2003 年 4 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】

好威ar，我學校成為咗全tw第1間有學生感染SARS既大學，haha，都唔知講乜好，一定要多謝嗰人la……

我終於有1個屬於自己既test la，呢個test可以讓人了解我多啲，希望大家有時間多多去玩吓！http://www6.friendtest.com/viewquiz.php?account=weenyb
我希望大家用我可以知道你係邊個既名，唔駛偷偷摸摸，因為我好想知道你唔了解我啲乜，有人連我幾時生日都唔知。不過最嬲既係竟然有人話我鍾意Leon，呢個就絕對不能原諒，5個choices好揀唔揀揀呢個。唔該呢2個人儘快同我自首，同我解釋吓你係咪真係同我唔熟，定係我地相處既時間唔夠……

>>April 24, 2003 at 4:48:19 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 22 日 星期二 【晴】

好熱ar，我房冷氣壞咗ar……

今日係生輔組打工既時候，有人攞咗隻猫仔嚟，諗住比某學姐養，不過學姐話養唔掂，咁嗰個人就拎比第2個……

晚上從室友口中得知學校有人患SARS，係法律系進修部既。佢因為係醫院度做，而佢間醫院出現台灣首批集體感染，so佢就中招la……

自從春假單嘢之後，就好miss hk既人同事，你話我逃避都好，如果有假同埋無SARS的話，我真係好想返去ga，不過唔知我miss既人會唔會miss我呢？

好討厭ar，又要開會……

Now I know that we were close before
I'm glad I realized I need you so much more
And I don't care what everyone will say
But It's about you and me
And we'll never be the same again



>>April 24, 2003 at 2:37:00 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 21 日 星期一 【晴】

今朝Business Eng exam，group discussion本來考半個鐘ga咋，但係我嗰組因為討論咗好耐都無結果，所以足足成個鐘至完。嘩！係CE既4倍ar……

夜晚PE堂睇跳舞比賽既video，覺得人地跳得好勁、好pro。自問自己無乜跳舞天份，惟有try my best la……

>>April 22, 2003 at 4:51:22 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 20 日 星期日 【陰】

好邪ar，點解呢個月咁多名人死ga：哥哥、許長國，今日又到寶詠琴……仲有邊個ar？

今日lunch睇咗PC個recital，覺得音樂系真係好勁……完咗之後大家送花比佢又同佢影相，正正發揮咗港澳既精神。雖然大家都有exam，but大家仍然抽時間去捧場，我相信PC一定好感動……
She's a really good performance！

>>April 21, 2003 at 3:57:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 19 日 星期六 【晴】

今日係Easter，梗係去咗做崇拜la，結果得到隻蛋同個蘋果，haha……

然後去睇醫生，個醫生超pro，先探熱（怕SARS），然後再睇病，佢仲同我做鼻treatment，因為我鼻塞，攪到我好miss以前噴鼻嗰支嘢；不過我感冒之外ma，駛唔駛比5種藥咁多ar……

返宿舍就溫書lor……

晚餐真係好多戲謝我室友佳佩，佢提供麵、雞精塊、菜、碗、人力……比我去煮，食到我好飽ar，佢話食泡麵唔好，一聽到我話食泡麵就即刻比咗包麵我；然後我話無湯，佢又比雞精塊我；佢見我無送，又比咗啲菜我，後來我個碗唔夠裝，佢又比個碗我；另加無限既help……佢真係太好la……

係Easter我要學牧師話，要復活，重新做人……

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over
And it seems as though the writing's on the wall
Superstar you've finally made it
But once your picture becomes tainted
It's what they call the rise & fall

I always said that I was gonna make it
Now it's plain for everyone to see
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners
Just casualties
I know that everything is gonna change
Even the friends I knew before may go
But this dream is the life I've been searching for
Started believing that I was the greatest
My life was never gonna be the same
'cos with the money came a different status
That's when things changed
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see
I'm beginning to loose my integrity

I never used to be a troublemaker
Now I don't even wanna please the fans
No autographs, no interviews, no pictures
Endless demands
Gave in to vices that were clearly wrong
The types that seemed to make me feel so right
But some things you may find can take over your life
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places
And there's nowhere left for me to turn
Been caught in compromising situations
I should have learned
From all those times I didn't walk away
When I knew that it was best to go
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart?

Now I know I've made mistakes
You think I don't care
But you don't realise what this means to me
So let me have just one more chance
I'm not the man I used to be
Used to be

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over
And it seems as though the writing's on the wall
Superstar you've finally made it
But once your picture becomes tainted
It's what they call the rise & fall


>>April 20, 2003 at 5:22:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 17 日 星期四 【陰】

今日好彩都無乜事發生，不過食咗藥，成日都好想瞓覺……

今晚開始睇《整形美人》，米倉涼子勁攪笑，我怕我掛得睇唔讀書ar……

>>April 18, 2003 at 4:12:19 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】

今日我連係Bekham本biography都見到佢個名，Beckham仲話同佢一齊去shopping，嘩！諗起都恐怖……根住夜晚沖涼嗰時唱歌，又唱到佢個名，就覺得點解今日咁邪ga……

沒有一段情　沒有這個命
沒法忍受旁人在高興
假如無拖可拍　便有心理病
最差的　都不怕答應

情人在旁拖你　令我很妒忌
為何竟找我做你知己
你終於也會將我　看不起

明知我　命太好　那麼多工作做
每一天　似登高　命中　主角仍然未碰到
遲早我　伴侶多得走過面前　沒法數
而沒一個　留給我抱

讓我不斷忙　忘掉多渴望
遇上好男孩　然後交往
假如誰真可以　令我心碰撞
那一位　請給我上當

除非我　未夠好　這艱險戀愛路
我始終　過得到　或者　只要期望別太高
遲早我　伴侶多得走過面前　沒法數
而沒一個　張開了懷抱
只能炫耀　前途無限　當作回報
當然都能　與花貓去跳陣舞


>>April 17, 2003 at 4:40:04 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 15 日 星期二 【陰】

今日睇報紙介紹陰陽海，原來係東北角，呢個海係我旅行果時經過，學弟仲問我點解會咁……原來陰陽海形成原因係因為過度採礦礦石……不過個景真係幾靚，後悔果時無影相ar……

今日師母講喜歡一個人唔一定要佔有，講得啱……

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love,
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said,
"please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end

You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here

"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?


>>April 17, 2003 at 4:26:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 14 日 星期一 【陰】

我依家見到染髮既就好驚，就好似當年聽到強仔啲腳步聲咁……

原來
只要是他
只要是跟他有關的
我都害怕
而且都害怕著喜歡......
一切都沒有想過後果
不知道後果確實叫人非常害怕.....
我討厭這種害怕的感覺
也喜歡有這種害怕的感覺
這就是愛情嗎?
充滿著矛盾的思緒就是愛情嗎?

今日真係有見到佢，but係呆咗2秒之後先認得果個係佢……

今晚去咗聽Ruth Slenczynska既concert，佢好勁ga，雖然因為要上堂而睇得半埸，不過真係好好聽。but我唔太鍾意Rakhmaninov 同 Prokofiev，因為我覺得佢2個啲歌怪怪地。我諗住買佢隻cd嚟聽ar……


>>April 15, 2003 at 6:09:07 PM GMT+8

2003 年 4 月 13 日 星期日 【雨】

今日做乜嘢ar？點降有咁多文章切合我既心情ge？莫非有人知道我心裏面諗乜？仲有junk box入面有幾封用佢個名寄既信，我知一定唔係佢寄ge，but究竟係我敏感，定還是佢個名真係咁普通太多人叫la……

咁快又返學lor，真係有啲唔捨得個假期添。不過一個唔開心既假期放嚟都無用……

下個禮拜就mid-term la，乜都未讀。連考啲乜都未知，點讀ar……

>>April 14, 2003 at 4:54:13 PM GMT+8