2006 年 4 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

由前晚搵過佢一次之後，尋日全日到今朝８：０６ａｍ先有佢消息。

我最唔想發生的事發生左，佢親口講出黎的時候，其實我真係好想喊；

但我知道我唔可以喊，我唔想佢咁辛苦的時候仲要擔心我；

雖然最後我都係好唔爭氣咁喊左幾滴眼淚，但好快就收番聲。

係呢個時候，我好想全程係佢身體陪佢去打呢場仗，但我身不由己。

我只可以將我離開香港的日期ｅｘｔｅｎｄ到去８月，最後我都係要走。

呢一刻，我１８歲的願望，係佢健健康康可以擺脫病魔。

>>April 21, 2006 at 8:27:15 AM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

大名： giee
電郵： [email protected]
說： i guess you probably tried too hard in looking for english books that is adaquate to your age,
you can always start from the easier ones (ie teenage section, fictions)
and of course it'll be much more entertaining if you choose the right book,
try love novels, they are easy to read

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其實我今次借果ｄ已經係好ｅａｓｙ嫁喇＞．＜我ｐｉｃｋ　ｄ　ｔｐ係ｆｉｃｔｉｏｎ　ａｎｄ　ｇｏｓｓｉｐ．．．但我睇左２頁就覺得好悶，寧願去彈琴都唔睇‥‥‥我真係勁冇用＞．＜

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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 俾我寧願唔睇中文書...!!
我係好憎睇中文書!~!@#$%^&* -3-
其實我都係唔中意睇書個d人黎既-3-

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你 mother tongue 係咩？中文定英文？

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大名： TIN
電郵： [email protected]
說： 又係我喇,上次叫你笑得自然0的0個個呢~記得嘛~?
你今次post0個張相笑得好自然呢~
成個樣甜美晒~
咁你染0左髮個樣呢~post埋出0黎丫~
好想睇0下染成點~

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ｏｈ～＊ｔｈｘ！我會ｋｅｅｐ住呢個ｓｍｉｌｅ～
其實染完同未染差不多～因為我唔想太突出，ｏｎｌｙ想有少少ｂｒｏｗｎ；係ｓｕｎｓｈｉｎｅ下自明顯ｄ＞．＜

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依家開始練「孤獨探戈」，當然係陳輝陽果個 version 喇 ^^

我打電話，等電話等到顛喇！！

點解你唔可以安安靜靜咁同我傾到１０ｍｉｎｓ以上呢？

我好想同你傾我過外國的事，我好想同你傾我地係ｈｋ既段日子可以點樣ｓｐｅｎｄ．．．

我知你病左，我知你喉嚨痛唔想講野，我知你好擔心你的事業，我知你俾其他野煩緊，我知你好無奈，我知有好多野你係被迫，我知你放棄左好多重要既野而令你好辛苦．．．．．

我好希望，我的容忍力．．．可以再好ｄ。

誰人看得出我字裡行間的失落？
有時候，我真的在想，我該了結自己嗎？


>>April 27, 2006 at 11:49:45 PM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 19 日 星期三 【晴】

自己係屋企染左個頭‥‥‥




等佢電話等到傻。唉。

其實講大話唔易，要時時刻刻記住自己講過ｄ咩野大話就更難！

ｂａｂｙ，我寧願你將殘酷的事實話我知；好過為左令我冇咁難受而講大話；

況且我知道的已經唔少，點解你要忍瞞果少少的事呢？！辛苦你又辛苦我．．．唉～＊



未染頭之前的樣

>>April 20, 2006 at 4:00:19 PM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 18 日 星期二 【晴】

雖然我盡量早 d 訓，但係都好似唔多夠訓咁。

呢幾曰精神好差，皮膚都好差，個頭痛到想死咁......

搞到我個人好炆；個網站ｄ野又好煩，問 Nick 關於網站既野的時候，忍唔住講左句 foul language >.< bad gal !!!

去左 library 借書睇～我要迫自己睇英文書！但其實我真係好討厭睇英文書嫁！我連Ｐ．６　ｌｅｖｅｌ既英文書都睇唔完嫁！唔知係我水準唔夠定係冇咁既毅力喇‥‥‥但我真係覺得睇英文書好辛苦！我１ｄ都唔ｅｎｊｏｙ！特別係有中文書既對比之外，更加顯得我睇英文書真係慢到嘔‥‥中文書我１日可以睇２本，英文書就２個星期都睇唔到一本。

>>April 19, 2006 at 6:52:29 PM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： thx, but畫左eyeline 好似冇畫過咁牙..

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你用ｌｉｑｕｉｄ果種定係膏狀果種？

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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： go 個d呀...不過唔知係咪因為單眼皮既關係, 畫完會zip返入去呢...

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咁你會唔會係內雙呢？其實你可以畫粗ｄ～咁就算有ｄ　ｚｉｐ　左入去，都仲有ｄ係出面睇得到～其實點解你唔去上下　ｃｏｕｒｓｅ呢？果ｄ化妝姐姐應該幫到你～

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Change the skin of this diary ^^

The background is partly copied from this talanted photographer's work I really admird her ! She is billiant!

>>April 18, 2006 at 11:10:20 AM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】

大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 我覺得啦...聽落去好似冇mark 大個口囉

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嗯嗯～＊下次的確要留意下呢一點。其實平時我講野都係咁＞．＜有懶音！！

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大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： by da way,你知唔知單眼皮點化妝好?><

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因為我自己唔係單眼皮，所以冇親身經驗。但就我對其他人的觀察，我覺得一條靚的眼線是十分重要的！！粗少少但一定要畫得好貼眼睫毛的根部～至於眼影ｌｅ，我覺得唔好用ｄ太閃，因為閃反而會顯得隻眼腫。可以化２隻色，姐係眼頭至眼中間一隻色，眼中間到眼尾一隻色。眼頭的色要比眼尾的淺，因為較深色的眼尾，可以好似幫對眼打左陰影咁，會望落去大ｄ。成日都聽人講話ｓｔｉｃｋ雙眼皮膠紙，但我估應該係好辛苦的，因為我之前做舞台劇試過ｓｔｉｃｋ假眼睫毛，試過１次之後打死都唔再用第２次！！因為有ｄ膠水係眼皮係１００個辛苦！！ｓｏｒｒｙ　ａｒ～幫唔到你幾多＞．＜

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大 地 震



>>April 17, 2006 at 2:17:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

試聽

遠走(昨天) 詞:Julian 原曲:廖碧兒<實情>
情海裡面 多少轉 結果也心酸
分手數十次 歸因 難以告知
藏於心裡 發動時 如數千錐心尖刺
誰又會 明白我 關心我明天

明日若離開 好比人赴世外
到彼邦愁困不再
若我可離開 身邊朋伴卻在
我也想朋友關愛

#童話破滅 多少次 痛心難啟齒
不想錯下去 偏偏 難以制止
如早知道 錯誤時 誰會親身傷多次
難被勸 難受教 甘心作無知#

微藍調琴音 洗心靈滌五內
滿身傷難以掩蓋
昨天不能改 多方輿論作害
幸有好朋友關愛

Repeat #

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咬字咬得唔多清楚＞．＜錄左３次，最後都係揀左呢個ｖｅｒｓｉｏｎ～

今日ｌｕｎｃｈ同屋企人去左佐敦果間「新樂春天」食野～之後去埋隔離果間「九記」食芝麻燉鮮奶，飽到暈＠＠

之後就行去ｇａｔｅｗａｙ果間ｃｉｔｙｓｕｐｅｒ買左＄９００幾蚊野！！買左４塊ｋｏｂｅ（薄切）＄１８０／１００ｇ丫！！貴到～俾著係我實唔捨得買！！又買左＄１８０蚊既羊鞍，仲有ｓｅａ　ｂａｓｓ～＄２００。

夜晚係屋企炮製大餐！！好好食～＊

>>April 16, 2006 at 12:30:12 AM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 14 日 星期五 【晴】

3 : 52 am 你打黎俾我，聽到你醉左把聲，加埋你講既野真係好心痛；

我好內疚，係呢個時間俾封信你‥‥‥

今日全日都冇心機‥‥幻聽，無論做緊ｄ咩，都總係覺得個電話係度響。

一個朝早，又睇完一本愛情小說。以前我成日都話，愛情小說係果ｄ得唔到愛情的可憐虫睇；

哈哈！原來我都係其中一條可憐虫。

>>April 14, 2006 at 4:39:41 PM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 13 日 星期四 【晴】

今日做左件好勇敢的事－－我親手殺死左隻蟻！！

大家可以覺得呢件只係一件小事，小到不值一提；但係，一個好驚ｉｎｓｅｃｔ既我，竟然可以親手殺死隻蟻而且冇尖叫‥‥‥已經進步左好多。

其實，好多時候，我唔識得係人地既角度諗，唔識得去讚人去體諒人；倒番轉諗，我都想大家為左我呢件咁「小」既事而讚我‥‥‥

今朝係圖書館借左３本愛情小說～用左幾個鐘就睇晒本《鬥魚》．．．．．

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名牌手袋，銀包，介子，衫褲鞋襪我通通都唔要

我唔會介意你個樣殘唔殘，就算你個病復發，我都一樣咁愛你，不會離開你；

我想離開，是因為我沒有一個公開的名份，沒有兌現的承諾‥‥‥

我愛你，我唔捨得離開你，但我已經俾左好多耐性‥‥‥

>>April 14, 2006 at 1:27:55 AM GMT+8

2006 年 4 月 12 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： beams boy
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你係咪想話羞辱 ? 串insult 先arm

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ｏｈ～＊係ａｒ＊

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大名： Sexguy69
電郵： [email protected]
說： 咦....都有 d 短褲 wor
不如又著住影幾張,show 下美腿丫,之前係咪重有條 blue 的短褲仔?

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I feel that I have been insulted. PLZ STOP SAYING SUCH WORDS ! otherwise I will delete your comments without notifying you. I have already been very kind and paitent to you, plz behave.

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大名： bebe
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你買果條裙(第2條)幾靚喎~~

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ｔｈｘ！＊

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１點幾食緊ｌｕｎｃｈ的時候，Ｊｏｙｃｅ打黎俾我，問我出唔出黎見下。緊係出喇～難得佢係英國番黎～哈哈！佢竟然記得上次未俾番錢我（應該係９個月之前的事＞．＜）

陪佢食完野之後，就去左行街～行左ｉｚｚｕｅ，ｂ＋ａｂ，ｂｒｅａｄ　ｎ　ｂｕｔｔｅｒ同埋ｒｅｃｙｃｌｅ〔ｔｈｅ：〕ｍｅ～我係果度買左條褲～從來都未著過短褲出街＞．＜



>>April 13, 2006 at 7:19:55 PM GMT+8