2004 年 5 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

2 more days for a month since u left.
20 more years for my mom to fade ur memory away.
200 more attempts for me to attain your standards on me.

>>May 26, 2004 at 5:59:01 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

An nearly year old song. Descriping years life

童年是誰伴我走 挽我的手
望我踏上天梯 不可退後
曾經期望著我 前程和戀愛 甚麼都擁有

沿途就算跌 要跌得好看
才能不自責 報答別人厚望
然而誰明白我 沒你們所想的堅壯
我很想找個人 對我說別怯慌

回顧中彷彿一步一生
每一級一世都難忘 如何吸引
曾碰上每個過路人 跟我漸行漸遠
懸崖上我始終都企穩

誰伴我去走一步一生
每一位一個不留神 不再熱吻
還有沒有人 令我驚險又興奮
願我能 提示我這一雙腳別震

前面是誰伴我走 挽我的手
但笑著吃苦的氣力 我有

>>May 26, 2004 at 5:53:38 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

Repeated scenes, repeated routines, repeated sleepless nites

Can u tell me what's life?? a series of ups and downs?? a series of delights and boredom?? If life is for having joy. Can joy be joy anymore if boredom is expected to be the next??

Or think it more positively... there will be no long lasting unhappiness.

>>May 26, 2004 at 5:46:30 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 16 日 星期日 【酷熱】

an hour dialogue equals to one year Portugual speech.

IFC is spectacular... if i am a Senoir Manager @ one of the investment bank there, it will be too good for me. haha, day dreaming again

>>May 17, 2004 at 3:45:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 3 日 星期一 【暴雨】

The second day of my long vacation.
So pleased that i am here to type something or my soul wither.
Loss in the numbering game and the game of maze.
Jealousy bloom in my heart -- what has happened to my iron heart.
Charm comes from confidence and self-knowledge. Chance comes from aggressiveness.
WHen things come up, u will be fine... but when will things come up??
Find lose in the little city and find lost in finding goals and target.

Dad, can u hear me?? If u were here, it would be so good to me even we both don't say a word.

>>May 4, 2004 at 4:02:29 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 11 日 星期日 【酷熱】

4 holidays are consecutive Dad's Days
Not fruitful but mentally full
If i had a choice, I wouldn't back to office tomorrow.

Once again i doubt the way u reject.

May God bless my dad for those remaining days with peaceful mind;
May God bless me the necessary bravery to quit the job.

>>April 12, 2004 at 3:05:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

Dad Suffer... how vulnerable, how helpless... Expect for the worst, expect for escape...
Fight till last moment painfully or End it once and for all with respect??
Why unfortune comes to him over and over again??
If there was Jesus, why wouldn't the one grant room for breathing from suffociation.
It's a test?? too cruel... too cold...

>>April 4, 2004 at 4:33:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 24 日 星期三 【暴雨】

Like a dormant seed lying in dying soil.
If i had a choice... i would like to see what has happened to my life.

The dying seed is so plain... If u had a choice, would u end ur life simply and end the endless pain.
No direction, no motivation.

>>March 25, 2004 at 1:15:27 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 7 日 星期日 【晴】

2 yrs over... make a wish, make a wish

wish u feel happy lifelong.... for the one i cared b4 and the one i dare not to care now
CHEERS

>>March 8, 2004 at 3:53:45 PM GMT+8

2004 年 2 月 28 日 星期六 【酷熱】

2 yrs alreay... knowing a gp of precious frds and starting my existing job for 2 years.

I gotta workharder

>>February 28, 2004 at 4:10:40 PM GMT+8