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2003 年 4 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】
今個禮拜既三件美事:
1.坦白交待左一切,成個人輕鬆哂.
2.戒煙三日,初步成果幾好.
3.辭左麻布份part-time,做埋月尾就走得.
呢三件事令我對未來好有希望.
唔!
真．域少好快就返哂黎架啦!
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
如果說尼采是我的啟蒙老師,盧梭就是我的知心友.
閱讀《懺悔錄》就像看見活在18世紀的自己,使我不捨釋卷.
>>April 24, 2003 at 2:52:46 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】
兩首我頗喜歡的歌:
Carol Kidd - When I Dream
I could build the mansion that is higher than the dreams
I could have all the gifts I want and never ask please
I could fly to Paris. It's at my beck and call,
Why do I live my life alone with nothing at all
But when I dream, I dream of you,
Maybe someday you will come true.
When I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
I can be the singer or the clown in any role
I can call up someone to take me to the moon
I can put my makeup on and drive the man insane
I can go to bed alone and never know his name
But when I dream, I dream of you,
Maybe someday you will come true.
When I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
Coldplay - Yellow
Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow
I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow
Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
You know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across; I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cos you were all yellow
I drew a line; I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry
It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for...
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
>>April 23, 2003 at 5:28:03 PM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 19 日 星期六 【晴】
今朝竟然可以施施然咁行返新堂,唔洗趕頭趕命,真係神奇.
今日精神好好,一路返去永光既心情都好輕鬆.
以前唔鍾意睇既升家員典禮都係以平常心咁睇,唔會好似以前咁覺得煩厭.
當然阿亨升到都係意料中事,都戥佢開心啦.
以前淨係想快過人地升家員,一味淨係諗住同人比較,要咩都好過人.
但而家冇諗咁多啦,家員我都係想盡快升,但心態唔同左.
順其自然,做好自己,升到就升囉,升唔到咪下屆囉,我唔會再逼助導.
之後飢饉餐同崇拜都係輕鬆心情面對,雖然有時會釣魚......
崇拜完左同阿嬋慶祝生日,生日蛋糕竟然係......江蘇餅!
以前會迴避戒煙既問題,但今日我決定將自己既問題同cell員一齊分擔.
我向cell員許下承諾,一定要即刻戒煙!
連自己既衰野都夠膽爆出黎,我仲有咩驚!
"後悔後獲得自由."
特別鳴謝:盧梭
>>April 21, 2003 at 12:56:15 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 18 日 星期五 【晴】
晏晝約左屈導師出黎食飯,講哂自己D衰野俾佢知.
我真係唔想再將D野收收埋埋.
一直以黎信仰生活上都做得好差,但唔敢俾弟兄姊妹知,班同事又唔會理解到我既問題.
我一個人就不斷咁逃避逃避,結果得返我孤立一人.
所以我決定唔再逃避,燒賣就燒賣,一於爆哂D野出黎.
今日同導師仲有傾左關於工作,教會,睇書之類既事.
多謝佢抽時間俾我,今日講哂D野之後,心情輕鬆左好多.
>>April 21, 2003 at 12:29:26 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 17 日 星期四 【晴】
最壞的一天,也是最好的一天......
今日(凌晨)收左工班同事約去唱K,明知今日要去退修,但諗住訓返幾粒鐘就頂得住,咪照去囉.
唱到四點幾,班友仲話去打麻雀.我咁貪玩,邊頂得住丫,梗係又陪佢地打啦.
結果打到成十點,中間助導同阿包都打過黎叫我返崇拜,我都係吹水呃住先.
唉,成身煙酒味,仲成晚冇訓,點去崇拜同退修呀......好後悔.
結果咩地方都冇去,返左屋企訓覺.
搭車時諗,自己一直都做得咁差,又唔敢俾人知,都唔知要呃助導呃到幾時.
咁樣一直吹水我好辛苦,結果我決定將所有野講俾導師知.
>>April 21, 2003 at 12:19:51 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 11 日 星期五 【晴】
今日成班人去左莉莉hall(Poly)度玩,hall太多人,club house太細,好似要爭野玩咁.
間房都超細,兩個人住都嫌逼......
同我想像中既大學宿舍相差太遠,更加唔好話同U Hall比.
唔知,或者我份人太鍾意挑剔啦.
成個下晝我淨係玩o個隻唔知叫咩名既遊戲.
即係有張檯,兩個人一人拎住個圓形既野,目的要將快"圓餅"撞入對方個"龍門".
雖然行動不便(腰+大脾痛),但越痛越要玩......
呢間hall始終唔係我理想中既hall......我要入港大!
總有一日我會驅除呢個惡夢!
>>April 16, 2003 at 9:01:22 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 11 日 星期五 【晴】
諗諗下域少其實都係"愛蒲之人",只不過我唔係太好聲色犬馬,落D劈酒之類都唔係我杯茶.
好多時去呢D場所都只係陪太子讀書,自己就玩得開心極有限.
睇住佢地係咁劈,我都係係咁依飲下就算.
我份人比較鍾意靜,都係蒲cafe比較適合我.
唔......如果日日都可以早D收工就好啦.
＊飢饉月唔俾人落pacific?好殘忍喎......
>>April 11, 2003 at 8:44:17 PM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 10 日 星期四 【晴】
尾龍骨一發力就痛,結果朝頭早搬貨時就好似遊魂咁,因為真係頂唔住.
搬完俾司機話我唔適宜做運輸喎,叫我搵份寫字樓工喎.
本來想同佢講我唔係真係咁差,只係我條腰痛咋,但結果我都係冇出聲.
冇野好講,唔想同D少少野就阿支阿佐既低質素人講野.
我夠知我唔o岩做運輸啦,事實我都唔鍾意做呢份工.
我只係貪呢份工時間穩定,又悠,好多空閒時間學習,又返到教會.
呢份工只係我踏入另一個階段既過渡期.
夜晚忍唔住走左去睇鐵打,咁大個仔第一次睇鐵打咋.
結果鐵打師傅話我唔及早搞,而家尾龍骨有兩節走左少少位,盆骨亦走左位......
唔係好大鑊咋下......
>>April 11, 2003 at 2:14:35 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】
戴著口罩崇拜,根本好難投入.
好好地返到黎教會崇拜,仲要俾個麻煩既口罩阻住哂,好怪,一D都唔舒服,唔似返到神既家.
我絕對反對入教會要戴口罩既規定.
呢度係神既殿,係信徒既家,應該有選擇戴唔戴口罩既自由,點解要限死哂.
我地唔同一間普通既機構,學校.
係,係會有傳污既機會,但我相信神必保守我地,有咩好怕,要信徒戴口罩實在係信心唔夠既表現.
歸根究底,都係擔心會因為疫症散播既問題搞到信徒流失.
唔......教會保住信徒既數量的確係重要,但唔係最重要.
有D野,我地點都要堅持架嘛.
>>April 8, 2003 at 7:24:44 AM GMT+8
2003 年 4 月 3 日 星期四 【晴】
Gary:
二十歲其實對我黎講冇咩意義,只係代表我已經做左二十年人.
獨立思考能力?我一向都有架啦,而且呢個係我最大本錢.
你有時見我好似冇乜立場咁,其實我唔係冇,只係想聽多D其他人既意見.
我吸收左你地既經驗同知識之後,就會自己再過濾.
我都有自己既一套,但我唔想扼殺其他既可能性,所以我總會聽取其他人既意見.
Career?正如我所講,我唔想扼殺其他可能性,所以我現階段都唔會諗住啦.
多謝你,你總係會同我分享你既野,亦啟發左我好多野,而且係對我現實生活有幫助既野.
信我,我唔會令你失望架喎.
>>April 3, 2003 at 4:50:20 PM GMT+8
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>>June 12, 2008 at 8:56:49 AM GMT+8
妳識梁慧詩?? 我係佢小學同學,
>>October 29, 2007 at 8:16:38 AM GMT+8
我諗我都係認錯人=_=算啦~
>>April 20, 2007 at 10:02:28 AM GMT+8
ｈｉｈｉ．．．
<br>我想問呢
>>April 20, 2007 at 9:59:05 AM GMT+8
我與你讀的幼稚園及小學都係同一間
>>March 2, 2007 at 6:57:33 PM GMT+8
明朗：
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<br>據我所
>>December 1, 2006 at 11:19:37 PM GMT+8
hi 你好! 你是不是認識吳凱汶
>>December 1, 2006 at 4:29:27 PM GMT+8
在網上看過你的日記, 知道你同樣
>>October 6, 2006 at 8:16:53 AM GMT+8
你點呀~~
<br>去了青年團慣
>>January 8, 2005 at 3:38:45 PM GMT+8
我們何時不是朋友? 哈哈，天災令
>>December 30, 2004 at 2:07:17 PM GMT+8
每個人都曾經是廢柴，努力吧。你可
>>December 29, 2004 at 4:34:35 PM GMT+8
你唔好咁講ｌａ～～
<br>我們
>>December 8, 2004 at 9:04:19 AM GMT+8
我知...
<br>你可以把s日
>>November 28, 2004 at 3:40:28 AM GMT+8
冇錯呀...
<br>我都同樣有
>>November 28, 2004 at 1:24:04 AM GMT+8
但係好用好多wor
>>November 27, 2004 at 2:58:23 AM GMT+8
唔好咁la....
<br>記住
>>November 26, 2004 at 2:30:53 PM GMT+8
返教會.....
<br>可能遲
>>September 26, 2004 at 3:20:15 PM GMT+8
唉...............
>>September 23, 2004 at 4:38:51 PM GMT+8
而家放緊悠長假期, 係度做量地中
>>September 11, 2004 at 3:49:01 PM GMT+8
dd叫犯賤...
>>August 25, 2004 at 4:20:38 PM GMT+8
我個腦淨係諗到D咁O既野...X
>>August 16, 2004 at 4:36:56 PM GMT+8
佢就快m到~XDDD
>>August 13, 2004 at 3:20:29 PM GMT+8
因為佢已經發覺左...
>>August 4, 2004 at 12:07:44 PM GMT+8
好少咋...
<br>二三百咁囉
>>August 2, 2004 at 12:25:16 PM GMT+8
你唔講我真係唔知喎~~
<br>
>>August 1, 2004 at 4:15:54 PM GMT+8
你仲做緊麻布呀??
<br>
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>>July 31, 2004 at 5:31:48 PM GMT+8
串咀呀~~it 我都識dd ka
>>July 31, 2004 at 5:25:04 PM GMT+8
冇做個份野好耐, 之前沙宜就冇做
>>July 29, 2004 at 9:51:23 AM GMT+8
加左人工咁好？
<br>我都O岩
>>July 29, 2004 at 9:39:32 AM GMT+8
HI~AR!!
<br>
<br
>>July 26, 2004 at 4:29:05 PM GMT+8
我諗到送咩俾爸爸喇~
<br>就
>>July 9, 2004 at 1:11:11 AM GMT+8
你瓣瓣都要加油啦~
>>June 29, 2004 at 3:18:13 AM GMT+8
加油啦衰仔！
>>June 28, 2004 at 4:12:34 PM GMT+8
唔係wor~
<br>我覺得你演
>>May 29, 2004 at 12:10:28 AM GMT+8
~_~
<br>竟然話我似昏君.
>>May 26, 2004 at 12:28:17 PM GMT+8
e~~~~~~
<br>竟然唔捨
>>May 25, 2004 at 12:36:05 AM GMT+8
對耳環差唔多時候變得好污漕o架喇
>>May 24, 2004 at 2:23:16 AM GMT+8
信徒都相信神會為佢地安排最適合佢
>>May 22, 2004 at 3:08:17 PM GMT+8
咁快拍完喇？
<br>想借裙俾你
>>May 18, 2004 at 12:36:28 PM GMT+8
我有~~~~
<br>我有好靚o
>>May 14, 2004 at 4:24:23 PM GMT+8
既然阿包咁關照你，
<br>你就
>>May 11, 2004 at 3:58:29 PM GMT+8
扮公主？
<br>哈哈~~~~
>>May 6, 2004 at 4:41:15 PM GMT+8
你好幸福呀~~~
<br>^_^
>>April 6, 2004 at 1:57:35 PM GMT+8
一個人？
<br>下次你生日一齊
>>March 30, 2004 at 1:34:11 AM GMT+8
生日打算點慶祝？
>>March 26, 2004 at 8:05:11 AM GMT+8
你俾人話呀？
<br>發生咩事呢
>>March 24, 2004 at 1:31:07 PM GMT+8
你d排低潮中？
>>March 17, 2004 at 8:31:51 AM GMT+8
哈!我係第一次黎呀~
<br>你
>>March 14, 2004 at 3:28:29 PM GMT+8
咁
<br>你咪努力d lor
>>March 7, 2004 at 1:35:51 PM GMT+8
人地都唔係有心甩底.....
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>>December 17, 2003 at 1:35:17 AM GMT+8
有時間就休息多d~
<br>支持
>>November 23, 2003 at 1:19:03 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
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>>November 6, 2003 at 5:26:20 PM GMT+8
唔需要喇~
<br>^_^
<b
>>September 28, 2003 at 12:17:19 AM GMT+8
路過撘o爹:
<br>雖然我見唔
>>September 27, 2003 at 2:35:56 PM GMT+8
嘩~
<br>原來我係咁大影響力
>>September 26, 2003 at 5:09:33 PM GMT+8
wei wei~~
<br>ho
>>September 18, 2003 at 3:42:20 PM GMT+8
睇左你個故仔~~好正~~hee^
>>June 10, 2003 at 9:38:00 AM GMT+8
大主持:
<br>花施主為了練成
>>June 5, 2003 at 9:21:37 AM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
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>>March 28, 2003 at 8:24:25 AM GMT+8
唉呀~~今日我個fd同我講叫我唔
>>March 14, 2003 at 3:37:58 PM GMT+8
我個o個係黑色斜"咩"袋呀~!
>>March 13, 2003 at 9:57:11 AM GMT+8
THX AR^^ 你都講得rig
>>March 12, 2003 at 2:34:06 PM GMT+8
HI AR!!!而家我開始習慣我
>>March 9, 2003 at 1:00:03 PM GMT+8
我唔可以閃縮咩~
<br>=P
>>February 25, 2003 at 2:22:58 PM GMT+8
多謝你歡迎我喎~~我而家返工囉仲
>>February 24, 2003 at 1:58:27 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>
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>>February 23, 2003 at 9:39:58 PM GMT+8
你也要加油呀~
>>February 23, 2003 at 4:52:27 PM GMT+8
總陀主:
<br>
<br>唔知
>>February 22, 2003 at 3:24:01 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>
>>February 3, 2003 at 6:03:45 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
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>>January 14, 2003 at 5:28:37 PM GMT+8
Dear Lok,
<br>It
>>January 13, 2003 at 4:11:06 PM GMT+8
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今個禮拜既三件美事:
晏晝約左屈導師出黎食飯,講哂自己D衰野俾佢知.
最壞的一天,也是最好的一天......