2003 年 11 月 22 日 星期六 【晴】

One fine sunday today! Rarely having free day in weekends, I enjoy very much staying at home...
Most of us (GRM Yr 2 & 3) are rushing and trying our best to finish all works before exam period! Even so I'm still very lazy and no incentive to work.... >.<
Well, in the afternoon I have a long chat with Artasha. Great to chat with her and she often inspires me. THX FOR LISTENING & SHARING WITH ME ARTA~~~ ^3^ I know you're reading LOL! Learnt from the past and the ones I love(d)/like(d).
Later I got a very surprising email!!! It really made me shocked! # There's gonna have a shock! Shocked in your life~ It's gonna be someone that really loves you...# "Shocked!" is my fave song of NEJA~~ Missing her too... Oops I'm away from topic again. That email cheered me up a lot(even I sense that's a thunderstorm warning signal from my mind) but I guess it implied sth, good or bad I don't know. If you're here, please say sth and let me know what's going on.

"Be your spring, be your sunshine..." in order to warm you in cold chilling rain... may I?

>>November 23, 2003 at 10:09:18 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 21 日 星期五 【微冷】

Today I & Wellcome went to "sit" the fieldtrip held by Dr. Jim in HKU. At first, we mixed into the crowd that took part in the FOE solar kart! WE saw Dennis working in the site too but we didn't greet him. It is because we were hiding ourselves in the group of students haha... it last for too long and we left them earlier...

After having lunch, I went on my shopping trip in MK. My fave shop is going to be closed very soon but they can't find a cheaper and better place to move... poor... and I miss them very much... Also I walked to Kawaii in MK and spent my 25% off card there... On Thu I lost my summer theme sq. towel... and now I bought 5 more towels hahaha~ remember Boot said "leave the old to get the new"... yea! On my way to there, I called Kelvin. He's having fun in island 18km from Perth with homestay mates. ARGH!!! I spent much on the call... I'd better find a cheaper way later... maybe 1666 is lower in price. On my way to KCR station, Jerry phoned me when I was walking on Fa Yuen street! Long time no see~~ he's in MK too but he'll meet his friend later on... we did chat a lot and glad he's fine with work! It's so fine to chat with friends like him~~ Oops forgot to say I bought another shining star in Kawaii, just the same as the one I lost in trailwalker campaign, but this one is blue ^^

Don't know why Mike is kinda angry after knowing I cancelled the gathering, in my opinion we'll meet anyway on sunday so I'd return stuff to him just a day later... My heart is full of stuff other than memories, it's the way I live, or else I'm living in the shadow of the past that I hope not.

>>November 23, 2003 at 5:12:21 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 20 日 星期四 【微雨】

Chatted a lot with Bigbrother last night and I did very little preparation on 3023 class, haha it's no point an excuse but I enjoy alot chatting in ICQ while working, though the efficiency is pretty low ^0^
Today there's mini lecture in 3023 and we still have about 10 mins for discussion, I was kinda nervous as I don't know how to handle the dead air, I wish I did it not bad... But one thing cheered me up is that my groupmates are helpful to speak, THX Bigbrother & Gaia~~

Back home very early after trying the grad coat, I chatted a bit with Tau on our way to KCR station, never known she's in such a big family! The notebook arrived when I & bro are at home!! CHEERS~ As he needs to set up all stuff with both computers, I fell asleep when watching anime DVD... HOW COME I SLEPT FOR 6 HOURS TILL THE EVENING COMES!! I woke up & have dinner with bro & dad in restaurant... I can hardly sleep that night and stayed awake till 02XX, really not sleepy but ...

I start to wonder if everyone's wearing a mask to everyone, when I know more about one person, my perception changes overtime, no matter it's positive or negative feeling... am I a person like that? "pretending" all the time? this skill is learnt from QQ I recognized, but another important guy of mine commented "not to pretend anymore"... Unexpectedly I can't held that strong when I'm with someone...

>>November 23, 2003 at 5:11:40 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 19 日 星期三 【微雨】

There's no popu lecture this morning so I stayed at home till I went back 222 for 3023 meeting. It's not a smoothe meeting as our group is incompleted... >.< Anyway we did have contribution and after that I have lunch with Bigbrother, Qling, Jesse & Baron, what a fresh combination!!
After having Jap tutorial (I slept all the period), I went back TP to work, then rushed back to CU again to watch the soccer match! I regreted that I didn't watch Lut on Tue (but later I learnt that the match was cancelled! THX GOD LEADING MY WAY!), and this is the last year I enjoy the Uni school life, I can't miss any chance to add up my memory in GRM. It is a great match (as we win haha!) and thx for the team to let me taken part as one of them (cheering after match^^) Everyone did a good job and will have another match next Friday, promise I'll be there.
I stayed in 222 to work till 2200, the working process was slow but still sth is out... Hope tmr's 3023 lesson would be fine, as I'm the chairlady haha!

>>November 23, 2003 at 3:19:46 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 19 日 星期三 【微雨】

呢個係死網之前最後一版日記...

睇完台慶, 一定要寫多轉!!
一開始好開心見到可頤, 我好多年無真真正正坐定定睇台慶, 一來出去食飯, 二來無咩理由迫我睇. 今年話曬我都看中可頤, 點都要睇吓佢~
yeah!!! 先颶�"我最喜愛電視角色", 呂四娘... 係令我愛上maggie的角色, 好正! 女強人的剛中帶柔,
最適合我既style...其實呢個角色係我最喜愛: yama太傻, 金葵扇太巴查... 都唔係我最愛, 記得o個時我出街就要錄, 其他劇我無咁做...
我都無意識要睇"最喜愛女主角", 有d完全要收皮! 我都係鍾意maggie & flora, 其他... 可頤話佢犧牲左愛情... 可惜呀~ 咁靚女又好人... 雖然可能外表有時cool d, 但根本識落就唔係咁... 見到佢企o係度等公佈時仲係畀人isolate, 我覺得好心痛, 都可能係人夾人啦, 我真係好like呢類.
得獎啦~~ 我無expect過會係maggie既~~ of corrs係好好好開心啦~ 見到可頤得獎好激動, 我情緒都好高漲! 佢真係性情中人, 好易哭... 卻十分可人... 果然是可人頤 ^^
好希望佢努力之餘都顧及自己既shiawase... 好想佢搵到個好好好人... 我要學你做個堅強既新女性!!!

>>November 23, 2003 at 3:08:49 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 18 日 星期二 【陰】

今日係細路生日, 不過父母自己有節目, 我地兩個就留守屆企啦~
睇住佢大...今年佢都十七, 雖然個樣好細過, 但係年紀都唔細啦~ 不過係家姐眼中細路就係細路, 始終都當佢好細個... 見佢宜家入左自己鍾意既科, 又讀得幾好, 都算係咁啦. 記得之前由細擔心到佢大, cert又驚佢考得唔好(佢又唔驚既...)云云, 宜家咪又得~ 真係要感謝神既帶領, 只要有信心交畀神, 神一定會安排最好既野畀我地!!!
話說今日淨上3023, 我無貨呀~ 好驚... 上3023我最enjoy做一樣野... 就係觀察各人動態, 都幾funny. 呀~今日大佬剪左頭髮, 好細個呀~ 不過好可愛~kawaii!! 我好鍾意用可愛讚男仔, 但佢地一定唔想人地咁讚 hahahaha!!!
上完堂之後食早餐, wellcome竟然約左女wor~唔知咩女呢? 不舉, 不過純純適合佢啦~
今日除左要celebration, 仲要做多d野, 因為fyp+3023 reaction paper+gee paper+jas exam paper+3023 paper等緊我, 要玩就要做多d野先啦~


>>November 19, 2003 at 5:02:49 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 17 日 星期一 【暴雨】

Early lesson for GEE, wow~ I got A- in my singing presentation!! THX GOD~ Thx prof. & tutors appreciated my work~ how come my voice was still acceptable that I slept for 3 hrs in dept the night before?! But the group presentation is very poor, B-/C+, I've no interested in Madonna truly, if I had worked on the Corrs or Kylie, I'd have paid more effort!!! ^_~
The first time I attended GRM cell today, a good one even I left earlier. Planned to watch the soccer match by Lut but I didn't have enough time to go to UGym.
It's my bro's bday tmr, so we planned to have dinner tonight... went to have hot-pot, nth special, nth interesting. After that I & bro visited New Port, and caught 271 to home.
Very tired indeed, I sat in front of the PC for nth... should have done sth about chatted a lot with friends, part of my life huh?

Today one song often came to my mind:
Billie (Piper) - She wants You

>>November 18, 2003 at 4:30:27 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 16 日 星期日 【暴雨】

My mood is kinda similar to the weather, dim & blue... are they my faults or I'm too easy to be ordered? well I don't know...
Woke up early this morning, continued doing the GEE project, which is topiced the Japanese style of comics for young gals. It's not a good one in content but I paid much time on the art stuff, hope I can get a B... While doing, I chatted with friends and Kelvin went online in the early stage, it's happy to see him again but sorry I don't have much time to chat.
On my way to CHI class, that is one of my fave classes (the only chance to meet teacher Lut ^^), I got phonecall from Roy. He said the talk today is modified so that I'm able to come. Again my plan has no room for the talk but... sigh... okok I'll be there at 1440 TPM KCR.
Another happy lesson and very fresh one! Lut told us (mainly for Duck haha~) he'll have football match tmr evening, 1720, and ask us (probably only Duck again hahaha!) to go. Well, I promised to take part in GRM cell but I absolutely wanna see how he is playing on the field! I said I'll not be there (actually I'm sure I can go, leave the cell earlier HOHO) <-- am I pretending huh? >.< Also, Yee had his hair cut~ quite good! *thumb up*
The class ended later than expected, thx Yung reminding me to take OCT card and I rushed to get it (leaving yung and lut behind ARGH!) I raced downhill to dept for leaving the comics to wellcome and taking the clothings from Elaine (I didn't see her). Then god gave me strength to fly to KCR # just in time # (I saw there's cablet coming when I was in carpark, then I flew to the station within few secs... totally a miracle) I used few mins to cool down and made myself better (as I need to go to the talk right?) And then sth BOO happened: when I called Roy, he's not yet there and I still need to wait for him! It's already 1440 and the talk starts at 1455. Even you're a guest, it's better not to be late huh? He dared say "I can reach the station at 1450"?! How come you can reach there so late?! totally unacceptable!!! Then I rejected to go to the talk with him, hardly image I can be with him for another moment! That;s enough! I'm gonna throw up!!! I've tons of stuff to do and spare a little moment to do nonsense time wasting?! NEVER!
I wanna speak up yesterday but, "that's ok I'm helpful to support anyone" and I'm not gonna do it again, esp to those with no marks! Maybe two months ago, I'll still help him without regret. But now I'm not willing to chat with him on phone for a sec! He's not my cup of tea and I'm not going to help him to that extent again! It's not a must for someone to give you a hand and nth can be taken for granted! You must pay a price on what you are doing/did/gonna do! I can feel that I can "pretend" to be a good gal no more. Stand up and reject what I don't want!!! Cant be squeezed without saying a word! I still have more "meaningful" things to do rather than taking order from anyone without considering me!


>>November 17, 2003 at 8:11:35 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 15 日 星期六 【微雨】

今日一早(其實都係九點幾)要帶隊去蒲台島, 係中大綠色報既朋友, 排長話過我知有兩個日本人, 我特登搵定d英文term,免得佢地聽唔明cantonese... haha~原來佢地豁盲s東話, 咁ok啦~
終於齊人上車去赤柱, 有早wor~入左wellcome買左個青蘋果食, 好酸, 好似ivy話"就好似人生咁", but i like it.
行程中大家都好開心, 因為我帶o個隊係med+grm+iee+jap同兩pair, 我都唔expect佢地想聽好多好多informative既野. 好搞笑, 其中一pair係mike以前hallmate呀吉, 我仲去過同佢地打機tim! 我初時唔sure, 後來都相認左haha~ 仲記得打機o個時佢要棟住佢gf張相...wohoho... 佢地差不多都有帶相機, 變相係photo-taking團, 我當然就係"機佬"啦~ 我又enjoy既. med班人好好玩, 成日叫我做老世, 可能因為一開始我講d野好似好勁(係佢地問中我識o個d野�), 之後食野又叫我一齊坐, 一齊影相, 都未帶過咁開心既團, 話曬我都第一次正式帶pti, 都驚有d不足之處, 帶佢地又好似ok wor...
去到坤記, 應該話望到至真, 呀姐已經叫我, hahaha~真係好開心, 佢地都收檔, 畀八折我地仲有得免費食茶果, 太感動啦~ 因為無曬我like既涼茶, 佢話下次整多d... haha~只係講吓我已經好開心.
出返去赤柱, 我自己走左去行吓, 為我既mega project做準備. stanley真係一個好地方, 有機會多d時間行耐d就好啦...
上左車, 記得有msg未聽... 嘩~係kelvin呀~佢話我知佢買左phone card, 可以帶畀佢... 好吖, 又一個令我覺得自己仲有意思既人, 雖然佢唔係我咩人, 但係照顧佢見證佢成長都係好事.
返屋企又係做做做gee功課, 一路fuang住歌一路做簡直係舉呀, 不過聽左三隻碟都未做完, 有d灰... 我得既~
一點先收皮... 想睇睇有無流星... 幾分鐘就瞓左.


>>November 17, 2003 at 12:42:59 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 14 日 星期五 【乍暖還寒】

今日一早出左去灣仔幫foe手briefing, 本來我以為好悶, 原來都ok既, 同返d組仔女見吓... 雖然唔係認到全部人, 成個過程都幾融洽!
上返foe settle down之後, 大家去左扒王之王食lunch,好好傾又好好笑...
我散水去左坐ferry...雖然好似好唔合群, 但係我plan左既野無人可以改我, even我o係灣仔我都無call QQ, 因為我知如果佢得閒, 一定要我上去玩吓, 我又一定唔捨得會見佢... 咁我既行程又泡湯...
好鍾意坐船, 都係d情結吧... 到tst梗係行去旺角shopping啦~ 半個鐘! yea~剛剛好到信和, 隻腳好返要操番fit, 呢個月無節制咁食野, 肥左超多... 要努力呀!!! 竟然行行吓發覺有miss call... argh!!! 係QQ! 心靈感應?! hahaha~
特登帶多d$$去買cd, 星期三見到orange pekoe同kylie既cd都唔夠$買, 仲要同o個個corrs fan入貨...呀...無左kylie呀, 但好在買到tocse, 唔使買貴貨...
見有d時間, 上埋trendy zone先! 呀~~~我去開o個間精品店結業清貨呀... o個度d老闆娘超好人~成日同我傾計, 又介紹新貨畀我, 我講過買過咩都記得, 最 like d將我既野上心既人^^ 好多日本keychain都有平~我買左好多隻, choco cake我留畀自己, 其他... 好唔捨得老闆娘佢地呀~ 上面三樓o個間我都覺得無咁好...
坐對頭車返屋企, 一路聽orange pekoe既modern light, 好jazz, 重afro feel左, 唔係唔好, 不過都係organic plastic吸引d...
返到屋企第一時間做功課, 呀~大佬話幫我睇睇我份chi hw,wa~~~真係好左好多!! 行文流暢左好多... 我睇完真係有喊既衝動, 因為實在好彩有人幫忙, 如果我唔係最低分的話, 大佬~我請係食飯!
"小女子無以為報, 願以身相許..." 都好驚吓...^^
QQ打返畀我, 都係d technical problem... 唔係找我啦, bro!
又有大project要做... 睇吓有無現貨先...結果執拾左好耐... 哈哈都有d貨, 希望做到我想做咁啦... 又希望個收件人會appreciate啦...

>>November 15, 2003 at 1:55:18 PM GMT+8