2003 年 9 月 13 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝起到身返祈禱會,但唔知係唔係靈性唔好既問題,我真係投入唔到.
臨尾唱詩既時候,我真係唱唔到落去......

報告完去食飯,跟住返崇拜.
我好努力叫自己唔好釣魚,但証道時始終都係捱唔住,好在阿峰幫一幫我,先頂得住.
記憶中李淑儀講既野好切合我而家既心情,但我唔記得左係咩,唉......

完左返舊堂,大家分享左派書籤既野,導師又俾左D野我地做.
跟住分返cell,分享靈修既野,我靈性唔好,分享唔到D咩.
唉,靈性唔好都要做野架啦,頂硬上啦.

夜晚返屯門,約左馮太同一班何福堂夜校既舊生食飯.
馮太唔講得上好有魅力,但佢對學生真係好盡心.
當初就係因為馮太,我先第一次感到我真係個受重視既學生.
直到今日仲有成三圍檯舊生肯到,當中好多都已經畢業左好幾年,証明馮太既教學係成功既.
今日吳凱汶佢地冇到,但我反而唔覺悶喎,搵返個新相識做伴一樣得啦.
越黎越覺得,自己唔係唔可以自立,只係唔願意......

>>September 17, 2003 at 10:12:08 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 12 日 星期五 【晴】

今朝返公司都冇野做,淨係齋坐,等到一點即刻溜走.

返到新堂都未夠兩點,I團既人都仲未返到,第一次團契前等人返黎.
今日情緒又返黎,成個人冇乜mood,冇乜衝勁咁......
傻下傻下咁又過左團契同團聚,跟住到開cell時間.
今日分組開cell,盈組去左祈禱室.
好少人,得阿盈,我,朗朗,Yuki四個.
大家一齊祈禱,講左自己對佈道會既感覺,衰在朗朗同Yuki都冇出聲.
其實Yuki最近都積極左好多,佢仲細,都係慢慢黎啦.

返到屋企仍然好累,好早就訓左.

>>September 13, 2003 at 10:56:52 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 11 日 星期四 【晴】

今日訓到成十一點先起身,好耐未試過咁爽,簡直係神既恩典.

晏晝打左陣機,跟住出去尖咀同小如......同佢D小學同學行街.
原來想帶佢做下優皮一族,但仲要顧埋班小同,咁就唔得囉.
最後行左一陣,小如就同佢既小同返屋企.
是但啦,還掂再行落去都唔會行得自在,自己一個人行仲好.
今日"全副武裝"咁去行agnes b.(行agnes b.喎,點可以失禮),諗住買返對爆雞鞋.
可能班sales見到我咁既身世以為我係豪客啦,D招呼好到不得了,直頭我嫌佢煩添.
事後諗返,其實佢地會唔會當左我係傳說中既大陸客呢......
最後買左爆雞鞋再加一個鎖匙扣,爆廠囉.
原本話會送本書,原來只係本簿仔,好似俾人呃左咁.

呼~幾累......

>>September 13, 2003 at 10:47:38 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

今日本來諗住收工行街,但走左轉機場,要成五點幾先收工,夜D又要做節,最後都冇去......

今晚I團上雷達山,但食完飯都八點幾,費事出去一陣又返入黎,可惜......
十點同阿媽,大佬去屯門公園睇花燈,都係傳統花燈靚.
維園o個個激光花燈,唔知似乜......
睇完阿媽走先,我同大佬去街鋪打photo-hunt,等午夜場開場.
今晚睇LXG,辛康納利冇想像中咁型,但套戲入面D衫幾靚.
再加全場特技,成套戲又冇乜悶場,幾好睇.
至於劇情,我本身對呢樣都冇咩要求,算係咁啦.

睇完戲返屋企,聽日放假,終於有覺好既訓啦!

>>September 11, 2003 at 7:06:12 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

今日要去機場入埋倉先收得工,走時有個陌生男人問我點樣去東涌,咁o岩同路咪同佢一齊搭車囉.
講起搭車既問題,跟住就講下運輸行頭既野.
點知越講越多,天南地北,社會問題,外籍傭工,雲南,中國人文化乜都講下咁.
咁o岩我同佢又一齊搭地鐵喎,講到唔捨得停,好搞野,結果我要荔景轉車,先逼住分手.
其實搭的士間唔中都會同司機吹水,同貨櫃碼頭做野既人吹水都試過.
同街上遇到既陌生人吹水就第一次啦,反正搭車悶悶地,有咩所謂,還掂又可以增廣見聞既.

跟住返麻布,雖然呢度做野都ok開心,但我都係唔想留o係度.
我冇心力同時間兼顧咁多野啦,太多野想做,唔想花時間落麻布度.

十二點收工,累死......

>>September 10, 2003 at 5:58:16 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】

今朝起唔到身,返唔到家會,我太累啦......

十一點去到樂富KFC同cell員一齊食飯,食到好飽......

跟住崇拜,飯氣攻心,好想訓覺,好辛苦先頂得住.

完左返舊堂團祈禱會,冰仔同阿包hold得好好.
冰仔返左唔夠一年就有得hold祈禱會,我返左咁耐都未hold過......
唔知係唔係妒忌,但我真係有D唔爽快既感覺,點解我仲未有機會?
睇住一班新人做得咁好,返左兩年既我覺得自己好唔掂.
或者因為我真係仲有D野做得仲未夠好啦,主係公義既.
我做得好既話,唔會唔俾機會我既.

完埋祈禱會同陸悅兒慶祝生日,佢有好多禮物收呀,如果我都有就好啦.
食完蛋糕百無聊賴,同書蟲講左少少野.
跟住坐多陣就返屋企,仍然好累......

>>September 7, 2003 at 2:50:20 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 5 日 星期五 【晴】

今日批貨有問題,成三點先走得.
本來遲左走唔係大問題,但問題係今日我要hold本年度最後一次全cell既cell時間.

去到新堂都成三點幾,團契都完埋,好在阿屈幫我頂左幾個字.
到我可以正式開始時都四點,遲左成半個鐘先搞得掂hold cell既野,都幾驚嚇.
第一個遊戲係"九唔撘八",其實我都唔知叫咩名,總之呢個遊戲係我最鍾意既.
唔洗煩,淨係叫人諗點樣問答就得.
玩左三轉,氣氛算係咁啦,又一個出色match問答:
"阿Yan點解你鍾意著住鞋訓覺既?"
"因為我訓天橋底."

第二個遊戲就係叫人十分鐘內搵我擺低既紙仔,用紙仔既提示估邊個係目標人物.
結果個個都估係阿包,有D失望.
雖然我係專登誤導人地打阿包,但我本身既答案係阿盈黎架嘛......

最後差唔多五點完,無驚無險咁完成hold cell,第一次成功咁hold完.

跟住有table manna,開始又係例牌咁玩D遊戲咁.
臨尾有分享既時間,好驚喜,一班年紀比較細既新人都肯好主動咁分享.
我又一次覺得I團真係有希望架,跟住落黎只係睇我地肯唔肯努力.

>>September 7, 2003 at 2:29:15 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

男人要識唱既歌:

Eagles - Hotel California

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair.
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air.
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light.
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim.
I had to stop for the night.

There she stood in the doorway, I heard the mission bell.
And I was thinking to myself, this could be heaven or this could be hell.
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way.
There were voices down the corridor, I thought I heard them say ......

Welcome to the Hotel California.
Such a lovely place, such a lovely face.
Plenty of room at the Hotel California.
Any time of year, you can find it here.

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes Benz.
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends.
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget.

So I called up the captain, "Please bring me my wine."
He said, "We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty-nine."
And still those voices are calling from far away.
Wake you up in the middle of the night, just to hear them say ......

Welcome to the Hotel California.
Such a lovely place, such a lovely face.
They livin' it up at the Hotel California.
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis.

Mirrors on the celing, the pink champagne on ice.
And she said, "We are all just prisoners here, of our own device."
And in the master's chambers, they gathered for the feast.
They stab it with their steely knives, but they just can't kill the beast.

Last thing I remember, I was running for the door.
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before.
"Relax", said the night man,
"We are programmed to receive, you can check out any time you like, but you can never leave!"

>>September 4, 2003 at 7:02:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

好耐未打過自己既"作品",成日淨係post歌詞......
冇法,冇時間,又冇靈感......
(都係繼續post下歌詞算囉)

(Everything I Do) I Do It For You - Bryan Adams

Look into my eyes
You will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart
Search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything I do
I do it for you

Look into my heart
You will find
There's nothing there to hide
Take me as I am
Take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't help it there's nothing I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do
I do it for you

There's no love
Like your love
And no other
Could give more love
There's nowhere
Unless you're there
All the time
All the way

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it there's nothing I want more
I would fight for you
I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you
Ya I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do
Oh I do it for you

>>September 3, 2003 at 5:34:28 PM GMT+8

2003 年 9 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

今朝本來想返晨更,但太累,鬧鐘響都唔知......

晏晝天文台話會掛八號,下晝收工.

臨走接左兩大袋野送去葵涌,但等左好耐都冇小巴.
一路等,又落雨,D人又逼黎逼去,真係想就咁返屋企算數.
終於都等到小巴,去到葵芳搭巴士又係排哂長龍......
好辛苦先送到,搞完都成三點幾.
不過今晚唔洗返麻布,有得休息下,算係咁啦.

家員最後都係冇報,我始終都覺得未戒到煙都未可以報家員住.
叫完阿嬋報我自己又未報,有D難過......

>>September 2, 2003 at 11:49:04 AM GMT+8