2003 年 5 月 22 日 星期四 【晴】

Today, I apparently completed many tasks, haha including go to Tesco, tidy up my room. then go to Avy's home to have dinner with them, originally, su and B also went with me, but su got sick after watching film. AS i know, she is better after taking medicine. I found a funny TV program when i have had dinner at VY's home. And i think that so luckily i didn't find such program, otherwise, i must go to their home everyday for that program. heehee

>>May 23, 2003 at 10:30:44 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

Yesterday, i haven't written a diary due to my examination period has already started. This examination period for me will be finished in the afternoon of thid day.
Relating to my Yesterday's performance, i think it should be ok, coz i wondered i can finish all the questions with 2 hours. Absolutely, my hand writing is super ugly. but i am afraid of forgeting evertything if i dun write in a fast speed. After that, i and su very very, no, it should be extremely frightened and nervous about BPM today's examination, coz we both can't remember anything. I even frightened at a certain level that i seeked my mother's phone call. And spoke with her for nearly 2 hours. I just cannot control my fears yesterday. My hands was shaking, got a little dizzy, stomachache, the most important is that i can't memorise everything.So Terrible and miserable thing!!
Coz i was really too nervous last night. So i prayed, he listened my pray again, and let me fall in sleep with an hour. i just feel calm and peace when i woke up in this morning.
HAHA when i woke up, i immediately have a morning pray, i pray him to give me confidence to concentrate on my study. Although i still can't remember everything, but i found i can understand many things and try to connect the points together. maybe the points not really strong for argument. however, at least i found i can understand more, and it can lead to have a ability to deal with my exam.
As i know even i can memorise all the points without understand that is meaningless for me. Thus, i try to understand each theory last night and this morning. haha i hope i can get pass for this subject in the afternoon. thx god!!
thx Su's help!!

>>May 22, 2003 at 9:35:36 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

我0既INSOMNIA一直冇好過AFTER果EASTER之後，真係冇癮，成日睏唔倒，個人都MUK0的，又冇偈喎。尋日都磨0左成個上晝先study，不過作日0既progress都算effective啦!不過only_limit_to_audit呢科，而bpm就...真係唔掂。聽日問下susu睇下佢有乜point，我就try_to記乜point囉!!尋晚聽同一隻cd，聽0左足足4次都睏唔著，雖然冇muk，因為已習以為常，不過晨早就醒0左就睏唔番，唯有起身睇一陣bpm，諗住下午就溫番audit。都未睇到致important果0的就黎想睏喎，ai咁就緊係去sleep一陣啦，一上到床，又發瘟:「睏唔著」，唔理死都唔起身，好喇，終於都不知不覺入睡喇，可是....唔夠1hour就醒0左lu，見肚空空，就走去食lunch，haha。
今日我try用half_can_of_chicken_soup黎整麥皮食，哈..又俾我夾得幾好喎，0的味仲好似我係hk食過果隻Q字頭出品0既chicken_mushroom即食鹹麥皮咁添喎!!heehee
我懶0既degree簡直就係無所不用其極，期期新款，樣樣新鮮呀!!hahahaha，hahahaha!!
各位，continue努力應付考試啦，我仲有2day就過架喇!!!yeah

>>May 22, 2003 at 9:20:50 AM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 18 日 星期日 【晴】

今日又係一如以往，不過check_email時睇0左一篇搞笑0既愛的宣言，一篇就係super感人0既文章，不過有時真係唔係好明老人家個心諗乜，如果唔係又點會有咁多婆媳糾紛喎!!不過，或者等我番到hk問下阿媽，睇佢知唔知點解先!!
雖然wed毫有exam，不過今朝都係冇乜mood，不過我會盡力溫架喇!!睇完果個感人0既email之後，我突然諗，點解會有咁多人唔願養their_parent呢??可能有好多因素，including經濟問題，對於我黎講，一日未嫁，我都唔會搬開而唔同parent一齊住，可能佢地係會煩0的，不過有人煩，總好過冇人再煩你0既時候，你先黎後悔，人生「充充」幾十年好快就過喇，而且人0既生命有限呀，當我地正在成長0既時候，佢地亦同時變老喇!!佢地可以陪得你幾耐，可以煩得你幾耐??每當我諗到呢度，我就好驚，因為人怕我怕我將來會接受唔倒佢地會有離開我0既一日。我知人總有這一天0既來臨，不過我係驚，係真係好驚，一諗到呢刻，我就哭了!!我哭，係因為我後悔以前未有珍惜同佢地相處0既日子，雖然我番hk之後，仲有好多機會，可是我怕自己又會慢慢因為工作、壓力，而忘了我要珍惜佢地呢一點，到最終都係後悔當初為何不好好跟她們相處。我怕，所以我哭。
我過0左黎之後，學0左say_sorry、say_thx，雖然都係自我中心0左0的，不過有改善喇，而且常存一顆感謝0既心會令一個人活得開心一點吧!!
作晚同一個舊同學傾icq，知道佢唔開心，我都唔知點安慰佢好，只有叫佢祈下禱，咁可能可以舒緩一下佢0既心情，希望佢會好快冇事啦。不過佢話佢0既religion好week，haha其他講到weak，佢都唔夠我week，at_least佢之前都有番church，我??緊係先唔會去church啦，有時間我都寧願stay0係屋企睏下覺，同阿媽去行行街。結論係我0的咁差勁0既半信徒0既祈禱佢都會聽，更何況係一個一向都有番church0既人0既PRAY呢??even佢呢排冇番church，因為唔開心。所以我認為，不論你有冇番church，唔緊要，只要你有一顆信佢0既心，even好weak，亦都就係因為weak先要pray，otherwise就唔使向佢求救啦!!--求佢俾番0的信心你同希望你呀。haha我呢0的歪理，睇怕都冇人會覺得0岩，heehee只要我覺得0岩就得啦，right??
我要add_oil_for_my_exam!!!

>>May 19, 2003 at 9:36:07 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 17 日 星期六 【雨】

尋日我地果區個internet_network出現0左問題呀，成日都冇得上網，不過咁都好，可以俾我一個機會溫書，可是我study0既progress唔係咁好，因為我concentrate唔倒囉!!所以.......到依家都仲係有失眠0既situation呀，尋晚仲一度又有番我已經有一段時間冇出現過0既病徵呀，就係胃酸倒流。可能因為next_week要exam啦!我都唔知呀!!
今日一起身，su就同我講佢好開心呀，因為今日可以上倒網喇，mmm不過我就浪費0左一整個早上黎睇int't新聞同entertainment_news。希望下午可以比較集中倒啦，我會add_oil。

>>May 19, 2003 at 9:35:38 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 15 日 星期四 【陰】

今日我地有eng0既presentation呀!!都唔知係咪因為緊張，我個心口由尋晚到今日都「鎚」住咁痛，有時痛到連抖大氣都痛呀!!真係...原來su都係咁..不過佢就sure0左係因為nervousness，而我就唔知，因為我作感冒都會係咁樣架!!
今日由於我怕我越遲present會越驚而present唔倒，所以我同su就好堅決咁要係頭果2個present，佢present先，我隨後。她係super緊張呀，開始0既時候，佢驚到講2至3句，就有一段deadair，不過好在係下半場，佢都present得好番好多喇!! 而到我0既時候，我都係好緊張，不過我看似control得幾好，加上我尋日又rehearsal0左好多次呀!!唔想衰得咁難睇0丫嘛!!present完之後，我已成個人軟晒喇，不過同班0既同學仔話我present得唔錯咁話，haha，tum得我幾happy!!最後一堂喇!!有0的唔捨得，haha!!
落0左堂我地就去vyvy屋企食lunch，仲爹0左好耐先番屋企!!番到黎就online睇新聞咁囉!!
之後我有0的驚訝when珊同我講我地每人大概要俾60幾pounds0既expense_including_both_gas_and_electricity_for3months，初頭我都覺得點解咁貴，不過我諗番0係hk果時其實都係差唔得幾多，不過奇怪在我地明明change0左british_gas，不過唔知點解我地仍然係ENpower_BILL我地，真係「騎呢」!!
NEXT_WEEK就EXAM喇!!不過仲未STUDY過，雖則係有0的WORRY，不過都係抱住到時作野0既心態UNTIL_NOW，我會start溫書架喇，不過maybe係tmr_morning囉!!heehee

>>May 19, 2003 at 9:35:05 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 13 日 星期二 【雨】

haha Today i just edited my EB assignment at the school and had printed it out lu.
Originally, all of us need to go to take a photo which is organised by Business School. But when we arrived, the photo had already taken. And the students also left. We were late, jsut because we come across Fransico on our way. He is quite nice to us. So we just chated for a while, then we missed......haha it doesn't matter!!
After that we just go to STA Travel Union to confirm sth for our Europe Trip. THen just go to s104 to edit my assignment.
Today is really a little bit cold than the week before, coz it's usually raining recently.
By the way, Ju and Je. tried to make a cottage pie for us. It's really tasty, but it's a little bit pitty for me and su, since we both cannot take so much on beef, su even dun eat generally. HAHA although i just ate a little bit, i felt nearly full. Thx for the pie ar!!
HEE HEE tell all u something la.....my waist has been reduced 1/2 inche ar.....haha but dun tell u my original size of my waist. And i thought my stomach become smaller again la...i am so happy with this. coz that means there is a little bit effective for lose weight planning. (@v@)
Next week, there will be 2 subjects for the examination that i will take. They are taken in consecutive day. Until now, i still haven't started my revision yet. I really worry about this coming, nevertheless, i also want the time to pass a little bit fast due to expectation of the Europe Trip.
SO contradicted!

>>May 19, 2003 at 9:34:32 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 12 日 星期一 【雨】

Yesterday night i found myself hard to fall in sleep, it just so annoying me. Do u know why?? Actually, i haven't any moood to do my Englsih assignment due to my exhausted eyes and body. Then i decided to go bed earlier. However, when i laid on my bed, i could't fall in sleep. At the very beginning, i still insisted on laying on bed and just listening the music. At that time, i just thought i had to sleep well, i could do it, i could fall in sleep within 1 hour. In reality, nothing happened, i just waited, waited and watied until late night 3:00AM. I could't stand anymore that i had laid on the bed totally 4hours without sleeping and wasting my time for my assignment. Finally, i just got up and started my EB assignment. when i found i nearly finish it, i felt tired...then tried to go bed again. haha The exactly same thing happened to me. U know, the feeling of insomnia is so disguising!! REally annoying, i always dun know why i got it. maybe nerviousness existing in my deep heart, but i dun know. I just use around 2and a half hour to finish my 1041 words EB assignment. It's really quite fast for me. when i told my friend, they also said how u could do it. haha it's just tranform my disguising and annoying feeling into writing energy. haha....
Today i also very tired, so i go to sleep a bit earlier (nealy8:00pm). Certainly, i had woke up, otherwise, it won't have today diary, RIght? I will try to sleep again after writing my diary.

>>May 19, 2003 at 9:33:54 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 11 日 星期日 【雨】

唉!!今日我好無聊呀!!唔係冇功課做，而係我唔想去做，成日0係屋企唔係坐同食呢，就係睏，我今朝起身無耐，我就去食野，食完就睇新聞，一睇就成3個hours俾0左份E報紙，之後本來想開始做功課架喇，HAHA結果唔使問阿貴啦下話!!就我係覺得好鬼Sleepy，咪走鬼0左去睏，都唔知點解一睏就5點幾喇，我好似唔係sleep0左好耐0者??因為個人當時仲係好想再睏，但我個心同我咁講:「你仲睏牙，你真係唔使做功課呀你??」，於是我就拿拿聲立定主意，就即刻起身去洗個白白先，洗完個白白之後就整我0既dinner食喇，都係咁啦，食鮮奶叮蛋，仲有drink0左一碗milk囉，因為早2day同今朝食得太多野喇，我要keep_fit，so會盡量control自己一日所攝取0既calories。因為我自己已經搵唔倒我條腰0係邊喇，一唔係就only見倒自己0的一舊舊0既肥肉「吱」晒出黎，好核突呀!!雖然，我0的同學仔成日話我都唔係肥，皆因有太多0既肉我遮得太好喇!!haha。至衰呢度冇balance_scale啦，otherwise我會去稱一稱睇下自己有幾kg呀!!等我知自己keep得成唔成功0丫嘛。

>>May 19, 2003 at 9:33:29 PM GMT+8

2003 年 5 月 10 日 星期六 【雨】

今日ju佢地番黎喇，佢地都幾evening先番到黎，今日0既天氣呢嘛嘛地，因為下午一直下雨呀。說話時半文藝的欣欣，今日過0左黎呀!!而vyvy都有黎，佢就0係我同阿媽0岩0岩講電話時就黎到喇，我一傾完電話就同佢0係我房又search0的website_about_barcelona0既transportion喇，而欣呢就好無聊咁0係我地屋企上0左幾個鐘網同打機，真係好似有點委屈佢喇，過到黎我地都冇乜理佢，因為我同su都要做功課呀!!唉，不過個result始終如一都係0係第1階段--search。 冇做過乜野就已經好tired喇!!今日同mummy傾電話好開心呀!!好耐冇聽過佢同daddy把聲喇，不過就長氣0的0的，唔緊要啦，又唔係日日係咁傾，如果係咁我都吃不消呀!!coz我有0的怕傾電話多過一個hour，我今日傾完隻耳朵都塊面都濕濕地。haha


>>May 19, 2003 at 9:33:03 PM GMT+8