2004 年 9 月 13 日 星期一 【晴】

Just a tired day , a very tired day.........
All the things seems gone wrong.........
I don't know what I am thinking about ,
Just feel confused very much ........
I am really nervous about all the things happened in these days....
I am so contradictory about all the things............
I just want to stop it , stop it , if I can............
If I can.......................................

Many people get hurt today...........
even if not gettinng hurt , they feel nervous......
The topic arround the girl is all about a thing.........
Just for a thing ------------------- Love
What is Love?
We just get a lesson in English which was talking about this.....
Love ( for me ) is :
~ Blind
~ caring for the other
~ sharing everything
~ no matter what happens, you're the best
~ can't stop thinking about him
~ chocolate
~ challenge
~ jealous
~ ecstasy e.t.c.

Someone might say that :
When the love is gone , It had really gone..........
But is it really gone ?????????
I don't think so.......................................
I don't think It's really gone............................
Just think it clearly.................
Is it really gone ???????
If you just feel I am right ,
If you just want to go back to the past ,
If you just want to get back the impression of us ,
Just find me ........
Just call me........................
I can call back our memory .......
I can call back all the things .............
I am your magician ,
If you call me............................................

For the work , It's really a happily job ......
because I know you ........蔂蔂...................^^
You are out-going , you are sociable , and you are happy all the time.....
I just find my shadow from you.........
You can have your happily smile on your face , even though you are sad...............
May be it's just my feeling , you are quite similiar to me.....~
Thx for your sharing , and nice to hear your things...............
I've got a splitting headache ............. and how about you ??
Pleased to have a detailed talk with you after the work .............
It's really a funny thing , and hope it can be lasted........~

>>September 14, 2004 at 3:24:10 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 12 日 星期日 【晴】

Just finish my dinner , and doing my homework ......
I need to present tomorrow , a little bit scared , Just a little bit only.......
Everything had changed ..........................
And something had gone...................................
But nothing can do........................................................

>>September 13, 2004 at 2:09:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 11 日 星期六 【颳風】

A rarely day for rest ?
But still find something to do ~
like perparing , studying ..........
Father B will come back at midnight .........
He goes to work today .........
And this job pay him $100 per hrs ,
Wowow......I want to get this kind of job also ,

Just wake up at 1:30 , since I didn't have enough time to take rest yesterday....
Suddenly got an idea for myself........
Just want to go abroad for studying or for travelling....
I think it's better for me to go studying..........
But how to make request ???
If I choose this option , how can I tell my parent ??????
Not a easy task , need to think it clearly , clearly and clearly............


Just scolded by my mother again.........
Cox i go to bed too late.....~
I don't have a nice dream ,
I can't have a nice dream ~
Leave me alone please ~

>>September 12, 2004 at 3:43:50 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

A rarely holiday for Cici ~
I went to +ho's home with Hong and Sum
and just sleep for a while,
They played PS2 together ,
and let me alone.........
That's really good for me to take a rest ,
Just want to escape from all the things happened in these days ,
Just want to do somethings I liked ,
Just want to think somethings I wanted ,
It's really a great time for me ,
and I used it on taking a rest ,
So cooooooooooooooooool ~
I am heavier than before ,
Everything comes to fast ,
I need some time for accepting it ,
I need some time for accepting myself ,
I need some time for accepting another ,
I need some time for accepting this environment ,
I need some time for accepting all the things ............
Just need some time , but not whole of my life ~
remember that ~
After that , we went swimming...........
it's really a sport which make me feel tired ,
and we went to snooker city,
I just took a rest again ,
About 1:00 , we came back home and slept...........

>>September 11, 2004 at 12:23:15 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

The fifth day in Sara Beattie , feel tired ~
I am used to speak in English ,
I had talked more with my Friends.....
And I had taken some of their phone.no already ~
Talk with Shermaine , and know that she is a model .........
She's so great , I really need to learn from her ~~~~
After school , just go with michele....
She just told me her boyfriend would wait for her with a bunch of flower ........
It's so sweet ~ And I had seen his boyfriend's photo ~

When I arrived to the tutorial center ,
Ms Ju call me to teach Mattew .......
not only for his homework , but also for piano......................... =.=
I am really a cheap labour ~
After that , I just teach Ryan , Sam , Jun Jun , Ho Yin , Hei Hei.............
One tutor for so many people ,........~
But I had handled it also ..................
Although it's a little bit difficult , I will try my best ~~~~~~
Thx for all the concerns form my friends ~

>>September 10, 2004 at 5:04:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【暴雨】

The fourth day , a little bit hard........
For the confidence , Just bulit up a little bit ,
Anyway , dun want to type so much today .......
just keep it in mind , or...........let it be..............

同ｍｓ朱 , 阿呂 , ｍｓ ｈｏ食飯............
chat more and more......
and realize more about how to be a good teacher , or a tutor ~
just do my best for the rest time...............................................

>>September 9, 2004 at 4:10:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】

The third day in Sara Beattie ,
Not a hard day , just for playing and chatting in the classroom......
For the Computer lessons ,
We just learnt the keyboarding skills ....
Look at the book , and keep typing ..........
I have knew more friends today , but I am so easy to forget all their names.....
So , always asked them " what's ur name ? " , " Who are you? "
I think it would make others feeling nervous :P
Meanwhile , I am trying to build up my own confidence ....
I have talked more and more with my mate....
I think it's really good for me , So need to keep going .....
I need to be more determined , not to give up so easy......
Anyways , just do something I like , that's ok .... ^^

放學之後 , 終於可以轉返中文台 ^^
又搭返隧巴過紅隧 , 用左個幾鐘既時間去到粉嶺......
或者真係著得太過ｐｒｏ喇.......攪到自己仲未係好慣......
搭火車既時間係最寧靜既 , 因為有得坐....
聽住歌仔 , 寫下野 , 睇下書 , 訓個覺........好快就到..........
去左以前返學時 , 成日去買野果間麵包店既分店買麵包.......
個老闆仲請我食蛋糕呀..........超正.................
呵呵 ....... 恨死隔離呀真係 ~
買完麵包 , 返到補習社.....
今日ｍｓ朱超惡 , 狂鬧 , 喪鬧 , 好似唔駛俾錢咁........
有ｄ驚 , 睇黎都係做多排就轉工好過.......
至少唔駛成日都走黎走去 , 冇咁累嘛.....~~~~
而家剩用係搭車既時間都有兩三個鐘呀 ..........
係有少少唔捨得果度既小朋友姐....
不過 , 唔捨得又點 ? 又可以做得咩............?
唉..............
放工歸來又要睇書 , 又要做功課.........
讀書生涯認真唔易過.............~
溫溫下書 , 無聊 , 打俾 ｓｈｅｒｍａｉｎｅ.......
Spoke in English , and asked her whether there are any homeworks .....
Hoho , Very funny ~~~~
Funny girl , and funny speaking ~ ^.^

>>September 8, 2004 at 4:08:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

第二日既返學日 ,
唉.....很累很累的一天..........
抽著新買的書 , 嘩.....奪命呀 ~
明天又要帶同一套書回校.......... =.=
整天都在英文環境中學習.... ~
用神 , 用腦 , 用力.......................甚麼都不能少.........
放學又要抽著兩大袋 , 及手執一本厚厚的書........................
幸好 , 把所有的都留在補習社中.....
要不然 , 必定因 "太重" 而死..............
晚飯在大家樂吃完 , 卻在麥記弄傷了手指.........
超深的一個傷口 , 連膠布都透出血來...
痛在身 , 亦痛在心...............
昨天的跌倒 , 今天的割傷.....
往日的傷 , 透過這次的傷 ,
都像放血般 , 在身體深處流出來了......
痛到最痛 , 就唔會再痛..................
也許明天已經不用再痛 ,
也許...........不.......................................

>>September 12, 2004 at 6:50:30 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】

第一天的上課 ~
很早便起床....是因為根本睡不著.....
太緊張了 , 太興奮了......
穿上制服 , 有點兒怪怪的......
不知怎的 ..... 總覺得很不自在.....
也許 , 是我沒自信吧.........~
一回到校 , 已經認識了ａｎｇｅｌ ,
一個由外國回來的二十五歲女孩......
她為人很爽 , 在男朋友公司工作.......
吃的 , 做的 , 住的 ....都在她男朋友身旁....
手上還帶著一顆閃閃的鑽石.......
真令人羨慕 ~
過了不久 , 那個暑假時已認識的女孩ｍｉｃｈｅｌｅ
和他哥哥的女朋友ｓｈｅｒｍａｉｎｅ也來了.......
ｍｉｃｈｅｌｅ坐在我的旁邊 , 總覺得跟她特別搭得來.....
可能是因為她那種鬼妹仔的性格............~
可惜 , 不能與她在同一班裡...........
我的那一班 , 是有較多的外藉人仕 ....
像ｒｅｍａ , 她就是一個ｉｎｄｉａｎ.......
跟她談話 , 總覺得特別吃力........
因為她的英文水平太高了......使我有點吃不消呀 ~
校長今天說話速度特別的快 , 用了很多心機去聽她說話......
等到班主任ｇｒｅｗａｌ上堂時 , 已經沒甚麼精力了...........
很想睡 , 很想睡............唉....................
十二時廿十五 , 終於下課了.......
等了很久很久 ..............
可惜今天支票帶錯 , 不能拿書...
而且一放學 , 便要趕到粉嶺返工......
很辛苦 , 只是搭車 , 也有夠好受了.................
很累 , 終於在火車上獨個兒的睡著了..........
原來 , 我真的不太適合城市中的生活.......
太多人 , 總覺得不知怎的..............
很想逃離 , 很想避開.................
去到粉嶺只是兩時正 , 慢吞吞的買了十多元的麵包 ....
便回補習社............在那裡換衣服 , 吃午餐.....很餓的 ,
今天的小孩子 , 使人特別的激心.........
已經上了一整天的課 , 身心都很疲累...................
還要笑著的去對他們 , 我覺得比起那些演員 , 也許我還要勝上十多倍........
差不多放工 , 還要被老闆娘照肺..........
說要對小孩子嚴厲些 , 不能心軟......
頂 , 難道惡便成事嗎 ?
要是嚴厲便能教出好孩子 , 那世上就不會有壞的啦..............
要是小孩很容易便說得聽的 ,
那就不是小孩了.................................
放工時間 , 跟阿女 , ｍｓ　ｈｏ一起走........
總覺阿女的為人跟我很夾 ..... 第一天已能有說有笑........
跟她離別後 , 我獨個兒向火車站出發................
在剛剛上火車的時間........................................
超無奈...............我仆街了.............................
很瘀皮呀 , 唉唉唉....不想再提................
而且很痛 , 又瘀了很多地方............
唉....................................真的不想外出........
以後也不想外出 , 袋子又重 , 鞋子又高 , 天雨地又滑................
唉....................................................

>>September 6, 2004 at 2:55:22 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】

聽日就要返學喇......心情好緊張又好興奮......
第一次係夏天著住長袖衫係街上面行.........
對於怕熱既我黎講 , 真係別有一番滋味在心頭 ~

明天.............一個新的開始.....................

>>September 5, 2004 at 4:45:43 PM GMT+8