2006 年 9 月 28 日 星期四 【晴】

A/ N today..........

still a runner for A ar, ok busy because too many cases...... got some feel of A8!

我得手好心帶 case to toilet, she claimed to hv BO, but finally no result, then i take her back to bed, she 一個箭步衝上床, at that moment, my only thinking is: 你咁勁, 駛鬼用 stick 咩! 出院都得啦!
then i say to her that she has to sit out, and she suddenly cried out saying she got low back pain, she won't seat, she has already sit for 2 hr la ........ she hv to lie on bed, 仲叫我做下好心....... i say: 呢度邊個唔係背脊痛, 心口痛, 頭暈眼花, 腳痺無力? 人地個個都仲坐緊呀! 你坐2個鐘, 我想坐都無得坐呀! 由一返工行到而家, 行左 6 個鐘啦! then she replied: 咁你咪坐 lor, 又無話唔俾你坐....... 我話:唔係唔坐得, 不過我坐係度邊個帶你去廁所先? 你估我唔駛做呀? then she replied: 你咁好心, 第時實嫁個好老公ge...........被阿婆激死我.............

then other staff advice me not to enter thaat cubicle, so troblesoem......... 好心?!

>>September 29, 2006 at 3:37:05 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

P again today....... sleep till 1100, don't know why still very sleepy.......

wanna go travel, wanna do something meaningful, wanna get some changes, wanna do things quicker, wanna be smarter, wanna settle the debt, wanna be free.......
i want someone to tell me what to do....... i want to hear voice from my heart

tmr A/N, today already 32 cases, nearly full house le....... busy but don't know what i am busying......
IOD, 夾親手好痛, 起了個 blister, 用duoderm protect.......但無出聲, 無人知.........

Nov night draft duty............ sleeping day go to take photos? o........ i request AO not A/N..........

23 days left........

>>September 27, 2006 at 10:10:21 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 26 日 星期二 【晴】

忽發奇想........ 如果世界上真的有一個水迷宮, 我也很想去走一走, 但這是試探神嗎? 神, 你為我預備了甚麼? 是我未夠努力, 太早放棄, 還是我太勉強別人成為我心中的那個他? 不是我想離開, 而是我找不到在你心中可以立足之地.......... 我不可能改變別人甚麼, 但聖靂可以. 雖然我不曉得, 但我深信你為我所預備的必定是最好的! 試探神唯一的方法就是祈禱, 所以唯一可以做的就是懇切祈禱吧!

多謝恆!

24 days left......

P today, runner, ~ 30 case today lu, many people le, crowded........ disappointed.........

>>September 27, 2006 at 10:05:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】

O today, hea @ home~ rest...... i need to rest peacefully........

fatter?! hv to do more exercise, not only to lose weight, but also healthier and i need 安多芬........

wanna visit South Pole....... but $60000 for 1 guy....... quickly settle the debt in this 3 yrs time!

dinner with Becky @ 魚米家, the service and staff are so strange le........... won't go again i think......
glad to meet Becky today, thx for ur dinner! congratualations for ur pass in driving exam~

buy a cloth in mega sale~

25 days left! my faith is still so little.......

>>September 25, 2006 at 10:43:14 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 24 日 星期日 【暴雨】

hv breakfast with Cat and go to church together in the morning. accidentaly found out something and this makes me realize something that is very important.......... mixed feeling.........

my faith in people is really small.......

P today, got 6 suspect scabies cases bathing today....... outbreak?! first time done so many bed making in this ward le......

today team B, so unfamiliar with the case........ luckily not many case!

sister 請 tea for the six bathings today, Nov night duty draft appeared......

26 days left! add oil~

>>September 25, 2006 at 11:50:37 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 24 日 星期日 【暴雨】

這個念頭再次浮現........ 到底甚麼時候才是說分手的最好時候? 我想還是等你 10 月生日之後, 11月我影畢業相之前吧! 那麼有人陪你過生日應該會開心一點, 而且也不會有被人過橋抽板的感覺..........

我想你還是太天真了, 我真的沒有信心你能夠保護到我, 你的事我都放心不下, 你好像連自己也保護不了照顧不了, 何況是我.......... 太多不同的觀點與角度......... 我也有很多的堅持, 卻只有很小的信心, 我已經很累了, 已經沒有心力再維繫一段我看不到有將來的感情, 太多事我管不了, 太多的無奈與悲傷......... 所以我不想知也不想管, 只想理好自己的生活.........

i love u........ but no use! 距離那一天還有 26 天.......... 你說過, 這世界上無話邊個無邊個唔得, 我想是對的!

>>September 24, 2006 at 11:30:44 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

A today, team A , transfer in a complicated case le..... only handover need 20 mins.......

scabies outbreak?! ai....... luckily the ward not many case je.........

off and join Cat, mum go out to hv dinner , so i go to BBQ in Cat's home, ate many meat tim.........very windy tonight~

wanna go to picnic~

>>September 25, 2006 at 12:18:38 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

p today....... waken up by a wrong phone call this morning.......... slept badly last night le, tired and headache as a result.......

boiling the 《愛情魔法師》，scan through all~

go to work and asked about the parking problem, i hv to get the liscence first wor......... that means i hv to learn driving?!

thank you Ann very much for your 波羅的海 's gift~ u are so nice! hope i can visit The Poles like u la~
first time receive gift from ward staff le~

continue my team A IC. haha...... actually I am not familiar with the case, but now the ward is ~25 case, much better la.......

first time call take away in YCH le, ok wor~ really very quick!

>>September 22, 2006 at 10:22:06 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

A tooday, sleepy~

continue my team A, luckily not many treatment changed after Dr round~

afternoon take a nap and night go to hv dinner in Cat's home~

sleep poor at night ar! get up and watch till 0200..........

>>September 22, 2006 at 10:31:02 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

P today le~

haven't work for so long, unfamiliar ar........

still too slow la........ contact relative and OAH........troublesome!

>>September 22, 2006 at 10:28:11 PM GMT+8