2003 年 1 月 5 日 星期日 【陰】

6/1
Today is the AMA examination...woowoo! Actually i dun think the examination paper is really hard. but Just i dun know how to do the calculation....However, the essay...really composition la.....Coz i forgot nearly all the contents that i had tried to memorize. Nevertheless, I just remember the highlighted colour...but forgot the words / sentences i highlighted.....really made me so angry....so...just try my best la....
originally i would like to calculate 3 questions then just ans 1 essay question. HAHA at that situation, I had no choice....none of the questions i knew how to work out. just do it freely..haha
8/1is another subject..which is totally 3 essay question.....ar.....but i hope i won't fail gua......oh....tonight must sleep better, so that tmr i can completely concentrate on my study.
仲有呀...我地個council_bin唔見0左又關我地事......仲要我地自己拎$出黎買過個,有冇搞錯.....u_know..一個咁0既rubbish_bin要成29sterling_pounds呀!!!都有病架!later先算喇!!!exam is more important囉我認為。
haha 今日反學果時幾驚險呀...好似踩冰咁.....slip到阿媽都唔認得幾驚辛苦先可以去倒個試場呀!!

>>January 6, 2003 at 5:42:57 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 4 日 星期六 【陰】

ai.....These days i found my gastric juice back flow up to my oesophagus, even Oral cavity. It's really acidic.....u know...it's really stimulating my throat very much. So...i just take a anti-gastric juice tablet. HAHA Tmr is the beginning of exam period la....although i looks like finished my study and revision for AMA, i 'm still not sure how to calculate the question and ans sth like essay-type question. just relax.....everyone can say it....but it's really difficult to be relaxed. Some of friend that u didn't worried about that?? Why u can watch tv, AND SLEEP SO MANY TIME?? just be relaxed ma...haha
mmmm.....I know one of the fatal reason for me only getting unsatisfied achievement that is nervousness. When i get nervous, i will feel so dizzy, hand shaking seriously, stomachache, even vomitting, and so upset. I still remember an event that had happened for 2 years ago. At that day, i had had a Corporated accounting II 's examination in the evening. I just really afraid, just shaking shaking and shaking. then i phone my mum, once i heard her voice, i was just tearing and told her i realy very very scared...dun know how to do.....after i heard my mum's voice i felt much better.....however my mum is not here....UK........ai......nevermind...i can remember her voice.......

>>January 5, 2003 at 7:04:01 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 3 日 星期五 【雨】

haha today.....i had read a chapter that i completely dun understand. it really wasted my time....however, i also think today i waste my time...coz i couldn't concentrate on my study......yup today morning, our house had been disturbed again. some cheap teenagers threw snowballs toward our door and tried put such snow into our house through the letter box. it's really annoying ar.......
i dun know what's their thinking. maybe they are little crazy, should take them to some 'recovering-mental' centre.....haha AI.......snowing is quite beautiful actually.....however, i have no mood to admire it today....exam period is coming. Watch TV and online also used up my time today......die hard......
but i won't give up, co i must get a degree in accounting......................................then try my best to be a accountant.........maybe it too hard for me.!!

>>January 4, 2003 at 10:33:24 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 2 日 星期四 【陰】

I felt so tired in this morning, so just got up not as earlier as yesterday. And today's study progress is quite slow..coz i couldn't concentrate on studying. Ai....... originally want to cover 3 topics, however, i dun think i can do it now. There is only 2 days left for the examination. Pass Pass Pass, i hope i can do it. Everyone can do it!!
Happy 2003!! -->Happy examination!!!--> Happy sem break!!--> Happy new sem.! --> I hope work harder than this sem.
Continued studying.......................................
By the way, today here fell snow ar.......At the very beginning, i thought that was raining...i also thought why these days just raining........However Portia phoned me and told me that Here was snowing at that time. then i just knew that is snow and not droplet. oh...amazing! Actually, i had seen Snow before, so not really so curious..but just felt so funny and interesting. Do u want to have a look??HAHA sorry i haven't taken any photo on it. Coz examination is coming, i had to spend the time for sleeping. and work again. heeheehee
add oil together!!

>>January 3, 2003 at 8:53:38 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 1 日 星期三 【雨】

Help!!!! I am really very very frightened and nervous now.....I feel my body was shivering. Certainly, i can feel my stomach has sth wrong in these days. I hope it will be ok !!
i think if i faced my mum now, i think i would cry. coz i could have the feeling of safety when i saw my mum, then i feel my self being relaxed. However, she is in HK now.....hoo, if she phoned to me, i think i also will be going to sob. !!!
Just try to write sth to let me calm down right now....!!!!
add oil again, SzeSze.!!

>>January 2, 2003 at 11:09:43 PM GMT+8

2003 年 1 月 1 日 星期三 【雨】

haha yesterday i got up at 7:30am....haha then just read an hour AT. after that i felt so hungry, and took my breakfast. I continued my study 9:00am....until 9:30 I felt so strange that SU still hadn't woke up.. absolutely, i came down and just knocked her door..and try to wake her up...i think i was continuously my study until 1:45pm..
ai....really tired....then ate sth, did sth, and took a comfirtable shower....then just go bed...hahahaha. I was not sure whether i were too nervous or not...I just couldn't easy fall in sleeping..then just read AT for a while. that's it! just for a few minutes..i really could sleep la....and jsut got up at 8:00pm. haha i immediately called Portia when i woke up...coz i wanna sure which channel had 'Billy Elliot'. THen i also decided so roughly and said that went to their home to have a nice night!!
However, i didn't i had a nice sleeping....... due to my cramp leg muscle..so annoyed me, u know? Not only me, but PORTIA.... coz i slept with her......so sorry about that. portia~~ However, today i think the time at which i got up is ok la....I just read 'ABC' in this morning. Near 12:00pm finish that...then jsut watching TV....and then go to bank..hoo
after doing such not so meaningful event the time is 3:00pm. then just back to home, and had had my dinner...then i got to study another chapter...I will work harder tonight...
my goal is trying to read 4 to 5 chapters for the coming days. i hope i can deal with it...and kick nervousness away!!

>>January 2, 2003 at 4:53:19 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 30 日 星期一 【陰】

HIHI, today My study progress is ok la...at least i can finished another topic. Although i couldn't remember anything, at least i could go through 1 topic. Actually today i got up at 8:30am, but if i was not so lazy, i thought i could got up earlier. because i had got up at 6:00am in this morning, just my laziness made me lie on the bed.....In the afternoon when i found i couldn't concentrate anymore, then i try to eat some biscuits....however i couldn't control myself not to eat so much........
ai.......I hope i can finish another 2 topic la.....maybe just skip and skip lor......on the other hand tmr i must start to done some work on AMA. it is because i'm not good at AMA's calculations, also not really understanding what the professor had discussed with us....pls...dun let me fail in the exam.........................Help!!!!

>>December 31, 2002 at 10:48:03 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 29 日 星期日 【陰】

Today, i think it's a ok day...hahaha, i got up really late......which is out of my expectation, originally i intended to got up at 7:30am. However ....i was so lazy and lied on the bed, dun wanna leave it and go to study until nearly 9:00am. I just got up and then sat for a while and then go to brush teeth..ai.......and then had had my breakfast. The worsest thing was that i went bed again after my breakfast. Oh my god...!!!How can i do it......?? 1hour later, i got up again,and then just online and checked email, as well as watched the newspaper. ....Do u think i can finish reading the chapters??? absolutely desperated!!!! U know? after that nearly 11:00am it's the time i could study. But this scenary did not last for long times...just 2hours....I couldn't concentrate on my studying. then just waste the time until 7:30pm. I can study again.....i insist to finish one topic before 12:00am. Luckily i can do it. But i can tell u that i really read only without any memory...DIE HARD!!!
i hope tmr i can got up earlier and try my best to focus on my study la...
I just dun know why i only feel so tired, and sleepy before and during the exam period. It's really annoying me!!! I always need to sleep!! ai...on the other hadn today is my brother's birthday. let me say happy birthday to u la...however i haven't got any birthday present to u this year...maybe later have another compensation la..OK?
By the way, there sth happen on One of my best friends , i hope she will be healed!

>>December 31, 2002 at 10:47:09 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 28 日 星期六 【陰】

Today i just got up so late....originally i wanna to got up at 6:00am. but i just so lazy until 8:30am. after my breakfast, just went to my bedroom. my mother phoned me around 9:00am , and then we just keep talking with father and brother orderly until 12:00pm. my ears became red, u know. however i am very happy ar...coz i can hear their voice. i really love them very much. But not really miss them so much so much. after that, i just play ICQ and talking with sandra, brother.....still haven't study yet. hoohoo
waste the second la.....after i came back from Darlington. i hope tonight i will try to read some textbooks la...it's just full of travelling in my brain. i haven't any mood to study......how can i do???????
ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL ADD OIL................SUSUSUSU......i depend on u la..................
VYVYVY i depend on u la................PORTIA..........i depend on u la.........................i also will try try try my best.

>>December 29, 2002 at 3:12:50 PM GMT+8

2002 年 12 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

Today originally i had planned to study in the evening. Coz this morning i went to see a film 'Lord of the RIng-- Two Tower', and then go to Asda to buy some stuffs for the use of the following two weeks.
However, i am really extremely exhausted after watching the movie and going to the Asda. So I just ask my brother something through ICQ when i came back to home. THen took a shower and had had a dinner. After that i...i just wanna sleep. I dun think i can concentrate on studying/reading any more.
HAHA so i waste another day.....AS u know tmr as is another day, however, it seems not meaningful for me, coz i always waste my time, and then i just couldn't tell what i had done. i believe tmr is just same as today ---- 'waste the time...and do nothing......'
In my mind, it seems full of holiday............, i can't focus on any textbooks. But i know that i am very frightened the coming exam in my deep heart. I should do the preparation right now. Otherwise...............no one help help me. SzeSze, pls pls just try ur best to do it. From now on, u have no excuse that can make u prevent from studying. Just add oil!!!!!
Everybody, also need do ur preparation well, so that i can ask for ur help ar!!!!
HEEHEEEHEEHEE... !!

>>December 28, 2002 at 8:15:34 PM GMT+8