2007 年 2 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

panda = on the verge of extinction = massive yet dependant on a plant that dies every 7 years = rediculous = extinction is inevitible = eat low nutritional bamboo = low reproductive rate = low fittness = selected upon = the only bear that eats vegetation only = special yet retaraded

and i too. am a panda

>>February 10, 2007 at 5:17:53 PM GMT+8

2007 年 2 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

一分鐘前~我重系道詛咒緊出卷果個~無晒信心~前途一片黑暗~
一分鐘後~我心入面果團火番黎啦~就系因為呢個test做得唔好~要今晚KO其他科~

多謝你~陳大J~

>>February 9, 2007 at 9:11:00 AM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 18 日 星期四 【颳風】

今日事情如不願　今日問題如不盡 像處圈中圈　了斷也了不斷 沒揀擇冷或暖　甜和酸　晴天雨季　缺或圓 全部受落　才是活得真正全 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 或者一段感情既難能可貴唔系因為大家一齊經過順境~ 而系大家一齊挨過一個又一個既逆境~ 最後嘗到甜味~都只因為前面的酸﹐苦﹐辣~ 過程中學會珍惜~學會期待 然而~還是看不清未來~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 失足不怕甚麼　失手不怕甚麼 通通不算甚麼　我領教得多 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have been through the worst, so now let's try aiming high, since there's nothing to lose, and i have lost enough by not trying enough ...... "wat's enough?" you asked it's never enough, try as hard as u might and you can always still try harder but if you don't try with all you might in the first place how can you push your limit further down? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i dun blame you~ it's ok to whine once in a while but stop whining continously, especially if you haven't done enough knowingly please don't let work pile up on me again please stop watching tv pleasue, even if you are tired... dont' sleep until you have done the work give me a reason to carry on give me confidence to succeed myself give me determination to never fall back ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Who's to say~ What's impossible~ Well they forgot~ This world keeps spinning~ And with each new day~ I can feel a change in everything~ And as the surface breaks reflections fade~ But in some ways they remain the same~ And as my mind begins to spread its wings~ There's no stopping curiosity~ I want to turn the whole thing upside down~ I'll find the things they say just can't be found~ I'll share this love I find with everyone~ We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs~ This world keeps spinning and there's no time to waste~ Well it all keeps spinning spinning round and round~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ sky is the limit!!!!

>>January 19, 2007 at 3:45:44 AM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 20 日 星期三 【颳風】

嘩~鐘於考完晒試喇~ 唔知系咪尋晚訓得太少~我個腦唔多function~ 搞到今朝做完份卷想check卷既時候~ 原全睇唔明自己寫過D咩囉~算啦~過左去我都唔諗喇~ 等拒出分先算啦~ 今日雖然好累~又唔夠精神~但系真系好好玩~ 我地成班人去左kelvin屋企開partyXDDDD~ 一邊玩wii一邊食薯片真系最佳既享受~ 不過kelvin好驚我地整烏糟個wii controller~ 甘唯有叫cindy同kathy餵我食薯片喇~真系嘆到呢XDD 用wii玩mini game真系好正~我最鐘意就系果個monkeyball遊戲~ 其他遊戲我勁輸~不過唔緊要~我耍茅超~一隻手噤住kelvin個control 第隻手贏拒~茅人有茅福~贏左XDDD 等到人齊我地重玩砌薑餅屋+薑餅火車比賽~ 呢架ginger bread train系jess果team人砌既~ 而呢間靚靚gingerbread house就系我地呢邊砌架~ 好明顯我地贏左成條街喇XDDDDDDDDDD 可惜我地食得太飽~所以無人食到間屋同埋架車~ 砌完gingerbreadhouse/train就到拆禮物既時間喇~ 我今年個secret santa竟然系hymenXDDD 最搞笑既系本來要估邊個甘麻... 點鬼知hymen系張card道寫明系拒送囉~ 笑到我死啦XDDDDDDDDD張卡上面有兩隻豬架~ 好明顯死仔hymen系道笑緊我肥喇~ 收到hymen送既頸巾都幾開心~ 但系更開心係cindy特登整左一人一棵聖誕樹俾我地~ 好sweet sweet XD 好靚亞~我都唔捨得食~ 最痴線系亞rich~一囉左棵rice crispie christmas tree就即刻咬左啖~ 笑鬼死我地XD~因為亞rich成晚無停過~不斷地食野~ 重要好似jason甘~食極都唔肥~真系衰亞>O< 最後玩到兩點幾~終於影埋大合照先番屋企~ 就正如亞虫都會話~HOHOHO MERRYCHRISTMAS~聖誕快樂亞XD

>>December 22, 2006 at 3:57:27 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

你信唔信惡有惡報?
系咪我對人好衰?系咪我做錯左D咩?
所以先同屋企人關係甘差?
點解今日又會同家姐鬧交架~我好怕拒......
好無用~連讀書都無心機~
我唔想去banquet啦~我咩都唔想諗~唔想知~
我淨系想去番以前~唔知屋企既大小事~
唔想理~我想逃避~我想籬埋唔見人

>>December 16, 2006 at 2:32:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

compared to others who ar in universities
i believe i have quite a dull life
my life consists of..... studying.. studying... and studying...
since i am off for 2 weeks from work due to exams
is it just due to exams? nah. it's a bunch of midterms that lasts 2 months
and now the finals. luckily i have only got 3 and they ar quite evenly spaced apart
dec 11 9-11 zoo345 EAST HALL IN UC
dec 18 2-4 zoo362 BR200 (Room 200, Brennan Hall, St. Michael's College, 81 St. Mary Street)
dec 20 9-12 bio323 BN3 (Upper Small Gymnasium, Benson Building, 320 Huron Street (south of Harbord Street), Third Floor)
something to look forward to after exams...
dec 20 --> christmas party at kelvin's (gingerbread man decorations + secret santa)
dec 28 --> UTCSA christmas banquet (alice in wonderland with jen and munXDDD, it will just be like old times at prom!!!!! i wanna see ur dresses gals)
jan5-7 --> overnight ski trip to blue mount (with my lovely zoo buddies!!!)
and for now. studying at robarts ain't that bad... at least there's jee XD my korean buddy with me

jee: winnie the poohXD
win: jee the seaweedXD

>>December 9, 2006 at 11:46:06 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

ever felt like you were adopted?
this is how i felt when i got stabbed in the heart again and again
it sucks like shit~ do you have a problem with me doing well?
why is it that you never see the achievements i made?
and only told me of things that i didn't do well ENOUGH on?
it's 1 thing to hope your kids will do well,
and it's another to try to make them feel bad just so you feel that you have done your job,
and apparently you guys don't care how i turn out to be,
you just think i am not doing enough? isnt' that right?
stop the bullshit and the pretending to be nice to me.
i can see through all of it just like that now, i am not 3 anymore.
and i don't get pushed around as easily as before...
don't ever try to give me a hideous stare and hope i will be scared
coz i wont' anymore!!! you can yell all you want, i am shutting you guys out
and this time, it's for good
you murdered me once again with your words
now that my heart is dead, you can't hurt me anymore
you can try all you might, but it just won't work anymore
come hurt me, it's not like the first time anywaz
i am sorry to have you disappointed
but the pain you brought me will only make me stronger
and in the end i will never forgive you

thanks for showing me the cruelty of this world
no one could have done it better than you guys!
bravo!

don't worry, i will never ask you to pay for my tuition
since you guys never planned to do that for us anywaz
sometimes i wonder why you would buy RESP if you don't wanna support our education
and then other times i try to justify for you and tell myself maybe for 1 secound you actually loved us
but now, that 1 second is lost too, good job!

it's to a certain extent that i actually wish for them to die
i dun think i will even shed a tear, it's amazing how cold i have become

i wanna leave....................

>>December 5, 2006 at 1:55:28 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 2 日 星期六 【乍雨乍晴】

尋日終於考晒兩個月黎所有既midterms啦~
真系好開心~雖然要番工~但系依然好開心XD~
早幾日系學校過夜刨書~系katrin個dorm度~
雖然話溫書~都傾左陣計~拒講番我第一次話拒知同jason點識~
原來當時拒系好擔心架>O<~不過唔淨只拒~
亞jen~奶媽等等都好驚~大家都唔睇好網戀~又怕我蹤個頭埋去~
拒地分別系過後講番俾我知~聽到拒地甘講~
個心好暖~原來你地系甘關心我既XDDDDDDDD
不過呢~你地多心啦~其實我唔系你地諗得甘軟弱既~
當時我真系抱住番左香港先算既心態~
無諗過會唔會work out~可能系唔敢諗甘遠~
又或者系舵鳥政策喇~諗住唔去諗D衰野D衰野就唔會發生~
不過好好彩~過左年幾喇~被重重既幸福包圍住~
呢段關係就算唔系完美~亦都差不遠了~
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有時都會擔心幾年後會點~將來會點~
我地既將來又會系點~望得好遠好遠~
先發覺幾遠大既理想都要一步一步甘走出黎~
與其愕高頭~望甘遠~倒不如望住而家腳下呢一步~
行好呢一步~然後再行下一步~或三五年後望番轉頭~
已經一步一步甘行到去我地要去既地方呢~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sick and tired of retail jobs, i wish i can work at a lab too
the pride, the distinction from the rest of the retail ppl
ya i'm just that shallow, which is why i gotta remember wat keeps me going,
the fact that i am only at second cup for the money~ that's what~
how sad~ i am not even a coffee drinker~
well~ the bottom line is... i have debts to pay and parents to please~
yes, i do envy the wealthy kids who leeches off their parents
but watever, you can't change that!!!
all i can say to myself is you are much better off than other ppl
stop complaining!!! but i just can't seem to stop =(
oh well, it must be the night, i am always moody at nite anywaz
wat do they call it again? schizophernia -_-
wat i should really do? less whining, more working
heading to bed now XD

>>December 3, 2006 at 11:37:59 AM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 25 日 星期六 【晴】

9.天公地道

歌手：陳奕迅 | 作曲：徐偉賢
填詞：黃仲凱 | 編曲：Davy Chan/C Y

沒有際遇會預告　輪到你才會輪到
你攀不上　高貴的國度
未夠老但努力行快了半步
終於使你被稱作好事之徒

大智慧未有學到　矛盾處才會來到
最終宣判　可笑的噩耗
幻覺破滅了　現實卻使你不知所措
世界　能令你　自動變身被告　Oh...

＊這一刻　你壞了氣數　置身一片大霧
　別期望會　搏到
　抖一抖　讓有變無　退出這線路
　重投你喜好＊

兜一圈　也未算劫數　抹走這串問號
微笑裡過渡會更好　這種天國高攀不到
沒甚麼可以投訴

在哪裡獨個漫舞　流放到誰個懷抱
你總可以　輕快的散步
視野變換了　命運也不是這麼深奧
世界　仍在轉　日後再可上訴　Oh...

REPEAT＊

兜一圈　也未算劫數　抹走這串問號
微笑裡過渡會更好　這種審判憤慨不到
沒地方給你投訴

偏偏世界　是這種制度
越放膽說　越說越說　你代價便更高
如何突破這四面環抱　你要找的公道
雖說還未碰到　前面有路

轉一轉　你混帳氣數　撥開這片大霧
未來自會　看到
抖一抖　換個嗜好　找新的去路
重投你喜好

兜一圈　你未會變老　勇敢些去讓步
在轉角會遇上更好　一生機遇總猜不到

轉一轉　你混帳氣數　撥開這片大霧
能勇退也未算太糟　天空海闊總可找到
為什麼需要煩躁
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sometimes you find yourself lost in a thick fog
yet however you tried, you just can't find a way out
why not slow the pace down,
halt to a little rest before picking up where u left off

>>November 25, 2006 at 8:32:01 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 24 日 星期五 【微冷】

好累喔!!!一番到屋企第一個反應系想dum低晒所有野訓番覺好既~
我諗我真系可以衫都唔換撻落床就訓得著囉~
但系實在太多野溫喇~所以唯有箍起晒D頭髮換過件衫再博殺喇~
番工已成為routine~一切都settle down~幾好幾好~
好想同jason好似其他情侶甘拖住手去0加啡店溫書溫通宵~
一齊帶住頭箍溫書~溫到悶又可以mit下拒~XDDDDDD
洽著左拒又會用薯片叫醒我XD~
就系甘少野~唔洗去邊度玩~只要有你系身邊~造咩都可以好溫馨~
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好想好想跟你一起砌雪人~
幻想中你會指著雪人跟我說~哈哈~跟你一樣的肥呢~
每當想到我們將來會一起建造的回憶~
我便會失去控制地傻笑~
不論是在搭地鐵回家的路上﹐還是在聽教授授課的時候~
思想會不自覺地飄到你身上~然後嘴角自然地向上俏~
如果你在我身邊~必定會輕輕敲我的頭再說句"笨蛋"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
倒數喜歡陳生的100個原因
100)喜歡你叫我笨蛋~就像個匿稱一樣~
99)喜歡看你為我著急的樣子~可以借小事看到你有多著緊我XD
98)喜歡你跟我開玩笑~但你卻笑說你是在開我的玩笑~
97)喜歡你半睡半醒傻傻的聲線~有時還會問我是誰XD
96)喜歡你怎吃也只像個火柴人~好讓我有籍口把薯片搶過來~
95)喜歡你寵我~讓我也能充當一次任性的小女孩~
94)喜歡你不大理會他人的眼光~也只有這樣的你我才會在銀行裡大唱大叫吧~
93)喜歡你頓起那個很惡很惡的樣子~就像爸爸對著做錯事的子女那般~很有親切感呢~
92)喜歡你說話永遠長篇大論~說了半句鐘還未入正題~好佩服喔!!!!
91)喜歡你唱同步過冬那段rap~真的好好笑~好笑過陳輝揚@好好笑
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>>November 25, 2006 at 11:48:23 AM GMT+8