2003 年 1 月 1 日 星期三 【陰】

Poor me~Cant sleep again la!都唔知有幾多晚係咁啦~唉...
雖然冇訓過...不過今日因為凍,唔願離開張床...所以攪到成 7:30先出得門口~好彩冇遲到o者,仲係第二個返到去tim~Kekee!
今日都冇教過書,only check exam paper~
Hai...English result is dreadful~ >.< 冇眼睇!
BS is much better~OK gum la!!! :P Only studied Management 係咁咖啦~But the things I've studied have no use gea!好彩上堂留心,記得Miss講過o既野o者!Hoho~That's good student's benefit !
Haha~中國語文is the best among the three!未計報考果一兩個,我就係全班最高咖啦~Though I think that the mark is still very poor compared with CE level~But I'm still very Happy ar!!! ^_*
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Haha~Really very happy today ar!
Have lunch with靚靚Miss一芹!勁開心~真係好耐都冇見佢啦!掛死我啦~力力都為o左見佢一面趕過黎銅鑼灣同我o地一齊食~我o地去o左食越南野!d牛油雞翼真係好㊣咖!Miss果然冇介紹錯~^__^
我仲請教o左Miss點讀SCI tim~Thx a lot ar!Hai ar~我o地之後去行o左陣街街!第一次同Miss一齊行街,好興奮呀~原來佢同我一樣好愛Bear Bear ga! P.S. Hope that Miss will like the gift I gave her la!
Hope to see my pretty Miss Hui again~~
Have a walk with 力力 again after lunch~Chatted a lot!Cool~Add oil on study ar!
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曾經一次又一次咁祈待你會開口同我講你鍾意我...但...你一次又一次咁將想講o既o野吞落肚!
→令我o既希望變成失望！
∴唔想再等呢個等唔到o既答案!!!

>>January 2, 2003 at 3:15:14 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 31 日 星期二 【晴】

★Happy New Year to everybody~★
2003 has come la!Wish all of my friends can have a new start and a wonderful 2003~
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In the past 2002,many things happened...Sadness＞Happiness!
Btw...everything has gone,I also dunt wanna mention them anymore~
☆My wishes:↘
真係好希望d衰野唔好再跟住我~等我可以真正咁開開心心過2003!
屋企人、契媽一家同埋所有良師益友o係新o既一年都可以事事順利&身體健康！
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係呀~尋日出o左成日街,勁tired呀!!!不過好開心呀~
朝日同阿進去唱K..跟住一路由尖東海旁行去海運~
都唔知有幾耐未試過同男仔單對單咁行海旁..可惜佢唔係我男朋友~
如果唔係我諗我會開心十倍!Coz in my mind...walking along there is a very romantic thing for couples!
Anyway,thx for your 【Melodys】,Alfred~
Then met Ying Ying at TST again~Chatted and chatted!Long time no see her la~Very glad to see her again and I'm very happy to hear that she has a wonderful trip in mainland~
After meeting yingying,I met another good friend~It's 力力!I met her at 旺地地~估唔到係同一地點見到佢之餘,我仲見到我半邊仔→貓仔!好開心呀~唔好以為淨係得佢喎,原來我個女→Vivian係o黎緊咖!勁開心,可以見到佢o地~Vivian仲著得好OL tim~果然係未來o既幼稚園Miss 呀!哈哈~
不過之後見到果兩個更加令我意想不到!一個係我好大佬Steven,見到佢真係超Surprised~haha!He's still very handsome ar~仲有一個係...真係好耐好耐冇見過佢啦!o係佢走o左果年...我曾經好恨好恨會再有機會見到佢...之後我真係有再見過佢...兩三年內只見過兩三次...但只有一次係有真真正正講過o下野...今次應該係第四次啦~不過講o既只有【Hi】& 【Bye】...其實都係大佬鋒話我知約o左佢...我特登話陪佢等我先見到"佢"...未見到佢之前...好祈待,好興奮...但見到之後就只有心酸同尷尬......Btw,多謝力力同Vivian陪我一齊等!!其實"佢"係一個我暗戀o左4年o既人.....
不過我冇話過畀佢知...但我諗佢早早經已feel到...又或者有人爆o左畀佢知,唔話我知...因為佢曾經問過Steven if I love him or not!He's the first guy that I really love...though he was not my BF in the past~
In fact...對佢o既感覺一早已經減退o左好多...不過今次見番佢...令我諗返好多往事!不過我知我鍾意o既唔再係佢!不過仲有種"震撼感"o係度~~祝佢同女友幸福快樂啦...though...we are no longer friends.........Haha~Wanna know who I love now ma?! If U tell me that U love me,I tell U~ :p
P.S. Today is the last day of my holiday~Need to back to school tmr la!
One more,thx for ying ying's 小陶瓷公仔! It's lovely~

>>January 3, 2003 at 7:41:55 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 28 日 星期六 【晴】

Havent done much things today
Coz that matter made me worried for the whole day
Cant concentrate on my books
Cant do anything
Think a lot...
I really wonder how many days I was really happy after my dad has gone
Coz I have never stop thinking about the stuff of my dad
Actually...I did force myself thinking about them initially
As I dunt wanna forget the things about my dad
But now...thinking them is not my willingness
Since this bring me lots of pain
Btw...I'm really very unhappy today
Very worried...Very scared
Dunno what can I do and what should I do
Feel helpless as nobody with me
Nobody gives me a hand to support me
Lonesome→Cried
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Can YOU stay with me for the last day of 2002?
Of course...I hope that U can stay with me in the future too
To support me and protect me,Can YOU?!

>>December 29, 2002 at 3:06:55 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 28 日 星期六 【晴】

Something happened that made me very worry about it...
Pretty Miss Hui is that first person who knows that...
She's right..."Call the police" is best way for me...no,but for my family...
In fact,it's the only thing that we can do!
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原來女人真係可以好可怕咖~特別係情婦!
同個男人一齊o既時候就千依百順...
但男人一"唔o係度"...或者離開佢之後就會原形畢露!!!
其實...佢o地真係為o左錢先會同個男人一齊!
過分~太過分喇!!!
唔單止破壞人o地屋企...仲玩弄別人感情~
更加估唔到o既係...竟然可以毒辣到搵人攪人o地...迫人o地畀錢佢!
仲要話自己慘~乜野道理o黎咖?
真係好希望個天會收佢!!!等佢得到應有o既報應!!!
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P.S. God Bless My FaMiLy~Hope that they won't do anything that harm us!

>>December 29, 2002 at 2:39:26 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

Haven't gone home last night...
Coz sth special happened that made me stayed in Tin Shui Wai...
Actually...I was waken up by my mum at 6 sth yesterday morning~
And then went to Tin Shui Wai by bus at once,
coz I needed to pick sb to hospital...
So...I haven't slept much yesterday;
though tired...but the wonderful dinner make me very satisfied !!
However...there was sth that made me quite upset~
That's "YoU" ~~
I know YOU must think that 我又唔知發乜野癲...又發你脾氣~
Yup...I think U'd never know the reason↘
→Since U'll never understand ME...
Maybe...my stuff is really not a thing to YOU~
♀Unhappy→Always Sob♂
In fact...I really wanna go to count down with the one ...nth la >_<
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我終於有隻<<米路迪>>柸柸la~Kekee! It's lovely~~~~Yeah!!!

>>December 28, 2002 at 2:54:28 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 25 日 星期三 【雨】

God~~今日天氣好凍呀~仲落雨tim!
Wanna go out...but nobody go with me...actually...I also didn't find anybody...
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These days...I've been thinking of ONE question
→Am I a lovely girl?
Becoz...I found myself a bit egocentric~
Every time I meet a boy...
I always want him do everything I want & dunt pay any attention to his willingness...
Every time when I realize that I've made my MaN very unbearable...
It always too late...though most of them will forgive me...& this makes me feeling more compunctious~
I know that...in the past...
I've done many things wrongly;
I've caused my love many troubles;
And I've been too self-centred...
That's why 呢幾日我成日閉關...面壁思過...
我唔會再對人有太多要求...
Coz this will only 令對大家都難受...
所以我應該對自己要求多d...
令佢知道我唔再係細路仔...等佢知道我識照顧自己...
唔使佢擔心同掛心...
Also...只要佢開心...做乜都得啦~
你快樂,所以我快樂嘛~Kekee!!!

>>December 26, 2002 at 2:51:32 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 25 日 星期三 【晴】

25/12→Christmas！So... MeRrY ChRiStMaS to Everybody~~
Went out with Connie,Pheobe & Tracy tonight~Ho happy ar!
We ate at Pizza Hut in TST,
Then took some pics,
Went along 尖東海旁~不過今年冇乜燈飾!
我地仲交換o左禮物tim~(though I havent bought them anything...coz I dunno ar~∴要後補新年禮物)
Connie送o左個好好好得意o既Melody毛毛袋仔~~我真係超超超鍾意呀!!!㊣㊣㊣我仲拎住佢行街tim!
Pheobe就送o左隻跳跳虎畀我~都好過癮咖~Kekee
And Tracy lei...haha!very special...一張好靚o既card together with a...a...我都唔識講啦...
點都好啦~多謝你o地呀!!!我樣樣都好鍾意呀~~~~~~Thank you very much!!!Love YOU all ar~Kekee ^_*
★P.S.我o地最後一幅四人合照可以話係最特別~~因為影前影後大家好笑到死!!事因...我叫o左個男仔幫我o地影相...佢...佢唔係唔幫,仲好Nice tim...He said"絕對冇問題"...點知Tracy就話"絕對有問題"...跟住Connie就笑到噴水...攪住個男仔...同佢個friend(boy also)都忍唔住笑...佢真係幾好人...哈哈~影完之後,我同佢say Thx...佢仲好有禮貌咁一路笑一路話唔使客氣!!!(其實係我o地大家都未笑完咋!!!哈哈~~)★Kekee...總之就叫埋個男仔一齊影啦~咁咪可以趁機識佢lor!...Just Kidding!!!

>>December 25, 2002 at 4:39:02 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 24 日 星期二 【晴】

Dreadful ChRiStMaS EvE..Alone
Coz dunt wanna see couples...
No Smile...just Tears...
But luckily...a sweet dream at last...(actually,some parts were bad & made me cry)
Btw...still cant sleep well...woke up for the whole night~
Today...will be better...coz I will go out with friends...
Again...MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!!

>>December 25, 2002 at 3:36:02 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 22 日 星期日 【晴】

Last night cant sleep again... Poor me~
Um...went to play bowling with BBK today~Quite happy ar,coz long long time havent played it la!Really wanna play it again now~
Then met my good daughter, Tracy!Her new hair style makes her looks younger~
Btw,we've went to Shatin and visited the new Japanese store→Mono Comme Ca!The things there are quite good but very expensive ar!!!
我又見到我最恨果隻白色跳跳虎啦~勁靚呀!上年我想買o既時候已經sold out~...but this year...no money to buy ar...though it has 50% off...hai...鬼叫我冇男朋友咩...如果唔係可以暗示佢...等佢送畀我嘛~哈哈!不過我寧願佢送佢自己畀我仲好呀~wahahahahaha!!!
At last,just bought a lip balm and a lip gross & a gift for Janey lor!!
☆★P.S. Alfred,thx for ur Melody's schedule ar~I love it!!!
烈&圻~多謝你o地隻跳跳虎BB呀!佢好得意呀~~哈哈!其實佢係我生咖~~~^_*

>>December 23, 2002 at 2:56:26 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

Today didn't go out for the whole day...coz I was in a daze at home... >.<
But...I had a sweet sweet dream ar! =^_^= Coz I was grasped by the one I have good feeling ar~
Actually...I wanna have this dream for some time...but dunno why...no matter how many times I've thought of having this dream...I cannot dream it!...就連幻想都幻想唔到...所以好開心!
哈哈~你想知係邊個?...自己估o下啦!!!

P.S. Dum ar~Take care of urself ar!Remember to have more rest ar!hope that U will be recovered soon!

>>December 22, 2002 at 1:43:20 PM GMT+8