2004 年 6 月 2 日 星期三 【暴雨】

Love at First Sight
by Wislawa Szymborska

They both thought
that a sudden feeling had united them
This certainty is beautiful,
Even more beautiful than uncertainty.

They thought they didn't know each other,
nothing had ever happened between them,
These streets, these stairs, this corridors,
Where they could have met so long ago?

I would like to ask them,
if they can remember -
perhaps in a revolving door
face to face one day?
A "sorry" in the crowd?
"Wrong number" on the 'phone?
- but I know the answer.
No, they don't remember.

How surprised they would be
For such a long time already
Fate has been playing with them.

Not quite yet ready
to change into destiny,
which brings them nearer and yet further,
cutting their path
and stifling a laugh,
escaping ever further;
There were sings, indications,
undecipherable, what does in matter.
Three years ago, perhaps
or even last Tuesday,
this leaf flying
from one shoulder to another?
Something lost and gathered.
Who knows, perhaps a ball already
in the bushes, in childhood?

There were handles, door bells,
where, on the trace of a hand,
another hand was placed;
suitcases next to one another in the
left luggage.
And maybe one night the same dream
forgotten on walking;

But every beginning
is only a continuation
and the book of fate is
always open in the middle.

>>June 3, 2004 at 5:39:58 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 31 日 星期一 【陰】

一個月前，我很期待跟你見面的日子
兩星期前，我盼望能跟你在網上聊天
現在，我已經對你心灰意冷
縱然我解釋千次萬次你也說不能理解
但當她一指點迷津你就恍然大悟
莫非她跟你的叫默契？
還是我倆根本未能了解對方
All I want is......
你能抽出時間傾聽我的心聲
不再用你自己的標準套用在我身上
那我就心滿意足了

>>June 1, 2004 at 5:26:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 27 日 星期四 【酷熱】

今晚係英文系送舊呀！好開心終於都完成咗啦！啲學長姐都好滿意（表面上）。我地去大直食pasta，非畢業生就要著黑色衫，然後畢業生就每人送咗件黑色T-Shirt，上面寫晒嘢，然後叫佢地著，咁就全個系都係黑色，幾整齊，不過就好似黑社會咁，haha……

跟住就同學長姐去咗睇《Big Fish》。我估唔到阿Kim都會去，不過佢地就覺得套戲悶。其實我覺得因為佢主要係講father and son、family love，所以劇情就比較單調，但係我覺得幾好睇，可能大家戲路唔同卦……

>>May 28, 2004 at 5:55:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 20 日 星期四 【乍寒還暖】

我的故事　也許比較特別　走過的路　也許比較迂迴
黑暗之中　全憑著直覺　Keep my faith　watch my steps　一步步　靠直覺
也許有天　生命中會出現　那一個誰走進我的心裡面
他不必是個Mr. Perfect　只要他　善良體貼　be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人會是誰　何時才出現　Make me whole　make me brave
我等的人會是誰　不急在眼前　I can wait I will Pray
也許有天　生命中會出現　那一個誰走進我的心裡面
他不必是個Mr. Perfect　只要他　善良體貼　be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人會是誰　何時才出現　Make me whole　make me brave
我等的人會是誰　希望他了解　不管迷惘或堅決　都是我的某一面
我並不追求完美　只要能　用心體會　每一天　都是Better day
我等的人會是誰　何時才出現　Make me whole　make me brave
我等的人會是誰　何時才出現　陪著我　一天一點　讓生命　能變得更美

>>May 20, 2004 at 4:19:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 16 日 星期日 【酷熱】

碧咸又做「紅牌阿姑」啦！佢就咁就結束佢係皇馬ge第一年，亦都可能係最後一年，估唔到佢會結束得咁難忘……皇馬真係對佢唔老黎，一年內收咗兩張紅牌，仲加單婚外情出嚟添，依家皇馬啲fans都幾唔妥佢，佢一嚟皇馬就四大皆空，仲要四連敗，十幾年都未試過咁瘀，唉！西班牙都係唔利佢……

我愛死Sammul啦！佢真係好靚仔呀！佢同胡杏兒係《律政新人王》嗰時係好襯，簡直係熒幕情侶。不過自從睇《衝上雲霄》識咗我學長阿Ron同葉旋之後，又覺得Sammul同葉旋都幾襯，究竟佢地點發展落去呢？好想睇《西廂情緣》哦！唔知幾時有得睇呢？咁就可以睇晒四個啦！haha……

>>May 18, 2004 at 5:42:28 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 14 日 星期五 【酷熱】

今個禮拜真係悲慘，連睇啲戲都零舍慘。今日就問咗室友借《Butterfly Effect》（連鎖蝶變），個男主角Evan都幾慘，自小就受童年陰影影響，以致佢有病。佢長大之後想改變佢ge童年，不過一但改變，就會連佢ge現況都會變……Change one thing, change everything.

夜晚又睇咗Wasabi本小說《還未學懂忘記》。因為女主角太年少任性，一次又一次傷男主角ge心，以致佢地最終都唔可以係埋一齊……唉！都唔係happy ending，攪到依家好灰添 ，不過尋日句英文講得啱，過去咗ge嘢已經返唔到轉頭，我地只可以選擇接受……

>>May 15, 2004 at 4:13:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 13 日 星期四 【酷熱】

今個星期經歷過生離死別，所以要去睇番套題材差唔多ge《Cold Mountain》（亂世情天）。Maybe有人會話套戲唔係happy ending，唔prefect，但我覺得男主角Inman係逃兵，本應就要死，佢可以返到去見番Ida已經係好好彩，係bonus。佢地係埋一齊ge時間雖然短暫，不過只要大家都珍惜對方就已經足夠。佢地令我諗起Vincent同Belle……

What we have lost will never be returned to us. The land will not heal - too much blood. All we can do is learn from the past and make peace with it.

我只不過是你生命中的一個過客，
當你失落的時候，我成為你的聆聽者，
但當你復原的時候，你便把我拋諸腦後。
到底，我是甚麼？是他們的代替品嗎？
還是用來填塞你空虛的海綿？
我不想再這樣了，到底你還愛我嗎？

>>May 14, 2004 at 6:08:31 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 11 日 星期二 【乍寒還暖】

今日得知Ceci已經唔係度啦！雖然同佢唔熟，只是有一面之緣，但係話晒大家都係神ge兒女2教會裡ge弟兄姊姊，點都會有啲失落。因為呢個消息都有啲突然，之前都無咩預兆。不過還好佢去ge時候好安詳，希望佢係神ge家裡面活 得開心快樂啦！

好耐都無收到啲咁ge消息lor！不過我都覺得今個星期有啲唔妥，第一我連續兩日撞到負心漢學長C，我平時一個學期都撞唔到佢幾次，今個星期就撞足晒。第二，原來當Ceci唔係度嗰刻，小強就係我ge夢境出現，每次小強一出現，一定係唔好兆頭，今次都唔例外。我決定我一定要剿滅小強，我一定要找佢出嚟，仲要生擒……

Yeah no more tears, no more goodbyes

Don't you know it's time for me to go
Even though it hurts to see you cry
But don't you know you'll never be alone
If you hold me deep inside

You know that I would rather stay
But now before I turn away
There's one last thing to you
I want to say


Baby there's no goodbyes
I'll always be right by your side
I may be far away
You know that my heart will stay, with you, always

Now I've pictures in the distance
Even though it seems a million miles
But there'll be no space between us
I'll be there every time you close your eyes, yes I will


Chorus
Baby theres no goodbyes (girl I wanna make you realise)
I'll always be right by your side
I may be far away
You know that my heart will stay with youalways

I don't wanna say words that people say
Cos when I go away, my love will stay

In the heart of you to help you make it through
Baby that is why there can be no no goodbyes

You know what, no more goodbyes.

>>May 12, 2004 at 5:12:28 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 7 日 星期五 【雨】

今日晏晝係港澳週慶功宴。雖然唔知點解我會有得去，不過個會有得貼喎，就梗係唔執輸啦。我地去咗据扒。咁大家聚埋一齊就點會少得八卦呢程東西呢！不過呢個八卦都算係經典啦！話說學長C本來就有一個要好ge gf，不過佢地ge相處方式好特別，係連拖手都無ge，咁佢地ge關係可以話係……直至學長C遇到學妹G，佢對學妹G就一見鍾情，成日向周圍啲人旁側擊學妹G啲嘢，咁久而久之，係人都知佢一腳踏兩船。有一次學長C仲因為學妹G而當眾同咁佢gf鬧交，佢GD好傷心就，同另外一個學長T哭訴，點知學長T一個唔覺意，就爆咗學長C一腳踏兩船ge事比gf聽，不過當gf問番學長C，學長C否認之餘，仲問係邊個同佢講ge，咁gf就話係學長T。咁學長C就特地搵學長T ge電話，打比呢個已經畢咗業仲返咗去ge學長T，話佢同佢gf啲嘢關佢咩事，鬧咗佢成個鐘。自此之後，大部份人都同學長C返晒面。惟一的是，係學長C身邊仍然有一個人，佢就係學姐K啦，學姐k deeply in love with學長C，但係佢知道佢同學長C係無可能ge，不過佢依然甘願做學長C ge朋友，隨傳隨到，任勞任怨，所以學長C依家可以話只係得學姐K呢個朋友……

嘩！聽完呢個咁經典ge故事之後，我先知原來學長C係啲咁ge人，同埋學姐K係咁鍾意學長C ge，唔怪得知學姐K啲情緒咁唔穩定啦。唔知話佢偉大定係蠢，同一個犯眾憎又唔會有結果ge人做fd，會唔會有啲勉強。而且經過呢單嘢之後，學長C係我心裡面ge印象已經完全改變晒……

>>May 8, 2004 at 5:52:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 6 日 星期四 【酷熱】

今晚去睇《Love Actually》（真的戀愛了）。light but touching又攪笑，仲有好多人客串。不過最感動都係Mark係Christmas同Juliet示愛，雖然佢知道Juliet已經係朋友妻，係無機會，但係佢都鼓起勇氣同Juliet以下一段話嚟示愛：

Mark: With any luck by next year
I'll be going out with one of these girls.
[pictures of beautiful supermodels]
But for now, let me say
Without hope or agenda
Just because it's Christmas
(And at Christmas you tell the truth)
To me, you are perfect
And my wasted heart will love you
Until you look like this
[picture of mummy]
Merry Christmas

另外Sarah因為親情而要放棄愛情，我覺得佢好偉大，肯為佢brother犧牲，相反佢bf就唔體諒佢，而唔可以一齊，我覺得係有啲sad ge地方……

>>May 7, 2004 at 5:50:00 PM GMT+8