2003 年 5 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

jasmine 第一個quit 宿，佢話好唔捨得間hall，臨別依依，我未要真係搬野走，未有feel，不過知道下年唔會再三個一齊住，不其然會有d失落。三個女仔可以有好好感情，可以傾心事，可以分憂，可以替對方高興，可以替對方著急，確實是一個緣份。兩年同居生活，話咁快就過了。大家冇大吵過，印象中連細吵都冇tim，係咪好神奇呢，我開始住宿會compromise下，漸漸已覺得冇話要compromise d 咩，自自然然咁過左兩年，我真係當hall 係一個home~~
我地三個既時間好夾，三個女仔一個墟會出現，但多數是晚上十一、二點起碼先會有機會人齊，不過幾乎每日宿舍輪流都會有d人stay 係到，星期六、日不話下，連sars個假都係，故此導致厠紙短缺的問題好嚴重，嘉慧話我地會食厠紙，開新一卷，兩日左右就可以消晒。速度之快，令人滴汗。同佢地住的遺憾可能係好好好多晚都係自己一個人食dinner，三個人一齊開飯都不過幾次而已，三個人一齊煮飯有三次，昨晚是第三次，三人煮quit 宿飯。我地整左三樣菜色，份量多得連煲飯都未食過。可以感受下三個人下厨的樂趣，作為大家分別的禮物。

>>May 29, 2003 at 6:56:59 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 26 日 星期一 【陰】

WOW~
今天天陰，害怕天氣天氣變壞，不能出海了。
不過未能與莊員玩水 ，那麼我就與中同們出海，可以齊人一起去玩就好了。

.昨夜開fyp，有d果成果，大家都清楚多d我們做的方向，討論時 何b同 john c係時"ar" starting time, 其實我都唔知佢地"ar"的用意，我幾俾心機去聽佢地"ar"緊咩，不過tune唔到台，唯有讓佢地繼續"ar"，結果time staring from 黑膠粵語唱片面世，其實係我聲大大咁講出，因為唔想佢地keep on discussion，我有點累ma....... 不過佢地都冇反對。好似我同corrie 都比較靜，好係將d工作shift 過去俾d男士討論咁，o.... 下會會積極參與討論。我轉數慢，跟唔上佢地咁........
不過，大家ar 下ar 下，傾下傾下，出到d野出黎，感覺唔錯。未來日子，我還要努力去約三位大爺開會，可惡的是唔會reply icq msg，知道就麻煩send 個 ok 過黎 ma~~ 可愛的是d 人會遲大到，咁就會屈請食飯，哈哈，佢地三個都會好易請我食飯。雖然我有錢開飯，但係俾人請都會感到有賺。
. 我的脾氣都好大，嘻，事緣都係fyp 開會，一個等三個的情形下，tom com 見到fiona，佢話見到何b同john c 好似辦工~~ 唔記得要開會咁，叫我去找找他們，我立即同佢講："我唔去叫佢地，如果佢地真係唔記得，咁唔開law，再者，開會大遲到，令到我好嬲的話，我唔約開fyp tim!!!" 如果佢地連會都記得去開，咁係咪冇擺個心去個fyp，就算做得再好都係假，我都會唔開心。不過，脾氣話走就走，見到佢地後，我都唔覺得自己有過咪脾氣，開始討論。個陣，我知道發脾氣係於事冇補，not productive，我應該call 佢地先最有用，咁個會都開得成，對fyp最 好，不過，講真，假如冇人到，氣上心頭，我會由得佢流會算了，然後番房發惡~。好不負責任，但我會咁做，唉，但係如果call 佢地，佢地一定會到，大家開fyp~ 我就會好過d。corrie 講得好，原來我都好小氣。我的朋友，幸苦了，不時受著我的壞脾氣，最大受害者可會是娥娥同陳桂貞呢。

. 同fion 和陳桂貞行街街，開心~~ 好似好少同fion 行過街，不過辛苦了，見你著住對高跟鞋，好辛苦之餘，都同我地去逛街，真係做阿媽既的偉大，總之當年認你做阿媽，唔做你情夫啦~~~~ fion 好好€~ 我對買衫揀衫的真的不行，淨係識睇價錢牌。有人話ok~!我就會買，所以你話條褲好睇，咁就買左了，其實我都未睇清楚，不過多一左條褲，好了，唔駛煩住去買褲著了，都煩左好耐了。


>>May 27, 2003 at 3:33:10 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 23 日 星期五 【晴】

好累呀~~
玩得好累 做得好累~~
做lab，補習，通宵k，見 fyp prof.，做lab，睇matrix 2，又補習
宜家準備搬家。

嘻嘻，下星期可以出海就好了~~~

其實好煩，宜家日日都要plan 下整日要幾時做d咩。我的精神狀態 level 唔高，唔可以亂咁把時間fill up 到就去玩，攪到好似睇睇下matrix 累到恰著左。不過，有得玩都係玩咪去，下個月尾開始未必有咁多時間玩了。


>>May 24, 2003 at 9:49:07 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

我多了一份補習工作，星期六下午我會去i ed 附近的一個屋苑，希望我可以把握到這一份補習，那麼我的收入來源再多一點，我便可以擁有穩固一點的財政，讓我可以玩多一點。我將會與同房們一同遠征澳門，又會和中同們吃喝玩樂，參與莊聚、組聚又需一筆小款(if any)。大家可以不太常有高消費活動便好了。其實我估我會做大o輔導員，那個花費真的很大呢，由聯誼、pre camp到正camp可能要用到一千大元有多吧。我不想錯過了這個summe的大o，以另一個身份去貼近 o camp。o camp oc 開工，有點雀躍 tim，辛苦了，加油。
做左兩晚盲妹~~多謝goose的照料和帶路。周圍都矇查查，感覺不錯，不過眼睛會有點乾。

>>May 22, 2003 at 10:37:39 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

Yesterday~~


. I am exhausted. Today(20/5) is my second day in the lab for the FYP research. It is wonderful that I learnt more about what I am going to do in the research. Feeling more secure, I try my best in learning the things for the research. Since the mice will occupy lots of my time, I have to turn down a part time job. It pays 3000 as a whole. However, I can’t afford two free mornings in the weekdays. $3000 goes away. I have learnt that I will have an economic crisis for my basic living in CU for the long, long holiday. Fortunately, much time will be spent on the research which means I may not have too much time to play around and spend lots of money. I will be free in a month time for a bit more relaxing activities. Please ask me to play within this period of time. Starting from taking care mice, I probably will not be free. It may start in late JUNE.
. Today, I learn to grab a mouse and feed it with water. I do it quite well. I believe no mice will die from my hand when I grab it. It is not difficult as I am not afraid of touching it and holding it. I can use 2 fingers to hold the back of neck of the mouse, adding some force. Then use the smallest finger to press on its hind leg. The mouse no longer moves and becomes quiet. However, my hand is too small to keep the mouse straight for better feeding. It is an interesting lesson. Mice may bite hands if fingers hold it with a bit wrong positions. It will be not a great matter but bleeding. Their teeth are sharp. My success may come from my cruelty. The mouse looks poor. In the future, I have to help take care 40 mice. No longer an interesting thing I believe.
. In the morning, prof. told me that I did badly in a major final. My mid term of that major was no good indeed. It took me half an hour to relieve from the sadness. Actually, I will not be surprised when I get 3rd honors in the graduation. Of course, I will work much, much harder to escape from the surprise. I am in yr 2 so my result is fixed for more than half. My Yr 1 friend, please do not think you will get 3rd honor definitely as your result reach to just one third. Please not allow you to be as lazy as now while you feel hopeless. It is quite irony to me when I am having the same situation now. My words may be too subtle to let you know I am very unhappy and sad when you told me that you had no hope, keeping lazy. I know that you can act better. Don’t walk the same way as mine, you being not as smart as me. You have a- year time to change everything. What I foresee is that you will probably get a 3rd honors when keep on your attitude the coming year. I am a loser, who does not want you to be the same kind of loser, not fully because of the ability, but laziness. Please not get angry at my heavy words. Remember , ask me to play.




>>May 20, 2003 at 10:53:02 PM GMT+8