breakfast : with grandparents, 3 cousins, aunt and her husband (relatives) at Aberdeen Ruby Chinese Restaurant
lunch : with armi (ust classmate) at LG1--美心集團
tea : with chi wai (classmate in secondary schools) at LG7--大家樂集團
dinner : with can at Tsim Sha Tsui Watami Japanese Casual Restaurant--和民
i treasure the time staying together with my family, especially during festivals since it is crowd. and also armi, she is always giving me fun . thx chi wai for sending me source of lab 4 assessments, he is extremely helpful. thx can for paying the dinner, the japanese food was really delicious ^^.
slept 4 hrs only as the girls forced me to tell them something...-_-"'. very tired...i unclearly remember the scene that someone told me she had saw the rainbow and sunshine on the early morning......
i left at 10:00am as i have comp201 lab section today......however......i didn't attend the lab...becoz...i was back home and over-slept...iiiii...it was nearly 3pm when i woke up...Oh No!! called chi wai immediately to beg for signing my name on attendance list....Lucky!! you know...it worths 2 points....
.....i really and strongly......feel quilty for something......not brave enough to face it...and winced every time. take it to heart for a long time......and ...... have no idea how to get rid of it......really sorry for......
>>August 5, 2004 at 11:07:31 AM GMT+8
2004 年 7 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】
English Camp
The first day of eXzone English Camp in Ming Fai Camp. actually no excited feeling before departure...maybe...it is the third camp this year...maybe...the site is not attractive...maybe...living hall is just like camping everyday...maybe......something else......
there' re 5 boys joined the Summer Programme ^^, hope they will be welcomed and accepted by eXzone girls...though both groups seems incompatible now. i know that fat is sometime exhausted since she has to teach two tutroial classes, prepare teaching materials, hold meeting and decide Saturaday programmes. i know......as i experienced from last Summer. wanna pray for her and support her......
orienteering was held at 8:00pm. it was a bit different from what i had played before. the map and photos of each check-point were given, each group then had to decide the routine themselves, described the routine they had taken in English for referneces to other groups as each group should take the orienteering again next morning according to others' description. today's events were run smoothly and no body was injuried. thanks for His protection.
>>August 5, 2004 at 11:05:52 AM GMT+8
2004 年 7 月 18 日 星期日 【晴】
give Thanks!
woke up at 1:30pm ^^ since no dating on morning, no need to prepare programme and no lunch at home, just felt free. visited Wendy with samsam at 3:00pm. her spirit is quite good. she feels peace and .....she is really brave......i think. i could see God is with her and guards her heart and mind. hope she will be completely recovered on one day.
joined the preparation group of English Camp afterwards, which will be held tmr. -_-"' seemed the work will last a few more hrs......as most issues were still under preparation......especially the materials.....it's beyond belief...... hope everything will be fine and fat will be able to handle the events and activities tmr...as well as the weather...
i am pleasure today......since the truth is different from what i imagined before. ^^
>>August 5, 2004 at 11:02:24 AM GMT+8
2004 年 7 月 17 日 星期六 【晴】
he is there for you.
today is another day......thx for remindful sharing from mr. kwan......it is quite appropriate for me...
"Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us." (Romans 9:37)
what i really want and concern?? it is still a confusing question right now and had never been solved......i know there are somethings influencing me......deeply. the point is ...however...... i tend to escape from facing this question as i'm afraid...the answers will be beyond my expectation. wanna find the way out at that moment. i think i have to take action for tiding up myself , seeking for His word and casting all my care upon Him. DO IT NOW!!?
samsam聽日請假...於是就約埋去周文 home 睇碟, 睇"救命"!! 難得一套大家都未睇過而有大家都想睇o既戲, 真係好難得 ^o^。好變態...o的女主角都係癲 gaa!! 有o的格硬嚇人o既位...但係...呢o的就係成套戲o既精華...好驚嚇!! 奉勸各位,,,呢套戲絕不能夠一個人睇...我同大鳥都叫了...而周文睇到話要開燈......推介︰ "The Help!!"
♣ Steffie 你俾心機呀聽日, 最後一科撐埋佢呀!! Good Luck!! ^^
>>August 5, 2004 at 11:02:07 AM GMT+8
2004 年 7 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】
......depressed.........
felt strong frustrated today......from......everything......my faith...my friends...my duties...myself....my will is collapsing......silently...
want to find exit for such situation...want to recover..improve...want to stay alone...to carry out reflections. what am i going to be?? am i lost?? i really felt dissatisfied as i didn't do my best...to work them out. actually...it happens continuously...and i would choose to escape...everytime...or just think positively to make me feel better. what a passive way...
- a representative song -
我的天，為何總下著雨？遙望長空，神啊你在哪兒？
如若這匆匆生命真有豐盛意義，何以要面對沉痛失意？
我沒法控制狂風的方向，也未能知曉那日方可重見艷陽。
但我知主的手總會守在我旁，前景雖灰暗，信念未搖晃！
我沒法掌管潮水的升降，也未能阻擋遍地冰霜，隨處跌盪。
但我知主恩典足夠克服駭浪，無力的心可變堅壯！
>>August 5, 2004 at 11:03:31 AM GMT+8
2004 年 7 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】
小休
又完了兩個 exams, 考完心情冇乜大起伏, 呢半年o黎"枕"住考試, 習慣了, 肥 win o個句"roomate midterm +oil" 長期適用。其實...我比較 like Exam ...多過交 paper ^o^, becoz...對於我o黎講...溫幾多同 results 係成正比。所以o岩o岩個 Spring Sem o既成績都幾好, 有一個A+ & 冇 C range ga!!因為係 5 年o黎 (F.6 到 Yr 3) 最勤力o既一個學期 ~^^~。但似乎呢個勢撐唔到去 summer.....so 我估尋日o既 Java 都應該炒了......而今日o既 Sosc127 用我近半年領悟o既 MC 考試心得溫習, 應該都 ok 呢~ 起碼出 notes 的我都會識 (最近o的 MC 卷都考得幾好)!!! 但最後 8 題 out of syllabus 的 "US vs Iraq" 的 questions 由於冇留意報導......全都係靠 logic 去推個 answer 出o黎......唉............最重要係....搞到我早走唔到
10am 考試, 考o左半粒鐘有 broadcast 話將會掛 8 號, 冇睇 news o既我都唔知發生乜事, 淨係記得尋晚 hall 門口貼o左告示話 1 號, 心諗考完都唔知返唔返到屋企。結果......考完都 11:30am, 拿拿聲返 hall 執野走人, 最後都好平安咁 take 到 1:15pm 的"新國", thx 大鳥做我o既線人~~
食完飯去o左 Thomas home 傾聽日 eX-zone o既 programme, 我覺得幾好喎傾得, 勁 smooth, 謝謝主!! 我有預感我地之後o既合作性會更強, 更勁!! yeah~
midterm...just forget it...no expectation......it is my fate...can't be avoided . if so, then final must be much better......i believe.
bought Panadol from Parknshop and take one every 4 hrs, in order to reduce the pain. and i bought needles too (for......)!!! i didn't find the 大瘡 on upper jaw shrink, instead, is expanding!! how awful it is!!!
only ate little today, but kept revising for whole day...so tired... also, i will go sleeping for a while just like yesterday. since i found i will be on fire in mid-night ^^, much more efficient than day time, hahaha~~
i must put more effort on sosc127 sin tak la......dun want to be 炒 again.
● last night, i dreamed that i had succeeded in program transferring from MAIE to CS. how wonderful it will be if the dream comes true ^^. as i prefer to be a programmer rather than a clerk or a teacher.
>>August 5, 2004 at 11:01:27 AM GMT+8
2004 年 7 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】
no mood......
my teeth...really extremely painful , i can't further concentrate on my midterm
dun wanna talk ....... dun wanna eat ...... dun wanna study ...... just wanna sleep, to forget the pain
have dinner with chi wai tonight, the hard rice and the big meat made me much more painful, i slept in library for half hr, dun want to use my brain anymore and pray for it...
tomorrow comp201 midterm ... really die hard
just get 2 panadol tablets from hall office, now i go sleeping for a while first. hope will be fine tomorrow......
book exhibition
終於出書喇!! 今日去o左書展...買唔到 core java, 但係就買到...
...基本上都唔係好記得上一期講咩....-_-"'
!! 我擺o左個好有藝術感o既手勢~ yeah!! 我覺得好靚呀!! 又得意喎!! 又係獨一無二!! 下次 upload 相上o黎啦~ 之後又見隔離檔畫人像又走埋去試下...之前 emmily 畫過張, 幾特別...我都幾中意人像, 但一路都冇試過~~ 今日終於 try 了~~ but....畫得都唔似我......
feel guilty......
, 肥 win o個句"roomate midterm +oil" 長期適用。其實...我比較 like Exam ...多過交 paper ^o^, becoz...對於我o黎講...溫幾多同 results 係成正比。所以o岩o岩個 Spring Sem o既成績都幾好, 有一個A+ & 冇 C range ga!!因為係 5 年o黎 (F.6 到 Yr 3) 最勤力o既一個學期 ~^^~。但似乎呢個勢撐唔到去 summer.....so 我估尋日o既 Java 都應該炒了......而今日o既 Sosc127 用我近半年領悟o既 MC 考試心得溫習, 應該都 ok 呢~ 起碼出 notes 的我都會識 (最近o的 MC 卷都考得幾好)!!! 但最後 8 題 out of syllabus 的 "US vs Iraq" 的 questions 由於冇留意報導......全都係靠 logic 去推個 answer 出o黎......唉......
......最重要係....搞到我早走唔到
。
. if so, then final must be much better......i believe.
, i can't further concentrate on my midterm
i bumped into yo