2005 年 5 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

Sem完喇~!Sem完喇!!

尋晚做management做到3點半.....呢個sem最夜的一日呀...一家人輪流去晒廁所我都未做完management個group essay...(係呀...1st係爸爸,then媽媽,then係亞妹.....)唉!難得爸爸回家睡都冇咩同佢傾計...totally dig into management.....咩decentralize, SWOT, democratic style of leadership.....全部d notes睇完一次又一次..點解冇我要o既野??????點解??好支力呀.......在等佢地回msg時攤o左係張凳瞌了幾下.....好d喇!!繼續奮鬥!!死!!!未整cover page....又喇喇lum攞last sem 嘅EAPP1 cover copy and paste喇....亞巢又on唔到line...激氣...一晚打了俾佢勁多次....都唔知講緊咩...勁呀...我冇問佢係邊班都寫到佢個student id同class no......(因為在EAPP2同佢一組有抄低...佢班management我有諗住入,所以寫低o左class no. in for add drop的timetable excel...)其實我果part leadership style好有問題...不過大家已冇力去改喇...個個都死o左咁....連cover page同reference有二十頁!!!(double line spacing..)

好野...終於訓得喇....涼都冇沖就訓o左...但係又上830..七點起身,bath...完全唔知自己做緊咩...仲係睡眠狀態...一路行一路咬住媽媽整的三文治...巴士站的路好遠咁(我已好耐冇搭船返學了....)走了115!!God..仲要係望住佢轉彎去巴士站...但我已冇力去追喇...冇法..今日要返去print management project呀..一定要早返....結果就行了去隧道口...超遠.....

8:20返到去SPACE.行到去電腦街.得兩部電腦開o左囉..搞錯!!!結果勁排隊....排排下先記得自己唔記得拎八達通!唔理喇...撳o左電腦話print先....

拎完八達通,嘩!影印機超多人囉....廿版..真係好厚....

management break果陣.....廿人在影印機排隊呀...horrible....!

Finance堂.派了mid term. ok啦 56/80.前面呢d topic都ok...去到後面而家o岩o岩教的就.......不敢想像exam會怎樣....

QA2.今日唔駛返的.但係今日要同Felix影相!唔理喇.HAHA~我以為冇test ans sheet,諗住問佢有冇啦.原來係冇派ans,要佢講的-____-~!所以我就叫佢講下...yeah~QA2原來我可以get到九十幾分架.....careless mistake again.......so得84/100.....

BACK HOME...訓呀...........................................

亞妹拎了枝Bassoon返來吹...好型啊......偷偷影了一張相(結果俾佢鬧死...)..但係真係好型喇!!!!! I luv u呀妹~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(本來想post o係xanga..不過...欠揍咩........)

xanga有了我與Felix的合照!

hkflash都又寫過新文章lonely.全英文!勁呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

要努力溫書喇!

>>May 18, 2005 at 5:18:45 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 14 日 星期六 【晴】

講返星期五先:

星期五13/5 好曬!!!!!!30度!!!!!

差唔多last day la...突然有d唔捨得呢度d人....今個sem d亞sir幾好呀.....

一早630am起身,bath,化妝....interview today..................但都好眼訓..........

死......遲晒到......要print micro project....

TAXI!!!!!!!!!

上到的果個的士司機先話...下?我送你去過海的士站....開都唔過!!激氣!!

用了十五蚊上火車站...已8點喇...上830架大佬......但係著住隻高跟鞋,真係行唔郁囉.....

返到去,喇喇lum print野.好野,搞點.

last一堂micro 喇,好唔捨得亞琛呀.......真係好like佢的lecture呀!!!拎返個assignment 2,唉. B-...好多的“交叉”...不過亞琛又o岩ge...佢話知道我地考試會因緊張而失準,所以平日改assignment改緊d,考試有七成都掂呀!!!

望住亞琛改的assignment,真係好掂呀!!!點可以咁有心機改架?(回望Janet....冇得比!)好唔捨得你呀亞琛.......

落堂交project.唉. Finally finished.唔多like d groupmates....except d男groupmates啦,幾聽話.亞Karl又幾得意,Steven又好人.世俊d本咸淡中文....起碼佢地會care d個project law........

好野!同了亞琛影相呀!!!!(去xanga望望!)好得好得好得!!!開心死!!!!!!!(佢話做咩要係佢最殘果陣影....諗起Felix果日都係因為咁推o左我,唔同我影相>
吉堂,在自閉位見到亞草.好野!難得有位坐呀!!!隻腳已開始痛爆.跟住去locker拎IR野,同亞草吹下水...再諗下interview要講d咩好....寫下個script啦!

跟住同亞草過了counselor 度看interview question....抄呀...........

返到自閉位見到Wendy...佢傻o左...係咁“隊”麵包同餅.....short ga.....真係狂隊......
IR堂. Last lesson喇,都係o係度遊雲喇....講下SARS, AIDS對世界影響.是各自為政定係一起解決問題呢?跟住侍建宇就係度講佢SARS做過o既野:坐飛機坐港龍—唔信得過中華...haha...跟住成架機得3個人...flight attendant就十幾人....佢可以成架機周圍走....返台灣到要隔離十日...一日有兩個電話打黎睇你係唔係度...每日仲有1000蚊新台幣津貼tim( about HK$250)...佢話正到爆!走時d錢save埋已夠一張return ticket!!笑爆嘴.....

仲有..SARS果陣佢唔戴口罩,仲去蘭桂坊飲酒...成間bar就得佢同佢d friend.....笑死...呢d都唔似亞Sir會做o既野ge...

一路都覺得侍建宇幾得意.沒有亞Sir格咁.亞Sir對我黎講都係著得“四正”,不煙不酒ga ma..點知佢又煙又酒囉...上堂成日咳...跟住就話“sorry, I smoke too much....”邊有亞Sir咁講野架?果日佢講開SARS就話,“not flu, not flu”我就打趣話, SARS呀!!!!!!佢今個sem已冇返兩次了......

仲有,記得有次侍建宇著兩件恤衫!!兩條領咁.....好怪...........

仲有,佢話佢屋企冇上網喇,冇電視......但有電腦wor....我wonder緊佢係咪日日好似我咁玩接龍..........................

在IR talk度,有次講中台關係,悶到陣...侍建宇講了一句: 我們雖有痛苦/不開心的過去,但是我們可以去創造更美好的將來.雖然勁leung,但係好正.一句已勁過個日本領士!!!!!佩服佩服!!!!

仲有!!侍建宇很高大!!!!!!!!

落堂時找他影相.用d半咸淡普通話講: “pai jao呀 pai jao呀..”跟住佢拎o左佢個電話同我影相!!!喂!!唔係你同我影呀!!!!結果我帶著十級無奈的樣子俾佢影.....笑爆全班.....跟住of cos我都有同佢影啦!!YEAH YEAH YEAH~~~~~

跟住擺返d書在locker,就去了九龍塘....著住隻咁o既鞋特別覺得地鐵站好鬼遠....

去到又一城Delifrance先發覺...我漏了我本抄晒interview野的IR notebook在locker...之前仲大安旨意放在locker...........GOD.................

跟住有對男女想坐我果張檯(因我已唔多食完)個女o既勁無禮貌囉,企係我面前咁.哼.我就唔俾你坐呀...點丫.....跟住個男行埋黎,係度陰d陰d咁講野.點知個女o既又講得好大聲囉!爆了一聲: interview要著成咁架嗎?男: interview唔係要著成咁架嗎?

喂!!講人壞話可唔可以行遠d呀...又要俾我聽到....想點呀!!!!!

跟住見差唔多time,著衫走la,個女的已係隔黎檯執晒野咁企係我隔黎!!!XYZ!!!!

BU實在太遠喇.決定.....打的again...

我在BU最入個位interview law....

今日in sociology.其實都幾like呢科架.但係同d ABA同學講我in soci o既時候,佢地都好似bear bear地我咁...Management Sir仲問我,唔係你first choice黎ga ma?唉...駛唔駛咁呀?

唔知點解,覺得自己狀態幾好wor!難得!

等了一陣,入到去,兩個佬in me.

用中文作答囉.hang o左機...我prepare果d全部都係英文......

問了好多關於我教琴o既野(因為在personal statement寫了...)

成個interview都好relax,好似傾計咁,所以都覺得個表現都幾好架!^v^~!

跟住已支力爆.隻腳又痛爆.再決定.....打的again!!!!

在等的時見到Barbie Yung!!嘩!!!!!!!都有hihi.佢問我讀咩囉...我話...黎in soci law...咁.

出了尖嘴等亞妹.

行了一陣已頂唔順.隻腳已痛死o左.

BACK HOME.

又要開始做management......

crazy............................
考試timetable出了....

23/5 QA2 1430—1630 九龍灣展貿
25/5 Mirco 930—1130 九龍灣展貿
25/5 Finance 1430—1630 九龍灣展貿
29/5 EAPP2 1430—1630 Flora Ho SC (hku sport centre)
31/5 IR 1830—2030 Flora Ho SC
3/6 Management 1430—1630 Flora Ho SC

Mirco Finance撞埋同一日...咪話唔死.....
QA2又唔多識wor.....哈~哈~哈~哈~(冷笑中....)

好驚呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!殺到黎喇!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>May 15, 2005 at 4:14:54 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 13 日 星期五 【陰】

Suddenly好罄.

看了Karen的日記,先知佢地尋日去了唱k.i dunno what to say.唱k is not the pbm,the pbm is 巢is there.suen. all ppl not devoted to the project. I m hurt.

I know I m not a gd leader to lead the project. but at least I hope somebody other than me is caring the project, especially him. but he didn’t. I really give up. I can’t stand with this man anymore. how come I can stand with him for such a long time? and I did like him months b4!!!XXXXXXxxxxxxxxthat’s must be the most stupid thing in my life.

we discuss management yesterday. he came late, and juz take the reading that I said is necessary, then go. he is lost to the project, and so do I!!!but can you juz show a little bit care to the project? suddenly I dun want to write his name on the cover sheet.....

感情用事一定出事.

I am already upset enough for eapp and micro. I m frustrated. I dun wanna deal with any project again. I dun wanna deal with eapp cos I m already frustrated. it is ME to start the bibliorgraphy work. I open the briefcase in yahoo.....ppl said Karen is gd, ok juz fine. dun bother me. I know I m rubbish. ok la,so what? ENOUGH. what ever what, I m jeolous to Karen—she is smarter than me , more beautiful than me, richer, more confidence...she beat me..

I have tried to calm down.........................................

what have I done wrong? too care group project?

I wanna give up.

FRUSTRATED.

DESPERATE.

>>May 13, 2005 at 6:59:00 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 10 日 星期二 【乍寒還暖】

咩功課都未做.又支力死.

死未.friday interview la.

>>May 11, 2005 at 6:41:18 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 7 日 星期六 【綿綿細雨】

母親節.咩都冇送.唉.不孝!!

今日仍要媽媽洗碗,不孝!!!

唔記得幫媽媽買電池,不孝!!

冇講母親節快樂,不孝!!!!!!!


我是個不孝女...........

>>May 8, 2005 at 5:35:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 7 日 星期六 【微雨】

星期五晚在電視看罷Julia Roberts+Richard Gere的Runaway Bride,today就買了vcd再看一次.再看罷,心,仍抽著痛....

It's all about confidence. I am really afraid of my future as Maggie in the film,really afraid. What can I do? In reality I didn't met a guy like Ike in the film........

好痛好痛........

HURT*********

>>May 8, 2005 at 9:17:06 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 6 日 星期五 【陰】

有個四歲的學生話我知......

方力申係佢老公!

古巨基係佢妹夫!!!

>>May 7, 2005 at 6:37:38 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 5 日 星期四 【陰】

I hate this feeling.

By the time of menstuation, I will easily get depressed.

I hate this feeling.

Just wanna cry......

DEPRESSED*********

>>May 6, 2005 at 5:17:01 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 3 日 星期二 【陰】

hoho...都話車路士會輸波架啦......

3/5:

DAY OFF.唉..好彩紅隧都唔係好塞.......930 返到MELC霸自閉位做EAPP都唔知做d乜.唔識做ppt+冇notebook pc...就像廢人一樣...見到Karen忙到死支力到死...但我又幫唔到d咩...

一組人,都冇話真真正正六個人一齊傾過!好唔開心.

組長亞本is really a nice guy!!!but.....owned by someone (again><).......他跟我們一起留守到最後!

離開SPACE時已1845........

食完飯,do eapp (again)-->sleep-->watch football

2/5

woke up at 1100.do microecon assignment.唉.都唔知答咩咁

after lunch.做eapp d parts

then 去o左city傾project.feeling lost......and 傷風到死o左.鼻水長流.

Home at 2100......

Sleep at 3am...

1/5

Church-->home sleep-->work-->lunch with mum-->buy steak-->sleep whole afternoon.

What a labour day.

好掛住爸爸的結他聲.細個成日聽架...我在跟他一起哼著..........

感慨*******

30/4

Yan's birthday.

meet after work.喂!!!想點呀!!約1730但1800先到!!Yan仲話洗衫?!no thing say la

go culture centre飲野.飲了"米蘭"~>juz peach red tea....the best drink out of all...-______-

Vivian finally comes.去了LCX.then city super~>新港~>ashley road意大利野.好貴!!$165each(3ppl)

吃飯感想: 香港真是個華洋共處的地方.....

講"人奶的由來"笑死o左.....

after dinner-->relaxing tea house.要了jasmine+桂花tea. 飲完sore thorat really better wor...

返屋企又趕得切c sex and the city wor...kaka



原來,老,是一個過程. Not a result.


每個人都背負著一點東西......不讓人看見......


利物浦隊長謝拉特真係好靚仔yayayayaya~~~~~~~~~~(完全唔搭feel.....hahahaha)


多謝各位支持!人氣過了20000了!!!亦多謝自己!!!(因為我一日check幾次留言....順道谷人氣....kakaka)

>>May 3, 2005 at 9:16:28 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 1 日 星期日 【陰】

傷風到死o左.......

發燒都好過傷風...起碼唔駛做.....

好辛苦呀!!!!!

BIG FLOR, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

>>May 2, 2005 at 3:20:28 PM GMT+8