2002 年 12 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

唉~聖誕啦!...原本我仲以為今年唔使一個人孤令令一個過...可以有返個男朋友仔陪...但係可惜,雖然今年係就係識多o左好多男仔...但係就冇一個係我o既呢!God~
其實同第一個完o左之後...都未真正鍾意過第二個!...可能我已經怕o左冇結果咁付出,同唔係被hurt~所以...就算有好o既我都唔識珍惜!真失敗~~我諗而家冇人再敢同我講"我愛你"呢三個字lu!Do u think so?!Coz they are already tired of waiting for me & love the others!冇計啦~係自己衰先o既,冇得怪人!
講真,呢刻o既GiL嬌超恨拍拖...但係個天就係咁鍾意玩人...你唔想o既時間就畀好多choice你;到你想o既時候就一個都唔畀你!
不過又有人會問..點解我咁恨dating..um...becoz...GiL is tired during this dreadful year & wanna take a good rest in sb's bosom...Also,it's a chance for me to forget my first guy...thus I can be loved,cared by sb lor! and it's a chance for me to grow and learn how to love a person!
Haha...I know I'm ugly...but still...ugly girl also needs other's love ga ma,right?! & in fact..我又唔係高要求...just a guy who loves me , who can bring happiness to me, and I also have feeling on him...that's enough~唔係好過o者....
算啦~呢頭講完,呢頭散!...My friends...no need to care about the above things wor~haha!no need to find me a MaN ga!...如果佢係鍾意我o既...佢會自己同我講咖啦!...If nobody loves me...咁就只好怪我醜啦!

>>December 22, 2002 at 8:00:58 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

係呀~星期五晚個BalL幾ok!
Ho happy that I could see many friends there and dance with them!of course Dance with both Boys and Girls la~ ^_* But if the ball could last longer,then better la!Coz then I could dance with others for a longer time ma~It was my first time to dance with boys ar!哈哈~我仲記得我第一隻同男仔跳o既舞係同阿仔子榮跳o既~我同佢同傾o左好耐傾tim!
Btw,MeRrY ChRiStMaS to EveryBody!!!

>>December 22, 2002 at 7:19:52 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

連續幾日都訓唔到覺,極tired!Poor me~as I woke up for the whole nights!Dunno why I will be like that gea~
Btw,I've saw two movies yesterday!
"Chamber of Secret" of Harry Potter with Alfred~睇得好辛苦,因為坐得太前啦!but anyway,多謝你請我睇戲...不過唔可以陪你行耐d...Sorry ar~仲有呀!好開心你竟然話我著裙著得好睇...=^.^=
The other movie is "無間道"~~勁正!因為有--->華仔 lor~Hohohohoho! d飛唔使$$咖~因為係抽獎中返黎咖!套戲真係好好咖,反映對真實社會生活o既矛盾~一定要去睇!!

>>December 22, 2002 at 7:09:05 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 19 日 星期四 【陰】

今朝8點就醒o左啦~訓極都訓唔返! 慘~
尋晚太tired啦~所以冇發夢!不過就一訓訓到大天光~㊣
起身冇耐就要陪阿媽去check屋。唉~D麻煩租客成日都投訴,勁煩呀!交租又唔佢o地準時bor!死啦~
★好野~今晚有得去Christmas Ball~可惜果到大部分人都識o既!Cant make new friends!poor~不過可以同d朋友仔一齊玩都好o既!kekee~得我扮靚d去先!hohoho~★

>>December 20, 2002 at 3:40:44 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 19 日 星期四 【雨】

Yesterday was the last day for exam~ho HaPpY ar~~~~wahahahaha!The Psychology exam was not very difficult in fact~That's why I've only studied one charpter but still knew how to do the six essays!CooL~
After exam,I had lunch with Sherman in MK~A cheap meal,just $12 for each person!Coz we've just eaten a little things jar!Then I went home first to take a rest~
Went out again at about 1520 la~Met BBK at MKC to take the tickets and I saw Fat Ying,Toi and some old classmates ar~Quite happy ar! ^_*
After taking the tickets, I went to MK station to meet Big power at once,coz I was late la~God!I was LATE ar~~~Bad ar!And we went shopping together for today's Ball!Excited~That's why I've bought a new dress and a pair of shoes!They are pretty ga~kekee!And the dress I've bought is the same style as the one she's bought!haha~
Already very very very tired at that time lu~And thus, we had dinner together with my God Mum!
Btw the way,yesterday was a happy day ar~At least...Happiness more than sadness sin la!Wanna know that's my sadness?...dunt tell u la!
One more,I chatted with Alfred for a long long time yesterday!Pak chi ga~最衰都係你呀!攪到我o地講o左咁耐!

>>December 20, 2002 at 3:24:49 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 17 日 星期二 【陰】

Woke up at 4 again...then studied Chinese...God~the stuffs that I've studied no use gea~最衰陳大文la~畀山埃我o地!...哈哈!成份卷幾乎全部都係吹咖~不過都吹o左好多野bor!hoho~~~
After exam went to sing K with Pheobe,Tracy and Connie~quite happy ar!Girls,remember that we have a date in Christmas ar~~
P.S. 今日GiL嬌變o左好蘋果呀~因為我今日搽o左少少胭脂呀! ^_* 其實...我覺得自己今日靚o左咖...(Though I'm still very piggy >_<) Why I did so today?!kekee~dunt tell YoU~
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今朝返學果時...突然間諗返起老豆出事果時o既事...仲有諗起自己原來一直忽略o左佢同阿媽...好內疚...諗起已經有好耐冇見過老豆...好唔開心...跟住點?U guess la~
其實今日有好幾次都係咁...勁Down!
借你個膊頭黎用o下oY~得嘛?!
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返排心情真係超差...攪到脾氣都唔係咁好!!...如果我發係脾四o既話,千祈唔好嬲喎~最好講個笑話或者唱隻歌仔tum o下我...可以嘛?!

>>December 18, 2002 at 2:45:21 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 16 日 星期一 【陰】

╳◢Christmas is coming~Still have 8 days!◣╳
好似有好多人約咁...但就冇一個係確實約定~...可能到時會係一個人o係屋企攬住張被過聖誕!冇計啦~又冇拖拍,係咁咖啦!!!況且仲要留返d時間溫CE tim...唉!今次一定Lonely Christmas~
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誰又騎著那鹿車飛過
忘掉投下那禮物給我
凝視那燈飾 只有今晚最光最亮
卻照亮我的寂寞

誰又能善心親一親我
由唇上來驗證我幸福過
頭上那飄雪 想要棲息我肩膊上
到最後也別去麼

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想聽聽笑話
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日燈飾必須拆下
換到歡呼聲不過 一剎

☆★P.S. 冇拖拍o既朋友仔...得閒搵我出街啦! haha~
I can pretend your temporary GF if you dunt mind ! kekee~~★☆

>>December 17, 2002 at 2:53:22 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 16 日 星期一 【陰】

Eco exam today?...it's not worth to mention about it...it's gone,forget it la~
After exam...had lunch with Pheobe in Mongkok and we've walked for a while...Originally I wanna buy the dress for the Christmas ball ga...it's really quite good-looking ga!But I'm afraid that it does not fit me,so...didnt buy it~
I'm really very strange recently...I seldom say a word among lots of ppl~My friends also say that I'm very silent these days...though I seem like quite talkative sometimes...but it's different from usual~I have this change maybe becoz of YoU...dunno lei~
Tired...so slept for a while after I've back home!

>>December 17, 2002 at 2:36:01 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

To boys...係咪其他o野遠遠比自己愛o既人重要?...
我都想我愛o既人重事業...但係就唔可以忽略我...
你做得到嘛?!
◆I'm too selfish... capricious and brutal...right?!
But...do U know y I'm like that?
-->It's becoz I care about YoU~◆
I like sb that is Frank,
then I dunt need to guess what he wants!

>>December 16, 2002 at 3:38:26 AM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

Last Sat~我o左銀座過o左一晚!由朝食到晚,飽到跌渣呀~~~~成晚都冇乜點訓過...勁tired!!!
爆炸頭~thx for the room ar!hehe!
Mandy,thx for ur little sheep!It's lovely~
Yesterday,after arriving home...I took a bath...then went out with MuM...咁佢叫到...tired到嘔電到要去行o下o既~~~其實我真係差d行行o下都可以訓著咖啦...btw... I didnt buy anything at al but my mum had brought a T-shirt!
TWO Tired Day ar~~~~~ >_<

>>December 16, 2002 at 2:40:22 AM GMT+8