2006 年 3 月 3 日 星期五 【炎熱】

天氣終於暖返喇....救命呀前幾日咁凍..................

今日終叫好了d d...尋晚激早訓...11點已頂唔順訓了....完全冇力呀尋日.

今早又要奮鬥...8點15起身.望住塊鏡...嚇死人...隻眼腫到丫...(c xanga)

今日又俾d學生激死...

有個家長問我,喂!點解我個女學o左半年仲係初級架?!(心想...你想升咪升囉.....你交多d學費,我有多d人工tim...但係你個女唔掂丫嘛....)我唯有又好行咁話:咪爭份努力囉!!佢唔夠努力呀!!

Donna爸買了個琴俾佢囉!!但...我想話...Donna而家連認音都有問題..........學o左成年都係咁...買琴會唔會.....徙了點?

今日仲要勁忍,去唔到Toilet!!!><忍了個半鐘!!仲要係去黃大仙中心個toilet...簡直恐怖....今日去的時候仲要激多人wor...又唔知佢地屙咩...十世都唔出黎!!真架...5分鐘囉!!!有個女仔仲要係裏面食晒成枝煙囉...成jum煙味...XX!!!個toilet已臭啦,唔好再令佢再難頂d得唔得呀???

又得半個鐘Lunch...一野標去大家樂!油雞米+熱holicks丫唔該!!勁狼吞虎嚥囉....最憎放2點lunch..次次燒味果條隊起碼等7~8分鐘!!!

10分鐘怒吞油雞米....對於我黎講簡直就係好似玩雜耍咁啦...唔係唔知我平日食野係幾慢架啦.....

跟住又要高難度在琴室食藥....我仲要係一個唔可以就咁倒藥水落口的人....我一定要用匙羹食...結果..我係帶埋屋企用個杯同匙羹去琴行........

次次對住Joyce我都發癲.次次佢都係last果個.今日佢仲要威脅我:你唔俾我做exercise(一本有貼紙貼的玩野exercise)我喊架...X你丫!我咪話:你咪喊囉.我都係要你做晒我俾你做d野先玩.激死我呀!!打人喇~~~

返到屋企怒訓...

跟住又打邊爐喇....

咁又一個weekend.

>>March 4, 2006 at 3:37:14 PM GMT+8

2006 年 3 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】

3月,過了3天.

感覺...十分虛弱...

昨晚完全不能安睡,整晚在咳.今早望到鼻涕是黃綠色的!嚇死自己.結果再去看多次醫生.醫生又說:幹嘛這樣弱的?

是的.幹嘛?

近日都感到虛弱...那份不能形容的虛弱...就好像在醫院的病人般..插滿一身子的喉管....

多麼期望有個人在我身邊給我擁著.無言的,..

昨晚真的很辛苦...手腳都十級冰冷..........



沒力.虛弱.

>>March 3, 2006 at 6:08:41 AM GMT+8

2006 年 3 月 1 日 星期三 【颳風】

以為咳好了就得啦.點知而家又傷風.唉.死了X_X

放了GPA.唉.唔係唔好.但唔可以話好囉...

Gender and Culture: A

Marketing: B

Management Information System: B+

Political Science: B+

Science in Society: B

Macroeconomics: B+

Sem GPA: 3.32 C.GPA: 3.42


唉....展望City 喇唯有...

今日見工:OK.不過不失囉.要多謝細Flor給我的Advice!

就係self introduction,Why do this job果d Q啦.沒大難度.希望ok la~

看了Miriam新戲天生一對.OK 啦.不過...覺得Sammi做會好d.成齣戲諗起戀上你的床(再想...會唔會果齣起該叫...哀悼陽具?!)任賢齊個角式好sweet呀,不過唔多戲份.我唔知呀Miriam個角式做緊咩.一片混亂.成套戲太Miriam喇.唔like.成齣戲睇完...諗起夏日的麼麼茶+戀上你的床.呀~仲有~我唔明Miriam做Adz界女強人黎做乜?廢廢地.....側田又唔知做咩啦.........

如果想講多d關於breast cancer之後的無奈...應該睇N年前的朱麗葉與梁山伯.今日返到屋企睇返.OK wor.睇返吳君如果下.........好多內心戲!!!!慘好多!!!

快d睇到弦途有你就好喇!

>>March 2, 2006 at 3:57:12 PM GMT+8

2006 年 3 月 1 日 星期三 【乍雨乍晴】

亞關生日快樂呀~~~~

太耐冇見你.........好掛住你tim~

希望快d又可以見到你啦~~~

>>March 1, 2006 at 6:49:53 PM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 28 日 星期二 【乍雨乍晴】

10度...ok啦....好彩唔大風.

今日一早去了聖堂.聖灰禮儀.

"你們要悔改,信從福音!"

昨夜1點訓,今日6點半起身去聖堂...一點也不眼訓.

跟住仲同亞妹一齊行返學.....

回到家,才八點.online了一回,吃過藥就sleep.

Sleep到3點.

今朝發覺自己連聲都變埋,驚.......

我要放到好細聲講野.嚇死.no method.唉.

好凍.仲要病tim.><

好凍呀!!!!

>>March 1, 2006 at 8:55:30 AM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 27 日 星期一 【雷雨】

病的感覺...很差.

最近要多謝Jet啊.在我咁down的時候支持我.唉~可惜大家無可能發展丫........

I gotta be tough!

我都話病要發燒lok!!總係唔發燒架wor.係要關喉嚨事!!明知我要講野ga ma!!!最憎喉嚨痛搞到我講唔到野!!!!!

我問亞妹:喂~我而家係咪溫柔好多呢~

妹:咩呀~~~你講野細聲o左ja ma!!邊係溫柔呀呢d!!!

-____-!!!激死我!!!死o靚妹呀!!!!!

近來愛上了張信哲和蘇永康的歌聲.........................


呢排狂煲明哥d歌!!!好驚去到佢concert唔知佢唱緊咩歌~~



Sometimes, wanna say that...................

I am just an ordinary girl,

still need someone to take care of..........

>>February 28, 2006 at 4:53:09 AM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 26 日 星期日 【颳風】

病了.

感冒wor.

個喉嚨十級痛.吞野好辛苦.

個姑娘話:嘩~你潺過亞妹wor~12月先黎睇過.......(之後先記起12月是氣管炎......)

唉.

整個下午在填form.得自己一個,又凍,又病.好慘><

有個佬係隔黎會係幾好呢...........................>

>>February 28, 2006 at 4:48:39 AM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 25 日 星期六 【微冷】

好凍呀!!!

尋晚睇完波,1點.唉!亞仙奴又輸!!贏皇馬輸布力般.................唉.

成晚訓唔著...訓了晏覺-_-.4點先訓到........

一早6點半醒了.傻的.鬧鐘都未響囉.....開了熱水爐bath+wash hair

8點Mass.

太好喇.有Kai Bo.連續2 weeks見到佢喇....雖然沒有了那強烈的心跳感覺...但都係未感望佢多過3秒>
十級耐冇見歐神父!!!他的講道.....十個正呀!!

我成日都話天主真的在我左右...十級驚....2006年8個week d讀經都好中我每星期的心路...eg,當我擔心no $讀書,佢就話:不要思慮生活吃什麼......今日係話無論我地離開天主幾遠,天主都會搵我地返黎!!最近我真係覺得我離開了天主...唔想祈禱,去聖堂已成習慣.....

**奇事:今日話說搵唔到答唱詠要唱果首歌,諗住求其揭開一頁再搵,點知一揭.......就係我要搵o既歌呀!!!!!!!!!!!超驚!!!!!!!!THX GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

今日福音係講d法利塞人齋戒,齋到唔知為咩.歐神父講,我地平日去聖堂都係咁,究竟為咩?講講下自己都諗返.因為最近我自己都係咁諗...十個反思....要Confession..........我地企/坐/跪in聖堂係表示不同程度的尊重to禮儀..........十個反思rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......超得呀!!!!!!

好宗教tim=+=~~但今日聽完真係超震憾!!!

喉嚨痛呀今日!!好辛苦!!!!!!!!!!!加胃痛丫.....................................................

下午跟媽媽傾計,online一陣就過亞麻度.見到亞爺最開心!!!不過要好大聲同佢講野...喉嚨更痛-_-...不過開心~~

超驚~勁同亞妹諗一樣的野....望到一個男仔一齊話靚仔-_-,一齊想飲維他奶........好驚呀好驚呀!!!!!

>>February 26, 2006 at 4:52:21 PM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 23 日 星期四 【微冷】

Brokeback Mountain. (我仍然覺得斷背山好.......就似斷風雲,好中國武俠片feel......eg,蜀山....-_-")

大清早去IFC看.原來果度係新光戲院2世,全場是亞婆...............

在IFC toilet見到Dimple....唔認得我lu佢....梗係啦...我在mkt堂咁沉......

About Brokeback Mountain:

好慘.搞到我Down o左成日.

Um...感覺係萬寶路廣告+Blue Girl廣告...(d 山山水水成日令我諗起....I've been waiting..for a girl like you......to make me feel relax....=+=) 中間加d Santana 同金莎廣告feel..............

好好睇.前一個鐘好笑,後一鐘好慘.最記得Pat同我講:係囉,唔見你講野o既(因為我成日c film都講野...)

慘到爆.但我知這個是best ending.

前面好多位O晒嘴啦.

剪接我覺得可以做得再好d la...可以多d反思位.......d裸露鏡cut得好怪(成日諗d亞婆睇呢d會有咩feel呢?)多少少感覺完整d喇.未入到戲肉...cut o左.

好感受到Jack對Ennis(等o左個字幕好耐先睇到呢個名點串)的愛...好深好深....插晒入我的心咁.我覺得呢齣戲apply都straight couple都得.唔一定係gay. 我覺得只係Gay的感染力更大罷了.

愛一個人,原來要放下好多野.....It's really hard to give up all your things and just LOVE.好慘.好"up"呀個心..

看完戲跟Pat講了好多in-depth野on Sex VS Love.好煩.最衰大家都no time....唉. Sex+Love..it's juz.....煩!!! What's the hell is going on?世界何時變得這樣複雜?再看看自己的生活......想講十個Shit...!!! I hate this type of living!!!!!!想改變,但.....我完全冇力呀個人........

Pat!!要去看Pride and Prejudice@APM!!!!!

看完戲of cos back黃大仙.I hate teaching on Friday. d學生.......激死我!!!!!可唔可以唔好再話難?難唔好學lak!!!!!!!把火喇已經!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

有Free Dinner 吃with 鐵三角--Cindy+Winnie@7pm,所以在琴行彈到630pm...亂黎.......totally not in the mood.....................very unhappy...........

Cindy再講下Kenny哥的野喇,跟住Winnie講及她的男人恐懼症. I just feel that I am the one between they two.....Fear man, at the same time, Want Man.

Man Phobia?

btw,Winnie話我靚o左...哈哈哈.....Emily又話我靚o左....哈哈哈哈哈.......

Yee~次次行埋Cindy同Winnie度都覺得自己十級矮!!!!>
Disappointed to HK guys recently.....



I am just looking for Love like this:

When You Say Nothing At All--Ronan Keating

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best..when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

[CHORUS X 2]

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me..

[CHORUS]

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me..

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all..)


再看一次Notting Hill Disc 2......I still like the verse.................

Don't forget, I am also just a little girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him, to love me.





有時候, you know?

女人要的東西,

其實很簡單.




一句我愛你,一句讚賞,

比你送十個Gucci LV給我更快樂.

>>February 24, 2006 at 6:06:01 PM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 22 日 星期三 【微冷】

在朋友介紹下玩了ec fd.在msn add o左好多人.包括那人啦.

呢排又add幾個.好難頂啊.傾了幾日計,就問我掛唔掛住佢囉.樣又未見過,又只係普通o岩傾...日日齋問你返工返邊,有冇兄弟姊妹...又一定會好掛住啦........我真係唔知點講.果個人仲要話我知佢係25歲....................想打人呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

聽Cindy talk about his bf.唉~~~~頂唔順喇~~~~~就黎會爆粗喇再見到呢d男人..........想點jek?有時o係度諗,點解d男人都係咁架?例如:

男:做乜hi我呀.

Me:冇...諗住嗌下你ja ma.

男:啊..原來只係嗌下我.....

Me:想搵下你傾計丫嘛.

男: :)即刻唔同晒.



我想問呀...嗌人同真係同果個人傾計有咩分別????????洗唔洗執到咁正呀d term?

諗到新得擇男友條件:唔該識英文丫!!!!最憎d唔俾人打英文的net fd呀下.係都要"打中文丫唔該".唔識睇就算啦!!!!!!激死我!!最緊要個pt係我d英文都唔好架啦.....激死我激死我~~~~~~~~難到下次要寫:男友要靚仔,會考5科合格,包括中文,英文(課程乙)? [呢派狂find job,所以呢d條件上晒腦...)

Came:其實我唔係成日down,但最緊心情好浮沉,十個脆弱.....好易一d少少野都down.日日係屋企成舊唔知咩咁.咩都唔想做.....................

本週開心事:亞仙奴贏皇馬1-0!!巴塞贏車仔2-1!!!!!




心情十個浮沉....好想哭.........仲要肥o左.呢派係咁發狂食垃圾食物........好辛苦呀~~~~~~不想everyday stay at home..........我覺得我waste o左成個月.日日齋sleep and eat...........

ANYBODY HERE and HEAR?

>>February 23, 2006 at 7:12:06 PM GMT+8