2004 年 9 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

Feel happy and sorry when facing u

>>September 25, 2004 at 4:54:41 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

Why did u get sick without the doctor's receipt?

What's wrong with u, u should have done it minutes ago.

Don't make me disappointed.

>>September 18, 2004 at 12:52:28 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 11 日 星期六 【晴】

IF U WERE HERE, PLEASE SCOLDED ME.
IF U WERE HERE, PLEASE HUG ME.

U had been an inseparable part of my life and
U will be a unforgettable part of my missings in the future.

I want u to be here and share my honors and feel pround of me as those days, though nothing really special apart from those papers
I want u to be here and holding the little gold stretchers, lying comfortably onto ur legs., though i know i am day dreaming again.

>>September 12, 2004 at 3:40:55 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

a weirdo that want to keep silent... enjoying moments solely interacting with my mind. Uncomfortable feeling and the threat boring persons come up to my mind. Is that the best u get?

I cherish the way i am, being relatively stable and still have a good family.

Who can enjoy success without experienceing the feeling that want to give up? i am not a genius and surely, i will face a lot...

>>September 11, 2004 at 12:11:48 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

Haven't been here for more than a month. I have experienced so much in this period. Encountered my life's another trough and depression. Being in the hell, scolded by devils with diminishing self-confidence. I wonder how weak I am in defending my self-esteem. Pretending strong apparently is the strength for every individual hk man. But are all of us that vulnerable inside? this month, floating on the employment market, seeing guys proceed to their goal, jealous mind pop up as usual." Congratulation~" I said as usual. seems i get no chance to say that to myself.

Being a credit analyst in the largest local bank seems a good start. do i need to be focused? or just be picky and magnify flaws once i used to be? Who i am? back to the question once i asked myself at the time being rejected by 4.

>>September 11, 2004 at 12:00:02 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 2 日 星期一 【晴】

One leaf is for love
The second for health
The third for Honor, Glory
And the forth for MY DAD.

>>August 3, 2004 at 3:42:37 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

dad... days without u just like days without hair...
u won't feel the absence if u don't touch ur head or if u are busy...
but once u are facing the mirror... u will find odd.

I have tried to accompany with mom, hope I can go on with that after i have a job which hopefully can arise in the very near future.

>>July 29, 2004 at 6:14:39 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 29 日 星期四 【雷雨】

i started finding my job from 19/6. It's now 30/7... 40 days have passed... still not that smooth for me. This make me promise to myself that it's the last time for me to quit a job without finding another. the lyrics from Chang Csun Yuk is nice to laugh at me:

我很自由 可是沒有工作 是一種痛苦的自由
我在驚什麼 我在怕什麼 也許 自由 是我逃避的借口...

>>July 29, 2004 at 6:07:31 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 10 日 星期六 【綿綿細雨】

人大了，不得不承認
自己總是被生活牽着走
生活可以選嗎？
工作可以選嗎？
女友可以選嗎？
收入多寡可以選嗎？
如果有，亦只限搭巴士或搭地鐵
如果有，亦只限做Sell屎或做靚
如果有，亦只限從朋友選、不可從朋友的朋友、更沒有搭訕陌生人的勇氣
如果有，亦只限在履歷表加(Negotiable)否

您能Negotiate嗎？
對罷，不能罷
那就繼續诐牽着走罷，老兄~~

>>July 11, 2004 at 3:54:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 8 日 星期二 【綿綿細雨】

難過的事，都已忘記；
能夠忘記的，都不再重要。

>>June 9, 2004 at 10:55:58 AM GMT+8