2003 年 3 月 30 日 星期日 【陰】

binGO??.. can't accept the truth indeed... good news happens on me, but not my father. has there any exchange occured...?? is the one upside that loyal to my dad's wish?? Orange hits Apple... can they coexist??

We will try every measures to deal with it... pls grant him with a brave heart, grant me with peaceful mind, grant mom with a logical mind and grant my sisters with counselling pills.

I would like to thank Kenny, Mabel, My sis's nurse frd, Frog, Sun for their help.... In crisis, i am not willing to face the way people treat me. Unfortunately, it does occur cruely. I see who are my friends, or who are trying to be, and who are not. I am so uncomfortable seeing such cruel world... Time can wash away everything in the world.

>>March 31, 2003 at 1:58:00 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 30 日 星期日 【晴】

just like head or tail... 50/50.... what the hell is that... can one take life as gambling??!!

Time will see and God bless us

>>March 30, 2003 at 4:09:03 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 29 日 星期六 【晴】

I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

Creep... by Radiohead The big hit single. When it was first released, Radio 1 found it too depressing, and so after been aired only twice it was taken off the station's playlist. The song has been analyzed by many people, and theories of what it's about range from Thom's terrifying childhood to Thom's deceasd wife. Thom, however, was not an abused child, and he's never had a wife. At certain shows, Thom offers a partial explanation of the song. Written while he was at Exeter, he says, it tells the tale of a drunken student who tries to get attention of a woman he's attracted to; in the end, he lacks the self-confidence to pull it off.

U so FUCKING special....


>>March 30, 2003 at 3:26:54 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 29 日 星期六 【晴】

Thx Andy for his generous Winmx... It allows me to enter the world of eels and radiohead... Mysterious, depressing... the music is so funny... and make me moody, haha....

>>March 30, 2003 at 3:12:19 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 28 日 星期五 【晴】

I am Hem in love affairs and ways in keeping friendship... Sniffy in my career.... Haw in my investment...

But most importantly... i get to learn the attitude of Haw in love affairs... just think, the cheese was old and smell bad and i should had noticed that; and think, if i were not afriad, what would i do; and think again how good it would be if i find a new cheese station G... forget the cheeseless station...

>>March 29, 2003 at 1:30:31 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 28 日 星期五 【晴】

staying at home for some ridiculous reasons... so conservative, so stubborn...

i am lost, can anybody telll me anything constuctive... so sudden, may God bless my dad and grant us the bravery and conhesiveness to face the plight....

>>March 29, 2003 at 12:55:13 AM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 24 日 星期一 【晴】

Doing exercise with my wife again.... sliding her zip and bending her waist... haha.....

>>March 25, 2003 at 3:24:42 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 24 日 星期一 【陰】

After more than an year.... i discover that i am not immune from pain. It's still here, just like cancer. If i can be cured, i don't care to have treatment like chemotherapy, radiotherapy or even brain washing...... God damn it, i am so useless in this aspect!!~~

>>March 24, 2003 at 4:24:06 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 22 日 星期六 【陰】

is Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome that horrible?? some argument with my frds...

I have promised myself to take care of my health. I will try my utmost best to take every feasible measures to keep the risk at minimal. I agree that it can be decided by the God... but i agree more to the thought that one's life is not belong to oneself only. U get to be reponsible to those who care u, to those who bear the unbearable pains in case u suffer.

I hope u guys understand and can have the same belief as me later...


>>March 23, 2003 at 2:17:21 PM GMT+8

2003 年 3 月 22 日 星期六 【陰】

Whole day accompanying with my wife.... i buy her some cosmetics and dresses (tunner & d-metronome)... haha, my wife is more charming now.... wahaha~~

>>March 23, 2003 at 2:12:43 PM GMT+8