2003 年 2 月 3 日 星期一 【陰】

Havent said much things today~
Coz nobody I could talk to...
Somebody came to visit us this afternoon...
But...what she said made both my mum and I very unhappy...
Dunno why...sth has gone for some times already...
But...they love making us think of those past things...
It's more than enough~
I really dunt wanna hear anything bad things of my dad and those 3 women!!!
Stop torturing ME,ok?!
I know my dad had done sth wrong...but still...he's good to us...
He's gone already...so...Plz stop saying his 壞話...ok?!
Just remember his GOOD...Can YOU?!
Do u know that...what U say...really bring me lots of impact...
Do you know that...becoz of the things left by my dad...
Already made me cant sleep and very upset...
So plz...放過我吧!

>>February 4, 2003 at 3:04:21 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 2 日 星期日 【陰】

Woke up at 9 sth...
Then went out to have tea with my Mum & 姑婆~
After tea...we went to visit 姑丈...原來佢住o係老人院!
我都係今日先知...actually...I cant remember who is he be4 visiting him~
He lives there becoz he has 老人癡呆...慘~
果度好多公公婆婆都係有呢個病...唉...見到佢o地...我都心酸! >.<
And then...have lunch with Mandy and 爆炸...
跟住去睇<<百年好合>>!
套戲ok la...haha!...
我覺得果套峨嵋派絕學-->"傷心斷脹劍",頭9招我都識晒~
除o左最尾果招-->"百年好合"...因為佢係唯一一招唔洗經歷過傷心先學得識o既!
After movie...went home la~
While I was going home alone...
I suddenly felt very lonely and unhappy...
Thus..I dialed to Wesley...
But...he said he was playing games...
咁我唯有cut the line la...唉...
早知就唔打啦...打完仲衰D tim... >_<
衰人阿烈~Hate U ar!!!
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P.S. Last night...我叫媽媽幫我紮o左好多條辮仔,諗住整鬈d hair~
今朝再整一整...終於有個靚頭啦!
I do think that I'm prettier today ga~Kekee!!!
One more...GiL嬌今年真係好似行桃花運咁...因為...?...唔話你知~
希望自己今年成績特飛猛進~減肥成功!搵到好老公!!!wahaha~
我知我一定得o既!因為我有各方好友幫我嘛~

>>February 3, 2003 at 2:10:47 PM GMT+8

2003 年 2 月 1 日 星期六 【陰】

TC~Very Surprised and Happy to receive your call~
估唔到年初一係同呢個老朋友傾Long D...haha!仲係第一個搵我o既人tim!
真係好開心呀!We chatted and chatted...for almost an hour la!
TC,新一年我祝你學業進步&入到你理想o既U~Also,身體健康la~
Kekee~So happy that U said my voice sounds good...haha!
Remember ar~你應承我介紹你果個勁有$ o既鬼仔畀我喎!wahaha~
Btw...Hope to see you soon!Add oil on study~
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Becoz of the death of my Dad...
今年冇得去拜年呀...慘!
唉...汝欲無言!
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敬~Thx for your wishes for me!希望我o地兩個CE都有好成績啦!
Also...大家一齊搵到個好o既Lover la~
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年廿9...同Pheobe&Connie 去行年宵...勁多人呀!不過都算係幾開心啦!
大家都收獲豊富~哈哈!我用我最少$!only $30 sth jar~But they...wahahaha~
P.S. That night...many ppl come to my home to 打邊爐呀~好飽好飽呀!!!
為o左果晚果餐...我行o左街市3,4次...食前食後攪o左一大"輛"...超Tired ar!
不過大家食得開心就得啦~hehe!
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烈,TC & 敬~
好多謝你o地~
多謝你o地話畀我知...原來我都有我o既優點...
多謝你o地話畀我知...我應該自信一d...
Coz...我有我好處!唔識得珍惜我o既人...係佢o既損失!
放心啦~嬌GiL我會爭氣ga la!Thx~
Wish all of YOU guys...身體健康!心想事成!!羊年行大運!!!

>>February 2, 2003 at 1:54:11 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

Cant sleep again...
Talked on phone with 敬 be4 going to sleep
Sth that we talked about last night is quite right ga~
It's that...愛一個愛你多過你愛佢o既人係好幸福咖~
但..往往你會o係冇o左呢個人之後先會知道呢個道理!
因為當時你體會唔到...亦唔覺得果個人對你有幾重要!
冇o左你先知佢有幾好~
冇o左你先識得後悔~~
Hai...被愛一向都比去愛人幸福同開心咖啦~It's always true ga la~~
只不過當時你可能因為唔知自己都對佢有意...所以就咁錯過o左...
Today...I've back to Wilson...
Saw 烈烈,Lau Sir,Judy & Jenny~Happy ar!
Then went out to have dinner...back home at about 10pm~
Hyper tired again~

>>January 29, 2003 at 3:32:32 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

Cant sleep again...
I think that 我真係有insomnia呀~
God~Dai suen ho ar?!
Why I'm like that?~
Um...maybe too nervous...
maybe too anxious...
maybe I've thought of too many things ...
maybe...maybe...
Actually...I've been like that for some times ga la~
Hai.... >.<
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I suddenly found that...原來我隻手突然多o左d傷!
其中有一條幾深o下o既傷痕...
痛呀~ >_<;
道傷痕就好似o係呢一年裡面所有不如意事o既"印記"
...呢個"印記"真係好深...好痛...
或者當"佢"冇o左o既時候...
我o既唔開心都會跟住離開我啦!
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Saw many handsome guys today~kekee!
Especially when I was waiting for my mum on the street near MKC~
haha...我最記得有三個~
Coz they walked across me together~
At first...one of them saw me...then...3 of them looked at me~
攪到我唔知點算好bor... >.<
Then they got into a taxi...
Since the light was RED at that time...
Thus it stopped in front of me...
Therefore...I saw them again...
And I also saw that one of them looked at me...
haha~What's going on ar?!再有機會見到果個人...一定叫佢!kekee!
Just kidding~
P.S. 今日畀人話我靚呀~嘩哈哈!都真係唔知畀乜反應佢兩個好~
又唔多識...真係唔知好嬲定好笑!不過如果係真o既...Thx la!
Btw...thousand of things need to do...no time sleep la!

>>January 28, 2003 at 3:09:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

Yesterday was 敬敬's birthday~Had a quick Lunch with him...
Really sorry that I couldn't stay longer and watch movie with him...Sorry ar!
Did lots of things yesterday...quite happy...but hyper tired ar!
Suddenly discover that I'm already very old~Really Time Flies~
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Today?!
Today is cold and has wind lor!
Hai ar...cant sleep last night ar!
Dunno why though I was very tired...but still cant sleep~ >.<
Btw...I've said many things today!
So strange~我覺得我今日太刻意去同人講野啦!
唉...靜又唔得,嘈又唔得!
兩樣都太過唔似以前o既GiL嬌la~
Today...I discovered that...I've changed a lot again~
o係過去呢一年裡面...我覺得自己真係大個o左好多!
Become more mature!...except when I was facing the one I have good feeling~
Coz U know...女孩子總愛撒嬌!Right?~
我又覺得自己好假...成日都扮強...扮開心!
其實老豆去o左之後...我真係未開心過!
我唔敢同人講...我真係唔想有任何人擔心我~
唔再講啦~
Nth wanna do...but to have a good & real rest...
of course...better rest in sb's arms....can I?!
Haha...both my body and soul are extremely TiReD ar~
Help~Almost broken down la! God~~~
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Friends, wear more clothes ar!Coz the weather will be cooler in these few days!

>>January 27, 2003 at 2:36:37 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】

Everybody...o係你o地同人講野之前...
請你先諗清楚對方o既感受先好講;
如果唔係...Hurt到人都唔知...咁就弊啦~
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Very worried...
個賤女人又再搵人打黎恐嚇我o地...
今次仲話真係會採取行動...
報警??有用咩?!?
Really dunno what should do~...Dreadful~!
真係好驚屋企有事... >_<;
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Did nth today but WoRrIeD~~
P.S. Surprised to receieve Big Power's call~Chatted for a while!
敬~希望你隻腳冇野啦!Take care of yourself!
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>>January 25, 2003 at 1:43:26 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 23 日 星期四 【陰】

原來已經好瀟灑咁放低晒所有野...
不過原來係唔得!好辛苦呀~
諗唔到任何解決方法,唯有逃避啦!
但係我覺得呢個已經係最好o既solution~
起碼我仲可以好大方咁對住佢o地其中一方先啦...
Actually...我心裡而真係好難受...
要而對佢o地任何一方對我o黎講好係一件好痛苦o既事!
不過佢o地就好似唔知我o既苦況...
發癲~我唔可以再諗啦!嬌GiL大個女咖啦~
我會爭氣D...唔再煩呢d白痴o野!
我知道...真正愛我o既人係會識得珍惜我!錫我~
況且,烈烈已經話o左會同我搵個"好,型,靚,正"o既王子~
Kekee...而家專心學業就okay la~唔使愁冇人要!Hoho~
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Still have some cough ar~Not totoally recovered yet!

>>January 25, 2003 at 1:17:30 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

Sick...Almost 5 days la~早幾日仲病到好似就"DiE"咁...Dreadful~
好辛苦...
不過今次病o左...令我知道...邊個係真正Care我,錫我...
1-->My Mum and God Mum + Mandy
2-->義兄烈烈&敬敬
......原本應該仲有一個o既....不過....冇啦!......
*I've left many HW behind ar~Need to do them tonight la~
Hope that I have energy to do it la~As I didnt eat things these days!
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Why sb's attitude can change in such a short period of time?!
一切都變得太快啦~...感覺好陌生...就好似根本冇識過咁!Why?~

>>January 21, 2003 at 5:46:27 AM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 13 日 星期一 【晴】

Hyper-tired today ar~冇計啦,o岩o岩先玩完Sports' Day..係咁咖啦~
不過我仍然都係第一個返到學校都算係咁啦~我仲早過平時tim!
The first 2 lessons are MS~
Very happy~Coz I did the questions very quickly~
阿Sir仲好似幾欣賞tim!Kekee~
No more special things happened today la!
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In the past...I think I know many many things...
But today...I discover that...the things I know are limited~
Even more...I found myself just like a fOoL~!
I almost become crazy ga la!!! WhY? ... Dunno... GuEsS, gUeSs la!~
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>>January 14, 2003 at 2:44:10 PM GMT+8