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2006 年 9 月 6 日星期三【陰】

不知不覺..
日記已經變左做週記..
我都唔想..攪到好似好耐冇同過你地講野咁..
How u guys doing ar??
好耐冇浦頭的，自首pls。

今日收到爸爸電話，學校寄左信返屋企。
叫爸爸拆，係cheque一張，獎學金200鎊。
好似係yr 4 best overall performance.
係best呀! 全班考第一個個先有架喳~ 勁麻??
不過唔知點解我自己冇咩感覺．．．
俾爸爸話腐碌都冇咩反應...
好似開心唔起..提唔起勁咁..
最開心個個好似係阿仔..
醫院既人真係好難頂，我可以全日冇同過任何人講野。
做完呢6個月placement唔變自閉都應該會變得文靜．．．

今日收到嘉嘉電話，佢返左英國～
哈哈~ 真係好絕!! 我真係覺得好攪笑!
希望星期六會夾到時間啦!!

有冇人有玩<<動物之森>>啊??

LionDog，我岩岩wkend先開你copy俾我個幾隻DVD。
一開見到咁多file巧滾動啊!! 你對我真係好~~~ ^3^

re: 林頌汶，記得呀!! =]]
撻全朵咁堅既你? 你幾好麻??
你又會搵到我既??
岩岩你搵我前一日施展輝先搵返我，
我原本仲以為係佢話你聽架tim.

re: Rebecca，thanks!
Im ok la..可以快d做完placement會仲好d..

re: 寶寶，我同Vannie早兩日先講起你!!
Landline仲未得啊..d鬼做野..
佢話check下間屋有冇電話線都要10個working days後先reply你..
Check完又要唔知等幾多個working days先裝到..
係呀..打手提既話電話費好好好好貴呀!
你得閒send個sms俾我現下身好喇!! 或者email啦懶人!!

>>September 7, 2006 at 4:55:30 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 31 日星期四【晴】

好似好返好多，已經唔會諗起就喊
雖然都唔係好接受到，有時都會唔記得
以後都見唔到喇．．．
好遺憾睇唔到畢業．．．
不過最少佢都有見過阿仔，so not too bad I think??
或者有阿爺照顧佢會好d呢? 係咪????

藥房依然係不知所謂
好彩以後大絕大部分時間都係0係病房
今個星期每一日都係做心臟, medical同善終既病房
心臟同medical多數都係d老人家
佢地多數都孤令令咁..唔係自己一個住就係老人院
都唔見有人黎探佢地既
個個都老//病到照顧唔到自己
見到佢地我就會諗...第時老左會唔會又係咁呢??
或者佢地都有好多好朋友仔，不過大家都太老黎唔到探佢地喇..
善終病房既病人睇落反而係最開心，最健康
見到佢地我又會諗...
或者佢地咁多年黎既生活都好滿足,好開心幸福
所以都覺得冇咩遺憾唔開心喇
但唔係越開心幸福越緊張鐘意就越怕冇左架咩..?
爸爸話生老病死我一定要自己學識去面對..
但我真係唔知自己幾時先學識睇得開..
要同我愛既人n愛我既人分開...我真係覺得好難受...=[[
可以既詰，我唔想學識...

終於都到8月尾，好似捱得好辛苦先過得一個月．．．
今個月真係好唔開心，好多唔開心既事發生
希望下個月會好ｄ．．．

華，thanks for being supportive. xxx

>>August 31, 2006 at 11:52:37 PM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 30 日星期三【晴】

mum & dad managed to change the flight ticket, came back from usa today,
spoke to them on phone, feel better now, dont worry.
still cant wait for the placement to be finished though..
...still have 4 months to go...sigh...

ps. havent tried with the ipod yet...
i will try tonite la..and will see if i can upload the pics as well..

re: Isa, thanks. i will add oil, add as much as i can. miz u.

>>August 31, 2006 at 12:16:49 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 29 日星期二【晴】

work again...coronary ward today...nearly all elderly there had a stroke...
miss grandma a lot..cant help tears coming out..
wanna take a sick leave cos i really dont wanna work..
but where can i go? i dont wanna go back hall and stay there on my own..
hate being alone recently...
wanna take a break so much...
wanna leave this hospital...wanna quit it!!
y my final yr seems so hard?? y is it going so slow?
i really cant wait to go home...=[[
at least....get me out of this bloody HELL!!
i have to say ppl r so horrible here..=[[
miss u guys loads...

>>August 30, 2006 at 12:02:40 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 28 日星期一【晴】

wkend + bank holiday monday...
4 days 3 nites holiday..
went to glasgow n edinburgh in scotland..
everything was going so well..
i was so looking forward to this long wkend..
but then everything changed...
been crying too long eyes r so sore n tired...
i really dont know how to face it...
i know i have to, but i really miss grandma a lot..
A LOT...
it came so suddenly...i thought she would be able to see me graduate...
i thought i could show her my graduation pics...
she was so well when i met her in summer...
i really cant take it.....
just one more yr then she can see me graduate..which i know she would love to see...
i know old people dies and she was lucky to go with no pain or uncomfortable..
but i felt SO bad that i couldnt be there at the hospital and say the last goodbye...
there was nth i could do apart from telling her not to worry me on the fone...
i really dont want her to worry me and dont want my parents to worry me again..
but i feel so upset...i really want her back...
i wanna have dinner with her again, yum cha with her again...
i wanna see her again...
i feel so terrible that i cant even be there at her funeral...
and i cant see her at least a yr later...
i really wanna know how is she doing now...
is grandpa taking care of her??
i wanna see her so much...
i dont wanna cry anymore, i dont want anyone worry me anymore
but it just so hurt n tears burst out when i remember i will never see her again..
i want her back so badly...
at least let me see her one more time......pls....

>>August 29, 2006 at 2:36:38 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 21 日星期一【晴】

helloooooooooooooo! =]
i will see if i can type chinese on my own pc,
and then transfer it to the ipod then bring it back to the library to upload later la...
hopefully it will work, i dont like having english diary neither...
(thats y i've been lazy writing diary la...hee) =P
anyway, hope u all doing well babess!

1st time cant be with u on the 21st,
but u still make it a happy anniversary. =]
happy 5 months. xxx

>>August 22, 2006 at 12:07:25 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 16 日星期三【炎熱】

been to elderly ward today....smelly...><
and the patients just keep shouting for nurse but no one really cares..
well..i think that always happen in all hospitals la..
really dont like the smell...not v.strong but so unpleasant..
the elderly ward is so different from yesterday la,
(it was special care baby unit yesterday)
its so warm there, winnie the pooh everywhere on the wall..
but i feel like the decoration is for the nurse gar law..
cos the babies there r too young to know what winnie the pooh is la...
and they sleep in the oxygen box anyway..probably cant see it.
i recently found that i really dont like babies under 6 months ar...
they seem "1 pat pat"...too soft n fragile...look like little kitten...ho ugly gar...
well, at least it doesnt smell like the elderly ward..
i have to spend a week or two in the elderly ward later ar.......><

re: Isa, haha, dont eat vinegar la~
u can call each other whenever u guys want la...
but im here on my own..><
ho wanna go dinner with u guys ar!!!!!!!!

>>August 17, 2006 at 12:01:19 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 14 日星期一【晴】

this is the 3rd wk jar....><

its not possible for me to have internet n landline in my room la...
and the pc here in the library doesnt let me dl msn...
so its soo difficult to chat with u guys now.....=[[
really miss u all sooo sooo much...
i was trying to install the chinese typing from the control panel onto this pc la,
(which they actually dont allow me to do)
but the pc doesnt even have the chinese typing from the control panel law...
sigh...

the hall im living now is an old building which looks like 1940s...

life is sooooooo boring here!
just work and then after work, just me in the room law...=[

can someone get me out of here ar..........?!
can these 6 months go quicker ar...........?!

isa, thanks for all the pics ar!

re: Vannie, i miss u all too ar!!!
ho ho ho miss ar!!!
he may have landline later ar and i go to his house every wkend,
so u call me later at wkend la, its much cheaper to call landline than mobile gar!!

re: ShuShu, yes ar..im alive ar...kind of...
im not looking for a house la, i only stay here for 6 months ma,
u know they always do a yr contract!
and the hall im living now is SO cheap ar!! only 86 pounds per MONTH!!!!! all bills included!!
and its only 3-5 mins walk to work ar..so i will stay la...
well, for these 6 months til the placement finish la!
england very dangerous ma?? as always la i think...btw, u know where im now ma??
im up north la, West cumberland ar, which is further north than Lancaster law...
u know how north newcastle is ma?? same as newcastle but on the west...
i cant imagine how cold it will be in the winter la...
now in august and im wearing 2 jackets law...-.-"
i do NOT have any "law野" la!!! so even i write my diary in chinese, it still 唔好笑架law!!!!!
u let me know their "law野" 好過啦!!

>>August 15, 2006 at 12:16:26 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 10 日星期四【晴】

work work work...
glad that i finish at 1630 everyday n it takes me only 5 mins walk to work!!
cant wait for the placement to be finished!!
dont feel like im ready for the pre-reg exam though...
these 5 yrs flies so fast la...still cant believe im in final yr lu~

heard about the terrorism this morning...
was so worried cos mum&dad were heading to USA on 9th la!!
so relieve to know that they r all okay!!
i wanna go usa with them too ar......................i want holidays!!!
......its my 2nd week only now!!
damn..when will my placement finish ar?!!

isa, i got the pics@camp la!! thanks!!
looking at them put a smile on my face. =]]
will add it to the right later la~
miss u guys loads!!
hope u all doing well! xoxox

ps. but where r the pics we took at the restaurant@mk??

>>August 11, 2006 at 1:09:12 AM GMT+8

2006 年 8 月 9 日星期三【微雨】

hello everyone, how u guys doing??
im staying at the hall of hospital which doesnt allow me to have my own internet in my room...
so, im now using the pc in the library and it doesnt allow me to type chinese law.....
(i can still read chinese though..)
anyway, i will keep updating the diary as often as before la! miss u guys loads!!
life wasnt good last week but everything seems going well now, so no worry. =]
btw, i have changed my mobile number..which i cant remember now..hee...ask mabel la!!
this will be the only number u can find me now..but the things is..the hospital blocks all the signals law..
so i can only answer the phone after work which is 4:30pm here in england and will be 11:30pm in hk.
really miss hanging out with u guys...
send me an email, a txt or leave me msg here, just let me know what u have been doing!!!!
hope u all doing well!!
take care babesss!
xxx

re: KaKa, hope ur well now!!
keep letting me know hows thing going with u la~

re: wa, the game we played that day is enough for u to spend ur whole life playing it la..
nitendo got the best games in the world la!!! play mario, mario kart, nitendogs etc
really miss the night at sha kok that we all played so happily ar...^^

>>August 10, 2006 at 12:07:01 AM GMT+8