2005 年 2 月 27 日 星期日 【雨】

原來已是week 5...還在hae中......

都話唔帶得遮出街架啦...把遮漏了在琴行><

點解我調唔到個學生d time!!!!點解佢係唔俾我調!!!!!!!

Bruce!!!!!!!好喇下.就黎頂唔順你呀下.

Jamie Foxx係影帝.好野.我好想睇Ray呀.

好野.Management咁勁第一題問題就答o岩!!好開心!!!

shu uemura的綠色cleansing oil係super好用!!!!!用完一支,黑頭少了好多!!!(advertisement?!)

唔想返學呀~~~~~

>>February 28, 2005 at 6:04:40 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 26 日 星期六 【陰】

好煩呀.點推呢....13個學生呀......3日內教晒咁多個..........

俾個醒d乖d o既學生俾我得唔得呀???

我唔想推補習呀.......

彈個靚仔出黎安慰我丫唔該....




**近日日記的人氣升得好慢...又冇留言o既....><

>>February 27, 2005 at 1:53:30 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 25 日 星期五 【雷雨】

格硬俾人質多個新學生黎...令我的學生身增至13人...

無疑,我很想教,但,真的很辛苦!!!又推唔到................

我不能放棄補習.唔通突然話唔撈咩.我做唔到.

點去反映呢?

>>February 26, 2005 at 3:18:55 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 23 日 星期三 【乍暖還寒】

今日聽talk.見到鄭經瀚,勞永樂同湯家驊.好掂wor佢地講野.

不過就覺得太短喇.not enough!

俾大班睇穿我地係為分而來!對!為up一個sub grade而來的!(你估你有咁多吸引力嘛?)

唔想報U r...Esp City...寫到手軟......and...$$$$$

sleepy...兩日來3點起身睇波-______-~

>>February 24, 2005 at 4:26:48 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 20 日 星期日 【颳風】

Another cold day.

Yesterday, I had a good chat with dad. We seldom have this kind of chat. I enjoyed it(though it is boring in someway...)

With Dad moved to Yuen Long, I found that I miss dad. Dad is an important person for me. I found that I now longing for weekend--longing to meet dad. I miss him! (But friends usually don't understand why I chose to stay at home at weekend--though I had mentioned it for a thousand times.)

We watch the football match: Arsenal VS Sheffield United. I was disappointed. Arsenal's captain, Dennis Bergkamp was sent off in the 35minutes.Ah! He is just a nice guy....what a pity...Dad and I kept chatting on this issue for the whole night...

Let's talk about things happened today.

Another 830 day.Gosh...I still can't get used to having 830 lesson everyday except Tuesday(Day off).I went to school by bus as the weather was terribly cold. But travelling to school by bus is really expensive...costly.....!

Suddenly, my mobile phone rang. I was surprised. It was a call from home.(I thought it might be call from my friends).Oh, it was Dad. He told me that Chelsea lost yesterday match to Newcastle United. WOW. Yesterday Dad just guessed that Chelesa might lose!WOW.

First lesson is my beloved Management class. My lecturer, Terrence really remember my face. We chat like friends. Warm chat.

Management class is never a boring class. I enjoys every minutes in that.(But the questions asked by Terrence is sometimes very hard to answer...I cannot give out a certain answer to him...as a result... I kept answering wrongly-______-.)

We played a game today. First, every student needed to give $1 to Terrence. After that, Terrence gave us a card board, a string of about 10cm and some newspaper. He asked us, in group of 3, to make a "paper tower". The group that made the highest tower that will not fall down, could get the money that everyone gave out.

WOW. It sounded great. I really wanted to win. My group spent a long time on planning what we should do for the base. When Terrence walked by, he said we are working very slow!Haha~

But, you all can't imagine, my group won! Our tower was the tallest! Each one of us get $11 in return!

Immediately I spent the whole sum of money on..........BREAKFAST!!!!!!STARVING!!!

From this activity, I found that I am not good at brainstorming idea, but I am a supporting member to the group. I will give out 200% effort to help the team. But, I think I must work hard to give out ideas. I want people remember who I am after the activity. This makes me thought of the Orientation Camp last year. No one remember me after the camp. I seemed lost my identity in the group. Ah~~~~~I must work hard to change this part of my character!

Finally, Terrence brought out the objectives of this game was to show us the importance of planning--which was an important part for management. Ah~Terrence~I really found that attending your class is extremly fruitful. Each time I can learn sooooooooooooo much things.

3rd lesson on 1130am.(Management is a double lesson class.) Oh. It came to Bruce again. I fall asleep for a few times and I belived Bruce could see that( I sat right in front of him-_____-). How come a class could be such boring? I learnt the same things in Felix's Math. for Business Class. Why is it so different? I know Bruce is a good guy...

Lesson finally ends at 12:50pm. Gosh....I WAS EXHAUSTED!!!!! But there was still one lesson to go......that is......FELIX CLASS!

Felix is now less "attractive" to me...I don't know why..I lost the feeling...or may be just because of every Felix class is after Bruce class-->my energy used up ther...

Progress is very very slow. Sometimes I was wondering that why Felix have to teach sooooo slow. BORING.

PEARL: STOP ACTING!!! NO NEED TO PRETEND THAT YOU ARE AN ACTIVE STUDENT!!!!!

School finally ended. It's already 2:30pm. Every Monday I have lesson like today--from 830 to 1430, non-stop!

Then I went to Standard Charter Bank to open a new account--saving my red pocket money. What? I had to go for the "personal financing counter". Moreover, the teller said, I had to be interviewed by their staff. The whole process will last for about 30minutes. WHAT? 30minutes to open a new account?SHOCKED**It was very different to HSBC. But as I forgot to bring my "address" for certification, I could not have a new account today.

Then I went to Causeway Bay. A net friend named Ming(not "him") dated me today to watch "The Aviator". But it was too early for the dating. So I went to Delifrance--lunch.

I really love the potato salad in Delifrance!!Yummy!And the "italian bread"O......Really Yummy.......

Then I went to Muji. I found that there was sooo much things I needed to buy. Cleansing oil, notebook, shoes....I wanted to go shopping!!!!

But at 4 o' clock, Ming phoned me and said that he arrived and he found that "the Aviator" is not on show in New York Cinema. So I said I will go to UA and see.

But UA..the next show in on 6:10pm.....and "the Aviator" lasts for 170minutes.....

So I asked him to went to Broadway Palace.(the cinema that is next to Seibu) Gosh..he don't know how to get there....and he seems nothing about causeway bay...how can a F6 guy like that?

I phoned my sister. Luckily she left school and we could chat about my dating with Ming. I don't know what I should do next...I had thought of cancelling this meeting(saying that I was sick...)Ah~~~but talking with my sister really release my tensed feeling.(and I heard that her friend was wondering why she can chat with her sister on the phone for over 15minutes....)

Finally I met him at Broadway Palace. He was just an ordinary guy.(Yesterday he said that he is a handsome guy in icq....) Luckily I didn't have great expectation on him...if not...I will get depressed again. He is certainly not my type. No chance for him at all.

There will be a show of "the Aviator" in 4:40pm, so we asked for the ticket.(Gosh...he even don't know how to buy ticket...hey man, stop pretending!) There was only 1 seats left.(corner on the first row...). Oh...that mean we could not watch the film today....

I hate guys that do not have any idea in their mind. I am already a person that do not have ideas in my mind, and I don't want to have one more "me" by my side.

So I suggested to watch the film next time.(I don't want to watch with him again). This dating ended.

Shortest dating in my life.hoho.And the most boring.

It was really an irony. Yesterday he and another guy called Andrew talked with me at the same time..."Ming" and "Andrew" talked with me at the same time....These 2 names are "his" names too...what else can I say? It's really a bad joke.

I thought there might be some message from friends after yesterday's entry...

I was really exhausted after the dating. I slept in the mini bus on my way home.

Continue sleeping after I returned to home.

Mum didn't go home for dinner. Call for take-away food again. Who want to wash dishes at these cold days?

"Everyone talked about everyone"--Tyra Banks. She is right. We have got to accept what people say to you. No matter it's positive or negative. Try to be optimistic to those which are negative. That is what I must learn.

I am thinking of my future this couple of days. What I want to do in the future?

Totally no ideas on that.

>>February 21, 2005 at 6:42:47 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 19 日 星期六 【陰】

所謂萬事起頭難 何況我們的成長背景都不同
始終是兩個人 難免會有點磨擦

我既不會說話 而且又頑固…
恐怕會冷落了你 又或者會經常令你生氣…
就讓我預先向你道歉 對不起

不過你要知道 無論我讀書多辛苦 或者遇上不快的事
只要見到你 我便會精神起來

你對於我來說 是世上獨一無二最特別的人
所以即使我們吵架或意見不合 我還是很愛惜你的
由現在至將來都會一直愛惜你

總之
無論發生甚麼事 我一生都會伴著你身邊

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這是他的作品.很久以前的info就寫著這樣的東西.
不知怎的,自己copy and paste了,save了起來.

今天找出這個file.把這些字哼了出來.

曾經,
我想過
有一年送給他的生日禮物
就是把這些字作成一首歌
但自己一直也沒有做到....

今天突然想起了這篇文章
哼著哼著
差點哭了出來...

我總是那麼容易地把自己當作在文中的"你"
即使知道那不是我

早前看了吳嘉龍的報導
天!!
他的側面!!!
不就是他來的嗎?

我開始懷疑
究竟我是因為喜歡吳嘉龍而喜歡吳嘉龍
還是因為他而喜歡吳嘉龍?

每見一次吳嘉龍
就必定想到他

我甚至會把自己當作Ma belle廣告中的女主角...

我願我能愛上另一個人
好讓我能忘記他......

>>February 20, 2005 at 8:17:24 AM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 17 日 星期四 【微冷】

冷!!!

亞琛!!!!!!!

侍生!!!!!!

Management Sir認得我!(其實係好似認得我後面果個人...)

見到中文Cyrus wor.好驚呀.呢個sem第一次見到佢ja...好開心!!!佢d頭髮長o左好多呀....越黎越似過女仔.......跟住一起吃飯!!!!!!M記-_________-~~~hoho~有男仔同我食飯呀....hoho~~~買埋俾我食!!!(不過AA制ja ma......)hohohoho~~~~做女仔真好~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hohohohoho~~~~

開工大吉!今日都收到利是wor.hoho.

亞Pat!我要搵你食飯呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>February 18, 2005 at 4:01:46 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

亞琛!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!我好喜歡你呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(已逼近喜歡Felix的程度....)

越來越喜歡上Micro~亞琛!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

今日的堂是最棒的!亞琛,David,侍生.....

我話了俾David聽我見到佢呀!今日佢有叫我個名呀!!Yo!!!

侍生仍然將兩件恤衫一起著...怪怪的....

好快過了今日.

看了"烈火青春"...看頭都ok wor,但後邊....嘩...hang 機.都唔知搞咩...........ending仲搞笑.九唔搭八咁.

finally填好poly張form.仲有city同LU...........我要入U!!!!!!!!!!

ADD OIL!

Emily~好野~今日見到你了~~Happi~~~~~~~~~~~

>>February 16, 2005 at 5:16:11 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 13 日 星期日 【陰】

"冇情人"節快樂!!

今日好勁!冇特別唔開心wor!好勁呀!!!!

今日係2005年第一次搭船返學!勁呀!!!

聽住歌返學係唔同d!好似精神d....

一早又上management喇.嘩.好正呀.真係愛上了management!

亞Terrence Sir真係講得好o岩呀....

"無論你點做一件事,你都係做錯的.因為總有人在一個不同角度去插你.所以你的立場要更堅定."

又係bor...點解自己要咩都驚呢?

亞Sir仲話我地好cheap.一d返工道德都冇.轉工拉唔拉d舊客?拉就等如一個有老婆的男人,仲要包二奶,仲要話係人地chi埋黎,唔關自己事的咁.

原來我地真係咁幼稚.

上management,唔指上堂,真係學埋點待人接物呀~~~~~~~~~~

跟住又係Finance...想死....Bruce又唔記得俾notes...悶死.本來唔sleepy都sleepy o左....

Felix堂!!!YEAH YEAH YEAH!

佢又叫我X同學...我回返佢做"林老師"...haha

佢問亞Pearl做咩坐第二邊!!!Felix!!你唔理我喇...><

上上下QA2,突然好怕死................好驚好驚果隻...

放學!去toilet見到細flor個fd余慧妍!!勁驚呀..話咁耐冇撞過佢,一黎就係toilet撞到!!!跟住又見到IR groupmate Wendy!!!嘩...toilet真易撞到熟人...

跟住去locker,見到Katso Andrew!!嘩~好開心!!(真係好似雷頌德呀佢...)

跟住搭紅磡船.(費事去尖嘴!!!)

Lunch!M記.再去買下vcd.

買了"男人這東西". Finally bought it.屋企已冇位擺書喇><

Sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep......

又見到老豆喇.yeah.(係咁叫老豆返黎架.today 咁important.....係咪)

寫完今day日記.回應下came在她日記講o既野先.

For me,男朋友,有一本係show o既.show俾人睇你有幾幸福,話俾人知你過得好好.(esp今日)

誰沒虛榮心?我有!仲要好勁果隻!但我沒有隨便找個人拍拖就算.

愛絕對是佔有!明明是愛那個人,係要將佢讓俾人,點解wor?我做唔到大方.

我梗係希望能與最愛的人共度餘生.

係ak,我未拍過拖,但我冇怨wor.因為我見得好少男人ja ma.見得少又識得少,遇到o岩o既機會梗係低啦.

愛本是一件簡單的事.但偏偏我們被太多東西規範著,以致我們無法簡單地愛.

尋日同亞Pat講開(因為尋日勁down),我問佢果陣用了幾耐忘記Miss P?佢話都用了半年.(佢與Miss P一起1年)我在make一條formula.假設忘記lover時間就=拍拖時間/2,我喜歡明明4年,我就要用2年去忘記佢.Well.其實而家都唔係太多感覺....點講呢,唔係冇感覺,而是我怕再太多感情放在他身上,我會再受傷多幾次.........咁多年來,我都是等佢說一句話je.只要一句,我們就可以是男女朋友了.

但咁多年都是這樣.我常問自己,難道自己真的是這樣差?

後來又沒有這樣想.因為我這樣想:起碼我曾被一個靚仔睇中.

我仍很在乎他.請不要拿他來開玩笑.我會介意的.

但最近他...像消失了.........好怕.......

我很想很想全心地愛一個人.跟他做許多許多的事情.

就是這樣而已.

今日聽了幾首蔡依林的歌,有開心返.

我知道,要人喜歡自己,自己先要喜歡自己.

我要努力!

掂o既.....right?!

>>February 14, 2005 at 2:28:50 PM GMT+8

2005 年 2 月 12 日 星期六 【陰】

初五.

一早起身去聖堂聽歐神父講道.真係好正.講及四旬期要除舊迎新....唉...我還依戀著舊的東西....hard to do it......

亞妹不斷"lau"我講野....唉.好想自己一個去下彌撒.多d默想,祈禱...

Quick breakfast.

主日學mass.蘇子傑真係大個o左好多.靚仔o左.

努力研究點搽mascara.搞了一個鐘還是這樣.....亞媽話唔慣我d 眼睫毛一枝枝wor....

去了奧海城.搞了好耐先去了食越南野.

再去碌lane.

等了兩個鐘先有一條lane.呆o左.

我在想,難到我真的要改名做florence chan,叫陳慧X先有男朋友?我不是這個名就註定終身冇男友?

我真的不明白.

我都唔知自己係咩感覺.近日就不斷的down down down down down...........

夜晚舅父舅母婆婆黎打邊爐.

俾婆婆話我唔做野,話我懶.

Burst into tears.我又喊.

正一喊包!!喊咩jek?有咩好喊?喊可以解決問題咩?

一定不關聽日事的.

聽日約唔成了.結果還不是13號出黎?

算.聽日o係屋企訓覺.

>>February 13, 2005 at 2:37:50 PM GMT+8