2006 年 3 月 16 日 星期四 【乍雨乍晴】

去完camp喇
果然一d都唔好玩

第一日去ge時候要搭6個鐘車
係架train度已經唔舒服係咁嘔
去到ge時候超大雨
倒水咁濟
仲要冒雨行上山上面射箭
我去到射箭場ge時候已經發緊燒
即刻俾送返去休息
dinner之後d男仔同michelle玩排球
我就坐係側邊睇佢地玩
點知....
有一球打咗嚟我嗰邊
有個男仔為咗救波撲咗嚟我度
佢隻手插到我隻眼lo
仲要差d錫到我=.=
最無奈ge係佢知整親我之後好似阿哥tum細妹咁摸我個頭lo
但我明明就係大過佢
打完排球之後去see movie
係睇棟篤笑lo
一d都唔明>O<
之後就俾人趕去瞓覺lu

第二日朝早佢地去玩划艇
但我未好返無得玩>.<
下晝去玩繩網陣
超高lo
上到去腳陣
不過都有玩完
夜晚又係玩排球
咁我無聊咪玩下lo
點知俾michelle個表弟話咩怕痛就唔好玩la
咁我聽到都無mood la
咪返上房lo
係樓梯口度有個boy話215號房有girls party
叫我入去
咁我唔知咩事咪行過去lo
點知我一行度房門口
俾人"呯"一聲閊咗道門
嗰一下呆咗lo
俾著平時ge我一定衝入去鬧人
但我無
我竟然係走返入房喊.....
本身已經get到d人唔係咁like我
一來語言ge problem
一來真係有岐視
積積埋埋已經唔開心
係度一個fd都無
仲要病緊
個人勁軟弱
發生d咁ge事
就一次過爆出嚟係咁喊
好無用呀呵?!?!?!

第三日都無咩嘢
只係夜晚玩完排球返到上房抖唔到氣
because間房超焗
抖唔到氣兼暈
最後俾阿sir抱咗落去to get fresh air
嚇死michelle lo
因為我差d不醒人事=.=
之後抖咗1 hour後就無事喇
搞到好似好大件事咁>O<

其實成個camp唔好玩lo
始終同d人唔熟
如果係同自己d fd去就正lo

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:04:40 PM GMT+8

2006 年 3 月 12 日 星期日 【乍寒還暖】

好多日無寫日記lu
有幾樣嘢想講

第一就係3月4日我同子炫分咗手
今次我一定唔會再心軟

第二就係阿媽已經訂好咗機票
4月4日就飛返HK lu
好羨慕喔

第三就係今個星期有個馬來西亞ge男仔嚟咗我哋o個級
係Michelle個表弟
不過佢超似頌lo
令我d個星期處於驚嚇狀態
佢唔止樣似連行為舉止都似lo
搞到我次次見到個男仔以為見到頌tim

第四就係我星期一至星期四要去camp
跟學校去ge
同平時去ge好大分別
都唔況好玩得去邊
不過最慘ge係我要凌晨5點40分返到school集合
痴線架!!!

第五就係睇咗阿如ge新日記
諗多咗好多嘢
我明明就唔鐘意將事情諗得好複雜
但就偏偏將好多嘢簡單複雜化

第六係我擺咗d新相去相簿
有臨走前2日影ge相同係Ireland ge相
大家去睇下喇

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:05:56 PM GMT+8

2006 年 2 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

few week did not write diary la
in fact nothing to say ar...
so boring....=.=

the special thing is....
my mother need come bake to HK la...
one month later...
have little bit unhappy la
but I know I am lucky ka la...
I get 4 month can live with mother and father
I think I cannot have one day before ka...
and my mother said if I did not come back HK this summer hoilday she will go to here again

and the other thing is...
I know I cannot come back to Hk this summer hoilday la....
very unhappy ar!!!!!
maybe need wait to next year ge summer hoilday ar....
god >O<

不要說你不知道　難道你沒感覺到
沒有更糟並不代表會變好
再也沒爭吵　不是對方更重要
而是我們終於明瞭一切　沒必要
知道　再也不需要

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:06:17 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 25 日 星期三 【乍雨乍晴】

终於寫到中文喇
因為find到手寫板~^^~
太好喇！！！

今日....
無奈咯=.=
究竟應唔應該再俾機會he呢?!
我唔想再失望喇
我想要嘅係會錫我,了解我,俾到幸福我嘅人,
最重要嘅係心甘情願等我返HK！
少則三年多則七年呀！
我知係好難
我唔想有咗希望之後又失望多次呀！！！

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:07:27 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 23 日 星期一 【乍雨乍晴】

this time is very serious la
we don't have choic ar...
...in fact is me....
I am so mind what u said before la.....
I cannot forget ar....
is equal u cannot forget that thing....


today talk with chung a long time.....
rember help me buy those thing ar....
thank you very much la~
I am so happy ar...
because I think we go back to the past la~^^~

良心發現
唱: 關智斌 / 鍾欣桐
曲: Vincent Chow@ Sense
詞: 李峻一
編: 黃艾倫 / 翁瑋盈
監: 周初晨@ U's Music
G 若是能回到舊時 但願 誰良心發現
彼此 重頭再愛 錯誤也會早些去醫
K 怪我 太過不智 忘記 體恤關注 強令對方配合自己
K+G 不會退一點
*K+G 難得相愛 卻沒法拋棄自由
G 你太自我 如何侍候(忍受)
K 到底如何奉獻才足夠
K 承認有錯我不想講借口
G 承認有錯你不想講借口
G 遙望並無惑星
K 閃過宇宙
G 牽你手
K 靠著妳
K+G 而欲語還休 誰勉強壓下對方 彼此都不會得手 傷害夠*
G 自問 從前太霸道 像是 蠻橫的細路
今天是現眼報 要獨個去走這長路
K 妳我 沒法相處 誰有罪也不懂寬恕 強令對方配合自己
K+G 不會退一點
Repeat*
K 妳我亦有無窮願望
G 彼此也只盼成全自己
K+G 而伴侶從來未設想過 私心太多
Repeat*with( )
G 求讓我再用百倍溫柔
K 留住妳 我願意無限遷就
K+G 都不想你願走

>>March 18, 2006 at 6:57:01 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 20 日 星期五 【乍雨乍晴】

相愛同相處係兩回事
相愛唔等於一切
能唔能夠相處先係最重要
就算相愛
唔能夠相處都唔應該係埋一齊

right ma?

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:07:07 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 14 日 星期六 【乍寒還暖】

have something bad happen
about him....
why?
still now...
more than one year la
the problem still can not solve...
I knew...I give him one year....
before I leaf HK...he cannot forget that thing....
I knew after I leaf HK...he still cannot forget it...althought he promised me...
now I am in Ireland 3 months la....
2/3 ge times were saying that thing......
it is not useful....
many many time said that thing we must fright.....
maybe that thing cannot be solve forever ka la....
but that problem cannot solve....we cannot together ar....
I know this before...but I don't want to say it is right....
but now....I must say...it is right la....
I cannot 避
3 days ago....
I know...I must make a choic....
he told me....
if we still together...may be have one day he will think we are still togrther is wrong....
he will think he should not wait me.....wait one girl who had happened that thing...this is waste his time
but if we break up......he will think it choic is wrong too....because he give up one girl who is his most love...and treat he very good...
what I can say????
he say he may be think it is wrong if he still together with me...
but I know he....he is not may be....he is must
so....
together.....one day he will told me it is wrong...
if not together...we must break up...
I think now.....u had change something ....the love for me...
this time...is the chance for us to make a decision,isn't it?
may be....this is the time la.....
I know....u understand what I am saying...
I know....u understand what I want to say...
one year and three months la....
in this one year and three months...we had one year frighted for that thing.....
I think is enought la.....
I don't want fright again and again la....
last month u give up fist...now I give up...
so we did not mind that promise la....
what we said who give up fist who must talk care other's life forever
don't care la.....it is not important...
u give up one time....I give up one time.....nothing la~

finally
I have one thing say to u
talk care la
go to find one people who is the right in your heart
I will not be that girl forever
because that thing....
forget me la
如果難過　請你忘了我


"別再做情人 做廢人 做仇人 不做情人 我是貓 我是狗 不是情人 寵物至少可以相親相愛相處誠懇"
"假裝甚麼都沒有發生 更為難"
"說出來 我們想再回頭已經沒有可能"
"其實我想說的 我早已經說過"
"如果說 要你說還愛我 是一種強迫 那麼我只想你告訴我 我算是甚麼"
"總找到理由 一次一次原諒你 我真討厭這個我 有更多理由 真的真的放棄你 卻又一再放任自己"
"不要說你不知道　難道你沒感覺到 沒有更糟並不代表會變好"
"而是我們終於明瞭一切　沒必要"
"何苦拖拖拉拉 分手說了就算 曾一起的光陰 珍惜留來懷念 痛快愛過 已足夠了 為何回頭道歉?"
"抑壓過 掙扎過 心軟過 改變過 總算是 相處過 擁抱過 歡笑過"
"甜蜜地愛你注定不可 但願讓我 努力說清楚 你 答應我 不可妄顧後果 快遠離我 我怕你真的會在乎我 越好越錯"
"戀愛事有命數 情來又去分開也好 灑脫畫句號"
"不懂得再怎麼扮幸運 原諒我"
"知感情完了 扮未發生"
"看 我們正對峙 懦弱地逃避了事 敷衍都算關注 瀟洒點結束不等於自私 分開方可各自開始"
"沒法拖手 這次 就要揮手"
"真心話 我跟你無謂再逗留"
"既決定了告辭 別冒昧來電救治 請收起你心意 瀟洒點結束不等於自私 不必假裝血流不止"
"為何最後你沒有 你沒有預先準備寬恕"
"如不可相愛 記住已足夠 從不必追究 有沒有以後 不再一對 為何需要理由 不要再麻木挽留"
"共你竟可這麼近 同時那麼遠"
"用了一支煙的時間掛念誰 浪費了幾分鐘的感情 計算得到還未算太累 而你似看穿我扮強悍"
笑我姿勢未純熟 吸了煙呼出眼淚 用那火機噠的一聲把快樂燃點 隨著風中翻飛煙圈消散 我亦明白應該走了"
"何來未來未開創 我對希望沒期望 未放開 提前釋放 明知道敗仗 就不應該對抗"
"能夠這樣 全靠你幫忙 將戀愛絕後的標準答案"
"有一天會為這首插曲 可笑|
"明白小小的失戀 不害人 更加添我 成熟感"
"或者 應該親口請你快走了 好走了 讓我知道 我們完了 沒了"
"I lost my soul, so I'll let it flow "
"如果只准許記低某幾段 誰要再記住曾經怎中箭"
"只想從前的溫馨 不數從前的罪證 怨懟過盛 忿忿不平 會煞掉幸褔的迴聲"
"只想纏綿的風景 不講如何熱烈火拼 要記住的我一早心領 其他 無意認領"
"情歌中精選最優美那一段 煩惱與缺憾其他一概不算"
"原來承諾 一早 消散 不可兌現"
"願望並未實現 你已對我倦厭 現在就剩下一堆可悲畫面"
"願愛戀 大過天而理想不必被蓋掩 就算想 還是要揀一邊 先發攻實戰"
"我共你 縱是有開心過 更多不快回憶 要清理"
"一起欣賞過 每齣戲 慣性儲下了 每張飛 今天一整套 也拋棄 沒証據 約會你"
"如果 讓我可將功補過 換我再不必哭 這麼多 還為你我之間的故事 換個結果"
"我需要長期備戰 無痛失戀怎可訓練 這種可能性 複習性 極度急需救兵"
"我的愛一天一點在你的世界裡擱淺 我已明白愛情有多危險 祇要過了今天 就會愛自己多一點 我的世界裡不會再有你的誓言"
"為何重頭又是這樣過 又這樣錯 深夜裡我哭泣靜待清早"
"今天我愛你又如何 為何又在傷害我 又感動我"

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:06:36 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 13 日 星期五 【乍寒還暖】

10+1+5
遊戲玩法:
10
先回答一條問題
請列出10樣最想做的事情(長期/短期亦可)
1) enjoy the feeling when I have family
2) have a good result in here
3) summer hoilday I can go back HK
4) I can save money to go to Japan when I am 18
5) keep friendship with all my friends
6) maybe...have one dream love
7) can be a lawyer or hotel manger
8) have a cafe with yung...ting...and kaka
9) father...mother....grandmother and me can live togrther
10) maybe....I want have one good elder brother again

+1
被點人士除左要答以下問題之外，仲要係最後加多一條問題

11. Sandy問: 如果時光可以倒流，你想回到哪時?
答: maybe is 23/06/2004...maybe is 17/12/2004...maybe is21/12/2004...maybe is 24/12/2004

12. Nic問: 大家可以用愛他人的心接受他過去和一切過失嗎?
答: in many situation I will

13. 程問: 如果真係要死……你想自己死先定係自己o既情人死先?
答: I am selfish...I will want me....die in love must be very good

14. 歡問: 點你名果個人係咪你愛既人之一? 十個愛有幾多個愛?
答: no

15. : 假如你識游水, 阿媽同愛人同時跌落海, 假設阿媽同愛人一樣體重, 救邊個先?
答: my mother know swimming....

16. Kev問: 當你寂寞時, 會想起誰?
答: Hong....Ming...Yung...Ting...KaKa...Yu...Yuen...Dor...

17. Dodo問: 在你的人生中, 最傷感/最唔開心係咩時期?
答: near 8 years old ge summer hoilday ge 1/8 night
near finish primary 3
last year ge first half year

18. Wilson問: 直到現在,你對兒時的理想/ 夢想還有堅持嗎?
答: no

19. Carlos: 覺得10年之後自己會係一個點樣既人
答: I don't know ar

20. Bowie問: 你會唔會唔敢示愛?
答: I must not

21. Wincy問: 依一刻, 你最想邊個出現係你面前?
答: Hong...Because I want to cry....he is the only one can make me smile immediately

22. Be@n問: 你會為理想而不惜一切嘛...?
答: I will not 不惜一切...but may be I can give up something

23. ★海晴㊣問：朋友 你的旅遊勝地 在哪裡喔!?
答: Japan

24. 嘟賢問：拍緊拖既你或暗戀緊人既你鍾意邊個(我指愛情既鍾意,唔好講d明星名出黎)？請列出全名,花名,年齡,外表 ,性格 (玩大D)
答： give up jo

25. he 問： mum........... 06 年有咩願望？
答：summer hoilday can go back HK

26.Jonathan問:你認為自己的人生意義在哪裡?
答: happy

27. brandon問: 當你要作一個重要決定時,你會先考慮自己,家人,親人,朋友定情人?
答: all...then make one decision....maybe will hurt some one....but I want is the most little

28.selong問: 有冇d咩人係你做錯事好想同佢講對唔住而你又冇同到佢講咖?
答: yes....yuen

29:奶問: 請列出你最好既朋友名5個~
答: yu....ming....kaka....yung...Hong

30: pong 問 : 你揀有名有利，但係絕對失去赤子之心及擁有真感情既機會。
　　　　　定係揀擁有真感情，但絕對永久地失去名及利？
答： behind one.....I am without love cannot live ge people

31. ting問 : 最難忘係咩事/邊度??(要係開心ge)
答： know ge people will know
07/02/2003...my home(Ton Tze)....I was sawing my mobie...sms
09/02/2003....my home(Fu Shin)....I was sawing my mobie...sms
03/2003.........Shin Kwan House back樓梯 at 10/F
19/06/2004......Shink Kwan House...some people home
30/12/2004......Garden under Fu Shin.....the ring
07/2005......TSC....in K room....I know I have chance to have my family....my dream
10/2005..........Ireland.....really...I have my dream...my family

32: yan問 : if u just can choic 2 people...u will choic he/she love u more than u love he/she ge
poeple...or choic u love he/she more than he/she love u ge people?
答：I will choic....choic I will he more than he love me....
don't ask me why...I don't know....because I tried....if I can come back....I will choic that people who
I am the most love

+ 5 再點5個朋友仔，順道去他們Xanga留言，告訴他們被點名了

>>March 18, 2006 at 7:08:27 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 7 日 星期六 【乍雨乍晴】

I want have something to say to my best friend...
special is which is in school last year

"沒有管他們是非 敢與我嬉戲 叫我發現誰是我的真知己"
------ yung...ting...kaka...Dor....thx a lot...u all support me...if without u all....I cannot stay in school ar
"在我給別人猜忌 肯替我出氣 無論競賽怎樣殘酷 友誼第一是你"
------when I have problem....when have people say me bad thing.....
"學會面對小心眼 小圈子背著我玩 我落了單 讓我們結伴探訪許留山 感情不必分你高班我低班"
------when I was in school....I did not have friend....but have 3 people everyday find me to have lunch....when they were perparing their CE
笑那些小圈子 吃甚麼也是錯 那管多數少數 是誰製造 當周遭那樣嘈 人人怎講我都知道 我很好 記憶良好"
------thx a lot!!!! I must remeber that I have many best friend support me!!!


>>March 18, 2006 at 6:52:40 PM GMT+8

2006 年 1 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

I want to cry....
I don't know why...

>>January 5, 2006 at 11:49:28 PM GMT+8