2009 年 3 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

身心俱疲

已有一段日子沒有更新 Blog 了

功課忙，多測驗考試其實也是 minor reasons

主要原因是，大人了，有太多的秘密埋藏在心中

與其有所顧忌地在日記裡提及我的憂慮和秘密，倒不如隻字不提


健康要是十分重要

4 月中要車媽媽去做身體檢查，一個需要做少量麻醉的身體檢查。約 0.03% 的人有機會有意外，希望媽媽不是其中一個。

我猜想很多人都是口硬心軟，包括我在內，我對媽媽總是呼呼喝喝，動輒發大小姐脾氣，每句說話都尖酸刻薄。但當知道她需要去做檢查的時候，我就立刻上網去 research 有關的詳情及風險。畢竟，她都是照顧了我廿載的媽媽。

近來我也被頑疾所困；最煩人的是，這個病對生命絕無危險，卻十分擾人。戒了酒差不多二個星期 ( 淺嚐的不算 ^^ )，還沒有什麼好轉。我管他的 ! 我今天終於忍不住開了支紅酒，邊做功課邊嚐美酒。

今天的 test 做得麻麻，更連累到一位同學的成績。我深感辜負了他的信任，雖然他沒有怪責我，也知道我盡了全力而並非故意不全心全意去幫助他。話雖如此，我仍是感到愧疚。


剛收到 York University 的 admission，沒有什麼太值得開心，不過倒是有個保障，萬一 Ryerson 不接納我的伸請，那麼我還有二手準備。

又或者是，如果 York U offers scholarship (at least 50% off tuition)，那麼我會強烈考慮去 York。始終比起 Ryerson 在 downtown 近得多；到時要說服媽媽讓我駕車去York 了!

>>March 27, 2009 at 7:42:51 AM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 24 日 星期二 【晴】

近日睇我一套 local 笑片 - Russell Peters! 幾好睇 ! 雖然唔係 100% get到佢講既野，不過比起其他英文 comedy，我已經算明得多 !

2009 年 3 月 21 日 星期六 【晴】

大名： ms.s
電郵： [email protected]
說： 試完再諗啦...
給自己信心,不要顧慮太多..
支持你!!! =)

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我最後做左一個好令人失望的決定　－－＞　我決定唔去頒獎禮！唉 ~ 唔知點解，總係無動力去 Try....或者個獎學金太細，又或者‥‥‥唉 ! 我唔知道 >.<"
anyways 謝謝你的鼓勵 !

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大名： 路人A
電郵： [email protected]
說： U broke up with your bf??A new wooer??Wow, I wish I could be you, I've never got red roses from anyone

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傻啦，唔係有新男友。
我自己反而唔喜歡收花，我成日都同身邊的人講，叫佢地唔好浪費金錢買花 ! 我寧願佢地買 D 實際 D 既野俾我 >.<"
不過，係正常的女仔都應該喜歡收花既，係我唔正常姐 ! 放心啦 ! 下次你試下暗示下，話唔定就會有花收 ^^

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Went to Mississauga for Wine & Cheese Expo

今次的參展商唔夠我上次去果個 expo 咁多，不過就多左 d cheese 的單位 ( 上次的 focus solely on wine )





Then went to Yorkdale. It took forever to find a parking spot....

Tried on a BCBG dress ($140). It fited me, but didn't get it at the end since I usually wait for discount.



Another reason is that, I've got a similar dress as below...so I don't think I should get another one.



6pm, went to downtown to dine at ACQUA







Calamari



Sirloin Steak + Foie Gras



Tagliatelle Bolognese

>>March 24, 2009 at 5:23:52 AM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 20 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： ms.s
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你太好啦,解釋得好清楚...
太多謝你啦... >3<
另外,你病了要多休息,多喝水喔!!take more care!!! =)

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咁我係呢度住，知道 Local 的消息，幫到你當然係最好啦 ^^
謝謝你的問候！依家好番少少啦，不過都仲係好鼻塞，成日都抖唔到氣　＞。＜”

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大名： 路人A
電郵： [email protected]
說： The roses are pretty!
Your bf bought that for you?

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謝謝 ^^ 不過唔係男朋友送嫁 ~

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I can't believe that I won the "Corporate Express Scholarship"! It's $500! Most of the winners got notification earlier, but I didn't receive any notice, so I thought I was not chosen. All of a sudden, only 5 days before the prize presentation, I receive an email saying that I am the winner of that scholarship!

This scholarship is given to 2nd and 3rd year students, with two $1000 awards and four $500 awards. I believe it is distributed equally among the 2nd year and 3rd year students, which means, I am competing with my peers for one $1000 award and two $500. I am glad that I am the top 2 or 3 in my program!

Now, my dilemma is : should I go to the prize presentation?

I recall in my first year, I won a scholarship too! But I have to go to another campus to attain the event, and I don't feel like going it. Now, it's my last year and the prize presentation is hosted in my campus too! Should I go? If so, I'll have to take off my tutoring hours >.<" Plus, I don't have any formal clothes & I am so nervous and shy and uncomfortable under those situations.....

2009 年 3 月 13 日 星期五 【晴】

大名： ms.s
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你知唔知如果香港send sms 去canada 幾錢呀?

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如果你直接用手提 send 短訊，每個應該係 $2 ( 以用 3 台為準 )
但我有方法唔需要俾錢 ^^ 不過你要知道係加拿大的收訊人的 service provider 係邊間公司 (eg. fido, rogers, telus )

係加拿大，大部份人都係用我以上講果 3 間公司
佢地的網頁可以俾任何人 ( 唔一定要係加拿大，亦都唔需要有加拿大的號碼，只需要一個 email address 作登記之用 )
Rogers
telus
FIdo

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病到 9 彩 ! 唔知點解，只係一晚的時間，由只係好少的喉嚨痛，變成不停咁流鼻水，喉嚨又超痛痛到吞唔到野!



>>March 16, 2009 at 12:33:34 AM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 12 日 星期四 【晴】

8 am 就番學校開會，為 9 : 50 am 的 presentation 做準備。唉 ~ 真係左右做人難 ! 我唔係唔想接受組員的意見，只不過無理由睇住佢地 lead the group 走入 dead end 我都唔出聲嫁 ? 我好需要個 A 嫁 !! 我明白唔同人有唔同諗法，但係如果完全行錯晒路，同個 Prof 要求的有極大的偏差，咁我就唔可以唔出聲 !

Present 的時候都有 d 緊張，因為我平時慣左前一晚會不停咁練習，Time 下自己用幾多分鐘 present；但係今次就無得事前 practice‥‥‥好彩，都 Present 得唔錯，而且個 prof 讚我地有聽書，有用到佢之前俾其他組的 comments !

上 ERP 堂，唉 ! mess up 左 d 野，個 system 又超衰，唔准 users delet / change data，無得 undo >.<" 明明一個好簡單的步驟，因為我做錯少少野，又番唔到轉頭，搞到好麻煩 ! 求個 prof 用 admin 的身份去改，但係個 Prof 又好臭寸，佢唔鐘意我 & 我果組既人，所以佢要我地等佢 2 個鐘先肯幫我地。

Pick up 左張 President's Honor List for Highest Academic Standing，唔知點解，無咩野特別開心的感覺
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2009 年 3 月 11 日 星期三 【晴】

大名： snoce
電郵： [email protected]
說： 好搞笑..個考官叫你爬頭....
仲有得上highway...好爽..

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係啊 ! 不過有驚無險，俾我考到個牌番黎 ^^

我依家可以係 hk Drive 添 ! 好似話俾 $ 990 就可以將加拿大的牌轉做 HK 牌，可以 use 10 年 !! 不過我係 HK 無車 >.<"
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I can't believe Easter is almost there!

>>March 12, 2009 at 4:13:36 AM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 10 日 星期二 【晴】

由香港，逃走去加拿大，始終都係避唔開流言蜚語。

我應該早就明白到，不是別人的問題，而係我自身的問題。我從內到外都散發出一個字 -- 「姣」。明明唔識我既人，我同佢都無咩點傾過計，都覺得我曾經有過好多個男朋友，又話我係 slut。

係別人的口中聽番黎，唔開心當然有。口果句就話「無所謂啦，把口生係人地度，佢地想點講咪點講囉」但係，自問係唔係真係可以完全做到唔介意 ?

講到尾，都係我的問題。我無怪任何人，無怪佢地從來都無深入了解過我就 judge 我，因為這就是我給人的 first impression。

唔想番學，唔想面對問題，只係想不停咁飲酒‥‥‥

2009 年 3 月 8 日 星期日 【晴】

第一次渣車落 Downtown ! 平時媽咪總係唔俾我渣車落去，今日瞞住佢自己落左去 downtown ~ 其實都唔係咁得人驚，況且今日係星期六，我10點幾落去，唔算太塞車，不過 12 點幾番上 south 的時候，404 都塞塞地。



去左一間 Irish pub，杯 Martin 超級 mild >.<" 不過 Good enough to keep me sleepy ~






>>March 8, 2009 at 1:26:41 PM GMT+8

2009 年 3 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

考到 G 牌了 ! 1 Take 過 ~ Partially 靠運氣，遇著一個超級 lazy + slack off 的考牌官 (一個大概 50 歲，成身煙味，講野超慢的男人 )。

一出試場，我就已經懶左野。果度明明行 80km/hr，我見到個牌嫁，但係前面架車行 60km/hr，咁我又跟住佢行 60km/hr。個考牌官問我 " 你知唔知呢度行幾多 ? " 我話 " Yes, 80km/hr 嘛，不過前面架車行得慢所以我咪跟住佢囉 "，之後佢就話 " 你應該爬佢頭 " 聽到佢咁講，我心離左一離，心諗 " 死啦‥‥‥唔係咁快就已經肥左呀 ?! "

一路繼續行，行到上 highway，叫我做左兩次 lane change，之後就 off the highway。好快就返回試場，完全無叫我做任何 3-point turn / roadside stop / parallel parking‥‥‥我心諗 " 唉 ! 死喇 ! 佢唔我做 parking ，姐係一早已經肥左，所以唔使做啦 ! "。番回試場之後做個 reverse park，我唔肯定要泊幾入，因為有 snow bend‥‥‥所以我問佢 " 使唔使我泊入 d " 佢答我 " i dont know, you tell me" 我心諗 " 唉 ! 佢咁既語氣姐係我唔 pass 啦 >.<" 停定架車之後佢同我講 " congratulation, you pass" 我完全唔敢相信，因為我一心諗住我已經 fail 左 !!



>>March 7, 2009 at 12:45:55 AM GMT+8