
我太太太太懶散了, 而且魔鬼們經常伴我左右

我不見了很多留言!!
太差了!!
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dear 小棋子:
我都係試一試o者~~
都有好多問題未解決ga...
要搵高人幫手~

>>February 22, 2005 at 12:32:04 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 21 日 星期一 【颳風】

now, 0:41am, 21st Feb, the day I need to be in school again
I still have a lot of homework to do
I believe I have wasted my holidays
Is it? Maybe, I am not sure.
In Cathy's point of view, I do.
Ah.

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Dear dreaming girl:
So I will visit it constantly if you don't think that I am bothing you

Just do it as your interest, and you will find it is not difficult (and it is quite interesing...).

Thx!! I will be there if I have spare time...

Dear 黃綠醫生~:
-.-"
不要妄自菲薄

識vocab多唔代表英文好, 我都成日作文用字典...

"在世界中心呼喚愛情"我見到有漫畫, 我都想睇
"可以的話記得同身邊關心你日記既"異性"朋友去睇下~"
"可以的話"
可惜, 係唔可以ge~

>>February 21, 2005 at 12:51:31 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 18 日 星期五 【颳風】

Today is Friday, and I will go to school in the next Monday.
Homework? Don't mention such a upset thing
Have I studied hard? Don't bother me, I don't want to ask you
Ah-.-
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今天是星期五, 而已我要在下星期一上學
家課? 不要提及這不愉快的事了
我有沒有努力學習? 不要煩我, 我不打算回答你
唉-.-
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Dear 非非~:
呢D野唔係得閒無聊就搵到ga~~
我睇ge時候都淨係見到"english"
根本見唔到有錯

驚比人打?
唔使驚
我地班不嬲唔會將佢當人來睇...(笑)

>>February 18, 2005 at 11:19:57 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 17 日 星期四 【陰】

Coming back from the stores, I buy nothing
The process is quite interesting:
me: It is quite good, and I like...
Mum: No~! It is not beautiful enough~! This one is perfect.
Dad: No way! It has no bluetooth!

Finally, I buy nothing-.-"
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從店子回來, 我什麼也沒買到
那個過程是蠻有趣的
我: 這個不錯, 而且我喜...
媽: 不~! 這個不夠漂亮~! 這個就完美了
爹: 才不! 這個沒藍牙!

最後, 我什麼也買不了-.-"
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Dear 非非~:
非非好野~~-.-b
我都沒注意到耶
妳居然這麼眼尖
讚!!

>>February 17, 2005 at 9:37:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 17 日 星期四 【陰】

one again
one girl leaves me again
It is not a matter if she is male of female
I just feel brokenhearted
I don't know why
I don't know how to explain myself
Did she cheat me? No
Did I cheat her? Maybe
I am a chicken, I dare not promise
I disappoint her
It will be my regert afterward
Before she leaves, she gave me her final prize, a graphy
I don't know how she draw it
I hope all it is just my onw worrying
I hope so.
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Also, there is a girl
She has no father and no mother since she was 3
She lives with his brother
And now, she is 17
And she know a boy through the Internet
The boy treats her nicely
It seems that the boy likes her
One day, she tells the boy her words, she loves him.
Maybe she knows it is impossible for her to get together with the boy, she still insists to do so.

Now, my first question,
Is she brave? Or is she just very foolish?

Then, she is rejected.
Maybe the boy is feebleminded(智障的), or due to the other reasons
He forgets the events happened between them
Them ,she runs away.
But the boy just chases the other girl, his minder, who runs away too, not her.

Now, my second question,
Is the boy cruel?
(he didn't know her background and he has his own minder at that time)

After sometime, the boy knows what happened, and how painful the girl who had been rejected by him is.
And he knows the girl's thought
After some time, they talk face to face with other's accompyany
And the girl explains all her feeling to the boy:
She cries for all the night since he rejected her
When she saw the boy stays with other girl, she feels jealous, and also brokenhearted.
But the boy still can't accept her.

The third one,
What should he have done?

So on, the story might finish.
Is it a typical tri-love story?
What will the 17 years old think?
Then how about the boy?
The girl chased by the boy?
Who causes the fault?
Must it have a sad end?

>>February 17, 2005 at 7:11:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 17 日 星期四 【陰】

Yesterday I went to Sai Tin, where my sister's house is located
(Don't ask me why I always write the things which has pasted)
Just a small apartment... But it is enoug for 2 to live
I want to live by my own suddenly, it is free.
But it is just a dream, nothing can be done without money.
It is sad
Money is such a important item that no one can live without it
Sometime it is much more important than other's life.
I don't feel well today, I don't know what I have written.

Tonight, I might go and buy a mobile phone
I think mobile phone is not useful at all for me now.
But everthing have their own use
Maybe it will be a need for me afterward
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昨天我到了沙田, 我姐居所的所在
(不要問我為什麼我老寫已經過去的事)
只是一個小單位...不過已經夠2個人住了
我突然想一個人住, 這是很自由的
但這不過是個夢, 沒事情可以在沒有錢之下成就
這是悲傷的
有時錢比別人的生命更重要
今天有點不舒服, 我不知道自己寫了什麼

今晚, 我彧許會買一部手機
我覺得手機對現時我我來說並不是太有用
但所有東西都有它們的用處
或者手機會是一個必需品於我在以後的日子

>>February 17, 2005 at 6:26:43 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】

recently I have to put my time in homework such that I don't have time to write my diary
sorry
:P

Andrew:
??
what did you mean?

>>February 16, 2005 at 1:34:18 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 14 日 星期一 【晴】

I receive my first chocolate today
Although it is virtual, I still feel warm and happy
T^T
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我收到我第一份的巧克力
雖然是虛擬的, 不過我仍然很感到溫暖和開心
T^T

>>February 14, 2005 at 11:56:50 PM GMT+8