2004 年 4 月 22 日 星期四 【晴】

雖然我好喜歡音樂，不過有時都有唔想上音樂堂的時刻．．．

昨晚準備好今日的早晨，進入一級戒備狀態！ｅ排有 overslept 的危機吧．．．

三個 alarm ，我都仲可以唔起身，哈哈～　

>>April 22, 2004 at 11:47:51 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

嘩，好驚！晨咁早，收到上年音樂先生的電郵，叫我有意學琴的就找佢．’有意’．．．唔好喇卦～　上年仲死唔夠咩～　雖然某程度上佢好好人地比左幾幾幾堂 free lesson 我，不過．．．佢太惡了！唔，聽邊個講，佢今年好人左！我暫時都未有時間安排到去學琴呀，so sad！

開學初，想過 free time 時去玩 sports，因為學校有個好近音樂部的 sports center．又想過 take short course啦，仲有客串幫 J-media & Canaan Mission 做野，不過我一直都在等．．．等自己真真正正 settle down 先再行下一步．

今天．．．半個 semester 過左了．Settle down 了嗎？　不！定係跟本ｄ野永遠都 settle 唔到呢 ？

我估，beside ’BUSY’個字，”唉，我由．．．到．．．都未停過呀”這個 phrase 是我聽得最多，最常用．．．　

>>April 22, 2004 at 3:32:52 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

回望過去這七日．．．好似唔錯呢．．．

心情　－　好呀！
學習　－　仲未全死．．．一半啦．．．
祈禱　－　叻左！信心大左，願意開聲祈禱了．
朋友　－　仲有些可以做的未做好．
靈命　－　一般啦，不過成日都把握機會同天父爸爸傾計．


一個星期了　～　我好掛住的一個人，昨日電電我！
勁開心！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

>>April 20, 2004 at 11:38:38 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

在我信主初期的幾個月，我好純真地問人，點解我無苦難？乜唔係基督徒成日都會有的嗎？答案是因為我都仲係一個初信的小生命，信主六個月後左右啦，就應該會有吧．．．

上年我聽到一位講員話，我地要小心．當靈命一直走上高峰，我們會更加常與見生離死別，特別是’離世’．．．路是一日難過一日的，靈命過了一仗，下一仗更難！

ｅ兩日都收到兩個唔好的消息．．．

有時我好傻的想，我身邊的人唔錯呀，咁我靈命成熟嗎？

哈哈．．．好傻呢．．．都冇得咁 judge！

>>April 20, 2004 at 11:35:05 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 17 日 星期六 【晴】

昨晚發覺自己開始進入左 exam 的心情，點解會咁？

今日我成十一點先起身，屋企異常的’靜’！一個同屋趕 assignment，另一個唔知．．．我就好努力溫書，當然仲有天父爸爸睇住我地做野啦．頭先吃左粒藥，好似有小小冷倒．

>>April 18, 2004 at 5:29:36 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

仲未睡．．．溫書呀～～～　

以下是在溫音樂史時讀到．．．


A mighty fortress is our God,
a good defense and weapon;
He helps free us from all the troubles
that have now befallen us.
Our ever evil foe,
in earnest plots against us,
with great strength and cunning
he prepares his dreadful plans.
Earth holds none like him,

With our own strength nothing is achieved,
we would soon be lost.
But on our behalf strives the mighty one,
whom God Himself has chosen.
Ask you, who is he?
He is called Jesus Christ,
Lord of Hosts,
And there is no other God,
He must remain master of the field.

Everything born of God
has been chosen for victory.
He who holds to Christ’s banner,
truly sworn in baptism,
his spirit will conquer forever and ever.

Though the world were full of devils
eager to devour us,
we need have no fear,
as we will still prevail.
The arch-fiend of this world,
no matter how bitter his stand,
cannot harm us<
Indeed he faces judgment,
one Word from God will bring him low.

Now let the Word of God abide
without further thought.
He is firmly on our side
with His spirit and strength.
Though they deprive us of life,
wealth, honor, child, and wife,
we will not complain,
it will avail them nothing;
for God’s kingdom must prevail.

>>April 16, 2004 at 5:38:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】

同大家分享一些事．．．

有冇人知我唔喜歡彈琴架？

從不！從不！從不愛一個人坐在琴椅上的我．．．覺得一個人玩琴好悶．
我小孩時都有一些自閉架，不過比我選擇，我會去拉提琴，同一大班人演奏的機會大好多吧．
對我來說，彈琴同練琴是兩回事！

澳洲的屋企買左個 digital piano，為的是方便我讀音樂樂理用．但上一次手指受傷後，
我好珍惜我音樂的恩賜．我多左彈琴，您知嗎，神這兩個星期都在我彈琴時同我說話！

神與我一起．．．與神同行．．．講就成日講．．．

不過今次是真真正正的感受到！神一直同我一起．．．


昨晚同之前有幾次，housemates都好晚先返屋企，但忘記了屋屋是四個人住！
佢地出去玩得幾晚，唔返屋企都好，神都同我一起！！！

>>April 16, 2004 at 8:14:30 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】

靜心去等候，慢慢體會神的旨意。

>>April 16, 2004 at 12:41:11 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

昨晚返左屋企，打左個電電個姊妹．發覺我唔單只有 perfection 這個問題，仲有一種好想得到人認同的心．．．

>>April 15, 2004 at 2:56:46 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

"When God saw that many men were lazy, and gave themselves only with difficulty to spiritual reading, He wished to make it easy for them, and added the melody to the Prophet's words, that all being rejoiced by the charm of the music, should sing hymns to Him with gladness."
- St John Chrysostom

Well...I have sent out a resign letter tonight...thanks Alice...I will not work in the kitchen anymore...

>>April 15, 2004 at 2:39:30 AM GMT+8